father and family

"Ye Zinian, why are you so stupid, you can't pass such a simple test paper well, I can't sign it, if you let others know that I have a son who got [-]% in the test, how can you make me look up in front of everyone? "

"Ye Zinian, why don't you learn from your sister? Your sister finished her high school entrance examination, and several principals rushed to let her into her school. In what year and semester was she not No.1 in the whole grade? You give me What grade did you get on the test? 85 points? I really wonder if I made a mistake in the hospital!"

"Ye Zinian, what the hell are you doing in school every day? No wonder your grades have been failing. It turned out that you were always confused with the little girl. What was this called in the past? This is called bad manners, and you will go to jail!"

"Ye Zinian, we are already disappointed in you, you don't need to tell us your grades in the future!"

Sweat dripped from Ye Zinian's forehead, his eyelids twitched non-stop, and his hands were clenched tightly. The last scene reflected in his eyes was his mother's turning away and his father's silence, and then his body suddenly hit him. With a jerk, his tightly closed eyes snapped open.

Looking at the pitch-black roof, Ye Zinian hadn't recovered for a while, he seemed to have returned to his unbearable adolescence, his mother's endless accusations and his father's disappointed eyes overwhelmed him, but he could never Arguing, because he didn't understand why a couple with a high IQ gave birth to such a clumsy son after giving birth to a daughter with a high IQ.

Since he was a child, he has been ignorantly aware of how great his parents are from the flattery of others. One is a respected and world-renowned pianist, the other is a young and promising university professor in the School of Chemistry. At the age of seven, he skipped the fifth grade directly, and even managed to pass the piano exam to the seventh grade.

He is the child everyone is looking forward to.Since he started babbling, his mother and father happily taught him to read ancient poems, recite nursery rhymes, and listen to English fairy tales. But when he stumbled and recited "Quiet Night Thoughts" when he was three years old, he clearly felt his father and his father. His mother's impatience and perfunctory towards him.

When he was young, he was very afraid of his strict parents, and he didn't want to live up to their expectations. He began to study hard. He hoped that he could tell his parents with a [-]% test paper that he had not let them down.But what accompanied the perfect score papers was the indifference and scolding of your parents. Your sister was able to write small essays in English at your age, and your sister was able to write a fifth grade math test paper at your age. , your sister...

At this time, Ye Zinian could only shrink his neck and dare not speak.He has great parents and a great sister, he is truly a disgrace to the family, even when there are guests at home, he can only hide in the bedroom by himself and cannot go out, because his parents are worried that the guests will ask about him grades.

He is very envious of his sister, because he hopes that he can be like her, answering every question of the guests with confidence and pride, playing the piano and reciting English poems in the eyes of others' praise.

With the growth of age, the pressure on him from schoolwork is also increasing. Maybe some people are really not suitable for studying. When he finds that no matter how hard he listens to the class and works hard to do exercises after class, he can only get After the above-average grades, he no longer has a sense of presence in the whole family.

He can't make a sound, because making a sound will make his mother impatient; he can't eat more, because his mother will mock him for doing nothing but eating; he can't go out to play with his friends, because his father will tell him that going out to play will delay time to study...

At home, he is a person without a sense of existence; at school, he is a strange student who is beautiful but unwilling to talk at all. He feels that he is not needed anywhere, and he does not understand the meaning of his birth—until , One day, an ordinary-looking middle-aged man stopped him on the way from school.

"Student, do you want to be a star?"

"No, I don't want to." Ye Zinian, who was still gleaming among a bunch of students in his oversized school uniform, shook his head dully. The star was probably the one his mother contemptuously called an actor.

"But there will be many, many people who like you." The gentle middle-aged man smiled, "It's a pity that you don't want to be a star. I feel that you should be in the entertainment circle to show your talent."

Is my talent...?Ye Zinian didn't think he had any talents, but the middle-aged man's words that many, many people would like him moved him.Since no one likes him at home or at school, maybe someone would like him in a different environment?

Ye Zinian, who was still in his second year of high school, signed a contract with the middle-aged man, packed his bags under the shocking eyes of his parents, moved to a brokerage company and began to systematically learn singing, dancing and acting, and then quietly debuted a year later ,Famous overnight.

Ye Zinian leaned on the pillow, thinking about his 28 years of life, it seemed that there was nothing that made him particularly happy.Maybe it's because of the repressed relationship since he was a child. He has always had a good temper and would not reject others, so even in the years when he became popular, he didn't have the so-called big names. A celebrity protests angrily for playing big names and asks him to quit the industry, but because the celebrity he likes has a child, he feels that he has been cheated, and collectively petitions the agency to ask him to get out of the entertainment industry.

