The first male god of the empire
Chapter 60 Selfishness
When Shan He arrived at the small planet, Lei Nuo was already at home.
Parking the flying car next to the Renault mecha, Shan He didn't rush into the house, but stood in front of the mech and looked at it carefully.
Renault should have just come back not long ago, the engine of the mecha was still hot, and after being covered by the light snow that fell rustlingly, curling blue smoke came out.In the white awning, the silver-white mecha seems to blend with the snow everywhere, but the sharp edges and corners are cold and cold, like a sharp blade breaking through the wind and snow, blocking the wind and rain.
Gently brushing away the thin snow on the plane with his fingers, Shan He couldn't help thinking, did Renault teach that "Dan He" how to drive a mecha?Have you ever looked at the nervous operation of that "Dan He" with a smile?Have you ever gently corrected that "Shan He" in time when he made a mistake?
Some masochistically thinking about some possible things, Shan He Ling Chi over and over again his already riddled heart, the knife on it was all inserted by himself, cruel and decisive, it seems that only in this way can he remind himself, Be sober.
But so what if he is sober, he can only soberly watch himself sink, soberly enjoy the love and care that does not belong to him, and soberly torture himself with guilt...
Shan He's heart sank gradually, why did he think so?When did he become so selfish! ?
It is said that the feeling of being close to home is not good, but Shan He is "shocked by being close to home" at this time.
In the hut not far away, the bright and soft lights were like the warm sun in winter, bringing him a little warmth in the cold night.But the warmth is clearly in front of you, but it seems like thousands of miles away, out of reach.
So close to the horizon probably meant this, looking at the warm light, he suddenly flinched a little.
What to do...how should he face Renault!
However, just when Shan He was hesitating, a figure had quietly come to his side.
The snowflakes falling slowly in front of his eyes were suddenly covered by something, immersed in his own thoughts, Dan He came back to his senses, and slowly turned his head, only to find that Lei Nuo was standing behind him holding an umbrella.
"Why don't you go home, what are you looking at here?" Lei Nuo reached out and gently swept the snowflakes off Shan He's shoulders, just as carefully as Shan He brushed off the snowflakes on the mecha a few minutes ago.
"I..." Seeing the general without any mental preparation, Shan He's throat tightened for a moment, and he didn't know what to answer, so he could only look at the person in front of him fixedly, with complex and chaotic emotions in his eyes .
Lei Nuo came out to take a look because he sensed some abnormal fluctuations in Shan He's mood.Unexpectedly, after seeing the person, Shan He didn't say anything, didn't answer anything, just looked at himself quietly.
Some worried, he stretched out his hand to Dan He's forehead, and found that there was no fever, but after his body was a little cold, Lei Nuo hugged Dan He in his arms, lowered his chin on Shan He's forehead and asked softly: "What's the matter?" ? Is there something uncomfortable?"
In the past few days, after the sequelae of forcibly activating his mental power last time were relieved, he gradually got busy again, and when he returned home every day, Shan He was already asleep.He knew that Shan He's recent notices were also full, and the axles seemed to be spinning, and it was not easy to rest, so he didn't bother him, but just sent him a good night kiss, and stayed by his side for a while, after making sure that his mental power didn't fluctuate. just left.
But at this time, holding Shan Hehu in his arms, he felt the abnormal beating of the heartbeat in his arms, but he found that his mental strength, which had been stable for several days, suddenly fluctuated abnormally.
The tip of the nose is familiar with the cool mint scent. Shan He wrinkled his nose and shook his head lightly: "It's nothing, just a little tired."
According to Allen, this smell is the so-called "pheromone", right?No wonder he sat next to Renault for the first time, and when he smelled this smell, his heart beat like a drum inexplicably, and he was a little panicked.Thinking about it now, it was just because we had been separated for too long, and after suddenly smelling the familiar "pheromone" smell, the instinctive reaction of the guide's body must have been.
But now?He has long been used to this light taste, and he can't live without it.Resting his chin on Renault's shoulder, Dan He, like a drug addict, greedily inhaled the cool mint aroma of the general's body.
