Years of Intoxication

He Gu stumbled back to the car, feeling his limbs were weak, his hands were shaking, and the key couldn't be inserted for a long time.Finally, he dropped the key viciously and completely collapsed on the seat.

The eye circles were sore, and he rubbed them hard to barely stop them from falling more embarrassing tears.

His brain seemed to stop working.He thought about everything, but he didn't know what he was thinking, and he was in chaos.

All the thoughts finally condensed into those three heart-piercing words - Song Juhan.

I remember that Vanessa said about the origin of Song Juhan’s name. Song He is a very arrogant person. He named his son, which means “living in a high place and not being cold”. cold", but only care about whether he is at a high place.

Song He's high hopes for his son have all come true.As the name suggests, Song Juhan holds an invisible sharp sword, which can kill people without bloodshed.

More than six years of persistence turned into a joke, He Gu couldn't even muster up the energy to hate Song Juhan or Feng Zheng, even he felt that he deserved it.

He deserved to send his heart up to be trampled upon, and he could blame no one.

Song Juhan, the mere repetition of these three words made He Gu feel as if his breathing was accompanied by pain.

The lead wire it finally burnt to the end.

boom--

He Gu was sent home by Peng Fang's driver that day.

After he got home, he lay motionless on the bed, unable to fall asleep, just lying there.

If he was just decadent in the previous three days, then now he feels like a living dead, drained from the inside out.

In the middle of the night, the chilling silence was suddenly broken by the harsh sound of the doorbell.

He Gu didn't respond, but he pressed the doorbell persistently, and finally knocked on the door, He Gu heard Zhuang Jieyu's voice.

He was too tired to move his fingers, but finally managed to get out of bed and went to open the door.

As soon as Zhuang Jieyu saw him, he breathed a sigh of relief: "You scared me to death."

He Gu looked at him blankly, and said emptyly, "Why? Are you afraid that I will commit suicide?"

"No, no." Zhuang Jieyu scratched his head, "As long as you're fine."

He Gu turned around and entered the room, Zhuang Jieyu hurriedly followed in, and hurriedly explained: "Song Juhan asked me to go today, saying that as long as I go out with him, he will not care about me, I really don't know you will go!"

Why turned a deaf ear to it, he didn't care at all, but after so many years, Song Juhan still likes to play this hand to stimulate others, which is childish and extremely sinister.

Seeing why there was no response, Zhuang Jieyu's eyes were filled with sadness: "Don't be like this, please, Song Juhan is a bastard, you, you don't like him anymore, please, he is not worth it."

Even an outsider could tell... He Gu wanted to laugh a little, but his heart hurt badly. With his back to Zhuang Jieyu, he squeezed his chest hard with his fists, trying to disperse the suffocating pain.

Zhuang Jieyu went around in front of him, and forced a smile: "Actually, falling in love, anyone will experience it, and time can heal everything. I know you are suffering now. Anyway, I have nothing to do during this time. I will accompany you. Let me be with you." I am very happy together, and you will feel better soon."

He Gu wanted to refuse, but was too lazy to speak, because Zhuang Jieyu was very annoying, he was tired of coping, maybe it would be better to have someone who could breathe and talk with him.

Zhuang Jieyu didn't feel embarrassed why he didn't speak, and said to himself: "Are you hungry? I brought food. My cooking skills are pretty good. Just wait and I'll cook for you."

He Gu swayed to the sofa and sat in a daze.He has cleared his mind a lot, but he has no energy and doesn't want to do anything.He stared ahead for a long time, only to realize that what he was looking at was a TV, the big TV that Song Juhan bought with two months' wages in order to allow Song Juhan to come to his house more often to play games.

Song Juhan once used this TV to sing to him, but only for him.

He Gu almost breathed tremblingly in order to resist the boundless despair. He slowly closed his eyes and clenched his fists quietly.

After Zhuang Jieyu finished cooking, he dragged He Gu to the dining table to force him to eat. He Gu really lost his appetite, so he put down after holding two chopsticks.

Zhuang Jieyu became anxious: "Isn't it delicious? I think it's good, you should eat more."

He Gu raised his head and looked at Zhuang Jieyu for the first time after entering the room: "I'm not hungry."

"How can you not be hungry, you must have not eaten anything since... from noon to now."

He Gu shook his head, got up and left, he should go to sleep.

Zhuang Jieyu followed into the bedroom directly, and watched He Gu get into the quilt, he walked on the edge of the bed, stroked He Gu's hair, and said softly: "You will be well soon, really."

