[Danmei Medium Chapter] Infernal Affairs

Shu Yi went home and locked herself in the bedroom, fell on the bed and covered her head with a quilt.Unknowingly fell asleep, he dreamed that Ning Wen was covered in blood, and weakly called his name "Shu Yi, Shu Yi".Over and over again, without a trace of resentment, gentle and intimate.Shu Yi stretched out his hand to him, but he couldn't touch him no matter what. They were clearly facing each other, and he just couldn't touch a person who was close at hand.

"Ning Wen, Ning Wen, don't die, don't die, don't die, don't die, don't die." While crying, he desperately reached out to grab him.

"What are you talking about? How could I die?" Ning Wen showed a sweet smile, but there was clearly identifiable sadness between his brows.

Then Ning Wen disappeared in front of Shu Yi.

Shouting Ning Wen's name and struggling to wake up, there was a mother with a complicated expression standing beside the bed.

"The office in Syria has already paid the ransom." Mother raised the morning newspaper in her hand, "Get up and eat. Our country is more reliable than you think."

After finishing speaking, he put down the newspaper and walked out of the room.

Before Shu Yi's eyes got used to the harsh sunlight, he couldn't wait to take the newspaper that was crumpled by his mother.Search carefully one by one, and finally stop at the headline of the sub-page.

Mother was right.The diplomatic service handed over astronomical sums of ransom to the terrorist organization without saying a word.However, at the same time, it also dispatched peacekeeping troops to Syria, preparing to cooperate with the local government forces to wipe out terrorist organizations in one fell swoop.

It seemed that everyone had a happy ending, but a new problem posed in front of Shu Yi again.

The Syrian side clearly asked the family members to take Ningwen back to China, but Ningwen has no family members.

Almost instantly he decided that he was going to take him home.

Ten minutes later, Shu Yi stood in front of his mother after washing up, "Mom, I'm going back to school." After speaking, he opened the door and left without waiting for his mother to respond.

As soon as the front foot went out, he called the relevant department.

"Hi, I'm Shu Yi."

"Do you want to bring Ning Wen back to China?" The other party was a sister with a gentle voice.

"Yes."

"The cost and related documents will be borne by Ning Wen's organization, and we can expedite the passport visa processing for you, and you can leave the country within 24 hours. Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"Then who are you from Ningwen?"

Just this one sentence blocked Shu Yi to death.

Yes, who is he from Ningwen?Not a family member, nor a lover, he and Ning Wen are at most acquaintances now.

"Hello?" Seeing that he had not spoken for a long time, the other party beckoned.

"Well - I am, I am Ning Wen's friend." Shu Yi said palely.

"Friend?" The other party's voice sounded surprised, "It's fine to leave these things to the family members."

"No." Shu Yi explained anxiously, "He has no family members now. His parents died in the Yugoslav embassy incident, and the other family members are also war reporters, all of whom died abroad."

"Sorry." The other party realized that he had said the wrong thing, so he continued with even more enthusiasm, "So you are Ning Wen's friend, right? If you confirm that it is correct, please come to the Beijing office immediately. The address is..."

"Thank you." Shu Yi wrote down the address and rushed to the subway station.

The saddest thing is that when I take you home, I can only be a friend.Even if there is a chance to start again in the future, he has no connection with him legally.

In this life, even if it is blood □ □ merging, they cannot become family members.

24 hours later, Shu Yi took off from Beijing Capital International Airport.

The special flight made it to Damascus airport in just fourteen hours.Then take a small plane in Syria.After several transfers, Shu Yi finally stepped on the land of Quneitra.

The ambulance stopped outside the hospital directly under the local government, ready to be transferred.Shu Yi nervously waited for Ning Wen to appear.

He never dreamed that he would meet Ning Wen in such a desolate and chaotic country, in such a sad way.

He didn't know if Ning Wen would hate him or refuse to see him.

But when the soldiers in the Syrian military uniform carried Ning Wen out and appeared in front of Shu Yi, all his worries disappeared.He just wanted to give Ning Wen a good hug and tell him that everything is over.

