[Net King] It's just that the butterfly doesn't want to

After the sun goes down, the wind dies down gradually, but the temperature turns cooler a little bit.

On this normal night, it seems that I can't focus on anything.

The tip of the pen hung on the exercise book, and it didn't fall for a long time. Yui Ogata shook his head, stared at the question and tried to clear his mind again, but some irrelevant pictures always appeared in his mind, sometimes it was a snowy night, and sometimes it was a spinning point upwards. The bright Christmas tree, and occasionally the out-of-control torrential rain... Finally, in the endless stream of bustling night scenes, Liu Lian Er said goodbye softly.

What was Liu Lian Er thinking at that time?

The girl who had always chosen to escape and thought she could not analyze her feelings, faced the young man's gentle concession, but for the first time began to think seriously.

……

The night is cold as water.

After the lights of the high-rise buildings in the distance were extinguished, the city gradually quieted down. In the silence, one could even hear wild cats climbing up the branches and jumping down again, and the branches and leaves were shaking.

Yagyu Hiroshi stood in front of the window, staring at the brightly lit room opposite.

In his memory, Ogata Yui always went to bed early, and such a moment was rare.Time passed by every minute and every second, but the lights in the opposite room stayed on until sunrise.He didn't know what Yui Ogata was doing tonight, but every second the clock passed was like a question in the dark, echoing in the dark sky.

The boy stretched out his hand, and what his fingertips touched was the cold glass in front of him, he knocked twice.

If we say that Yui Ogata, who doesn't care about anything, has always lived behind such a transparent but safe barrier. Although she is separated from the world, she never has any troubles.Well, now it seems that someone has crossed that barrier, arrived in front of her with many questions, and spread them out one by one.

In all the long time he knew Ogata Yui, only today, the lamp was on all night.

And this appears to be just the beginning.

Yagyu Hiroshi opened the window, and the breath of late spring rushed in. He stood there for a long time without saying a word, but in the silence, it seemed that there was something dense in the mist in the night, gradually diffused, and penetrated into every corner of the night. A corner, silent, but unavoidable.

Like sighs imprisoned behind words.

The next day when the alarm clock rang, Ogata Yui raised her head from the table in a daze, her arms were slightly numb, she glanced at the dawn light outside the window, only to realize that she had fallen asleep lying on the table unknowingly.

You can still see the unfinished homework when you turn your head.

"..."

A good student who has always been law-abiding and disciplined, rarely has a sense of guilt.

She quickly packed up and was going to school early to make up homework. When she entered the school gate, she happened to see Liu Lian Er coming out of the tennis court. Scenes of yesterday's scene flashed before her eyes, and her footsteps paused.

Just as she was hesitating whether to go up to say hello, someone blocked her view.

Ogata Yui blinked and raised his head, "Good morning, Hiroshi."

Liu Sheng looked at her slightly tired face silently, and replied, "Did you sleep well last night?"

"A little bit." The girl rubbed her eyes and suddenly remembered, "But when I fell asleep, you didn't seem to turn off the lights."

"Is it."

The boy had just come out of the locker room, and he cleaned up meticulously from beginning to end. He didn't look like he stayed up all night and woke up early for morning training, which made Ogata Wei doubt his own memory.

During the chat, Yagyu turned around and walked towards the classroom with her. When Ogata Yui remembered to say hello to Lianji, he looked back, and there was no one behind him.

The vines all over the promenade swayed slightly in the morning wind.

That strange feeling surged again.

After the third class, the Chinese teacher stopped Yui Ogata.

"I heard from Lianji that you have been quite stressed recently. You have to take care of club activities and tutoring for lower grades." Teacher Miyazaki, who teaches Chinese, is a serious middle-aged woman, perhaps because of her rigorous attitude, but also Responsible for managing the library.

"……Yes."

Ogata Yui seemed to have guessed the next development, she clenched her hands tightly, and her nails felt fine and dense pain in her palm.

In a trance, I heard Mr. Miyazaki say kindly:

"Lian Er said that he can handle the work in the library by himself. If you are too busy, you don't have to make a special trip on Friday. You have worked hard during this time."

Ogata Yui opened his mouth.

His throat seemed to be blocked by something, but there was a layer of inexplicable shackles in the void that shattered in response.

She thought of the resignation application that couldn't be formed no matter how much she wrote, and of Mr. Higuchi's natural tutoring request... Finally, she thought of Lianji's gentle look when he said "I won't be on the way again" under the dim streetlight.

She thought she would at least breathe a sigh of relief, but she wasn't.

