The best way to get revenge on a rival

"No, no." Seeing Lu Xuming approaching, Qiu Zixuan was so frightened that he almost threw away the book in his hand, and said in a panic, "You, you, you, go away, don't disturb my reading."

Lu Xuming saw that he really didn't look like he had something to do, so he didn't bother him until Qiu Zixuan went to take a bath at night, and he flipped through the book he was reading, and found out why the content of the book was so strange, so Lu Xuming turned to Qiu Zixuan took a look at the bookmarked page, and was surprised to find that the two people who were romantically in love... were men.

Xiaoxuan actually read this kind of book, Lu Xuming didn't know what to do for a while, at this time Qiu Zixuan washed it, Lu Xuming hurriedly put the book back to its original place, picked up another book and read it, it didn't reveal the matter, But this matter has sprouted in the hearts of the two of them, opening a different door.

At that time, Qiu Zixuan's mind was relatively simple. He was panicked at the beginning when he was free-spirited about this kind of thing. After a summer vacation, Qiu Zixuan was sure of his mind and knew that he felt that way about Lu Xuming, so he started school. Then he confessed to Lu Xuming.

It's not that Lu Xuming has no idea about Qiu Zixuan, it's just who Qiu Zixuan is and what kind of person he is. If Qiu Zixuan was a girl, he wouldn't even think about climbing up to a girl of this kind of family, let alone a man. Not to mention how sinful it would be for two men to be together, even Qiu Zixuan's parents would definitely not agree to them being together. After knowing Qiu Zixuan for so long, he also knew that their family ate public food. The heir chosen by their generation shoulders the expectations of the family, and he dare not imagine the consequences of the two being together.

So even though Lu Xuming felt that way about Qiu Zixuan in his heart, he still firmly rejected Qiu Zixuan, and even gradually alienated him because of this. Since the two of them can't be together, don't give him hope. This is Lu Xuming's principle.

Qiu Zixuan was stalking and coquettish at the beginning, but the other party didn't like him at all. Lu Xuming returned to the coldness he had when he first met him, and even the bicycle seat that belonged to him became With other classmates, Qiu Zixuan felt extremely uncomfortable, and he ignored him in anger, and even asked the school to transfer the dormitory, so he no longer slept with Lu Xuming, and the two of them had a cold war for two months.

It wasn't until December that Lu Xuming accidentally caught Qiu Zixuan smoking with someone. It was obviously not the first time that he looked loose and familiar, and he even had beautiful eye circles, a pair of smokers. look.

Lu Xuming immediately became angry. Regardless of the surprised eyes of the students next to him, he walked up to him, grabbed his hand holding the cigarette, and said sharply, "When did you learn it?"

Qiu Zixuan rolled his eyes at him, and said with a snort, "What's your business? Besides, we are all adults, smoking is nothing, we still drink to find girls, right. You're just so stupid."

The students around laughed, but this time Lu Xuming didn't care about being laughed at, but was irritated by Qiu Zixuan's foolish attitude. In his mind, Qiu Zixuan has always been the kind When did the prince in the high ivory tower become like this? He snatched his cigarettes, threw them on the ground and stomped them out, "Stop smoking, do you hear me!"

"Let me go!" Qiu Zixuan wanted to shake off his hand, but he held it so tightly that he couldn't shake it off, "Lu Xuming, you see clearly, I have nothing to do with you, what I do is none of your business. "

"That's right, what Zixuan likes to do, what kind of onion do you think you are, ah." A man came over, put his hand on Qiu Zixuan's shoulder, and pushed Lu Xuming again like a good buddy, " Top student, we smoke our cigarettes, are you in the way? Want to fight is... ouch."

Before the man finished speaking, he was punched by Lu Xuming and took two steps back in pain. Lu Xuming took the opportunity to protect Qiu Zixuan behind him, and all the people who were still idle watching the scene became vigilant.

"You dare to hit me!" the man said angrily, "You don't want to live anymore, do you?"

"..." Lu Xuming didn't speak, and stared at the person in front of him unkindly, obviously as if you wanted to fight me.