The other party handed Ning Wen to Shu Yi, and Shu Yi hugged Ning Wen who was still in a coma.He is terribly light, and it is no exaggeration to describe him as skinny.Shu Yi could feel his skeleton just by holding him, and he once suspected that what he was holding was a skeleton.But Ning Wen is still breathing, his chest is still rising and falling steadily, he is alive.

Under the watchful eyes of a group of domestic medical staff, Shu Yi dared not make any intimate moves for fear of causing misunderstanding.He turned around, put Ning Wen on the stretcher, and watched Ning Wen being pushed into the ambulance.

"Mr. Shu Yi, do you know what happened to him?" When arriving at Damascus Airport, the silent nurse along the way suddenly said.

Shu Yi defaulted.

"Ning Wen was in hemorrhagic shock when he was rescued." The nurse tried the temperature of Ning Wen's forehead, "I can't imagine how they treated him."

Shu Yi listened silently.

"Because he has been so greatly stimulated, he may have some mental problems." The nurse looked at Shu Yi seriously, "So, after returning to China, I hope you will pay more attention to his mental state."

Shu Yi nodded again.

After boarding the plane, Shu Yi was also allowed to be alone with Ning Wen for a while.When everyone walked away, facing the sleeping Ning Wen, Shu Yi suddenly choked speechlessly.

During the two months of separation, he had a lot of things to say to him, but it was useless to say anything now.After returning to China, he couldn't stay with him all the time, because he wasn't living for himself.

"Ning Wen, Ning Wen, I'm sorry." He carefully held Ning Wen's thin hand with the needle inserted, and kept apologizing.These hands talked to him about the most beautiful music in the world, wrote him the most affectionate song, and waved goodbye to him...

How can Shu Yi be loved by such a pure and flawless person.

He knew that he couldn't give a response, so why did he drag Ning Wen to suffer together, which finally brought him to where he is today.

Ning Wen closed his eyes, unmoved.It's like being angry with him.

If Ning Wen could feel better when he was angry, then he would rather that Ning Wen was angry because of him, or hate him.Just don't suffer silently like before, and finally collapse.

"I don't know when he will wake up." Finally, when he said goodbye to the nurse when he landed and transferred to another hospital, the nurse said so.

Shu Yi's mother sat at home, dialing Shu Yi's cell phone number over and over again.Every time it is not in the service area, it is impossible to get through.

It has been more than three days, and she has no contact with Shu Yi.

In the past, the failure to make calls was usually because the mobile phone was turned off or due to arrears. This time, the mother heard reasons that she had never heard of.After checking on the website, I found out that the mobile phone is not in the country.

My mother was terrified to death, afraid that he would not think about it and do something impulsive, and then put herself in a dangerous situation.She drove to school, K major, then F major.I have searched every place Shu Yi has been to, but I can't find any familiar figure.

She drove in the urban area of ​​Beijing to search for it for several days. She knew that this approach was ridiculous and futile, because Beijing is too big and there are too many people.There are so many high-rise buildings with so many rooms, it is impossible for her to search one by one.

But she just drove the car numbly, turning around the ring road all day, parked in a remote place in the early morning, got out of the car and cried secretly.

The last thing she saw was Shu Yi closing the door and leaving.The last thing a son does before cutting off contact with his mother is to stay away from his own mother.

She leaned against the car and squatted on the ground, pulling her hair.Maybe Shu Yi's father was right, she was an inappropriate mother and an inappropriate wife.It brings only depression to the husband and son.

She is incompetent, and she is now willing to review.

But Shu Yi was gone.In case Shu Yi never comes back, then she will become a completely single woman.

The only thing that remains unchanged is that she still loves her son, although she admits that sometimes she loves too extreme and too hard, so that it troubles him.Still, she could swear to God that she never wanted her kids to be unhappy.She has worked hard for so many years, but in the end she will lose Shu Yi who has been raised so hard.