During the lively class break, the bright light in the corridor was interrupted by the figures of teenagers passing by, intermittently, Yui Ogata turned his head and looked, spring was coming to an end, it seemed that something had stopped in this season forever.

late at night.

In the quiet room, Ogata Yui tossed and turned on the bed. She had to admit that her sleep quality was getting worse and worse. She put on her coat resignedly and turned on the light in the room again.

Pushing open the window, the lights on the second floor opposite were not turned off.

It was almost early morning, and Hiroshi Yagyu's recent schedule seemed unhealthy.

She thought for a while, picked up her phone, and tentatively sent Liu Sheng a meaningless emoji.

The other party quickly replied: "..."

She was lying on the window sill, halfway through typing in the dialog box, suddenly felt that it was a bit stupid to do so, she simply pressed the dial button, the call signal sounded a few times, and someone picked it up.

"Hiroshi, have you been sleeping late these days?" Yui Ogata finally asked a curious question.

"..."

There was a slight voice from the opposite side, it was the boy who put the pen on the table, "You too."

"I just can't sleep occasionally," Ogata Yui asked with concern, "But you didn't sleep when I turned off the lights every day. Speaking of which, what time do you usually go to bed?"

"almost."

"Hey, it's too obvious to be perfunctory..." She was about to continue caring about Zhuma's sleep health when she was interrupted by Liu Sheng, her tone sounded a bit like that of the dean.

"There's still class tomorrow, you should go to bed."

"I can't sleep," the girl knocked on the glass of the window with her fingers boredly, "Since you don't sleep either, it won't hurt to chat with me."

"But you've been sleepy these days."

"Is that so?" Yui Ogata sighed, and there was no trace of blame in his pure tone, "But I think you don't seem to want to talk to me."

The boy was silent for a while, "There is no such thing."

"Then let's talk."

"..."

There seemed to be a sigh falling in the deep space. After a small sound, the curtains on the second floor opposite were opened, and Hiroshi Yagyu stood in front of the window through the glass, with an indistinct expression.

"Have you encountered anything different recently?"

"Eh?"

Ogata Yui stared at the blurred silhouette falling in the night, and was taken aback for a moment.

"Can't sleep? How about starting with this topic."

The boy had already changed into casual clothes at home, and his appearance was more approachable than his usual school uniform. He pushed his glasses, and before he knew it, the initiative had been exchanged.

"I recently……"

The girl thought for a while, and the speeding train, the wind that stopped for a moment, and the blurred expression of Liu Lian Er standing on the steps appeared in front of her eyes. She lowered her voice, "I did something wrong."

"What is it?"

"That's the problem." Ogata Yui raised his head slightly from the window sill, his gaze fell into the depths of the night, "I don't know either."

"..."

"Even if the other party didn't say anything, I have a feeling... I made him very sad." Her voice gradually became confused, "I was wondering, should I apologize?"

Liu Sheng was silent for a moment, and his voice seemed a little cold when passing through the electric current.

"That should be your decision."

"Is that so..."

Ogata Yui was a little lost in thought, she lowered her head and asked, "Has Bilushi ever liked anyone?"

"..."

Obviously she didn't care about the answer, after a while of silence, Yui Ogata sighed, and she asked as if talking to herself, "What's going on?"

She couldn't understand the emotions that she could see but couldn't touch behind the transparent barrier, and she felt an inexplicable loss after repeated confusion.

"Xiao Wei."

Liu Sheng interrupted her thoughts, his voice seemed to merge with the cool wind in the middle of the night, and there was a subtle but penetrating coolness somewhere, he asked, "Why do you have to figure it out?"

Ogata Yui was speechless for a moment, "I used to think so too."

"Have you ever been unhappy?"

"It's also very good..."

"I think so too." Liu Sheng paused, his countless emotions were buried by the night, and he said calmly, "It's good that you are like this."

"Could this inadvertently hurt someone else?"

In the empty darkness, the voice on the phone seemed to suddenly become very distant.

The long memory was suddenly awakened, and he remembered that Yui Ogata was such a person. Since she was a child, she had been guilty of many things. It was a kind of pity and pure kindness like a child.

"Do you know?" Yagyu Hiroshi suddenly changed the topic.

"what?"

"Some say love is an instinct, you're either born with it or you never are."

The wind outside the window suddenly turned cold.

Ogata Wei was stunned for a moment, she stood up and poured a glass of water, swallowed the strange blockage feeling in her throat mixed with cold water, and then asked slowly, "Do you think I'm the latter?"

"No." Liu Sheng still had that calm tone, and he concluded for tonight's topic:

"I just don't think you need to force yourself."

