private romance

Because so many people in this world want to live, someone has to face death.Because everyone in this world wants to be loved, so it is necessary to compare who loves more first and then be eliminated.

In fact, he didn't need to gamble.

He is loved, and he knows he is loved.

But maybe people are just born that way.If he had been living in the haze and didn't have the sense of security that has accumulated over the years, maybe he would not be as stubborn as he is now.But if he has not been loved all these years, he will not lose anything other than love.

You have become my armor and the only one.I think I was invincible back then, but you have become a weakness again.

He Tingzhao can move at most an inch or two, his right arm is limp and weak, it can't compare with the strength of ordinary men at all.What's more, his body is weak. In fact, he has done crawling in the past rehabilitation. At that time, there were nurses there, and his heart and lungs were still healthy. side.When the first round was successful, Song Mingzheng was so excited that he couldn't fall asleep at night. He hugged him and kissed him all the time. He Tingzhao was sleepy, but in fact he was happy in his heart. smiling.

At that time, he was already paralyzed, and his body could not be separated from people no matter what.It's painful to say, but now I can't think of it too much. He Tingzhao is not a very greedy person, but I don't know why he always loses more.

It's okay to be paralyzed, it's okay to be immobile, please, let me continue to live, let us continue to be together.

He prayed countless times in the night.

Maybe the gods heard it, so they changed to another way to realize it.But why did he want to wrong Ah Zheng and make him suffer like this.

It is said to be crawling forward, but it is actually more like dawdling in place.In the past, I always thought that I was like a fish dying of thirst, but I didn't realize that looking at it now, I was really in such a mess.

He Tingzhao didn't know how long it had passed. When a person is suffering from pain, his concept of time always magnifies infinitely.He felt that a long time had passed, and he had struggled very hard, but he didn't know what the result would be. It was like he suddenly became conscious in his sleep and tried to open his eyes but all was in vain.

No one was around, and no one could help him.The soul was trapped in the distorted body and felt the pain, and was also torn apart in the pain, and finally fell silent, even the destruction was beyond his choice.

A pair of paralyzed feet were still on the spot and rubbed against each other. The normally dead feet were suddenly straightened. The slightly inwardly bent soles of the feet could not be equally straightened against the background of the bones, but this made the trembling toes even more deformed. Sometimes they turned inward, and sometimes staggered and wriggled on the cold floor, but these were not controlled by He Tingzhao himself, and he didn't even feel the slightest bit.

Just keep relying on instinct to move forward and get out of the current predicament.In fact, he didn't realize what kind of predicament he was in now, but subconsciously wanted to leave the ground. He Tingzhao seemed to have forgotten the original condition of his body. He didn't have any concept, but there was only one person.

Song Mingzheng.

Ah Zheng, help me.

This massive neuralgia spasm, which was so chaotic for him, passed quietly in time. In fact, except for the moment when he fell off the bed, He Tingzhao didn't make much movement.He didn't cause too much trouble for others, even if it was the torture that his body couldn't bear, he survived it by himself.

After the pain passed, the patient who had suffered from pain for ten years also slowly lost his remaining consciousness.The oxygen mask was still on his face, and he was barely able to maintain his breathing. Because of the pulling, the position of the mask was a little skewed, and the connecting tube pulled it hard, causing the mask to be pressed tightly against the skin, and it was already strangled on He Tingzhao's face. There was a very obvious red mark.But if the mask was pulled off when he fell off the bed, the connected ventilator would automatically sound an alarm, and he might be suffocated for a few seconds, but he wouldn’t suffer what he shouldn’t have suffered .

He Tingzhao lay on the ground and gradually became motionless as the convulsion stopped.Originally, he didn't have the right to control his body, and most of the movement was forced by muscle tension. Now he seems to have returned to his former state, becoming the patient whose body is actually dead.

"A Zheng..."

He Tingzhao muttered to himself, he had already forgotten how many times he had called Song Mingzheng, in fact he had no concept of who he was asking to find whom, but subconsciously looking for him, subconsciously looking for the one that belonged to him. Warm embrace, and the person I always thought I wanted the most.

The saliva mixed and dripped down. Even if someone recorded his voice, perhaps even Song Mingzheng himself would not be able to hear whether He Tingzhao was calling him. The voice became completely blurred in the end, and it was completely a critically ill patient. Chaotic ravings.

He was lying on the ground, with a crooked oxygen mask on the side of his face, and his lips were opened wide. He didn't know whether it was because of difficulty breathing or something, so half of his face was lying in his own saliva.

His eyes seemed to be open but half of them were closed, revealing half of the white of the eyes, only the eyeballs turned up. He Tingzhao seemed to be still a little conscious. He listened carefully to the small voice in his throat. It is the instinct to find a lover unconsciously.

His right arm still kept stretching forward, but it was difficult for his arm to be fully straightened without the help of a rehabilitation therapist. It could only maintain a semi-curved shape, and his stiff index finger could not be retracted. It trembled slightly, but it was obviously swollen. It was in stark contrast to the other shriveled joints. It was obviously damaged due to the severe trauma suffered during the struggle just now.

The remaining four fingers that have no grip strength still maintain a curled appearance, but there is a faint bloodshot under the arm, and it is unknown when they were injured.

The entire useless left arm was tightly pressed under He Tingzhao's body, and was pressed against his chest. In the past, although it was not as good as the right arm after years of rehabilitation, it could still move a little. Has been affected by the heart and has no effect.The palm protruded from under the right abdomen of the chest cavity with the palm facing the sky, curled up like a twisted and deformed chicken paw that passed through the water.

The first one who found him was the nurse who came to change the water. When he opened the door, he found He Tingzhao lying on the ground. The nurse was stunned for two seconds, and then quickly reacted and called for help.

He Tingzhao who was lying on the ground could no longer hear those voices.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-11-3000:09:12￣2020-11-3023:59:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦￣感谢投出地雷的小天使：茶树菇儿1个；

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of ginger juice; 5 bottles of Jiangjiang; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!