She took out her cell phone, which was dying, and dialed her husband's number.

"I can't find Shu Yi. Maybe he will never come back." The mother said quietly, "Yes, you are right, I am an unqualified mother. I will lose my son in the end. So , This marriage, let’s divorce. The house will be given to you, after all, it’s the same wherever I go alone. I’ll go back and sign right away, you wait for me.”

As soon as this sentence was finished, the phone issued a beep low battery reminder, and then turned off automatically.

Mother stood up against the bitter December wind, blowing herself clearer, clearer.Then go back to the car and turn the key, and go back to the place that will no longer be home today.

After completing the hospitalization procedures, Shu Yi returned to Ning Wen's ward.

This is a room with excellent lighting. The entire wall is covered with transparent floor-to-ceiling windows. It is the sunset time in Beijing, and the sunlight shines in, adding a bit of vitality to the pure white room.

Ning Wen was still lying on his back, the originally cute baby face was sunken at this time, which made people feel distressed.Because of the needles inserted for several days, all bruises from the back of the hand to the inside of the forearm were bruised and purple.

He sat on the edge of the bed and just stared at him like this.

He's leaving soon.He couldn't wait until Ning Wen woke up.Because then he will want to apologize to him and beg him to give him another chance to start over.

If he is really responsible for Ning Wen, he should be more cautious.Whether you want to pour your heart out to Ning Wen or not, at least not now.

This society is not as tolerant as they imagined, and everyone's responsibilities are far heavier than imagined.

They are not children, and they can no longer do things willfully.

Shu Yi got up in pain and called her mother.

"Shu Yi! Where have you been these few days?!" As expected, the mother's anxious voice came.

"It's okay, I just, um, failed the mid-term exam and spent half a week in retreat to review." Shu Yi pretended to be relaxed.

"...I don't want you to be so good. You just need to be good." The mother calmed down. "No matter what you do in the future, the premise is that you are my son."

"Ah."

"Your father and I are divorced. We don't want the house anymore." Mother said firmly, "Go back to your grandma's house for a while, and we will move after Mom finds a new house. Okay?"

This was the first time in my mother's life that she was so gentle.

"Okay." Shu Yi's nose was a little sore.

After hanging up the phone, he looked back at Ning Wen for the last time.The most beautiful boy in his heart.

I'm really sorry I brought you home but couldn't give you a home.

Opening the door, a weak and hoarse voice came from behind: "Shu Yi."

The gears of time are stuck at this moment, and the world around me seems to stop working.He paused in front of the door, wanting to turn around, but didn't dare to look back.

"where are you going?"

Shu Yi gritted his teeth and turned around slowly.

A faint smile appeared on Ning Wen's ashen face. Shu Yi knew this smile, and he would never see it again.

He stood by the door and looked at Ning Wen without speaking.

The setting sun has fallen below the horizon, and the room is dim.There is an air of old age and decadence.Shu Yi stood for a while, his mind blank, and finally raised his hand to turn on the light.

Under the beige soft light, Ning Wen seemed to be the boy who fell asleep in his arms and secretly kissed by him again.

Everything has changed, but nothing has changed.

Some things are permanent.

So don't worry about this moment.

With tears in his eyes, he returned to Ningwen's bed, trying to force a smile.

"Will you come back?" Ning Wen opened his eyes wide and asked him.Although it was a question, the tone of voice did not rise, and there was no sense of expectation at all.

Shu Yi stared at his eyes, which were still deep, as if they were an endless abyss, one could drown a person in them with just one glance.He smiled, bent down, and placed a light kiss on Ning Wen's forehead, which was very meaningful.

Then he turned away.

Ning Wen understood everything.

It is not necessary to get what you like, and it is not necessary to possess what you love deeply.

You know what I know, that's enough.

He turned his head sideways to look at the city scene outside the window, tears streaming down his face.

Shu Yi returned home and gave her mother a big hug.

"From now on, there will only be the two of us." The mother hugged him tightly, said lonely but relieved.