I always see strange text

"Don't you want me to send it?" Yu Yi looked at the neatly dressed Ji Ze'an standing in the entrance, reconfirmed that he had all his mobile phone, wallet and keys, and asked this question again.

Ji Ze'an shook his head, and looked at him with a smile on his expressionless face, "Just take the bus."

"Come back for dinner?" Yu Yi asked again.

"No, we've already made an appointment."

"Be careful on the road." Yu Yi stood in front of the door without turning around.

Ji Ze'an nodded, opened the door and walked out, not forgetting to look at Yu Yi standing in front of the door when closing the door. With a soft "bang", Ji Ze'an waved to the door of Yu Yi's house, opened the elevator that happened to stop on the upper floor, and went downstairs.

Ji Ze'an felt a little embarrassed to leave Yu Yi at home alone while going out with his classmates, but... it's not suitable for him to take Yu Yi, let alone how would he introduce him?Ji Ze'an has always known that he hasn't told Wei Ling and others about his sexual orientation, and he doesn't think the third year of high school is a good time. Now that the college entrance examination is over, he doesn't have to worry about any bad effects, but he still can't say it...

Ji Ze'an doesn't think it's a shame to like a man, but he agrees that such a relationship needs to be hidden.There are too many people who can't understand. Same-sex marriage is not supported in China, and the traditional thinking of thousands of years is not just changed. What's more, Ji Ze'an believes that there is no need for his private life to be exposed to the public and disturbed by others.

However, he is still worried about losing these friends because of this...

But the longer we stay together, the deeper the deception is like a thorn in the flesh, the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain, and it will be too late to pull out when the flesh around the thorn rots.

Ji Ze'an, who was sitting on the bus, looked out the window and couldn't help being distracted.

***

(;￣ェ￣) Master, don’t worry, Xiaoan will come back sooner.

The gate looked at Yu Yi standing in front of it with divergent eyes, and hurriedly comforted it, but Yu Yi couldn't see it, but it still wrote the words on the gate very big.

Yu Yi stood in the entrance and stared at the closed door in a daze for a while, finally walked down to the big sofa and sat down, looked up at the ceiling and continued to be in a daze.

Male God (☆罒w罒)!Xiaoan is not here, I will accompany you!I'm your right wife!Why are you worried about Xiao An, a concubine!

The small teacup that was polished by Yu Yi and the glass that Ji Zean often used to drink milk were placed on the corner of the tea table. This is what Ji Zean put together on purpose. It was very abrupt, but Ji Ze'an just found it interesting to bring the two "little guys" together, and could watch them bicker from time to time.

Sure enough, as soon as the small teacup was replaced with new words, the glass complained.

(￣へ￣) Two silly.

(╯‵*′)╯︵┴─┴You, you, you! You hurt me! You hurt me again! Liuli, you are getting more and more gorgeous!

The small teacups and glasses on the coffee table "quarreled" again, but Ji Ze'an was not around, so Yu Yi didn't know it happened.Without Ji Zean telling Yu Yi a joke about the bickering between the two cups, the room would always be less smelly.Yu Yi, who was lazily lying on the sofa by himself, looked less energetic.He still had the same expression, he couldn't tell whether it was sadness or joy, but "everyone" felt that his mood seemed not so good.

After Ji Ze'an walked for a while, Yu Yi suddenly remembered something and sat up straight again.

He found his mobile phone, clicked on the child's name, and quickly sent a text message.Yu Yi found out that when the child went out, he forgot to tell him to come back early.

Seeing that the text message showed that it had been sent, Yu Yi immediately put away the phone in disgust, and resumed the same posture just now.

Tired of looking at the ceiling, he closed his eyes and slowly accepted the fact that the child is growing up...

Yu Yi couldn't tell whether he wanted the child to grow up well or never grow up and keep it as it was.

Perhaps it should be said that both have expectations, so I don't want to do anything contradictory now.

sigh?He also wanted to imitate others and sigh to express his feelings, but in the end he just thought about it and finally didn't do it.Sighing, it's not his style, Yu Yi doesn't have the habit of being sad and sad, he usually likes to face the reality more directly, no matter how cruel it is, no matter what kind of ending he needs to face with the solution he finds.

It is normal for a child to leave him and go out to play with classmates, Yu Yi told himself over and over again, although he had never done such a thing before.Because he is always alone, but he can't force the child to be like him.Ji Ze'an can't become Yu Yi, if Ji Ze'an is another Yu Yi, then between them... Yu Yi will not deny that he actually hates him, but this feeling fades as he grows older, but young This kind of emotion was still very strong when he was young. He didn't like his "catastrophe" physique, and he didn't like being alone.

Loneliness grows thicker with each passing year, and that feeling is not so beautiful.

