Strawberry Pops

The time is wrong and the timing is wrong.

Before Han Yang completely locked up Han Yongnian, he couldn't be with Gu Nuan with peace of mind.Even after he knew that Gu Nuan also liked him, he was ecstatic.

The scene back then was too terrifying, making it impossible for Han Yang to take any real steps forward.

He wanted to say: Sorry, Gu Nuan, can you wait for me any longer.Wait for me to solve Han Yongnian's problem, wait for me...

But these, he can't say a word.

Han Yongnian was like a time bomb. Although Han Yang had thought of a solution, he didn't know if it would be foolproof after it was actually implemented, and whether Han Yongnian would really stay in that place until he died.

He needs some time to practice, and he is afraid that the time will make Gu Nuan alienate him.

So Han Yang made a lot of little tricks, such as intentionally living in a rental house very close to Gu Nuan, such as giving Gu Nuan the keys, such as going to the hospital with Gu Nuan no matter how busy or tired he is, to let him know that he is always with him. around...

When he was young, Han Yang wished that he and Gu Nuan had equal time.But now, he hopes that Gu Nuan will grow up slowly, so that he can quickly become completely independent and have the ability to protect Gu Nuan.

In addition, his heart is also full of many unrealistic expectations.

He wants to be with Gu Nuan, he wants to be by Gu Nuan's side forever.

In the closest distance, in the most intimate way.

That voice appeared in Han Yang's heart again - "It would be great if Han Yongnian could die soon."

This immature thought once again occupied Han Yang's heart.At the moment when Gu Nuan confessed to him, it was especially intense.

Suddenly, he felt ashamed of himself, he was no different from Han Yongnian.

Violence is a similarity hidden in the bones, Han Yang is always suppressing himself, only when he pressed Han Yongnian's head into the sink yesterday, his heart became calmer.

The current him, how can he be worthy of Gu Nuan under the sun.

Perhaps his heart has been "sick" all the time, and the cause of the disease comes from self-blame and guilt, as well as from the blood shed on his body.

In the relative silence, Han Yang wanted to hug Gu Nuan countless times and kiss his forehead.

But in the end, he did nothing.

Gu Nuan looked at Han Yang who was silent in front of him, it only took a few minutes for his heart to go from hot to cold.For the first time, he knew that after being rejected by the person he liked, he would be so lonely.

He envied the success of Su Yu's confession, and he also knew that his confession never had a 100% chance of winning.

He obviously... has vaccinated himself.

But when faced with it for real, Gu Nuan was so sad that she didn't even dare to look directly at Han Yang.His heart was sore, he twisted, and he couldn't speak for a long time.

But Gu Nuan didn't want to make the atmosphere too tense, and didn't want to embarrass or hurt Han Yang because of his thoughtless farewell.

He pursed his lips and tried to pretend to be indifferent: "It's okay." He smiled bluntly, "It's not wrong to not like me, you don't need to apologize... I, I actually didn't expect to succeed , I just wanted to tell you."

He spoke more and more quietly.

Han Yang froze his body, trying to take a step closer to Gu Nuan.

Gu Nuan took a step back in embarrassment, his hands were trembling a little, and he was trying his best to restrain himself from crying, he couldn't stay here any longer.So, Gu Nuan pretended to be calm, took out the mobile phone in his pocket and pretended to read the information: "I almost forgot, I have something to do at school today. Brother, I won't eat."

Gu Nuan's eyes were slightly red, he picked up his backpack and left the rental room.Before going out, he accidentally hit his forehead on the door frame, which was as embarrassing as it could be.

Gu Nuan covered her forehead in embarrassment, and rushed out the door without crying out for pain.The burning pain on his forehead made him still have unrealistic fantasies in front of the elevator, thinking that Han Yang would follow him out to see if he was in pain.

Unfortunately, after waiting for a while, Han Yang did not chase him out.Gu Nuan lowered her eyes, feeling stupid.He exhaled in embarrassment, lowered his head, and tears fell to the ground.Then, he pressed the elevator button.

The wind in winter is bitingly cold no matter it is day or night.

