[Net King] The Star of the Palm

Chapter 33 33 I Hate You

The tennis club is training in full swing, working hard for this Sunday's regional competition, and also desperately trying to avoid drinking Gan's vegetable juice!Gan Zhenzhi's vegetable juice is really not for people to drink, no wonder Xinglan went to the hospital after drinking it, it's not an exaggeration at all!

Speaking of Lin Xinglan, she has been a little abnormal these two days.The main manifestation is frequent daze.

Since the arrival of the two first-year assistants, Lin Xinglan has had a lot of leisure time and has time to do other things.At this moment, she was sitting under the tree by the court in a daze.

Eiji Kikumaru poked Fujisuke: "Fuji, you see Xinglan is in a daze again. The time she spends in daze recently seems to be more than the time she sleeps. She is in a daze in class and can't even hear the teacher's questions. In a daze, what happened to her?"

Fuji Zhou Zhu was thoughtful: "I don't know, should Ying Er ask?"

Eiji Kikumaru shook his head quickly: "No! If I accidentally offend Xinglan, she will definitely punish me!"

Bu Er Zhou Zhu squinted his eyes and learned to be smart.

As for Lin Xinglan, her thoughts flew back to the afternoon of the day before yesterday.

The man she met at the door of the house was Mama Lin's husband, the father she had never met.

He recognized Lin Xinglan as his daughter right away, and Lin Xinglan also recognized him.

Lin Xinglan didn't know her mother's feelings for this man, but judging from the fact that she kept his photos in her wallet all day long, the feelings should be very deep.What Lin Xinglan couldn't understand was why mother Lin still had such deep affection for the person who abandoned her on the wedding day.

"You are Xinglan, I am you..."

"I don't know you!" Lin Xinglan quickly interrupted him, but then fell silent.

He was a little embarrassed, just when the door of the house opened, Mother Lin walked out expressionlessly: "Xinglan, come in and cook."

Lin Xinglan nodded hurriedly, bowed his head and entered the door, ignoring the people behind him.

The door slammed shut.

When the club activities were about to end, Lin Xinglan slowly came back to his senses, and called over the second graders headed by Arai: "I have to leave beforehand, today you are responsible for cleaning the stadium, remember to do it well, I will check tomorrow." Ignoring their reaction, he turned his head and left.

As soon as Lin Xinglan left the school gate, she received a text message from Lin's mother: Xinglan, your little aunt said that she has made some good wine recently, let me taste it.I'm on the plane to France now, I won't be going back for a week, remember to eat and sleep on time.

Lin Xinglan was silent for a long while, then replied to the text message: Well, Mom, have a good trip.

She felt something stagnated in her chest, and she couldn't explain it clearly.

That man stood guard at the door of the house for a long time yesterday, and before he left, he said he would come today.

Lin Xinglan paused as he walked towards the house, stood there for a long time, then turned around and went to the commercial street.But he is absent-minded, can't see anything, and eats without taste.It wasn't until it was dark that she remembered that it was time to go home, the man should have already left.But when she got to the door of the house, she still saw her father.

He was a little anxious, seeing Lin Xinglan walking over immediately: "Why did you come back now, I thought something happened to you, where is your mother?"

Lin Xinglan looked up at him for a while, then said slowly, "Don't come again."

The man was taken aback: "What?"

Lin Xinglan's voice was as quiet as death: "My mother has gone to France. She doesn't want to see you, and I don't want to see you either. Please don't come here again."

He opened his mouth: "I..."

Lin Xinglan couldn't help shouting, "What are you doing here!"

What came out before her voice was the tears in her eyes, which rolled down and couldn't stop, the person opposite was stunned, and said: "I'm sorry, I..."

Lin Xinglan fiercely wiped away the tears rolling down her mouth: "I'm sorry, you still know I'm sorry! I'm sorry you abandoned my mother on the wedding day 15 years ago! Are you human? How could you do that? She was still standing upright Belly, pregnant with your child! Me! June 6th...is my birthday, but because of you, June 26th is the pain of being a mother for a lifetime! Do you know that because of you, my mother is in pain, because of you, I Being discriminated against and insulted..."

Lin Xinglan's voice trembled: "I hate you..."

Lin Xinglan had a long, long dream.

There are many people in the dream, but there is no happy face.

She heard her little aunt say: "Xinglan, don't blame your mother for not celebrating your birthday. She has some difficulties. She conceived you before she was married, but your father didn't have her in his heart. Later, your father agreed to marry her, She was very happy, and even though her due date was approaching, she wanted to put on her wedding dress. I knew that man was unreliable, but I didn't expect him to do such a thing as running away from marriage in front of so many people.

"Your mother couldn't stand the stimulation, so she gave birth to you early that day. How ironic, it was supposed to be a happy day, but it turned into the most painful memory in her life."

Little Lin Xinglan chewed this passage over and over again.

The children around her didn't accept her, they scolded her and beat her, saying she was a bastard without a father.