Feeling the sensation of Dan He's breath spraying on his neck, he lowered his head and rubbed against the head of the person in his arms, Lei Nuo said softly: "If you are really tired, just lean on and rest for a while."
So soft-spoken, so cautious, so caring... Shan He's whole heart was pulled together, he really wanted to scream and tell the person who was holding him: I am not your "Single" Wo", don't be so nice to me, I'm just a thief, an usurper, I don't deserve everything you gave me!
But when he opened his mouth, all the words got stuck in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word.
Can't tell, he can't tell at all!Perhaps it was due to the residual memory of the original body and the influence of the guiding instinct, but now it is not that simple. After living for more than 30 years in two lifetimes, how could he not understand his feelings.He has already fallen in love with Renault, and he is also used to Renault's tenderness.
Now, how can he say those cruel words, tell the general that his beloved "Dan He" is no longer there, that he is just a poor "imitation", and then push the general away from him! ?
No, he can't do it at all...!
"Leinuo..." Unable to say anything, Shan He could only call out Lei Nuo's name, as if calling out one more time would relieve the pain and entanglement in his heart.
"Yes, I'm here." Lei Nuo didn't ask much, just hugged Dan He tightly, protected him in his arms, and whispered softly against his ear: "I'm here, I'm here." I'll be with you..."
I will be with you...
with you.
This kind of Renault wants him to let go so much! ?
The eyes blurred for a moment, a hot tear slid down his cheek, and a string in Shan He's mind suddenly broke at this moment.
His reason was eroded by longing, he stretched out his hand and hugged Lei Nuo tightly, both of them hurt a little, but he didn't want to let go.And the general didn't seem to notice it, but the palm caressing on his back was like a mother's most primitive embrace, full of comfort and tenderness, the two of them wanted to cling tightly, as if they were one.
Since... Now that he has already come to this world, has lived in this world for six or seven years, and has made everyone accept the present Danhe, can he be a little more selfish?
If he is more selfish, he can hold onto the person in front of him tightly, keep what he has now, and stop being so painfully entangled.
Be selfish, okay?With this thought in mind, he, who has always been decisive, didn't want to hesitate any longer.
Shan He closed his eyes and secretly made the final decision.
"Leinuo, I like you." Shan He said, his voice was hoarse and nasal, and he didn't know whether it was because he had just shed tears, or because he was frozen, and his nose was sore.
When Lei Nuo heard this, his body trembled slightly, and his hands tightened unconsciously. He took a deep breath to stabilize his emotions, and responded firmly: "Me too."
"En." Shan He nodded contentedly, completely abandoning the last sliver of rationality.
That's it, let him continue like this, he is "Dan He", and "Dan He" is him.
Shan He loves Lei Nuo deeply.
After standing in the snow for a long time, Shan He's tired body couldn't hold it anymore, lying on Lei Nuo's shoulder, he felt a little weak after a while.
Feeling his shoulders sinking, Lei Nuo subconsciously leaned forward, supporting Shan He's body: "Are you sleepy?"
"It's a little bit." Shan He rubbed against Lei Nuo's neck and said, "But now my feet are soft, and I can't walk anymore."
He had never acted like a baby before, but Shan He couldn't think of so much at this time, he just wanted to stay by Lei Nuo's side, and he didn't want to be separated from the general for a moment.
"Why are you acting like a child all of a sudden?" Lei Nuo smiled lightly, but instead of pushing Dan He away, he asked, "Can you still hold an umbrella?"
"Yes." Shan He took the umbrella and blinked at Lei Nuo.
"Stand firm." After speaking, Lei Nuo turned around, squatted down, circled Shan He's elbow with his hand, and then pushed him back up with force.
Lei Nuo's back was broad and thick, Shan He supported the sheet with one hand, hooked the other around his neck, his chest was pressed against his back, and the temperature from Lei Nuo's body warmed his whole body.
"Did you enjoy going to Liang Fang's house tonight?"
"It's okay." Shan He thought for a while, and decided to answer half-truths: "When I went, brother Alan happened to be there, I don't know if you have seen him, his name is Al, and he is also a guide. Hmm... ...Al was recently pregnant, and his sentinel came back with him, and I don’t know what happened, my nose was itchy when I was near them, so I came back without talking much.”