With only a high school diploma, he knows nothing else, and he has a child waiting to be raised.In the first two years, he was really overwhelmed. Not only did he have to calculate the balance of his savings every day, he also had to prevent Sensen from getting hungry, crying, and feeling sick, and he couldn't sleep well every day.Later, when Sensen grew up a bit, his life began to slowly return to the right track, and he took on some supporting roles, so that he could earn money and take care of Sensen.

In the first 18 years of his life, he lived for his parents, then his fans, and then Sensen, but he never seemed to have lived for himself or been happy for himself once.

Ye Zinian turned over and smiled self-deprecatingly, feeling that he was a little sentimental today for no reason.I haven't come here like this for so many years, but now I'm more hypocritical, I'd better go to bed early, and I will accompany Sensen to buy books tomorrow.

"Dad." The suddenly closed door was pushed open a crack, and a small figure appeared in the crack of the door, and called again timidly, "Dad, are you asleep?"

"Sensen, what's wrong with you?" Ye Zinian hurriedly stood up, turned on the bedside lamp, hugged Ye Sensen, who was still wearing bear pajamas, into his bed, and rubbed his head affectionately, "Did you have a nightmare?" It is common for children to have nightmares and be startled.

Ye Sensen didn't nod or shake his head, leaning against Ye Zinian's warm embrace, he didn't seem to want to talk.After Ye Zinian asked a few more times in a hurry, he said, "Dad, am I really bad?"

Ye Zinian became anxious immediately, "Who said you are not good?" He was worried that someone would say something to Ye Sensen in private.

Ye Sensen's oral language ability is much better than that of children of the same age, and his logical thinking is also very strict. He said seriously, "After my grandparents came today, I realized that I am very similar to my grandparents. I hate their personalities. But I'm like them, I think I suck."

"Sensen, you're thinking too much, how are you like them?" Ye Zinian didn't feel that his son resembled his parents, so he couldn't help comforting him, "You're a very good child, you saved Dad a lot of worry."

Ye Sensen lay on Ye Zinian's chest, counting with his fingers, "I look down on children who are stupid than me. This is like a grandma. I don't care about anyone else's affairs, only my own. It's very similar to grandpa, when I look at them, I think they treat you badly, but others will definitely think I'm bad when they look at me."

The most difficult thing for a person to see clearly is his own shortcomings. Ye Zinian was surprised that Ye Sensen could think of himself from his parents, but he was also very relieved that he had a change of mind, and immediately said while the iron was hot, "Then what should I do? Get rid of the shortcomings?"

Ye Sensen nodded reluctantly, his expression seemed to be swallowing his most hated bitter gourd, "I will try my best." He was not sure if he could do it, so he could only work hard.

"Then after I send you to the kindergarten tomorrow, can you play with the children? You can't stay alone to make models or read books." In fact, Ye Sensen is a strange and well-behaved child in the eyes of the kindergarten aunt. He does not communicate with children of the same age, but he is very worry-free and will not cause trouble. As long as he is given a book or a jigsaw model, he can play for a day by himself.

The kindergarten aunt was worried that he would get autism because of this, and she talked to Ye Zinian specifically. After learning about Ye Sensen's special situation, she was not relieved. Instead, she persuaded Ye Sensen to play with the children many times, but so far it has worked. not big.

"I don't like it, but I don't know if I can do it." Ye Sensen leaned on his father's chest in distress, wrapping his arms around Ye Zinian's neck coquettishly, "Otherwise, I won't go to kindergarten tomorrow, right? "

"That won't work, just like dad has to go to work, you have to go to kindergarten every day." Although Ye Zinian is a father with no authority, he will still try to reason with his children.

"But you don't go to work every day!" Ye Sensen retorted with reason, "You are different from other fathers, so I am different from other children."

What his son said made sense, but Ye Zinian was rendered speechless by the words, so he could only press his little body into the bed, and said forcefully, "There is no reason to say, if it doesn't work, it doesn't work." Occasionally, he would Could be an unreasonable father, right?

Ye Sensen pouted unhappily, "You adults are unreasonable, always like this, very annoying."

Ye Zinian was wronged and didn't dare to say anything. Just as he was about to turn off the light and prepare to sleep with his son, he saw his phone that was not turned off light up. It was a new WeChat message.He took it over and took a look, it was from Lu Mingchi - they added each other's WeChat after participating in the show.

"Hello, Sensen."

Sensen, who was sleeping soundly, raised his head impatiently, "What's wrong?"

"Do you want to go to the museum tomorrow?" Ye Zinian smiled and waved his phone, "Together with Lu Xiaopang."