It's time to enjoy loneliness to the end...

Yu Yi is very clear that as Ji Ze'an enters the university, he will have more time to spend with his classmates, and this kind of spending will not be limited to school, he will go out to eat and play with his classmates more and more. There are many, maybe some are entertainment, but there are always some that he likes and expects, but not suitable for him to participate in.

As he grows up, he will have more choices, and those options will appear around him one after another.He is no longer a dusty gem, his radiance is getting more and more dazzling, and it is impossible for Yu Yi to be the only one attracted by that radiance.

Yu Yi wanted to hold him tighter and tighter, but he was also worried that he would be the sand in his hands.

"Ding dong."

As soon as the text message rang, Yu Yi quickly opened his eyes, reached for the phone, and opened the text message.

I will (●'?'●)? ?

Looking at the text message, Yu Yi's eyes suddenly softened, and a faint smile appeared on his mouth.As the relationship between the two became closer, more and more kaomoji appeared in their text messages, and sometimes he would take the time to tell him who and who liked to use them, just like the one he sent now, Yu Yi knew that this was the little teacup the child brought from home that he liked to use.

Looking up at the small teacup with the glass, Yu Yi lowered his eyes and continued to look at the short message.

╰(*°▽°*)╯Liuli!What did you see!Just now the male god looked at me!Definitely look at me!

This time the glass didn't want to touch the small teacup at all.

***

The appointment was at the dessert shop they used to go to in their third year of high school. When Ji Ze'an arrived, Wei Ling and the others were already sitting there and eating. When they saw him, they happily shook the spoons in their hands.

"Hi, Ji Ze'an, you're finally here. We've been waiting for you for a while." Wei Ling put down the fork in his hand and looked at Ji Ze'an.

Ji Ze'an found the seat they had vacated and sat down before talking to Wei Ling, "Well, there are quite a lot of people on the bus, so they stop at every stop."

"It's summer vacation, it's normal." Dou Yan let go of the straw in her mouth and interjected.

Ji Ze'an ordered a mango coconut milk sago dew. As soon as the waiter walked away, several people started to get together to discuss the itinerary for this afternoon.

"Hey, where are we going to play in the afternoon? It's so hot..." Wei Ling spoke first. He glanced at the big sun outside the window, and his expression instantly became a little sleepy. Although he wasn't afraid of getting sunburned, he was afraid of getting fainted Yes!On such a hot day, outdoor activities are no joke!

Dou Yan glanced at Wei Ling, then turned to Yang Ququ and Tang Baibin who had not spoken.

"Where do you want to go to play? If not, just sit here to take a rest, let's chat, wait until the sun goes down, go out to find a place to have a meal, and go play at night?" Dou Yan suggested.

"Okay." Soon, Wei Ling seconded the proposal.

Of course Ji Ze'an had no objection, neither did Yang Ququ and Tang Baibin, so they made a decision.

"Now we can talk about which universities you want to go to and what majors you want to study..." Yang Ququ scratched his head and immediately asked the question he wanted to ask the most. A little dazed.In the past, it was enough to just study and improve his grades, but now he has to decide the direction of development for the rest of his life. He doesn't have too many ideas, but he still understands caution.

As soon as this topic came up, several people suddenly fell silent.

The first one to speak was Tang Baibin, who was less talkative, "I plan to study political science, and if there is no accident, I will go to Jingda University."

"Wow! It sounds very tall! It's very suitable for you who like to pretend!" Yang Ququ immediately widened his eyes and sighed to Tang Baibin, but this atmosphere lasted for 3 minutes, Yang Ququ suddenly became quiet and asked, "Dabai, your family decided for you... Do you like it yourself?"

Most of Tang Baibin's family members are in the officialdom, so it is not surprising that he will take this route to Yang Ququ.Although this road is difficult, Yang Ququ knows that Tang Baibin's family will escort him. He may not say that everything will be smooth in the future, but it will be stable. For him, it is a good way out and has a future.But as a friend, Yang Ququ still cared very much about Tang Baibin's original thoughts.

"I can't say whether I like it or not. You said it, it suits me." Tang Baibin glanced at Yang Ququ and told him with his eyes that his worries were unnecessary. He was not that fragile and knew what he had chosen.

"Well... I don't know what I'm going to do in the future..." Yang Ququ returned to the original point of worry.

Wei Ling looked at the two of them, then turned his head and asked, "How about you, Dou Yan?"

"I want to learn computers, and I aspire to be a hacker. If I want to hack your computer, I can hack your computer. How about it? This ideal is not bad!" Dou Yan put down the orange juice in her hand, and smiled a little maliciously, "When the time comes There are some unhealthy little pieces hidden in your computer, no matter how deep they are, I will dig them out for you, hahahaha... I will not worry about not being caught by your little tail."

