New year greeting

Feng Deng was indeed looking for someone. This was an exchange proposed by Lin Huan. Lin Huan took the risk of forging evidence and only asked him to help find a mentally ill patient.

"Her name is Xu Cancan. She is about 24 years old this year. She used to be treated by me. She was sent to the Fifth Mental Hospital by her family last year. She was not ill at first, but her sexual orientation was not understood. Yes, she is gay and likes girls. Her parents found out that she had a girlfriend and thought she had psychological problems, so they forced her to come for treatment. She was firm in her choice and unwilling to compromise. After half a year of treatment, there was no change. I explained a lot to her parents Again, homosexuality is not a disease, but they don't listen and don't trust me anymore..."

"Later, why did she become insane?"

"Her family imprisoned her, forced her to marry, and married her to a man. She was disturbed and confided the truth to her husband, hoping to get a divorce. Instead, she angered the other party. The husband felt cheated and didn't want to let her go. Three A month later, she became pregnant. She told me with a smile that she had given up struggling. Unexpectedly, her husband was violent and often violent. It was useless to fight back, and it was useless to call the police. Completely broken, crazy. She begged me, she said, help me, doctor... I couldn't help her."

Feng Deng took out two pieces of paper and handed them to Lin Huan: "It's not your fault."

"Doctor Feng, if you go there, please find her, apologize for me, and give her a word..."

Feng Deng has been in the hospital for more than three months. Because of the lawsuit, he was locked in a closed ward at the beginning. The closed ward accommodated some severe mentally ill patients who resisted treatment, and the management was strict.In the first month, Feng Deng cooperated with the treatment, and his "condition" was stable, without self-harm or hurting others, and gradually gained the trust of the attending doctor.The next month, he moved into an open ward, which accepts mild patients who voluntarily receive treatment, with looser management and allows patients to freely enter and exit the ward.

Feng Deng tries to minimize his presence. In order to avoid attracting attention, he seldom takes part in entertainment activities every day, playing chess, exercising, and watching TV with his patients. When Song Xinyuan appeared on the stage, he couldn't help but take a few more glances.Fortunately, Song Xinyuan is an actor and acted in a medical drama.

After finding out the various wards, he began to quietly search for Xu Cancan while the medical staff were not paying attention.He met a woman in her 20s and pretended to ask her name casually.For two months, he traveled all over the ward, but still found nothing.

Feng Deng secretly guessed that Xu Cancan may have been discharged from the hospital, or may have died.

A week later, Feng Xinghe came to visit again and told Feng Deng about Song Xinyuan's situation: "Yuanyuan is much better, he hasn't sleepwalked lately, but he often calls you with his mobile phone in his hand, and he answers it by himself. I can't hear what he is muttering. ..."

Feng Deng asked: "Did you come alone?"

"No, there is Ming Zhou, he is waiting for me outside." Feng Xinghe paused, and suddenly understood Feng Deng's meaning, "Do you want Yuan Yuan to pick you up and leave the hospital?"

Feng Deng denied: "No."

"Actually, Yuan Yuan forgot that he sent you to a mental hospital." Feng Xinghe observed Feng Deng's face and lowered his voice, "I told him that you have gone abroad, so it is impossible for him to come to pick you up unless you at the airport."

"..."

Feng Deng looked indifferent, but Song Xinyuan laughed angrily in his heart. He tried his best to satisfy Song Xinyuan's wish, lest Song Xinyuan fail to achieve his goal, racking his brains all day long and playing in front of him with a sad face.

He thought that Song Xinyuan was relieved, but he didn't expect that Song Xinyuan had just stepped out of the set of the revenge drama and fell into another scene.

"Have you finished your business? When can you leave the hospital?" Feng Xinghe found a step for Feng Deng, "Your colleague got married on the Dragon Boat Festival and sent invitations. It's the wedding of Han Le and Shen Lingxi. They care about you very much. Ask Are you feeling better? If you decide to leave the hospital, I will bring your ID card to help you go through the formalities next week..."

"what ever."

On the way back to the ward, Feng Deng kept repeating the words "ID card".He used to be called Cheng Deng, but after changing his name to "Feng Deng", he changed his ID card.

Feng Deng stopped suddenly. Regarding Xu Cancan, he noticed something negligent. Xu Cancan might have changed his surname just like him.Xu Cancan's name is very common. He met three people named "Cancan" in the hospital, two of them lived in open wards, a man and a woman, and the last one was locked in a closed ward. A fat girl doesn't fit Lin Huan's description.

The problem should have been discovered earlier, Xu Cancan would gain weight if he took too much medicine.Feng Deng pretended to be walking, thinking about how to meet each other. Patients living in closed wards have no freedom. The last time he saw Xu Cancan was before he was transferred to the ward. It was nearly three months ago today. The only way to see Xu Cancan was in the closed ward.

Feng Deng had a good memory and remembered the time and rules of the nurse's ward rounds. Three days later in the evening, he seized the opportunity and slowly approached Xu Cancan's location.It was after dinner time, and the corridors were full of patients wandering around, so his presence was not worth mentioning.

He found the ward, heard someone inside, knocked on the window, and knocked six times in a row.After a long time, the pale girl came to the window and stared blankly at him.He couldn't get in, and Xu Cancan couldn't get out, so they could only talk through the window.

The windows are barred and can be opened.Feng Deng signaled Xu Cancan to open the window, but fortunately Xu Cancan was still conscious and pushed away a piece of glass.Feng Deng said bluntly: "Are you Xu Cancan? I'm Lin Huan and Dr. Lin's friend. She said she was sorry for you."

Xu Cancan rolled his eyes and replied mechanically: "My name is Wang Cancan, you have found the wrong person."