"What are you doing?" Qiu Zixuan saw that the veins in his hands were swollen and he looked like he was about to hit someone again, so he hurriedly stopped him. Fighting would result in demerit and even expulsion.

"Zixuan, come here, or I'll accidentally hurt you later." The man rolled up his sleeves and hooked his fingers at Qiu Zixuan, as if he was about to fight.

"Come here, let's go." Qiu Zixuan took Lu Xuming's hand and ran away. He was not afraid that Lu Xuming would not be able to beat him, but he was afraid that he would be punished.

Lu Xuming was dragged forward by him, and those people didn't dare to catch up too blatantly. Compared with Qiu Zixuan's identity, everyone knew very well, and they couldn't afford to offend them. The man who got punched watched them run with gritted teeth. direction, spat, "Mother, wait for me."

Qiu Zixuan pulled Lu Xuming all the way to a place where no one was around, then stopped, bent over and gasped, "You...you are too fierce."

He didn't expect that Lu Xuming would make a move, after all, Lu Xuming always obeyed the rules.

"Smoking is not allowed in the future." Lu Xuming was not blushing or panting, looking at the person with a flushed face and panting heavily, he continued to stick to the topic just now.

"Lu Xuming, do you think you are my father or my mother? You are too lenient."

"I'm here for you."

"For my own good?" Qiu Zixuan sneered, "For my own good, you should continue to stay away from me. You don't care what I do, you can pretend that you don't know me."

"Xiaoxuan, don't be like this..."

"How about it, I'm like this, what can you do to me!"

"..."

Lu Xuming's attitude made Qiu Zixuan even more angry, "Go, don't stand in front of me."

"Xiaoxuan..."

"roll."

Lu Xuming sighed, seeing that Qiu Zixuan's mood was not stable, he knew that the more he coaxed him, the more excited he would be, so he might as well let him calm down, and said: "Then be careful yourself, it's cold outside, go back to the dormitory early."

Saying that, Lu Xuming clenched his fist, turned and left.

Qiu Zixuan sat paralyzed on the ground, biting his fist to prevent the tears from flowing down. A man can't shed tears even when he sweats and bleeds, but the pain in his heart still surged up, his chest hurt so badly, he suddenly hit the hard stone with his fist. He put all his hard work on the concrete floor, and his white hands swelled up quickly. He grinned in pain, and tears flowed down unconsciously.

"What are you doing? You're crazy!" Lu Xuming, who walked halfway and turned back worriedly, happened to see this scene, and hurried over to see that his hand was not broken, but it was covered with black blood, red and swollen. Seeing how hard he was just now, he put it on his lips and blew in distress, "Does it hurt?"

But Qiu Zixuan hugged him, lay on his shoulder, and said in a crying voice, "It hurts..."

"You really..." Lu Xuming sighed, "Go, let's deal with it."

"No."

Qiu Zixuan didn't move, he knew that Qiu Zixuan was crying, but he didn't want him to see it, so Lu Xuming had no choice but to let him lean on his shoulder in a stiff posture, and after an unknown amount of time, the person nestled on his shoulder gradually calmed down, He raised his head, wiped his face again, and regained his composure.

"Let's go, I'll take you to deal with it." Lu Xuming wanted to help Qiu Zixuan stand up, but he avoided him, obviously refusing.

"You really...don't like me at all?" Qiu Zixuan looked at the ground and murmured.

"Xiaoxuan, both of us still have a long way to go in the future, we both..."

"Okay," Qiu Zixuan interrupted his long speech, "I don't want to hear the reasons of my parents and my future. I don't even give me the right to pursue my own happiness. Why do I want these things? If I don't have the courage to face it, I won't have the courage. Say What are you doing so great?"

Lu Xuming smiled wryly, if only courage is needed, two men are not so simple together, if they are really together with Qiu Zixuan, the two of them will never get married in this life, even if he can get past his family, what about Qiu Zixuan's family? ?

He has brute force all in his body, where does he get the power to fight with others.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Qiu Zixuan understood his meaning: "You go, I won't smoke anymore, I'll let my family come to pick me up later."

