night of reincarnation

Wu Yi's mother fell asleep, but Wu Yi could no longer fall asleep that night.

Because after her mother fell asleep, the electrocardiograph connected to her body suddenly sounded an alarm. The patient's heartbeat was recorded on the monitor, which was originally a very turbulent and rhythmic ups and downs, but at this moment it was all attributed to calm.

Wu Yi looked at the electric meter on the electrocardiograph that became a straight line, and his whole body was sluggish. This situation was so sudden and unexpected that Wu Yi even felt that he must have some kind of hallucination. You were talking to him well, but now your heart stopped beating suddenly?

why is that?This is simply impossible!It's almost like a joke!

Wu Yi even felt that he was going crazy, he rushed towards his mother on the bed, grabbed her arm with one hand, and stroked her neck with the other, trying to feel for the pulse, but he couldn't find anything. He didn't feel it, and under the dry skin of his mother, the pulse seemed to have disappeared, which was so quiet and silent. This scared Wu Yi crazy, and his mind went blank. He ran out of the ward almost instinctively, and shouted to find a doctor. Nurse.

The nurses in the intensive care unit were on standby all day, so soon someone responded to Wu Yi's voice and led a group of on-duty doctors into Wu Yi's mother's ward. Wu Yi was stopped outside the door and told to wait. Then, Wu Yi saw them push his emaciated mother out of the movable bed.

Wu Yi followed up in a daze. The doctors seemed to be talking loudly to the nurses, but Wu Yi didn't hear a word clearly. He just followed behind the movable bed. With the hands on both sides of her body, she saw that she was still sleeping peacefully with her eyes closed.

The doctors pushed his mother directly to a nearby emergency room. Wu Yi was stopped outside the door again. He saw the red light at the door of the emergency room was on. He stood there trembling for a long time, dazed for a long time before retreating After a few steps, I sat on the public seat outside the door.

What came back to my mind was the last sentence my mother said——Mom is going to find your father.

"No, that's not right." Wu Yi didn't cry or feel sad, he sat on the chair with his back bent, buried his face in the palms of his hands, and said in a muffled voice, "He's dead... ...you can't go to him."

The red light in the emergency room was on almost all night, and Wu Yi stayed there all night again. In the morning, a doctor wearing a mask came out exhausted, and then he saw Wu Yi who was guarding the door. , seemed to want to say something, but hesitated to speak, and finally just shook his head regretfully at Wu Yi.

"what do you mean!?"

Wu Yi didn't understand what the doctor's action meant at all, or he actually understood it, but he was unwilling to accept it. Wu Yi, who refused to accept it, felt angry, and he stepped forward and grabbed the doctor's collar with his hand , the expression looked a little hideous.

"My condolences." The doctor who was caught by the collar did not make much resistance. He could understand the excitement of his family members, and he was even used to the impermanence of life and death. Many patients like this will die sooner or later, and there is nothing you can do about it. , and cannot be retained.

"What kind of bullshit is sad and obedient!" Wu Yi almost laughed out of anger, he looked at the doctor in disbelief, "My mother was fine last night, and the nurse said she was getting better, how could she be so rude?" Not anymore! Are you fucking kidding me!?”

"Your mother suffered from heart failure and other complications caused by organ failure. The cause of death was acute myocardial infarction. It's not that she didn't want to save her, it's just such an acute symptom..." The doctor said in silence, "We can't do anything."

Wu Yi let go of the doctor's collar, he covered his mouth and took a staggering step back, probably seeing that he was not standing still, the doctor even stretched out his hand unconsciously to help Wu Yi, Wu Yi did not No problem, he just felt a little suffocated for a while, his eyes were black, that feeling of being unable to catch his breath.

He felt that what happened these few days was too sudden, far beyond his expectations, and Wu Yi couldn't accept it. His brain seemed to be down, and he couldn't think carefully about anything. The world was spinning, and he seemed to be able to hear his mother's voice in a trance, and his mother said that she would leave for a while.

This is not a moment, this is not a moment at all.

This walk is eternity!

It must be some kind of hallucination, I'm afraid I'm still dreaming, Wu Yi thought to himself, yes, I must be dreaming.

But this is not a dream, because the doctor has already stood up and asked Wu Yi to see the last side of his mother. Even if Wu Yi once hated her, he still hoped that she would survive.

This kind of ending, how could it be such an ending, this is not what Wu Yi wants at all...

But when Wu Yi stood in front of the hospital bed and looked at his mother covered with a layer of white cloth, his heart felt chills.

