Break up

Tang Yi:

When you read this letter, [-]% of me is gone.Maybe I went to the Paradise of Paradise, maybe I saw the Queen Mother of the West eating a small flat peach, or maybe I was slapped in the hell, rolling the oil pan and wading into the sea of ​​fire, just to avoid drinking that bowl of Mengpo soup.

Of course, the most likely thing is that it was packed in a small boxy box, 1.8 meters five big (it may shrink a little when it gets old), and the ashes from the burnt are not as much as a stick.Tsk, I have a toothache after writing this, and I suddenly die of reluctance.

I forgot to introduce myself, I am 28 years old writing this letter.Today you told me my life experience, you spoke slowly and clearly about Shen Fan and every bit of information you found.I don't know what my performance looks like today, I should be very calm.Because I already guessed it.

Just still sad.

I don’t remember most of the things I did when I was a child. I wasn’t hurt badly in that car accident, but my brain may have been knocked out, and I can’t remember many things, but there are some fragments intermittently, such as a kid scolding I remember very clearly the fact that I was a wild species, and I also remember the expressions of my parents when they first came home.

I vaguely know that I was adopted by my parents, but they are really kind to me, which is enough to make up for all my shortcomings.When I was a child, I always had to eat pork ribs stewed at home. When I was in high school, I didn’t have enough grades. In order to buy it for me, my dad borrowed money from my family and my family, causing a lot of famine.It's not that I haven't thought about my biological parents, but when I think about it at that time, I hope that I will earn money in the future, so that my parents can live a good life, and then when those two people come to recognize me, I will give the money Slap them in the face and let them go.

But I found out today, but I found out that the scene that I had rehearsed in my mind many times was useless at all.

I have an impression of the fish tank that Weiwei mentioned today.

It is an absurd story that has appeared in my dreams countless times like this fish tank.There is a middle-aged man with a gentle face. I call him Dad. He will cook for me, teach me how to read, and often trot over to lift me up, turn around twice high, and then coax me. Like a little girl, she took out a piece of white rabbit toffee from the pocket of her suit and gave it to me.

I'm not sure if he's who you say he is, and whether he is or not is ironic.

I knew what you were going to say when you uttered the first sentence, but when you uttered the three words Zhou Dongchuan, I still couldn't suppress the chills in my body.At that time, I opened my mouth to ask you for a glass of water, but you were stunned for a moment, and then I realized that the water glass was in my hand, and there was only half of the water in it, and there were faint signs of shaking out as the glass trembled.

At that moment, the word "biological father" became more vivid and real than ever before, and it also had an unprecedentedly hideous appearance.

I don't want to recognize him, and I don't want to hate him.But my heart is still blocked.

However, after I calmed down, those strong emotions slowly dissipated, and I began to feel happy again.I am glad to meet my current parents, and I am also glad to meet you.

That's why I'm writing you this letter.

Because you have been carefully observing my expression tonight, but you don't know how distressing your own expression is.

You have always taken care of my emotions, and you have even considered what to do if I don't want to be forced by the other party, or if I want to be obstructed by someone.You said that you already have your own independent small company, and you are not afraid of anyone's threats. As long as I am happy, you will take the whole company with me, hold the knife when it is time to start, and be the last one when it is time to go down.

Only then did I understand why you suddenly wanted to acquire this subsidiary.When you said this, your expression was indifferent, but I laughed out of shame.

You ask me what's wrong.

I said that you are like a domineering male lion right now, in order to protect me, you have carried all your belongings in the face of death, and are ready to die with the enemy at any time.

You laughed dumbfounded, but my eyes were wet when I lowered my head.

At that time, I thought that my only regret in this life was that I could not write the word Tang Yi into the spouse column on my household registration.

The matter of my biological father has long been forgotten by me, and all the feelings of loss and helplessness have been replaced by even greater fear.I am more afraid of losing you than ever before, and I am also more afraid of you being wronged than ever before.

So I wrote this letter while you were asleep.

As long as I am here, I will do my best not to let you suffer any grievances.If, in case one day, I will leave first.Tang Yi, the following things are all mine.This may be the last thing I will do for you, but don't feel bad, I love you wherever I am.

[My surname is Gu, my name is Yanting, I am 28 years old, and my hometown is T Province.There is only one lover in this life, surnamed Tang and named Yi.

我名下有如下财产：银行固定存款320W；股票账户余额85W；房产一处：T城中心江淮路28号绿色花园小区6#402室，面积88平方米。机动车一辆，沃尔沃S60。

If I unfortunately die due to illness or encounter an accident, all my property will be unconditionally donated to my lover Tang Yi. 】I wish him a smooth and safe life.

