father and family

"Father, there seems to be a house there." Lu Xiaopang was held in Lu Mingchi's arms, his eyes looked far away, and he could still see a small house not far away in the strong wind and heavy rain.

"Then go and avoid it for a while." Lu Mingchi didn't bother to think about why there was a small wooden house here, and rushed there decisively with his two children.It wasn't until the three of them ran to the door of the wooden house that Lu Mingchi realized that it could no longer be called a wooden house. After being exposed to the wind and rain, the boards were crumbling and dilapidated. However, the boards were nailed thickly, although some raindrops leak I went in, but it can still be used as a temporary shelter from the rain.

"Dad, this looks like a haunted house." Lu Xiaopang couldn't help but whispered, and flinched inside, "Shall we go in?"

"There are no ghosts in the world, Lu Xiaopang, these are just pictures people have imagined." Ye Sensen impatiently flipped back his raincoat, wiping the rainwater off his face.

Lu Mingchi looked at the small wooden shed with some doubts, then slowly opened the door, and walked in with the two children.Although this dilapidated small wooden shed, which could almost be dismantled and rebuilt, looked too simple and uninhabitable, there were unexpectedly some daily necessities inside.

"Father, what is this room for?" After entering the room, Lu Xiaopang was not afraid anymore, and struggled to jump out of his father's arms. When he was holding the small pot, he couldn't prevent the pot from falling down with a bang, which shocked him.

"It feels like no one has been here for a long time." Ye Sensen bent down and helped pick up the pot and put it back in place. "The owner of the house should like it here very much. Look, he also put a few books in there. You can read all these books." It's so wrinkled." Ye Sensen carefully found a few books from the bedside, and just about to pick them up to read, Lu Mingchi snatched them away with lightning speed.

"Sensen, these books are not suitable for you to read." Lu Mingchi put the books behind his back in embarrassment, cleared his throat, and said seriously, "It should be said that these books are not suitable for children to read."

"Uncle Lu, how do you know that these books are not suitable for us to read?" Ye Sensen immediately discovered the strangeness, and Lu Mingchi didn't see the cover of the book, so how did he know what it was.

Lu Mingchi was stunned for a moment, and then said in a low voice, "Because I've been here before." It was only when he reached the door of this cabin that he suddenly realized that this was the place where he and that boy lived together.

"Was it when Dad was filming?" Lu Xiaopang remembered that his father seemed to have said that his first film was filmed here.

"Yes." Since it's raining and windy outside, there is at least a place to shelter here. Lu Mingchi didn't rush out, wiped a clean floor with his clothes, sat down first, and then beckoned the two children to sit down too. Come over, "It's been almost ten years. At that time, I was still in college, and I came here to shoot my first movie."

At that time, Lu Mingchi was still tender enough to squeeze out water. He was curious about everything when he came to the prairie for the first time, but the crew was very busy, and there were no young people who could get along well with him. The lonely Lu Mingchi usually likes to walk around by himself, and by chance, he discovered that there is actually a small wooden house here.

At that time, the wooden house was not as dilapidated as it is today, because of the newly built relationship and the smell of paint, it didn't look good or smell good.But Lu Mingchi knocked on the wooden door curiously as if he had discovered a new world, and a big boy about his age came out from inside.

"His name is Caidan, he is two years younger than me, and he is a very handsome boy." Lu Mingchi said with gestures, "And he has just entered university, so he can chat with me very well."

Caidan is a hospitable boy. After seeing Lu Mingchi who was about his age, he immediately invited him to his room as a guest. It was during this conversation that Lu Mingchi knew that Caidan was in the city. University, because I usually drive sheep to this area to graze, so I made this log cabin by myself as a place for rest and leisure.

"Don't look at my cabin, which is made of a few pieces of wood, but it's solid, and it won't blow away even if there's a strong wind." The young Caidan was afraid that his new partner wouldn't believe him, so he said seriously, "Even if If you come here again in ten years, you are guaranteed to see this house."

"It's been ten years, and the house is still there." Lu Mingchi said with emotion.

"Dad, what about that uncle? Do you still have contact with her? Why doesn't he come to fix this house?" Lu Xiaopang rested his chin on his hands, fascinated by what he heard, and asked, "Is he also now? Work, have a child my age?"

"No, he will never have a child." Lu Mingchi touched his son's head with regret in his tone, "He won't come back either."

