private romance

The intensive care area is much quieter than downstairs.

But at least in the hospital, there is still some popularity, which made Mu Chenyuan feel a little real.

In the past, there were always many people in the hospital's elevator, but today it might be early, and he took the first one directly, so he went upstairs easily.

Because there is no one to take care of him, he has to learn to take care of himself. He exercises a lot every day, and Mu Chenyuan rarely suffers from orthostatic hypotension.There is only occasional dizziness when he wakes up in the morning, but it is only a short moment. He can easily solve these problems, such as pulling over the railing and turning over for a while, or pressing his upper body down on his thigh and waiting for dozens of seconds.

Those feelings were uncomfortable, but he never cared about them. It seemed that every time he came, it was a new experience. Mu Chenyuan didn't quite understand why in the past.But today I understand a little bit, and that's just because I haven't felt so uncomfortable yet.

It turns out that if people are really sad, they will be very dizzy, which is different from the sick, it is an unbelievable feeling of dizziness.

When he got out of the elevator, he pushed the wheelchair very slowly, almost being caught by the closed door.A nurse at the side pushed him out, and asked him with concern if he needed help, but he mechanically refused, his mind was buzzing, as if he could only answer politely as a conditioned reflex.

In fact, he already has the answer in his heart. People are very sensitive in this regard, even if it is their first love.

But he still wanted to see it.But Mu Chenyuan himself didn't expect that he would be so cowardly.

He obviously just wanted to take a look, and there was nothing wrong, Song Mingzheng wouldn't know.

That person won't know either.

Is he a latecomer?Or are you the one who intervenes in other people's feelings?Mu Chenyuan didn't know, and he resisted instinctively, but he had to figure it out, otherwise he would have trouble sleeping and eating, and he couldn't tolerate such a rift between him and Song Mingzheng.

Perhaps a mistake?Perhaps the nurse had misunderstood the man, and there was an equally handsome boy upstairs with his family.

Mu Chenyuan was extremely guilty. He clearly knew that this possibility was very slim, but it was always the case when he deceived himself, so he didn't even want to call it his lover or partner in his heart, and he could only reluctantly say family.

Because he also knows that reality is always cruel.

The wheelchair moved forward slowly in the corridor, and Mu Chenyuan had never found it so difficult to push the wheelchair.His hands also seemed to have lost strength, and his whole body was like falling into an ice cave, floating in the sea water, just waiting for the final fatal blow after losing his strength.

The blow came quickly, and he didn't wait for that little redemption.Once thought that Song Mingzheng was the first brilliant tenderness in the rest of his life, the god finally opened his eyes, but at this moment Mu Chenyuan realized that fate still hadn't favored him.

He only heard that it was an intensive care unit, so he hesitated at the door of the ICU, turning the wheelchair around, trying to see what happened through the heavy door.It can only be vaguely revealed, and it cannot be seen clearly.Mu Chenyuan almost supported the armrest to prop up his upper body, and then turned around the inside. There was no young man as the nurses said, and they were all elderly patients at a glance. Confirmed, I breathed a sigh of relief.

The flames of that hope seemed to grow stronger. After confirming that there was no one here, Mu Chenyuan rowed forward in the wheelchair. He was full of doubts, and he didn't dare to leave a single figure behind.

At the end is a department similar to the previous ICU, with the same sliding door and glass that seems to be convenient for family members to visit inside.

ccu, cardiac intensive care unit.

He was inside, sleeping peacefully and seeing clearly.

Mu Chenyuan only dared to stop by the glass, for fear that the people inside would suddenly open their eyes and see it.He felt that his eyes were almost stinging, and he didn't need a second look to confirm that it was the boy that the nurses said was with Song Mingzheng.

Ring.

It turns out that rings can also be worn inside, Mu Chenyuan thought in his heart, he was injured and lived in the front ICU when he was a child, he didn't wear anything, nothing, and then lost his parents, lost the ability to walk, lost an ordinary Everything a boy could have.

It's so dazzling.

The young boy was almost trembling in the wheelchair, he didn't know how to face all this, his eyes were sore.There was no way to control the tears at all, just like he couldn't control his legs, powerless.

The fingers of the people in the ward were curled and arched in one place, looking pale and weak.Mu Chenyuan has seen many people like that in his world.He had participated in gatherings of wheel friends before, and he had also participated in many activities to help the disabled. With just one glance, he knew that it was the hand contracture of high paraplegics, resulting in a fist-like shape.

It would be ugly and ugly, Mu Chenyuan seemed to suddenly understand why people like Song Mingzheng fell in love with him.Why would an almost perfect human being be with such a cripple who couldn't walk like himself.

There was a ring on the hand that was curled up like a chicken paw that had passed through the water, and it was full of luster.

Mu Chenyuan would see a ring of the same material but not exactly the same appearance in Song Mingzheng's hand every day.He also tried to ask Song Mingzheng, but he didn't get an answer.He is a painter, and at a glance, he knows that it is a special design, but it doesn't look like a couple's model. Since it is not a couple's model, it doesn't matter what it is or who gave it to him, it doesn't matter.

Now he only feels that he is too stupid, so it is not a ring for couples.

It's just that the two rings are a complete pattern when they are combined, so nothing can be seen alone, but he draws a picture, and at this moment he can already outline a combined shape in his mind.

It's a scorpion.

Song Mingzheng's tattoo.

He has only one tattoo on his body, and they never slept, they peeked at him while he was in the shower.And only when we first met, Song Mingzheng would take a bath in his own home, and then it became less and less, and after that, he didn't even like ordinary touch anymore.

It turns out that as a lover, he is not the one who can be treated equally.

Why?Why?

Mu Chenyuan thought, no wonder, your preference is so open and aboveboard, you don't even need to cover it up.So you don't care if both are in the same hospital, and you don't hide it.When the nurses see me and him at the same time, they will only think that I am your brother and he is your partner.Why can't I be my lover and he my younger brother?

What are you?Charity to my affection?

As he was thinking like this, the people in the room seemed to be moving.

The nurse went in and made some adjustments for him, and the only hospital bed slowly rose up in front of Mu Chenyuan's eyes.

The author has something to say: In fact, Xiao Mu doesn’t know everything~ He only feels that Song San is in two boats