Transformation of Rebirth

Han Tingting ran back to the provincial capital, but she didn't show up at the company, but hid. Zheng Haiyang used his toes to figure out what Han Zhijun's reaction would be.

Han Zhijun chased him back that day, full of anger, and he wanted to poke holes in the roof of the house. Chen Lingling couldn't stop him. He chased him all the way back to the provincial capital from Beijing, and went to Han Tingting's company to go to her home in the provincial capital. The office of her factory, he searched all the places he could think of, and all the people he thought he could ask.

Han Zhijun's complexion was dark with anger, and he couldn't help himself when he was sitting in the living room at home. He put one hand on the armrest of the chair, and the veins on the back of his hand holding the armrest were bursting out. There was a storm in his eyes, and he slapped the chair hard, so angry Angrily said: "This bastard!! You bastard!!"

Chen Lingling followed all the way back from Beijing and couldn't speak to anyone. She didn't say anything to Cheng Baoli. She sat in the living room and felt nervous. Although she was well-informed compared with women of the same age, she had always She was praised for her knowledge, but she couldn't even fathom what Han Tingting said.

She used to hear people in the circle say that men like men, and Yu Qiu also told her about some things in the circle, and she also knew people whose children were gay, but she had never heard that homosexuality can make women like women.

How could Han Tingting do this?How is this possible!

When Han Shi came back that day, he was very happy to see his parents at home, and was about to have a fling to show off his cuteness, but when he saw that the atmosphere was not good, he ran upstairs obediently, and secretly called Han Yi from the upstairs phone.

Han Yi was not in the city at the time, so he followed the vice president who took him to the next door for inspection, and was on his way back when he received a call from Han Shi and hurried back.

When Han Yi came home, Zheng Haiyang had already arrived, and silently placed the bowls and chopsticks on the dining table. Chen Lingling turned to look at him and asked him to come over for dinner. Han Yi glanced at the living room and dining room: "Where's my dad?"

Chen Lingling sighed: "I went upstairs to rest."

Han Yi came in, looked at Chen Lingling, and said calmly: "You know?!"

Chen Lingling was taken aback for a moment. The husband and wife had never thought of telling anyone in the family how Han Yi would know. Chen Lingling was taken aback for a moment, then quickly realized, and asked, "Know what?"

Han Shi was sitting at the table and turned to look at Chen Lingling and Han Yi. Han Yi walked up to Chen Lingling and said, "It's about my aunt."

There was a moment of blankness in Chen Lingling's mind, and she finally became a little flustered. She subconsciously turned her head to look at Han Shi and Zheng Haiyang, and then at her son. She didn't know how to speak, did Han Yi know?How did he know?Who else knows besides Han Yi?

Chen Lingling finished dinner with all kinds of apprehensions, Zheng Haiyang went up to deliver the meal to Han Zhijun, and then carried Han Shi back to his room to do his homework. Downstairs, Han Yi finally confessed to Chen Lingling, telling her that he actually knew it before.

But he didn't say that Zheng Haiyang knew it, he subconsciously wanted to exclude Zheng Haiyang from the current tense situation, and he hoped that his brother would never get involved, no matter now or in the future.

Han Yi has been able to show rationality and calmness beyond his age. Chen Lingling didn't know whether to be happy or sad after seeing it. She felt that Han Yi was like a child without childhood, who had been actively and passively trying to encourage him in all directions.

She sighed and said, "Your father is mad now, he can't find your aunt, your aunt's phone can't be reached, and he can't find anyone in the company."

Han Yi asked very rationally: "If I find it, what does my dad want to do?!"

Chen Lingling thought for a while, then hesitated: "Should...should also find a psychological treatment center..."

Han Yi stood quietly in front of Chen Lingling with a particularly calm aura. He could feel the recent self-growth and psychological changes, but when he heard the words "psychotherapy", he could still feel the pain in his heart. Gouging out a piece of flesh alive, he finally knew why his aunt ran away without a trace.

A long time ago, Han Yi also heard about the "psychological treatment". He heard it from the mouth of Yu Donggua's mother, Yu Qiu. A few years ago, there was a gossip circulating in their circle that there was a businessman who made a fortune in coal. , the youngest son of the family was found out to be gay one day, and was soon put into a psychological treatment center. It is said that he was cured later, got married after he came out, and finally the whole family immigrated to Australia.

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Han Tingting disappeared. Han Zhijun searched for several days but couldn't find anyone, but he couldn't make phone calls everywhere. He couldn't tell the truth to others. He was worried about Han Tingting's face and his own. I can't afford to lose this person.

What should Han Yi do during this period of time? He didn't show any particular upset. Zheng Haiyang was not as calm as him. He tried to contact Han Tingting, but he couldn't find anyone.

Han Yi said to him: "Don't look for it, if you find it, maybe you will send it to a 'psychological treatment center'."

Zheng Haiyang sprayed. Although he didn't know that group, he also knew that it had nothing to do with psychological problems. He said, "Your dad can really do it?"

Han Yidao: "What else? If my aunt didn't know my dad, she would hide so far away?"

Five or six days later, Han Zhijun finally woke up from his mindless emotions. He sat at home and smoked for two days, and he stopped throwing things violently, and finally began to think rationally about Han Tingting's problem.

Han Yi seized the time to show Han Zhijun the things he had sorted out during this period, and said to him: "I have translated some foreign research reports, you can read them yourself."