He can't help but start to wonder, is there something wrong with this world?

That's right, there must be something wrong. He doesn't think his mother should die at all, let alone refuse to accept it. Wu Yi has the feeling that his mother can't die. Even now, Even though he clearly saw her lying on that bed covered with a white cloth, he still thought it was a bit ridiculous.

The doctors and nurses left the ward one after another, leaving Wu Yi alone standing in front of his mother's body. The always weak Wu Yi didn't cry or feel sad this time. He just stood in front of his mother for a long, long time.

Then Wu Yi reached out to touch his mother's hand, following the layer of white cloth, he touched her hand, it was cold.

This cold feeling made Wu Yi tremble all over, and he even took a step back in fright. He stared at the human figure barely revealed under the white cloth, and suddenly felt that it was not his mother at all. man, not his mother...

Because it feels so foreign.

That indescribable strange feeling.

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Wu Yi's mother's funeral was almost done the next day. Wu Yi went through a series of procedures at the hospital, the death certificate, and contacted the crematorium. There were no other family members, only Wu Yi, so the process was very fast. Soon, the body lying on the cold bed became ashes in a box.

Wu Yi didn't want to be so fast at first, but for some reason, he just didn't want to continue to look at that corpse. The corpse lying on the bed felt too strange to him, even if he opened the white cloth and saw it was his mother's. The face, the pale, skinny and bruised face, still gave Wu a strange feeling, the feeling was too strong, he just felt that it was not his mother.

So Wu Yi did not continue to keep the corpse, he chose to turn it into a box containing ashes, so that he would feel better, he could put the box in his pocket, and he would feel that his mother was still there. beside him.

Yue Shuchen also called Wu Yi that day, but Wu Yi didn't answer the phone. When he was holding the urn, the phone ringing in his pocket made him feel annoyed, so he turned it off directly.

This is really miraculous, Yue Shuchen has always been the person that Wu Yi misses and admires secretly, but at the moment Wu Yi hugged the urn, Wu Yi suddenly lost that feeling, that strong liking for someone He felt that he suddenly seemed unable to experience such things as emotions...

It's like someone took a pair of scissors and cut off a certain emotional nerve in his brain. Because it was cut off, he found that he couldn't feel like or love, or even ordinary emotions like joy, sadness and anger.

His mind was clearer than ever before, with no doubts or troubles. He was neither in pain nor sadness. He left the crematorium with the urn in his arms. Instead of taking a car, he walked towards home step by step.

The city was as lively and noisy as ever, the sun was shining brightly above his head, he stood on the side of the street holding the box and looked at the sky, the gray blue, polluted sky was completely different from the clear sky in the game .

That's right, this is not a game. People can't be resurrected after they die.

Thinking of this, Wu Yi continued to walk back with the ashes in his arms, and then Wu Yi felt that he might have some kind of hallucination again, because he saw the man standing outside his mother's ward again, the man in full armor A man with blood red eyes.

This person was standing in the shadow of a street corner that Wu Yi passed by, standing in the shadow and watching Wu Yi, Wu Yi felt this gaze, so he turned his head to look at that person.

There are so many people passing by around, this guy who is obviously dressed very conspicuously, but no one looks at him, this guy with blood red eyes seems to be transparent, he is there, as if he is in harmony with the surrounding Everything is not in the same dimension, he is obviously there, but he is obviously not there.

Wu Yi stared at this person for a long time, and after a long time, he walked towards that person with the urn in his arms. Wu Yi walked over, followed the street and the crowd, he walked into the corner, into the shadow middle.

He did go in and walked in front of that strange man. The man didn't disappear like when he first saw him. He stood there all the time, watching Wu Yichao approaching him.

Wu Yi's hands holding the urn were trembling, he didn't know why he was trembling, he suddenly remembered the words his mother once said - don't look at hallucinations.

Is this man some kind of hallucination?

It's just that when Wu Yi thought of this sentence, it was too late, because he had already seen it, he could see it clearly, he even walked up to the man and looked at him closely, Wu Yi finally saw the real face of this man clearly , aged in his 30s by visual inspection, looks handsome and good-looking, but that appearance and outline make Wu Yi feel familiar yet strangely unfamiliar.

"Who are you?" Wu Yi asked him holding the box.

But the man didn't answer right away, he tilted his head slightly and looked at Wu Yi, his blood-red eyeballs rolled in his sockets, and then he answered Wu Yi and said, "You shouldn't come here, you shouldn't talk to me."