Gu Yanting

May 200, 12X

Chapter 60 He remembered how Tang Yixiao asked him "Let's give it a try"

Tang Yi imagined many scenes when talking about his life experience with Gu Yanting.Either way made him nervous and sad. He had no way of predicting Gu Yanting's reaction, let alone the impact on the latter.As a result, he became sluggish and stagnant, but he didn't want Gu Yanting to be kept in the dark, or be informed and used by people with ulterior motives.

He wavered back and forth for a long time, and finally, after Christmas, he showed off everything he knew.

The cause was the conversation he heard from Gu Yanting when he passed by Weiwei's door that night.Gu Yanting was interested in a fish tank in Zhou's house at that time. Tang Yi smiled and shook his head when he heard this sentence. He was about to walk away, and then he asked Weiwei in a low voice, "Weiwei, is this so?"

His voice was a little trembling, but it was still clear, "Are there two peach blossoms on the base of the fish tank?"

"It seems to be..." Weiwei said, "The flowers are so small and big."

"Yes, did it go this way, that's all?" Gu Yanting raised his voice, then lowered his voice again, "No, it's going this way, folded like this..."

Weiwei doesn't have a lot of vocabulary, and most of the time, he can only give a rough outline, so Gu Yanting repeatedly changed the words that children can understand, and compared them bit by bit.

The texture and size of the fish tank, the color of the base, the carved pattern, the position of the missing corner, and... the small fish and the sun with simple lines drawn on it.

He spoke more and more slowly until all the details were gone.

At the end, Weiwei had already forgotten what he was crying about. He blinked, raised his face in surprise and asked Gu Yanting, "Uncle, what you said is exactly the same, do you have one too?"

Gu Yanting did not speak.

After a long time, Tang Yi heard him sigh softly, and responded in a low voice, "Yeah."

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Tang Yi couldn't tell if it was because of the faintly discernible sobs in that low-pitched answer, or the pressure brought by this secret had become unbearable for him. He didn't even have time to prepare, and he wrote a draft, just as Gu Yanting came out of the second bedroom When it was time, she abruptly grabbed him and said, "Let's talk."

They talked very well.

Gu Yanting was silent the whole time. Tang Yi couldn't help staring at his facial expression when he was speaking, so he looked at his Adam's apple rolling up and down, and his right hand that trembled so slightly that he could hardly hold the cup.

When Tang Yi finished speaking, Gu Yanting suddenly smiled.

He said, "Hey, I'm fine."

Tang Yi couldn't help being a little surprised, and heard him say again, "It's almost New Year's Day, can you go home with me?"

OK?Naturally it is good.

Gu Yanting went away for two years, during which time he only called home during the holidays.When he came back from his business trip this time, he went home for half an afternoon, looked after Gu's father and Gu's mother, and hurried back to the city at night.

At that time, Tang Yi felt Gu Yanting's guilt of "marrying a daughter-in-law and forgetting his mother".

So he quickly bought a massage seat and a foot tub for the manufacturer to deliver.Then he called Secretary Zhao to pick up Weiwei.When everything was packed and loaded into the car, Tang Yi suddenly hesitated.

He slowly chose the clothes one by one, and pulled Gu Yanting for reference, and finally spent half an hour finally choosing the clothes.Gu Yanting was immersed in the joy of going home, saw that he was dressed, so he went downstairs on his own.Who knew that just as he went downstairs to touch the car door, Tang Yi poked his head out from the balcony and called him, "Come up again."

Gu Yanting could only lock the car and go upstairs again.Tang Yi was frowning when he opened the door, but said, "Can I wear this?"

"..." Gu Yanting didn't dare to be impatient, and nodded like a chicken pecking at rice, "Okay!"

"Is it too formal? In a suit and tie, it's like going to negotiate." Tang Yi stood in front of the mirror again, and finally said decisively under Gu Yanting's stunned eyes, "Wait a minute, I'll go change again. "

……

Tang Yi was very nervous. In the past two years, he had actually sent a lot of things to the Gu family, but most of them were in the hands of others. On a formal level, the last time he met the second elder of the Gu family was when he broke up with Gu Yanting.

Fortunately, the tension didn't last long. When Gu Yanting drove him back, he introduced the scenery on both sides, counted the increasingly rare street lights and trees, and then stopped at a tube building. In front of the staff dormitory.

There are very few people living in this area, only a few families are drying towels or clothes on the balconies with peeling walls.

Tang Yi was stunned for a moment, and then saw Gu Yanting pointing to him with his hand, reminding him: "Look, that's my home."