Feng Deng: "Doctor Lin said that there is a red birthmark on the back of Xu Cancan's neck. If you are not Xu Cancan, can I confirm it?"

Xu Cancan was in a trance for a moment, then shook her head: "I don't blame her, she is right, you can go."

"Doctor Lin asked me to give you six words," Feng Deng said while holding the iron railing, "Don't give up, don't regret it."

Xu Cancan laughed suddenly: "My life is over long ago, what regrets? I would rather die."

"Your life is too short. Don't you want to leave the hospital? As long as you cooperate with the treatment, deal with the doctor's diagnosis, and make your family believe in you, you can regain your freedom. This is not difficult for you. You are free." Only then can your wish come true."

"I can't see that you talk so much. How can you be such a bad person? How did you get in here?"

"I'm a surgeon, locked in by a little fool, and will be discharged soon," Feng Deng let go of his hand, "I'm also gay."

"Crazy." Xu Cancan burst into tears.

"Goodbye." Feng Deng turned and left.

"As long as you are alive, you have a chance. If you create the first time, you can create the second time."

"Doctor Feng, please don't give up on Xiao Song."

"Yuan Yuan is crying every day, he really likes you."

"Don't give up, don't regret it."

Various voices echoed in Feng Deng's mind, and the corners of his lips slightly raised.He had put so much thought into Song Xinyuan, so of course he couldn't just give up, and he had no complaints or regrets.

In early June, Feng Xinghe handled the discharge procedures for Feng Deng.Feng Deng took back his personal belongings, covered the sun with his hands, and said, "I'm leaving, don't tell Song Xinyuan about my discharge from the hospital."

To Feng Xinghe, Feng Deng's words meant: tell Song Xinyuan quickly, I'm discharged from the hospital.

Feng Xinghe didn't bother to expose him: "Then how did you meet? Your phone is still with Yuan Yuan."

"Let him come to me and return it to me in person."

On the Dragon Boat Festival, the wedding between Han Le and Shen Lingxi was held as scheduled, and Yang Xiyue was Shen Lingxi's bridesmaid.Not long after she changed her clothes, she heard the phone ring, quickly connected it, and ran to the door of the hotel.

"Teacher Feng? Okay, okay, I'll come right away."

Yang Xiyue looked around, saw a black Mercedes-Benz at the corner, and hurried over, before she could knock on the window, the car door opened.

Song Xinyuan got out of the car, wearing a hat and a mask, looking around, as if looking for someone.Feng Xinghe then walked down, patted Song Xinyuan on the shoulder, and greeted Yang Xiyue: "Xiyue, it's not convenient for me to go in, please watch him and don't let him get drunk."

"Teacher Feng, you're welcome, just leave it to me."

Yang Xiyue led Song Xinyuan into the hotel, and asked as he walked, "Song Xinyuan, you are still in contact with Mr. Feng, does he have a girlfriend?"

Song Xinyuan ignored her, and after a while, whispered: "He is my sister-in-law."

"..." Yang Xiyue arranged for Song Xinyuan to sit in a corner angrily, "The wedding is about to start, I have to accompany the bride, you stay here and don't run around, eat when you're ready, don't eat slowly, be careful abdomen."

Song Xinyuan looked around and asked, "Is everyone here?"

"I don't know, I'm not in charge of money. Why do you bring two mobile phones? It's okay, take a picture of me, bye."

Song Xinyuan still didn't see Feng Deng until the food and wine were on the table. He couldn't help feeling anxious and accidentally knocked down half a bottle of Coke, and the kid next to him burst into tears.The bride and groom were toasting, turned around following the sound of crying, and were stunned when they saw Song Xinyuan.

Han Le squeezed his eyes and complained in a low voice: "Daughter-in-law, why did you hire that psychopath?"

Shen Lingxi stepped on him: "Be a friend, show some respect."

"It's really unlucky to have a friend like him. Professor Feng will come over later, what if they run into each other?"

"What do you know, don't worry about it, drink your bar."

Yang Xiyue ran to Song Xinyuan's side, comforted the child, and frowned: "Song Xinyuan, your white short sleeves were stained red by Coke, why should I explain to Teacher Feng?"

Song Xinyuan was stunned for a while, then recovered and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

"I'll accompany you."

"I'm going to the men's room."

"Okay, stay safe and come back quickly."

Song Xinyuan nodded, put his phone in his pocket, and walked quietly into the bathroom. He scrubbed the stain with water, but couldn't clean it, and wet a large piece of clothes in his impatience.

At this time, there was the sound of flushing the toilet in the toilet, and someone walked up to him and said, "Hello, please step aside."

Song Xinyuan didn't look up, and reminded him word by word: "There are four sinks in total."

The man coughed twice, pressed the sink, and spoke slowly: "I want to wash here."

Song Xinyuan suddenly covered his left ear, and his whole body was stiff. After a long time, he slowly turned his head and met Feng Deng's eyes.

"You're here too," Feng Deng stood in front of Song Xinyuan, and gave a faint glance, "Long time no see."

This innocuous greeting was like a thunderbolt, which shocked Song Xinyuan speechlessly, and tears rolled down his face silently.

The author says:

It’s the festival, let’s give out candy, I wish everyone a happy Dragon Boat Festival, and continue to give out candy tomorrow!Most of the previous chapters are written from the perspective of Song Xinyuan. He subconsciously feels that he is a normal person. Feng Deng, Li Mingzhou and others also treat him as a normal person, which makes him appear to be relatively normal. When others express their impressions of him (such as Kong Director), it highlights his abnormality.However, his problem is not very big, and we will talk about it in the next chapter, so you don't have to worry.