He Gu said softly, "It doesn't make any difference to me whether it's good or bad."

Seeing He Gu's distraught look, Zhuang Jieyu felt a pang of distress. He couldn't help but leaned down and kissed the corner of He Gu's brow: "Whether it's good or not, I'll be with you."

The next day, Chen Shan came and said that He Gu had been getting sick recently, and the big boss was afraid that something serious would happen to He Gu, so he asked Chen Shan to check on his physical condition, and if he couldn't do it, he would take a long vacation.

When Chen Shan saw Zhuang Jieyu who opened the door, she was startled, and then showed a clear expression.

Zhuang Jieyu frowned and turned to look at her: "You seem to be..."

"I'm Mr. He's assistant."

"Oh yes, I saw you last time." Zhuang Jieyu said, "Sister, don't tell anyone." Although he is just a young actor who has just emerged, he still needs to pay attention to his image.

Chen Shan had a clear face: "Don't worry, don't worry, it won't happen, I understand. What about Mr. He? How is he?"

Zhuang Jieyu didn't want her to come in, but he couldn't find a reason to refuse, so he could only say: "He's not well, you should pay attention to rest, don't talk to him for too long."

"no problem."

Seeing Chen Shan, He Gu was shocked for a moment, and woke up a little bit from the state of confusion: "Why are you here?"

"Mr. Sun asked me to come." Chen Shan frowned, feeling a little uncomfortable, "Mr. He, I haven't seen you for a few days. Why did you lose so much weight? Did you go to the hospital for an examination? What's wrong with you? .”

"There's something wrong with my stomach." He Gu made up a random one.

"Hey, you must be too busy to pay attention to eating on time." Chen Shan sighed, "Mr. Sun asked me to ask you if you want to take a long vacation."

He Gu reacted to this sentence for several seconds, he shook his head: "I'm on a long vacation, what about the two projects at hand?"

"I don't know. But last month, an engineer in the Shencheng branch was exhausted, and Sun Dong was frightened, afraid that something would happen to you."

"I'm not that serious." He Gu said lightly, "I'll take another rest... one day, and I'll go to the company the day after tomorrow."

Zhuang Jieyu yelled strangely: "You still have to go to work after this!"

Chen Shan also said: "Yes, Mr. He, don't work too hard, the big boss has already told you to take a vacation."

He Gu took a deep breath. He felt that his brain was seriously slow. He had to react for a long time to say anything, and he had to react for a long time to reply. He had never felt that his brain was not working well in his life. He cleared his mind and said: " Chen Shan, you have been with me for so long, so you should be very clear about the situation. I have been working on these two projects from the beginning to the end, and now I can’t hand them over to anyone. If the construction period is delayed, the company’s money and reputation will be lost. The Chinese New Year is less than a month away, let's take a long vacation together when the Chinese New Year comes."

Chen Shan sincerely admired: "Mr. He, you are really dedicated."

He Gu said: "You go back and tell Sun Dong that I'm fine."

"Okay. Oh, by the way, this is the tonic that Dong Sun asked me to bring to you. It is more than 3 one tael of Cordyceps sinensis." She handed the things in her hand to Zhuang Jieyu, and couldn't help laughing For a moment, "Mr. He, you two are a good match."

Zhuang Jieyu proudly said: "Look, people with beautiful eyes must have good eyesight."

Chen Shan was overjoyed by the praise.

After Chen Shan left, Zhuang Jieyu tried hard to tease He Gu: "Uncle, are you listening, your assistant said we are a good match."

Why didn't he pay any attention to him, touched the notebook from the bedside table and opened it, wanting to read the mail.

"Hey, hey, you're not allowed to work now, you have to eat first."

"Didn't you eat it?"

"You are eating breakfast, what time is it now!" Zhuang Jieyu snapped the lid of the notebook, and dragged He Gu out of bed, "Let's go and eat."

Why had to go and eat with him.

Zhuang Jieyu has the characteristics of most young people. For example, he never leaves his mobile phone. He is eating and playing with his mobile phone. Suddenly, he received a WeChat message from the boss of the brokerage company. Jieyu, what's going on with you and Song Juhan!

It was too late for Zhuang Jieyu to press the button, so he was taken aback. He carefully observed He Gu's expression, for fear of irritating He Gu.

He Gu paused with his hands, and continued to bury his head in his meal.

In fact, Zhuang Jieyu doesn't have to be afraid of reminding him of anything, he is always thinking about what happened that day, thinking about what happened in the past years, he can't get out now, at least now, he can't get out.