It turned out to be like this...
Lei Nuo knew why Shan He had abnormal mental fluctuations again. In addition to emotional reasons, it was also due to the influence of other sentinel "pheromone" stimulation.
The guide was already very dependent on his sentries, and some of them were clingy, and they would fall into fear and loneliness after leaving for half a day.And this kind of dependence will be more serious especially during pregnancy, and the guide who is extremely insecure will easily suffer from "depression" and other diseases if he is not comforted.In the past, the military department even had to be separated from its own sentry for a few days after being pregnant, and the guide couldn't stand the situation and committed suicide.
Therefore, in order to prevent the guide from losing control of his emotions, the sentries will increase their own "pheromone" secretion during this period.However, "pheromone" is like some kind of "medicine". Proper growth is indeed good for your own guide, and it can properly appease restless emotions, but if other guides who already have sentries smell it, it will be a headache.
Lei Nuo turned his head to look at Dan He's blushing cheeks at this time, and sent a message to his adjutant with some headaches, telling him that he would not go back tonight.
Lifting it up, Lei Nuo said softly: "If you're tired, you can lean on and sleep for a while, and I'll call you when you get home."
"En." Hearing this, Shan He turned his head and slowly closed his eyes.
The landing pad is only a few hundred meters away from the hut, but Shan He still hopes that it would be great if this road could go on forever without ending.
The two walked towards home in such an unhurried manner, leaving a series of footprints in the snow behind them, one by one, all imprinted into the bottom of Shan He's heart.
The author has something to say:
small theater:
General [sad face: Adjutant, my wife has been stimulated by other sentinel hormones, so I won't be here tonight...
Adjutant [Distressed face: General, that night... you must hold on, if it doesn't work, just take two bites, don't... so what!
General [Desperate face: The most painful thing in the world is not "you can see but you can't eat", but that my wife is about to eat me, and I have to force myself to calm down!
Unhappy, Little Lei Nuo and Ren Nuo are very unhappy! ! !
Parking the flying car next to the Renault mecha, Shan He didn't rush into the house, but stood in front of the mech and looked at it carefully.
Renault should have just come back not long ago, the engine of the mecha was still hot, and after being covered by the light snow that fell rustlingly, curling blue smoke came out.In the white awning, the silver-white mecha seems to blend with the snow everywhere, but the sharp edges and corners are cold and cold, like a sharp blade breaking through the wind and snow, blocking the wind and rain.
Gently brushing away the thin snow on the plane with his fingers, Shan He couldn't help thinking, did Renault teach that "Dan He" how to drive a mecha?Have you ever looked at the nervous operation of that "Dan He" with a smile?Have you ever gently corrected that "Shan He" in time when he made a mistake?
Some masochistically thinking about some possible things, Shan He Ling Chi over and over again his already riddled heart, the knife on it was all inserted by himself, cruel and decisive, it seems that only in this way can he remind himself, Be sober.
But so what if he is sober, he can only soberly watch himself sink, soberly enjoy the love and care that does not belong to him, and soberly torture himself with guilt...
Shan He's heart sank gradually, why did he think so?When did he become so selfish! ?
It is said that the feeling of being close to home is not good, but Shan He is "shocked by being close to home" at this time.
In the hut not far away, the bright and soft lights were like the warm sun in winter, bringing him a little warmth in the cold night.But the warmth is clearly in front of you, but it seems like thousands of miles away, out of reach.
So close to the horizon probably meant this, looking at the warm light, he suddenly flinched a little.
What to do...how should he face Renault!
However, just when Shan He was hesitating, a figure had quietly come to his side.
The snowflakes falling slowly in front of his eyes were suddenly covered by something, immersed in his own thoughts, Dan He came back to his senses, and slowly turned his head, only to find that Lei Nuo was standing behind him holding an umbrella.
"Why don't you go home, what are you looking at here?" Lei Nuo reached out and gently swept the snowflakes off Shan He's shoulders, just as carefully as Shan He brushed off the snowflakes on the mecha a few minutes ago.