Tang Yi turned his head sideways, and finally found a dark balcony under the guidance of Gu Yanting.Gu Yanting smiled, and said after a while, "When I was sent here, my first reaction was that this place is really old."

"At that time, I was still a little bastard. I don't know if I said any nasty words or did any bastard things. But I'm afraid it won't be much better." Gu Yanting put his arm on the car window, squinted his eyes, and said with a smile, "My parents are kind enough not to throw me out."

Tang Yi didn't expect that he would take the initiative to mention this, and he was stunned for a while, not knowing what to say.

Gu Yanting didn't pause for a long time. He glanced outside and said, "He has a wide network and a lot of money. If you really want to find a lost mother and son, it won't be so many years without hearing from him. It's not difficult. So It's probably because he didn't want to look for her. Back then, my mother should have been his mistress raised in the south, and whether she knew it or not, this marriage was wrong after all."

"When I was in middle school, I was sensitive and had low self-esteem, and then I gradually developed into autism. Most of it is related to this. I was five or six years old when I was sent for adoption, and I was fully aware of human affairs. My biological father and mother disappeared one after another. Only I was thrown around, and ended up in a completely strange family. That feeling must be very uncomfortable."

Tang Yi didn't speak, reached out and grabbed his hand, and shook it twice.He remembered the time when Gu Yanting pitifully sent text messages when he was on a business trip.

"I just want you to know my past," Gu Yanting also grabbed Tang Yi with his backhand, and finally pulled with his fingers interlocked, "I know what I think."

"I know." Tang Yi smiled.

Gu Yanting also smiled, and looked outside with him for a while.When the sky was getting dark, snowflakes suddenly floated in the sky, and large flakes fell quietly.Gu Yanting rubbed his hands, restarted the car and drove out.

It was already dark when the two of them arrived at Gu's house in a bumpy way. Mother Gu stewed a table of dishes, and they waited at home with Father Gu.When Gu Yanting and Tang Yi knocked on the door, they saw that the two elders were wearing brand new clothes, and they came to welcome them as if they were celebrating the New Year.

The massage chair manufacturer has already delivered the goods to the door in advance, and it is placed in the most conspicuous place in the living room.Gu's mother blamed Tang Yi for spending money indiscriminately, while happily pushing Gu's father up to demonstrate it to Tang Yi.

They ate and laughed for a meal until nearly ten o'clock before withdrawing.Gu Yanting scrambled to wash the dishes and chopsticks, then pushed Gu's father and Gu's mother to the bedroom to let them sleep first, and then carefully entered the second bedroom.

Tang Yi was sitting at his small desk reading a book, when he looked up and saw him smiling.

Gu Yanting also smiled at Tang Yi.He didn't move forward in a hurry, but stood where he was, and carefully looked at Tang Yi's side face with the light from the side of the desk lamp.

The corners of Tang Yi's mouth are slightly raised, and when he is in a good mood, he will bend into a very beautiful arc.In Gu Yanting's heart, it was a perfect lip shape, even with his quiet and peaceful expression at the moment, he would feel weak in his heart when he looked at it from a distance.

He remembered how Tang Yixiao asked him slightly, "Let's give it a try".

It was an autumn afternoon, and Tang Yi was walking solemnly on the school's ginkgo road. The golden leaves fell all over the ground, and there were many students on the road who took pictures.Gu Yanting followed Tang Yi and peeked at him, but Tang Yi suddenly stopped at the corner.Gu Yanting followed closely, almost bumping his head into his arms.

Tang Yi smiled and rolled his eyes.Gu Yanting blushed unconsciously and took a step back, but was caught by him.

"Gu Yanting, can you give it a try with me? If not, let's split up again."

"it is good."

They have all gone through hardships and missed each other, and now there are still all kinds of unsatisfactory things ready or about to happen waiting for them.But this does not prevent them from finally coming together again, and nestling in this hut warmly and comfortably.

It was snowing heavily outside, and a layer of water vapor quickly condensed on the bedroom window.

Gu Yanting leaned over with a smile, and kissed Tang Yi lightly on the corner of Tang Yi's mouth, "What are you looking at?"

"Reading," Tang Yi pinched his face with a smile, and turned to the last page to show him-"Only when we wake up, will the dawn break. The dawn is not just the dawn. The sun is just a star Morning Star."

The author has something to say: on a business trip this weekend, the extra link may be updated next week, but the number of words there will be more, after all, it is the ending of the original manuscript.In addition, the content of supporting roles and the supplementary details not mentioned in the main text will be more there.

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