How can Lu Xuming rest assured with his current state, "Then I will wait with you."

Qiu Zixuan didn't agree or refuse. He got up from the floor, patted the dust off his body, held his injured right hand, and walked silently towards the dormitory plan. His slender body was wrapped in school uniform, even in winter. Much more, and it makes one feel thin and helpless.

Lu Xuming didn't feel better than Qiu Zixuan, it seemed.This time with Qiu Zixuan, the two of them will completely become strangers in the future.

However, at night, Lu Xuming went to the library to study as usual and did not return to the dormitory until 10 o'clock. The weather was relatively cold at the moment. He carried his schoolbag and walked quickly on the tree-lined road back to the dormitory. The dim lights were mottled on the ground. Suddenly, a figure flashed by the side of the road. The figure seemed to be waiting for him specially, and he hugged his arm quickly and firmly. Just as Lu Xuming was about to resist, he smelled a familiar scent. Lips that were full of alcohol came up and bit his. Afterwards, Qiu Zixuan's whole body was entangled with vines.

Qiu Zixuan tried his best and bit his mouth. It took a lot of effort for Lu Xuming to break free from Qiu Zixuan's entanglement. This was the first real kiss between two people, and Lu Xuming's lips were bitten to the point of bleeding , he wiped it with the back of his hand, "Drunk?"

Qiu Zixuan didn't speak, but looked at him stubbornly.

Seeing that there was no one around, Lu Xuming breathed a sigh of relief, and pulled him into the lawn behind the tree, "You still drink when your hand is injured, you will die."

"Yes, I don't want to die," Qiu Zixuan licked the blood on his lips, and said with a cool smile, "Without you, life is of no use."

The way Qiu Zixuan licked his lips was extremely sexy, but in Lu Xuming's eyes, there was only distress, but the two of them went back and forth on this fruitless topic, so Lu Xuming could only helplessly say: "You will meet someone who is more suitable for you in the future." gone."

"No more, I don't want anyone," Qiu Zixuan broke down emotionally, hugged Lu Xuming again and said, "Xuming, let's go to bed."

"..." These taboo words came out of Qiu Zixuan's mouth, and Lu Xuming was stunned for three seconds. If a college student is caught doing this kind of thing, he might be expelled from the party, let alone the two boys, "Don't make trouble. "

"You're not going? Then I'll go find someone else." Qiu Zixuan said, turned around and left.

Lu Xuming quickly pulled him back, "Qiu Zixuan, calm down!"

"I'm very calm," Qiu Zixuan said expressionlessly, "You can stop me today, but you can't stop me tomorrow."

"..." Lu Xuming has never been so powerless to a person in his life. He even felt that the boy's hand on Qiu Zixuan was an eyesore. If Qiu Zixuan really dared to go to bed with someone, he might kill that person. Look Qiu Zixuan couldn't hold back his helpless and haggard face, and reached out to help him straighten his messy hair. Then, he took his face and wiped off the blood with his fingers, and kissed his watery lips... …

Of course, the last two didn't go to bed, all Qiu Zixuan wanted was his attitude, after reconciling with Lu Xuming and confirming the relationship, he returned to his innocent and romantic appearance, the two of them were the same as before, but the relationship was closer It's just a layer, Lu Xuming has never done anything beyond the boundary to him except kissing.

It wasn't until the night of graduation that the two had a relationship.

That night, many people were immersed in the sadness of parting. The work assignment had already come out, and everyone went their separate ways. Only Qiu Zixuan and Lu Xuming were not sad. Qiu Zixuan relied on his family relationship to find a director of the office. Although Lu Xuming had nothing to do with it, but The family has connections, so he was also assigned a job in city a. It was an honor for every graduate. Lu Xuming won it, and everyone else went to towns and villages.

After the breakup meal, Lu Xuming and Qiu Zixuan didn't go back to the dormitory with everyone, they took a walk on a road with no one around, so that they could still hold hands, in a naked place with no one around.