"I..." Seeing the general without any mental preparation, Shan He's throat tightened for a moment, and he didn't know what to answer, so he could only look at the person in front of him fixedly, with complex and chaotic emotions in his eyes .
Lei Nuo came out to take a look because he sensed some abnormal fluctuations in Shan He's mood.Unexpectedly, after seeing the person, Shan He didn't say anything, didn't answer anything, just looked at himself quietly.
Some worried, he stretched out his hand to Dan He's forehead, and found that there was no fever, but after his body was a little cold, Lei Nuo hugged Dan He in his arms, lowered his chin on Shan He's forehead and asked softly: "What's the matter?" ? Is there something uncomfortable?"
In the past few days, after the sequelae of forcibly activating his mental power last time were relieved, he gradually got busy again, and when he returned home every day, Shan He was already asleep.He knew that Shan He's recent notices were also full, and the axles seemed to be spinning, and it was not easy to rest, so he didn't bother him, but just sent him a good night kiss, and stayed by his side for a while, after making sure that his mental power didn't fluctuate. just left.
But at this time, holding Shan Hehu in his arms, he felt the abnormal beating of the heartbeat in his arms, but he found that his mental strength, which had been stable for several days, suddenly fluctuated abnormally.
The tip of the nose is familiar with the cool mint scent. Shan He wrinkled his nose and shook his head lightly: "It's nothing, just a little tired."
According to Allen, this smell is the so-called "pheromone", right?No wonder he sat next to Renault for the first time, and when he smelled this smell, his heart beat like a drum inexplicably, and he was a little panicked.Thinking about it now, it was just because we had been separated for too long, and after suddenly smelling the familiar "pheromone" smell, the instinctive reaction of the guide's body must have been.
But now?He has long been used to this light taste, and he can't live without it.Resting his chin on Renault's shoulder, Dan He, like a drug addict, greedily inhaled the cool mint aroma of the general's body.
Feeling the sensation of Dan He's breath spraying on his neck, he lowered his head and rubbed against the head of the person in his arms, Lei Nuo said softly: "If you are really tired, just lean on and rest for a while."
So soft-spoken, so cautious, so caring... Shan He's whole heart was pulled together, he really wanted to scream and tell the person who was holding him: I am not your "Single" Wo", don't be so nice to me, I'm just a thief, an usurper, I don't deserve everything you gave me!
But when he opened his mouth, all the words got stuck in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word.
Can't tell, he can't tell at all!Perhaps it was due to the residual memory of the original body and the influence of the guiding instinct, but now it is not that simple. After living for more than 30 years in two lifetimes, how could he not understand his feelings.He has already fallen in love with Renault, and he is also used to Renault's tenderness.
Now, how can he say those cruel words, tell the general that his beloved "Dan He" is no longer there, that he is just a poor "imitation", and then push the general away from him! ?
No, he can't do it at all...!
"Leinuo..." Unable to say anything, Shan He could only call out Lei Nuo's name, as if calling out one more time would relieve the pain and entanglement in his heart.
"Yes, I'm here." Lei Nuo didn't ask much, just hugged Dan He tightly, protected him in his arms, and whispered softly against his ear: "I'm here, I'm here." I'll be with you..."
I will be with you...
with you.
This kind of Renault wants him to let go so much! ?
The eyes blurred for a moment, a hot tear slid down his cheek, and a string in Shan He's mind suddenly broke at this moment.
His reason was eroded by longing, he stretched out his hand and hugged Lei Nuo tightly, both of them hurt a little, but he didn't want to let go.And the general didn't seem to notice it, but the palm caressing on his back was like a mother's most primitive embrace, full of comfort and tenderness, the two of them wanted to cling tightly, as if they were one.
Since... Now that he has already come to this world, has lived in this world for six or seven years, and has made everyone accept the present Danhe, can he be a little more selfish?
If he is more selfish, he can hold onto the person in front of him tightly, keep what he has now, and stop being so painfully entangled.
Be selfish, okay?With this thought in mind, he, who has always been decisive, didn't want to hesitate any longer.