Han Zhijun had already calmed down, but when he saw the stack of things, he suddenly became angry, just like Han Tingting was sitting in front of him, but before he got angry, Han Yi said: "When you don't understand something, sit down and understand it. What's wrong? Don't you also want to know why my aunt is like this? Can ignorance be used as a reason for anger?"

Han Zhijun wanted to get angry at his son, but he also knew that the target should not be him, so he could only say angrily, "Why do I want to read these things?"

As soon as Han turned his head and left, he said, "It's up to you."

In fact, Han Zhijun was also very stubborn, and he was so angry that he threw those things in the bottom drawer of the desk. Han Yi went to the study to check it out, and he was not in a hurry to see the things he had sorted out in the corner. Anyway, he knew that his father Will watch it one day.

Han Zhijun left the business in Beijing to his subordinates. Fortunately, the company is running smoothly now. Even if he is not there, nothing will happen. He has stayed in the provincial capital for a long time, and Chen Lingling has been with him all the time. Although he can't persuade him, he can't comfort him. , but at least there is someone who can talk with him.

At the beginning, Han Zhijun refused to look at the things Han Yi gave him. One day he was bored in the study, and he himself was a restless person, so he finally opened the drawer and opened it to look.

Those things are original texts mixed with Han Yi’s handwritten translations. When Han Zhijun read it at first, he was so angry that he had to throw the things in his hands out once after reading a section. Afterwards, he was probably more angry, and he could read it slowly. It's been more than ten minutes, but I'm even angrier after reading it!

He thinks that foreigners have nothing to do research all day, what kind of mess? !There is also the same-sex gene on the chromosome, he and Han Tingting were born in the same mother's womb, why does his sister have it but he doesn't? !Could it be that he actually has the potential to be gay! ?

Han Zhijun cursed inwardly while reading it. He couldn't accept it at first, so he threw it back after reading it, but after a few days he digested it, and slowly took it out and looked it up again.

Han Yi often went to the study for a stroll, and after knowing that his father started to read those things, he stepped up to pursue them. He even asked someone to buy books abroad, and even went over the wall to watch some videos and books of very small groups of people. Get those videos down, learn how to add subtitles, and translate the videos every day when you come back from work.

Zheng Haiyang didn't know what Han Yi was doing at first. He knew that one day when he saw Han Yi making that video, he stared at the screen and asked in confusion, "What is this?"

Han Yi used special software to translate, and had to calibrate the time axis himself. He replied while doing it: "A video I watched on a foreign website is a similar documentary, recording the mental journey of some unrecognized homosexuals."

Zheng Haiyang stared: "Are you crazy, show this to your dad? Didn't he beat you to death?"

Han Yi shrugged and said, "I got him a special research report before, he read it, and I don't think he wanted to beat me. At least he now knows the fact that homosexuality is not a psychological problem."

Zheng Haiyang looked at Han Yi in astonishment. He always felt that Han Yi had changed a lot during this period. After leaving school, he seemed to have stepped into another growth stage. He gave up the majors he had studied in college for so many years. He switched to management, and now runs errands with others as a small assistant every day. He even searched for information on the Internet for Han Zhijun for Han Tingting, climbed the wall to get videos on foreign websites, and came back to translate one by one.

Zheng Haiyang really felt that Han Yi had grown up, and he was no longer the little butt who had a prickly heat in a small courtyard in Beijing and made him hug and bathe three times a day.

When Han gave the video to Han Zhijun, Zheng Haiyang also went, and accompanied Han Zhijun to watch the video. The video is not long, only about 20 minutes. They have very similar experiences—at the beginning, their lives were perfect and their families were happy and peaceful, until one day the family members found out that they were gay, and then misfortune began to strike.

Many people in the video are very painful when describing the attitude of their parents, brothers and friends towards them. Many people are sad and confused. Some people even wonder why when I told them that I like the same sex, they began to hate me and stay away from me?Is it because I have changed?Or have they changed?

The tone of the entire video is gray, and the photographer seems to have intentionally rendered this video into a tragic atmosphere, but the fact is indeed the case, most of the people in this video are not recognized, were expelled, and wandered outside for life. They have similar experiences and life experiences, and they will change from an originally cheerful teenager or teenager to a depressed person. They question themselves and contradict themselves, are not recognized and expect the understanding of their relatives and friends.

Even the photographers of the documentary have a question of "why" at the end, why is this happening?why? !

Zheng Haiyang also felt very uncomfortable after watching this video. There was no one talking in the study for a long time. Han Yi held the mouse and turned off the video, while Han Zhijun who had been silently watching that he didn't run away suddenly stood up and walked out.

Zheng Haiyang froze for a moment, and shouted, "Uncle?!"

Han Zhijun frowned, turned his back to them and raised his hand, "All right, all right, let me think, let me think."

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That video was indeed a shock to Han Zhijun. He thought about it all night, and finally sent a text message to Han Tingting's cell phone, who had been unable to get through, saying, "Come back, let's talk, I won't hit you."

Han Zhijun didn't compromise and it wasn't a compromise, he just realized that he couldn't lose a sister because of Han Yi's unremitting efforts.He still can't accept that Han Tingting likes women, but no matter what, he thinks he is just such a younger sister. He can be angry and painful, but he can't push his sister out. Relatives accept.

Han Tingting's cell phone was finally connected the next day, and Han said to Han Tingting, "Come back, at least my dad won't send you to get some psychological treatment."