private romance

Taking advantage of the moonlight to be romantic, the silent love is whispered in my ears.

He woke up from dizziness, pain in the places he felt, and numbness in the limbs he didn't feel. It was not clear whether he had been lying down for too long and didn't get a massage frequently, or it was raining.

The curtains covered most of the sun, and it was already daytime outside.

It took He Tingzhao a while to realize where he was, but obviously Song Mingzheng was not there.Otherwise, no matter what, his body should be more comfortable than it is now.

There was a slight sound around her, and a warm towel was applied to her face.The nurse wiped his face carefully, and He Tingzhao knew that he must have been woken up by the nurse.

The He family's family rules are strict, if it was before, they would not have waited for him to sleep until the sun was up.After being injured, his parents indulged him a lot, but they were not as bottomless as Song Mingzheng.

He Tingzhao recalled last night, and felt that he had an abnormal headache, as if his lips touched, and he was already so drunk that he passed out after a sip of wine between the two of them.Confused and infatuated, no matter what, the warming feelings come and go, since he is lying at home, then Song Mingzheng must not be there.

You must have been very unhappy when you left.

He opened his mouth to call the nurse, his throat was dry and sore.The nurse at the side immediately brought water up. They were aunts transferred from his grandparents. They were different from those girls in Xicheng. Except for the two girls who grew up with He Tingzhao, the others were elders of some age.He Tingzhao is the young master, but he would still carry some in front of the old man, and couldn't help feeling a little stressed.

"Master, do you want to get up?" the nurse asked warmly, pushing and holding He Tingzhao's slender arms with his big palms, they were stiff and motionless, and there were slight convulsions when rubbing, and the soft flesh shook slightly.

He Tingzhao couldn't see his own body. He had to be lifted up to a 45-degree angle when sleeping with heart failure, but he couldn't bend his neck like a healthy person, so he could only see the position of his chest and a slight curvature when he lowered his eyes. , arched instep like a small hill.

The nurses were massaging his limbs separately, and they were serious about it, but after staying in Xicheng for too long, it was always somewhat uncomfortable to come back.

He knew that he had a palpable loss, a loss that outweighed the emptiness of his paralysis, which made him very sad.

Forget it, He Tingzhao thought, sometimes he joked with Song Mingzheng, but why not himself.

There is really no way, out and out love brain.

So he smiled, his dizziness hadn't fully adapted yet, his voice was hoarse, "It's time to get up, you can help me. But I want to make a call now?"

Song Mingzheng waited for this call for nine hours and 32 minutes.

Sometimes he felt that he was very naive, like an unknown fire, he would not lose his temper with He Tingzhao, but he always kept it in his heart.Sometimes it is sent to subordinates, sometimes it is to go hunting and shoot, and sometimes it may be a passerby who passes by.

He knew in his heart what kind of state he would be in when he sent He Tingzhao back to Dongcheng last night, such things had happened countless times.He didn't find a suitable way to lower his head to face the He family, and he couldn't use force to make the He family and him subdue.

During this time he would really like to work, but really can't give his full attention to anything.

Mu Chenyuan took the initiative to go back to the hospital to find Burris, but he didn't ask him to urge him. This was the only good news Song Mingzheng got.Although I don’t know how many days it will last, but it’s clear that this fake candy has a good effect. Mu Chen is far more obedient than before, and everything follows him. If he doesn’t reply to the message, he won’t keep sending it again. He seems to be a little more sensible. .Song Mingzheng told him that he was going on a business trip and would stay abroad for a few days, but he didn't get any surprised response, so he obediently said to wait for him to come back.

It takes two plane transfers to fly from S City to France, and the total stay time is more than 20 hours.When He Tingzhao's call came in, Song Mingzheng was still waiting for the plane, so he suddenly felt that it was not too late.

"A Zheng?" He Tingzhao laughed first, revealing a sense of laziness and weakness. Song Mingzheng knew that he was just getting up, and he immediately felt better.No matter what, when Xiao Zhao woke up, the first person he thought of was always himself, "Where are you, why are you so angry?"

"France, turning point." A stone in his heart fell to the ground, and Song Mingzheng's tone remained unchanged, "Why do you say that, who lost his temper?"

"Pfft", He Tingzhao laughed on the other end of the phone, his tone was brisk, and Song Mingzheng's mood quickly recovered, and soon returned to normal.A small voice sounded from the other end, and Song Mingzheng's ears were scratched and hoarse.He was familiar with this by heart, knowing that the nurse was helping He Tingzhao turn over and change his diapers. Song Mingzheng was not in a hurry, but just waited patiently.About four or five minutes later, He Tingzhao’s interrupted voice finally rang out again. He was still in a weak state and stayed up almost all night. In fact, he should have a good rest today. do not understand you."

A faint sigh came from the other end, but it disappeared quickly, but Song Mingzheng heard it clearly.

"Ah... Ah Zheng, when you were in a good mood, you would wait for me near our house."

So why are you unhappy today?

"Did my parents say anything?"

You're still angry that I shouldn't have gone to the bar to see you yesterday.

"Xiao Zhao, I'm not unhappy."

Song Mingzheng felt that what he said was against his will, but if he really spoke out in a framed manner, he wouldn't be able to tell about those subtle mood changes.They have been together for many years, half of their lives with him and half of their time alone.However, Song Mingzheng is not a person who cares too much about his own feelings. When he is alone, he only needs to stay quiet in his own independent space, and when he is with He Tingzhao, he will completely dedicate himself to him.

He doesn't need his own emotions, he just needs to be a qualified partner, or in other words, being a qualified partner is the basic criterion for him to be happy.

"Even if you feel I have, it's not for you."

I have remained ardent and endlessly tender in all matters concerning you.

"A Zheng, why are you trying to be brave?"

He didn't pause for a long time, as if He Tingzhao had planned to ask this question, and had prepared for a long time.

Song Mingzheng was just about to answer, but his lover's words were spoken earlier than him.

He Tingzhao was weak and tired, and needed rest.He always spoke gently and softly, as if there was always nothing to worry about.After the onset of heart failure, the entire lung deteriorated rapidly. Occasionally, he needed intervals and pauses to maintain a steady breathing, and this time slowly extended unconsciously.

Song Mingzheng learned to wait for him, and began to try to wait longer for him to finish his sentence. Anyway, he had endless patience.

He didn't expect that He Tingzhao would continue to ask questions in one breath, and he didn't expect that He Tingzhao would be willing to ask for this.

I can build an airtight ivory tower for you, and you just need to be that unworldly boy in the tower.

Why do you have to know, why do you have to.

To put on the guilt I never had.

"Aren't you very tired? You are also very scared. Ah Zheng, you are very afraid of my death, right? If we don't have much time, can we just have a good time?"

Just live well, don't run outside anymore, and don't do things that scare me when I think about them.

When I die, you will still be you, you will still be Song Mingzheng, and you will still be the third master.

You just don't have me anymore.

You're almost 30, it's not a big deal.

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