Hearing what Dou Yan said, Wei Ling and Yang Ququ suddenly felt chills in their backs.

"I guess I'll learn something like international business. I'll try my best to expand my family's business, and I'll go abroad anyway..." Wei Ling glanced at a few people, and smiled naively, "Actually, I don't I know what to do, but the business at home is very busy, and I also want to help and share a little, so I can't let them be so tired all the time."

As soon as Wei Ling finished speaking, only Ji Ze'an and Yang Ququ who were still struggling were left.

Ji Ze'an glanced at Yang Ququ, who obviously didn't think about it, and then thought of himself, looking at the other three friends who had already made up his mind, he suddenly felt ashamed, "Actually, I didn't think about it... I originally wanted to learn like Dou Yan." Computer, but after I found that I was not suitable for this, I started to think about it... I want to learn something more professional, and I can master a skill. If possible, I hope I like it. "

As soon as Ji Ze'an said, Yang Ququ nodded at the side. He also thought so, and wanted to learn a major that he liked and could be a job.But it's not so easy. It's not that they don't know the status of college students in society. Most of them have diplomas and are struggling to find a job. They may not be very reliable in doing things.

"Don't worry, think slowly, there is still some time." Dou Yan comforted Ji Ze'an and Yang Ququ who were still confused, "If you really have no idea, consider the family arrangements. The adults in the family are very knowledgeable and will never harm you, too. A way out."

As soon as Dou Yan finished speaking, she was stunned for a moment, looked at Ji Ze'an and asked, "Ji Ze'an, I heard the people in the next class say in the group that you had friction with someone at the school gate on the day the college entrance examination ended?"

As soon as the topic changed, the gazes of the few people instantly shot at Ji Ze'an.

"I just happened to meet my uncle's family to say hello, and my eldest cousin happened to be taking the exam at our school." Ji Ze'an said in a non-essential way. What happened that day was a bit bad for him, and it was not something to talk about. Yes, it's best if this kind of thing is over, he doesn't really want to mention it, but he knows that this is their concern for him, so he is still a little happy in his heart.

"Well... so..." When Dou Yan heard that it was about Ji Zean's relatives, she saw that he didn't want to talk about it, so she immediately changed the subject, "How is your relationship with your biological father? I heard people talk about you During the two days of the exam, there was a handsome guy who accompanied the exam every day."

handsome guy?Ji Ze'an immediately thought of Yu Yi, his eyes instantly softened, and there was something more in his smile.

"Well, he is a very important person to me." Ji Ze'an nodded.

When he said this, the few people became even more excited, and hurriedly urged him to tell the truth.

Ji Ze'an stopped talking, he was thinking about how to tell a few people, he didn't want to lie to these people, and he didn't want to wrong Yu Yi in front of his friends.The people who hide and hide are not these close people, but those who are insignificant, so...

"Before that, I have one thing to confess to you..." Today, the five of them didn't sit in the usual seats. They were still in a box specially opened for her by Dou Yan's uncle. It is said that this box will be given to Dou Yan in the future. Yandang's exclusive box was specially arranged to celebrate the end of her college entrance examination.There is no waiter to bother them at the moment, so when this topic is brought up, Ji Zhe'an doesn't have to worry about people who shouldn't hear it, "Maybe you will hate me because of this, but one day you will know, I treat you as friends, So this matter should have been told to you long ago."

"What is so serious?" Wei Ling knew that he was not joking when he saw the smile on Ji Ze'an's face.

Dou Yan and the others remained silent, waiting for Ji Ze'an's next words.

"Actually..." Ji Ze'an still felt that his throat was a little choked by these words, and he was still very apprehensive about telling them these things, even a little scared, "Actually, I like men."

Gritting his teeth, Ji Ze'an managed to squeeze out the words.

The box fell silent all of a sudden, Ji Ze'an didn't lower his head, he raised his head with a candid look, and he didn't forget to look at the faces of several people, trying to read their thoughts from the words on their faces.He was very curious about how they would view him, and worried whether today's confession would make these people stay away...

"You can get rid of the major in politics now." Tang Baibin looked at Ji Ze'an very calmly and suggested.

Ji Ze'an was stunned for a moment, looked at him and smiled, "Thank you."

"No, it's not a big deal... I just like a man..." Wei Ling and the others regained their strength.

On the contrary, Dou Yan looked at Ji Ze'an differently, her eyes lit up instantly, and she smiled ambiguously.

Ji Ze'an shuddered, feeling a little strange being looked at by her.

"Hey hey..." She smiled, and several other people in the room felt goosebumps and began to dance.

At this time, Yang Ququ was bubbling, "Is the air conditioner in the room a bit low..."