private romance

When He Tingzhao woke up, his eyes were not the ceiling he was familiar with, but replaced with embossed pure white with faint patterns.

The clean ceiling looks like Song Mingzheng's favorite decoration style, and it's the same at home.

Hey, you really are, He Tingzhao laughed in his heart, the home hospital also has to follow the way he likes, live so delicately, it's because I don't like suspicious people.

Hmph, or you will make trouble in your backyard.

He opened his eyes sleepily, and several people immediately came up to check on his condition. It was a way of illuminating pupils that He Tingzhao didn't like very much.But at this time, he is often extremely weak, and he doesn't have much strength to break free, otherwise he must take the initiative to wake up.

Several people whispered a few words again, and the voices collided with accents in the eardrums, some were amplified and some were shrunk, and many words could not be heard clearly.He Tingzhao closed his eyes and waited for a few more minutes before finally feeling that he had returned to the normal world.

"Master!" Seeing that he was conscious, the nurse hurried forward, "How do you feel?"

Of course he didn't feel very good, but He Tingzhao couldn't say that. He felt a hoarse pain in his throat when he wanted to speak out, so he could only nod his head in the end.He Tingzhao is really not very angry if he is angry, today's incident can only be regarded as an accident at best, if Song Mingzheng pursues the blame, he can also intercede for the bodyguard.

Exactly what people say, do your best.

He doesn't care much about his image or his body, and it can't be said that he doesn't care, it's just these things, and anything about Song Mingzheng, they will be ranked behind.

His lover is also his only one.

"Young Master He, breathe according to my rhythm, come", the next person in sight, He Tingzhao is relatively familiar.Wearing a stethoscope and wearing a rather rare white coat, Burris "take your time, don't rush, don't be nervous."

After finishing most of the examinations on the awakened He Tingzhao, Boris began to instruct the nurse to massage He Tingzhao's body, and then slowly guide him to speak.Before Song Mingzheng came, he had to take care of this Buddha first, so as not to bear Song Mingzheng's wrath.

When he fell, He Tingzhao's right foot got stuck in the gap of the wheelchair's pedal. Now that he took off his shoes and socks, it was red and swollen, which was in stark contrast to his thin left foot. It had already been medicated and wrapped in gauze. Leaning on the side of the pillow in vain, made a void support.With a pair of thin legs without pants, He Tingzhao knew at a glance that he must be incontinent. He usually urinates once every half an hour at home, and it is impossible to hold back for a while.The legs looked like they were originally laid flat, but due to muscle tension and spasms, they were already crookedly entangled, with several large and small bruises.After he was paralyzed, he hadn't even fallen a few times in recovery, and it was the first time he was injured. If Song Mingzheng saw this, he wouldn't know how angry he would be.

Burris raised the hospital bed slowly so that He Tingzhao could sit up.One is that I can sit up and drink some water, and the other is that it is more convenient to talk.He Tingzhao's coquettishness at home being taken care of by Song Mingzheng made him unbearably dizzy.But in the eyes of professional doctors, it is obviously not difficult to bear. "He still needs to practice sitting frequently, otherwise he will be troubled by low blood pressure for a long time."

"I'll talk about these things later." He Tingzhao turned pale, and the nurse came up to help him massage his chest to relieve the nausea.Then help him take out the hand under the quilt that is on the drip, the curled fingers are soft and drooping, and they are passively placed under the hot water bottle placed by the nurse to warm up. "What is this place?"

He didn't ask "what are you doing", in fact He Tingzhao didn't want to know.Without even waiting for him to say it himself, even if he still looks vexatious now, he can be sure that the sixth sense is right, he is not a selfless person, and he has no sentimental feelings.It's just that he was afraid that Song Mingzheng would be in danger, and that what Song Mingzheng did would come back to him. His lover is not someone who sticks to certain details, so he has to think about Song Mingzheng all the time.

Those huge sacrifices made for oneself were completely unnecessary.

He's just someone's lover, an ordinary guy.

The nurses behind asked the attending physician with their eyes, Burris smiled slightly, his eyes were a little unclear, but they were not full of absolute kindness.Boris waved for the others to disperse, he asked softly.

"Young Master He, do you know what's going on with you now?"

The pure white corridor doesn't look like reality at all, even more unreal than He Tingzhao's dream of listening to the rain in the attic.His breathing was a little short, and the distance was not long. Because he insisted on not wearing a ventilator, the nurses would stop from time to time to ask about his condition to ensure that he was conscious.

Probably because the mind was too dizzy, so when the wheelchair slowly slid to the end of the road, He Tingzhao glanced inside, and he almost thought he saw another self.

But soon, he knew that they were far apart.

In fact, He Tingzhao had known about his existence for not a day or two, but he was really not interested in Mu Chenyuan's appearance, so he didn't check his photo.What he cared more about was Song Mingzheng. He didn't think about himself at first, everything came step by step.

They had a chance to meet earlier in the bar, but he was in the dark.Because of the lighting and his original vision, what he can capture by himself is not real.

It was a very young child with a lollipop in his mouth. His big eyes looked very spiritual. He seemed to be a person without worries and worries. He was playing with his mobile phone with his head down. He didn't know what happy things he saw. There is still a very bright smile on his face, and when he smiles, two shiny canine teeth are exposed.

He sat on the edge of the bed, his legs drooped naturally, his calves were thinner than He Tingzhao's, his insteps were black, his toes were facing each other, his toes were slightly curled up, and his deformity was much more serious than his.The long PVC catheter mopped the floor, the urine bag was thrown on the ground, and the young man made no secret of his disability.

"Do you know who he is?" Burris, wearing medical gloves, patted He Tingzhao's shoulder across the wheelchair, "Don't remember his face, Young Master He."

"This is a gift from the third master."

He Tingzhao already understood his ending.

You see how fucked up life is, even if you must have a vested interest in this matter.

He Tingzhao thought, how unfair fate is.

Just why - that young man who is so similar to himself.

Just why, only he has to cry and withdraw from the stage of life?

Why did Ah Zheng lock himself in a place where there is only light, and bear all the pain alone?

"Young Master He, do you know what's going on with you now?" Boris' voice came to mind again, echoing countless times, "Heart and lung failure at the same time caused cerebral infarction, and brain-heart syndrome will occur in the future." symptoms, cerebellar atrophy, and now we have discovered the possibility of direct pathological changes."

"Sorry, I don't know how much you know, but the third master has not issued a ban on concealing from you, and it is not my habit to conceal the illness from patients."

"Young Master He, don't be too nervous. The third master has a deep affection for you. The operation must be risky, but we will reduce the risk to the lowest possible value."

He Tingzhao shivered slightly in the wheelchair, he was very afraid that the boy would turn around suddenly, even though he knew that the other party could not see everything outside.

Boris smiled, stood up and bowed, "I will do my best to wish the two lovers a long life."

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