Shan He closed his eyes and secretly made the final decision.
"Leinuo, I like you." Shan He said, his voice was hoarse and nasal, and he didn't know whether it was because he had just shed tears, or because he was frozen, and his nose was sore.
When Lei Nuo heard this, his body trembled slightly, and his hands tightened unconsciously. He took a deep breath to stabilize his emotions, and responded firmly: "Me too."
"En." Shan He nodded contentedly, completely abandoning the last sliver of rationality.
That's it, let him continue like this, he is "Dan He", and "Dan He" is him.
Shan He loves Lei Nuo deeply.
After standing in the snow for a long time, Shan He's tired body couldn't hold it anymore, lying on Lei Nuo's shoulder, he felt a little weak after a while.
Feeling his shoulders sinking, Lei Nuo subconsciously leaned forward, supporting Shan He's body: "Are you sleepy?"
"It's a little bit." Shan He rubbed against Lei Nuo's neck and said, "But now my feet are soft, and I can't walk anymore."
He had never acted like a baby before, but Shan He couldn't think of so much at this time, he just wanted to stay by Lei Nuo's side, and he didn't want to be separated from the general for a moment.
"Why are you acting like a child all of a sudden?" Lei Nuo smiled lightly, but instead of pushing Dan He away, he asked, "Can you still hold an umbrella?"
"Yes." Shan He took the umbrella and blinked at Lei Nuo.
"Stand firm." After speaking, Lei Nuo turned around, squatted down, circled Shan He's elbow with his hand, and then pushed him back up with force.
Lei Nuo's back was broad and thick, Shan He supported the sheet with one hand, hooked the other around his neck, his chest was pressed against his back, and the temperature from Lei Nuo's body warmed his whole body.
"Did you enjoy going to Liang Fang's house tonight?"
"It's okay." Shan He thought for a while, and decided to answer half-truths: "When I went, brother Alan happened to be there, I don't know if you have seen him, his name is Al, and he is also a guide. Hmm... ...Al was recently pregnant, and his sentinel came back with him, and I don’t know what happened, my nose was itchy when I was near them, so I came back without talking much.”
It turned out to be like this...
Lei Nuo knew why Shan He had abnormal mental fluctuations again. In addition to emotional reasons, it was also due to the influence of other sentinel "pheromone" stimulation.
The guide was already very dependent on his sentries, and some of them were clingy, and they would fall into fear and loneliness after leaving for half a day.And this kind of dependence will be more serious especially during pregnancy, and the guide who is extremely insecure will easily suffer from "depression" and other diseases if he is not comforted.In the past, the military department even had to be separated from its own sentry for a few days after being pregnant, and the guide couldn't stand the situation and committed suicide.
Therefore, in order to prevent the guide from losing control of his emotions, the sentries will increase their own "pheromone" secretion during this period.However, "pheromone" is like some kind of "medicine". Proper growth is indeed good for your own guide, and it can properly appease restless emotions, but if other guides who already have sentries smell it, it will be a headache.
Lei Nuo turned his head to look at Dan He's blushing cheeks at this time, and sent a message to his adjutant with some headaches, telling him that he would not go back tonight.
Lifting it up, Lei Nuo said softly: "If you're tired, you can lean on and sleep for a while, and I'll call you when you get home."
"En." Hearing this, Shan He turned his head and slowly closed his eyes.
The landing pad is only a few hundred meters away from the hut, but Shan He still hopes that it would be great if this road could go on forever without ending.
The two walked towards home in such an unhurried manner, leaving a series of footprints in the snow behind them, one by one, all imprinted into the bottom of Shan He's heart.
The author has something to say:
small theater:
General [sad face: Adjutant, my wife has been stimulated by other sentinel hormones, so I won't be here tonight...
Adjutant [Distressed face: General, that night... you must hold on, if it doesn't work, just take two bites, don't... so what!
General [Desperate face: The most painful thing in the world is not "you can see but you can't eat", but that my wife is about to eat me, and I have to force myself to calm down!
Unhappy, Little Lei Nuo and Ren Nuo are very unhappy! ! !
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