She resisted desperately, but she couldn't beat so many children by herself, and often went home with a bruised nose and a swollen face.My mother was distressed, so she moved, and the situation finally improved, but her heart was full of hatred.She lay on the bed and began to cry. The gray memories of her childhood flooded the sky and overwhelmed her, and she couldn't hold back her tears.

Everything started because of him.

Can't forgive, can't forgive.

Lin Xinglan woke up very early the next day. She sat on the bed blankly for a long time, touching the pillow towel soaked in tears, unable to regain consciousness in a daze.When I arrived at school, I was so emaciated, my eyes were red and swollen, and I lay on my seat as soon as I entered the classroom, motionless.

During class, the teacher noticed her abnormality, thought she was sick, and asked her classmates to send her to the infirmary.Kikumaru Eiji and Fujisuke signed up enthusiastically. Kikumaru Eiji asked what was wrong along the way, but Lin Xinglan fell asleep on the hospital bed as soon as he arrived at the infirmary, and couldn't wake up no matter what.

The doctor said that he did not have a good rest and his blood sugar was low.

Kikumaru Eiji and Fujisuke Shusuke left with worried faces, and notified everyone in the tennis club at noon.

Lin Xinglan slept in the infirmary for a whole day, and when he woke up, his eyes were golden.The setting sun came in from the window and dyed the white sheets golden yellow. Lin Xinglan raised his head to see Tezuka Kunimitsu sitting beside the bed, and said hoarsely, "Tezuka-kun."

Tezuka Kunimitsu nodded: "You're awake."

Lin Xinglan nodded, trying to sit up with support, only to find that her hands were weak, and she almost lay back. Fortunately, Tezuka Kunimitsu stretched out his hand in time to help her up: "Are you okay?"

Lin Xinglan nodded and forced a smile: "It's okay, thank you for your concern."

Tezuka Kunimitsu was silent: "If you don't want to laugh, stop laughing."

Lin Xinglan immediately suppressed her smile, and said lightly, "Well, it's quite tiring to force myself to laugh when I don't want to. Is school over now?"

Tezuka Kunimitsu nodded: "The club activities are over, you can go home."

When Lin Xinglan stood up, her head was still dizzy, she hadn't eaten all day, her blood sugar was low, and she didn't have a good rest.

Tezuka Kunimitsu supported her, frowning: "How long have you not eaten?"

Lin Xinglan counted with his fingers: "Last night, plus this morning's, and lunch, exactly three meals."

Tezuka Kunimitsu: "I'll take you to dinner."

Lin Xinglan nodded indiscriminately.

The two left the school gate one after the other, and went to the nearby food court. Tezuka Kunimitsu ordered food, but Lin Xinglan didn't take a few bites. It was a normal reaction of being too hungry.

Tezuka Kunimitsu packed his things and sent Lin Xinglan home.

Considering Lin Xinglan's body, they walked very slowly.

It was time to eat, and there were not many people on the street.

This is a small road along the river, and it is very quiet after dark. The two walked together to an open square.There were no lights on in the square, the moonlight was bright, and there were not many people.Lin Xinglan stopped suddenly, and when Tezuka Kunimitsu looked back, she was staring at her toes with her head lowered, her face buried in the deep shadows, and she raised her head and smiled brightly after a while: "Tezuka-kun, I'll dance for you Bar."

She threw her schoolbag on the ground, took a few steps forward, and walked to the center of the square: "Ballet, the death of the swan."

Under the bright moonlight, Lin Xinglan stepped out on tiptoes, stretched his arms facing the moon, and made quick circles on the square.The long hair was loose, rising and falling with her movements, drawing a beautiful arc.There is no music, the sound of the waves is like a beat.

Tezuka Kunimitsu stood quietly from the beginning to the end. This was the saddest swan he had ever seen.

During the last movement, Lin Xinglan sprained his foot and fell to the ground.

Tezuka Kunimitsu came back to his senses, hurried over to squat down, and helped her up.

Lin Xinglan struggled to tug on his arm: "Tezuka-kun, I'm out of strength, you can go back with me on your back."

Tezuka Kunimitsu was silent for a while, squatted down with his back to her, and acquiesced!

Lin Xinglan was stunned for a moment, then slowly climbed onto Tezuka Kunimitsu's back, and then remained motionless.

Lin Xinglan didn't go to school the next day, she asked Coach Ryuzaki to ask for leave from school for her, and set foot on the Shinkansen to Osaka alone.

Not long after Tezuka Kunimitsu left, Papa Lin came again.Lin Xinglan called Coach Ryuzaki and told her what had happened while crying.Coach Longqi came to Lin Xinglan's house with a tennis racket, scolded the man severely, drove him away, and asked Ying Nao's mother to make Lin Xinglan a supper, forcing her to eat.

Lin Xinglan cried and fell asleep.

Coach Ryuzaki sighed and called Mama Lin.

Mother Lin was silent, and then she asked Coach Longzaki to persuade Lin Xinglan to go to Osaka to relax.

Coach Ryuzaki agreed.She always knew that it was not easy for the mother and daughter of the Lin family, but she never thought that such a past would not be forgiven by anyone else.

Lin Xinglan stood blankly in front of Osaka Station, unable to recover for a long time.

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