It is impossible for Caidan to return to the cabin he built with his own hands.Lu Mingchi carefully put the books in his hand into his backpack, one was Oscar Wilde's "The Happy Prince and Other Stories" and the other was "Their World" by Wang Xiaobo. He thought that if Caidan was still there, maybe Will want to give him those two books as well, since it was a testimony of them talking to each other all night.

Maybe there is a connection between the same kind. Caidan and Lu Mingchi quickly discovered their common sexuality after a short conversation. The simple and enthusiastic Caidan immediately told Lu Mingchi about his troubles.As the first college student in the family, Caidan is the pride of the whole family, but the rigid and conservative parents also make Caidan hesitate to reveal to the family that he is different from others.In order to escape from his family and parents, Caidan purposely built this small wooden house, just to use this as his Taoyuan Township to avoid troubles.

"Lu, every time I'm troubled, I want to come here and spend a few minutes alone, and then read these books. Since these books can't be taken home, I specially put them here." When Caidan said, he brought With the faint melancholy of a mature teenager.

At that time, Lu Mingchi hadn't felt the distress in Caidan's heart, he just roughly guessed that Caidan seemed to have someone he liked, but no matter how much he asked in the days to come, Caidan never revealed the truth about that person. The situation, only in the intermittent description, Lu Mingchi guessed that he was probably Caidan's college classmate, but the future of the two of them seemed not bright.

"When I'm not filming, I always go to chat with him, just like you go to see Sensen every day, I think he is my best partner." Lu Mingchi explained to his son, in fact, Caidan told him The impact goes far beyond that.In a life where no one of his kind appeared around, the appearance of Caidan like him gave Lu Mingchi a sense of comfort. He felt that he was not alone, not a different kind, so even if he continued to go back to university after filming, He also kept in touch with Caidan until he was no longer breathing.

"Uncle Lu, so Uncle Caidan will never appear again?" Sensitive Ye Sensen seemed to realize something, bit his lip, and asked, "Is he... dead?"

Lu Mingchi was a little surprised that the six-year-old Ye Sensen would ask questions about birth and death, he hesitated for a moment, then nodded and said, "Yes, he is dead, but it doesn't matter to Sensen, as long as we remember him."

In fact, for five or six-year-old children, the topic of life and death is too far away and too heavy, and Lu Mingchi is unwilling to mention it to them, as if the ignorant expression on the face of five-year-old Lu Xiaopang shows that Didn't understand at all.

Ye Sensen sat on the ground with his head down, his hands hugging his knees, his face was a little sad, "Someone told me before that my mother died." This is also a secret hidden in Ye Sensen's heart, he never dared to ask Where is Dad's own mother? Although he also feels that only Dad and himself are enough in his family, sometimes he can't hide his curiosity. Others have mothers, but where is his own mother?

"Sensen, I don't know where your mother is, but I think your father probably wants to tell you when you grow up." Lu Mingchi hugged Ye Sensen into his arms, and put Ye Sensen on his coat. Wrapped, "Or, you can take Uncle Lu as your mother."

"Uncle Lu, you are a man." Ye Sensen squinted at him, but there was a little bit of a smile in his bright eyes, "If Dad agrees, I can treat you as another A dad."

"Then it's an agreement?" Lu Mingchi stretched out his little finger, hooked Ye Sensen's, and continued solemnly, "From now on, you can call at any time, come in and out of my house at any time, and live here if you want. Come and live together."

"Yes, yes, yes, Sensen wants to sleep with me!" Lu Xiaopang didn't understand anything else, but when he heard that Sensen was coming to live in his home, he was so happy that he threw himself on Ye Sensen, almost pushing his father down .

While the three were chatting and laughing, they had no idea that the program staff who had rushed back to the camp were frantic when they heard that the three of them hadn't come back and had lost contact.

"I'll go out and look for it." When Ye Zinian heard the staff say that the three of them ran back early, he quickly went to get his raincoat, put on his rain boots, and planned to go out to look for them, but was stopped by Mi Shanyang.

"No, I lost the person in my program group, and I will be responsible for finding it." A man in his 30s, even though his body is so short and thin that he can't afford two sacks of rice, spoke forcefully, As if his words were worth the money.

Ye Zinian was silent for a moment, his eyes burning brightly.He pushed Mi Shanyang's hand away and strode outside, "Director Mi, let's find it faster together."

He'll find those three.Every step Ye Zinian took made high splashes of water, and there was only one thought in his mind, that he would find those three people.

Because those three people are his family members.