Zhuang Jieyu picked up the phone: "This... is my boss, I'm going to make a call."

He why was noncommittal and continued to eat with his head down.

Zhuang Jieyu went to the balcony with his mobile phone.

After a full 5 minutes, He Gu remembered that Zhuang Jieyu was only wearing indoor home clothes, and he would freeze to death standing on the balcony for so long, so he went to get a coat.

As soon as he approached the balcony, he heard Zhuang Jieyu deliberately lower his voice and say: "Mr. Cai, how dare I fight with him. It's really not me fighting with him, it's someone else. I just happened to be there."

Why did he froze for a while, what happened that day, did it get out?

Seeing Zhuang Jieyu rubbing his arms in the cold, he reacted and pushed open the balcony door. Zhuang Jieyu was startled and immediately stopped talking.

He Gu handed over the coat, Zhuang Jieyu quickly put it on, He Gu closed the balcony door, turned around and took out his mobile phone, searching for keywords: Song Juhan.

I can't find this. The latest news is all about Song Juhan fighting in a restaurant. The incident involved Zhuang Jieyu, and there are a few blurred photos. Why did I zoom in on the photos and found that only Song Juhan and Zhuang Jieyu, on the other hand, has only a blurred profile.

The person who took the sneak shot obviously didn't know the situation, so he ambiguously said that Song Juhan and Zhuang Jieyu had a conflict in the hotel, which was suspected of jealousy.

Earlier news about Song Juhan's bisexuality spread everywhere. The industry's attitude towards this kind of thing is that as long as it is not made public, it can be used for hype, but it must not be revealed.

Because Song Juhan was escorted by Song He and Vanessa, there was very little negative news in the circle these years. Even the pigeons on the reality show and the fight with the photographer were suppressed by Song He, but these photos, obviously It was secretly filmed by an outsider, and he just watched the excitement and put it on the Internet without hesitation, so that Song He didn't even have a chance to suppress it.

He Gu looked at it, and suddenly realized that he was paying attention to Song Juhan again, he threw his phone on the sofa like a hot potato.

At this time, Zhuang Jieyu also came in. He clutched his red nose from the cold and sighed depressingly.

"Is it because of what happened yesterday?"

Zhuang Jieyu nodded: "I didn't go online today, I don't know that there is already a lot of trouble on the Internet." He sighed, "Am I angry? But our boss said that I was mentally ill to offend the Song family and his son. I explained to him for a long time before he believed that Song Juhan and I were not fighting."

He Gu lowered his head and stopped talking.

Zhuang Jieyu hurriedly said: "I didn't get a picture of you anyway, so you don't have to worry about it. After two or three days, no one cares about it. That's how the entertainment industry is."

"Ah."

Suddenly, He Gu's cell phone that was thrown on the sofa rang, and Zhuang Jieyu went to get it for He Gu, and read the name on the phone display word by word, "Feng...Zheng?!"

He Gu raised his head abruptly.

Zhuang Jieyu grabbed the phone, but he didn't know whether he should give it or not.Like everyone else present, he was as puzzled by the grievances between He Gu and Song Juhan, but the only thing that was certain was that it had something to do with a person named "Feng Zheng".

He Gu felt his body tremble, and his skin got goosebumps. He felt a deep sense of humiliation when he thought of Feng Zheng.

Zhuang Jieyu swallowed: "How about, we won't pick it up."

He Gu was silent for a moment, then stretched out his hand: "Give it to me."

Zhuang Jieyu sighed, and had no choice but to pass the phone over, "Well, I'll go to the bedroom to warm up, you guys talk." He entered the bedroom and closed the door behind him.

He Gu stared at the name, holding a kind of determination, and pressed the call button: "Hello."

"Why." Feng Zheng's voice sounded anxious, "I saw the news on the Internet, is it you who fought with Song Juhan in the restaurant?!"

He Gu said calmly, "It's me."

"What's going on? What did Song Juhan do to you?"

"What Song Juhan did to me, there's no need to mention it, I have a question for you." He Gu clenched his fists secretly, as if that was his only remaining self-esteem.

Feng Zheng had a vague premonition, and he said in a deep voice, "You ask."

"Why." He Gu took a deep breath, his eyes turned red in an instant, and he didn't know how much he wanted to punch Feng Zheng in the face until he heard this voice. He could hardly restrain his overwhelming anger, and said through gritted teeth : "Why, don't you tell me that you and Song Juhan are getting better!"