Gu Nuan rubbed her eyes and went downstairs, sat by the flower bed and shed tears quietly.In fact, he had nothing to do today, and he just had a lot of time to daze and cry, to kill the sadness after being rejected by Han Yang.

On the phone, there was a message from Gu Yuanchen: [I leave work early today, would you like to pick him up at your dad's work with me, and we'll go out for dinner tonight. ]

Before Gu Nuan could reply, Gu Yuanchen sent another sentence: [I also asked Han Yang just now, and he said he has something to do.If you are free this afternoon, you can come to my office and wait for me. I will buy you strawberry cake. ]

Seeing the word "Han Yang", Gu Nuan felt sad, and tears were like floods rushing over a dam.

While crying, he replied to Gu Yuanchen, lying and saying: [I have a dinner appointment with Su Yu, so I won't make light bulbs. ]

If you go to see Gu Yuanchen and Ji Mu with such red eyes from crying, you will definitely be noticed.

Gu Nuan didn't want them to have a little opinion on Han Yang because of him, he planned to wait for himself to calm down before taking a taxi home.

Unfortunately, Gu Nuan who looked like this was bumped into by Xia Wei.

Gu Nuan didn't know why Xia Wei ran towards Han Yang twice in three days, but if he bumped into it, he bumped into it, and he couldn't turn into an ostrich and hide his head in a hole in the ground.

Xia Ling in front of her was wearing a huge cotton overcoat, and was holding a pot of chicken soup in her hand.When he saw Gu Nuan crying, his jaw almost dropped to the ground.

Gu Nuan raised her hand to wipe her tears, and wiped her sleeve carelessly.

"Xiao Nuan! Who bullied you?!" Xia Ling burst into anger, "Tell Brother Xia, Brother Xia will help you!"

Gu Nuan was speechless, her eyes were still dripping with tears, she was so sad.

Xia Ling was furious, he hated seeing the beauty shed tears the most.But in a blink of an eye, this is the community where Han Yang lives, and Gu Nuan is crying here. Besides Han Yang bullying him, who else can bully him?

Suddenly, the chicken soup in Xia Ling's hand was heavy, and he didn't want to get involved in the relationship between the brothers.He came here today only because he saw that Han Yang was too tired, and he didn't want to drink the chicken soup stewed by his mother, so he just brought it to give away.

Who knew it would come across like this.

"What's the matter? Could it be that Han Yang didn't open the door for you?" Xia Wei could only think of this "bullying". After all, Han Yang put Gu Nuan on top of his heart, so he wouldn't be willing to bully him .

Gu Nuan didn't say a word, she didn't want to tell Xia Wei that she was rejected when she confessed her confession, and wanted to find an excuse with a bitter face.

Unexpectedly, Xia Ling mistakenly thought that she had guessed right.

He remembered that he sent a message to Han Yang in the morning, but Han Yang didn't reply, so he immediately comforted Gu Nuan: "Maybe I'm sleepy, don't I have a key, I'll open the door for you?"

Gu Nuan shook her head and did not forget to mention: "I also have the key."

"Then he's really not here?" Xia Wei didn't think much about it. He felt sorry for Gu Nuan who was crying aggrievedly, and handed over the chicken soup in his hand, "Here, it's my mother's stewed chicken soup, which is very fragrant. Since Han Yang is not here, so we won't give him that stinky fool to drink."

Gu Nuan didn't want his chicken soup, tiny teardrops hung on his slightly long lower eyelashes: "My brother is not a fool."

Xia Wei twitched herself: "That's right, it's not your brother, I am! Let's go, I'll take you home first. It's winter, you can't cry here and catch a cold."

He pointed to his car: "I drove here today for your convenience."

Gu Nuan didn't want to trouble Xia Ling, but Xia Ling was determined to send him off.Gu Nuan couldn't resist Xia Ling's enthusiasm, so she sniffed, feeling that she couldn't go home yet, after all, Aunt Xu was at home.

"Brother Xia, why don't you take me back to school, I still have something to do."

"Okay, I can go anywhere."

Gu Nuan wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, her face was cold with tears.While thanking him, he got into Xia Ling's car.

Unbeknownst to Gu Nuan, on the side behind him, Han Yang stood there for a long time wearing only indoor unlined clothing.