Deep night.

Ogata Yui put down the water glass, still confused, "But if someone—"

Liu Sheng interrupted her, "That's their own choice, if someone pays for it, it has nothing to do with you."

"..."

At this rare moment to confide in someone, Ogata Yui suddenly thought of a contradiction in her memory. Yanagi's voice was so sensible that it was almost indifferent, like a silk thread connecting the past. The familiar feeling traveled through a long time, which made her feel in the past for many years. After that, I couldn't help but sigh.

"Bilus, you have been so indifferent since you were a child..."

"You should go to bed."

"Let's talk again." The girl threw herself on the soft bed and rolled over. The soft bed and the familiar voice in her ear eased her doubts, and her sleepiness came up little by little. "Just now I suddenly remembered something from my childhood... It's so strange, the memory was very vague before."

"..."

Faced with the girl who turned up old accounts suddenly, even Yagyu felt a headache for a moment.

"Bilus, do you still remember that once I fell down on the way from school, but you ignored me at all, saying that it had nothing to do with you." The voice on the phone gradually faded, turning into an indistinct murmur, " I just had to stand up by myself and go home by myself."

"..."

"Thinking about it now, you are too much."

The voice of complaining gradually subsided, and in the silent night, there was only the movement of the wind blowing through the grass and trees. After a long time, Yagyu Hiroshi said to the silent mobile phone, "You remember wrong."

She probably threw Yui Ogata's cell phone in a corner under the quilt, and through the hazy night fog, the boy's voice tapped lightly in a corner where no one was listening.

"You didn't go home by yourself."

"Halfway, you turn around."

He paused for a moment, as if a sophisticated machine suddenly gave up its rigorous calculations and let himself fall into a certain memory.

"It was very windy that day, you stood up and walked forward alone, I thought you would finally ignore me, but after a while, you still turned around, as if nothing had happened, and asked me with a smile Is it cold?"

"If you don't look back, maybe nothing will happen."

"Accident or fate, it doesn't matter anymore."

"For whatever reason, you once reached out to me for a brief moment."

"The hand you stretched out was actually colder than mine, but at that moment, I suddenly didn't want you to go alone. I thought, that's it, me and you, we can go on this road until the end It's okay just the two of us."

In the gloomy sky, dim stars are looming, like an eye, quietly watching this scene.

Someone's voice in the night wind passed through the darkness vaguely and with unknown emotions.

"That really happened a long time ago."

"I thought you would never be angry about this..."

In front of the bright young man, fate revealed its original intention prematurely, following the slowly opened curtain, it was an established track.Yagyu Hiroshi has walked that track for a long, long time.

But now, he clearly knew that the track had begun to deviate.

For many days, Yui Ogata did not meet Liu Lien Er at school.

After getting rid of the fate of being drawn by someone in the dark, she realized that the Lihai campus is so big that even if she was going to the office, passing the corridor and looking back into Lian Er's classroom, she might not be able to see him.

Ogata Yui sighed.

Kirihara Chi, who was struggling with the math problem opposite, also raised his head strangely, "What's wrong? Did I do something wrong again?"

If there is anyone out of the situation than myself, it must be Chiya Kirihara whose mind is almost filled with tennis and video games.Ogata Yui sighed again, and she said, "You even read the title wrong."

"Huh?!" Kirihara Chiya widened his eyes, staring at the black and white words for a while, his eyes gradually took on the shape of mosquito coils, "Then why didn't you say it earlier?"

"...I see that you are very serious in doing the questions."

Kirihara Chiya was about to accuse her of having no teacher's morality, his eyes suddenly stopped, and he turned to look at the door of the classroom, "Senior, are you looking for me?"

Ogata Yui started to have a headache when she heard the word "senior". None of Chiya Kirihara's seniors were good people. She turned her head and looked, unexpectedly, it wasn't Marui Bunta or Nioh Masaharu who came to join in the fun today.

It seemed that she hadn't seen each other for a while, and her eyes were fixed.

Liu Lian Er stood by the door, still holding the notebook, and knocked on the door.

"Let's talk."

Before Kirihara Chiya asked, he whispered the girl's name.

The author has something to say: Didn't you find out, Lian Er let Xiao Wei break the defense!

If this is a long story, I'm sure it's a good time for Lian Ergu to go public

But I only wanted to write about 10 words at the beginning, damn it, how could I write 12 words and still can’t see where the ending is TT

If I don't finish it within 20w words, I will live and eat the keyboard.

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: Asuka 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 50 bottles of cherry blossoms in the wind;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!