Under the weeping poplar tree, Lu Xuming pressed him against the tree trunk, hugged Qiu Zixuan's flexible waist, and eagerly kissed that mouth that he hadn't kissed in half a month.

Both of them drank some wine, the weather is hot at the moment, and the hearts of both of them are even hotter, and they are both young people with fresh blood, so they kissed each other, and both of them felt it.

Lu Xuming lingered on the man's WE, even pulled open his shirt stuffed into his trousers, reached in from underneath, kneaded Qiu Zixuan's smooth and sensitive waist, Qiu Zixuan immediately softened, and leaned against the

The way the tree was panting heavily and with glaring eyes aroused Lu Xuming's desire for aggression.

Qiu Zixuan's face turned red from his aggressive gaze, "You..."

"Xiaoxuan, you are so beautiful." Lu Xuming's hoarse voice whispered in Qiu Zixuan's ear.

"You, you are beautiful." Qiu Zixuan retorted weakly, felt Lu Xuming's hand go up along his abdomen, unbuttoned his chest, was startled, and pushed back his hand, "There will be someone..."

"Don't be afraid, there will be no one." Lu Xuming comforted him with his earlobe in his mouth, and then kissed him carefully. His big hot hands came to his chest, found the bump, and just scratched it with his fingers.

After a while, the person under him softened his waist and groaned softly.

"You, you, you, who did you learn from." A serious-looking person would actually do this kind of trick.

"I'm self-taught." Lu Xuming's kung fu continued, just like this, Qiu Zixuan couldn't bear the teasing, Lu Xuming also had a special feeling when he saw his sexy face,

He stopped making trouble in his hands, hugged Qiu Zixuan and said, "I can't help it, what should I do?"

"No, don't be here," Qiu Zixuan panted, "There is a hotel nearby..."

With deep eyes, Lu Xuming helped him button his shirt one by one: "Don't regret it."

Qiu Zixuan licked the lips that were close at hand: "It should be you who will regret it."

Lu Xuming took his hand, and the two of them almost ran to a nearby hotel. The conditions of the hotel were good, and the price was not ordinary. If it cost so much money to stay for one night in normal times, Lu Xuming would definitely be reluctant, but tonight he is glad that it is here It won't be too bad, the two opened the room, and hugged each other as soon as they entered the room.

They hugged and kissed, not as tender and affectionate as before, the movements of both of them were a little rough, with undisguised impatience.

Lu Xuming unbuttoned the button he had just buckled himself, pressed Qiu Zixuan on the bed and kissed the dark red spot on his chest, then unbuttoned his belt with his hand, and wandered inside the edge

After a while, he poked in and touched the area that he had never explored before.

There was tender grass growing there, and a piece of grass that had stood up was waiting to be comforted by someone. As soon as Lu Xuming touched the hot thing, Qiu Zixuan couldn't help but groaned under him.

"Are you shy?" Seeing that his face was flushed, Lu Xuming covered his face with his arms, opened his arms, and said while looking at him.

"Nonsense, talking nonsense." Qiu Zixuan looked away, not daring to look at him.

Lu Xuming smiled lightly, and rubbed his lower hand on his cylinder, and the person underneath stood upright and bit his lip, as if he was enduring something.

"Is it comfortable?"

Qiu Zixuan became angry from embarrassment: "Just do what you want, where are there so many... Ah, what are you doing?"

Lu Xuming pulled him up, sat behind him, held him in his arms, and pulled down his pants and underwear to reveal his bottom. He licked his neck and said, "Look at me.

Do. "

The way that big warm palm was playing back and forth on his buttock was too lewd, especially since water flowed out from the top of his own buttock happily, standing on his hand, the whole body in a short while

The pillars were all shiny, but Qiu Zixuan looked very emotional.

"You..." People who are usually ascetic and serious all saw the rabbit, but now they showed his true face,

Qiu Zixuan deeply felt that he had raised a little sheep and turned into a big bad wolf, so he blushed and said, "You are shameless!"

"You can get out of the water."

Lu Xuming is still teasing him. This kind of language is completely self-taught. What's even more frightening is that the more Lu Xuming talks about Qiu Zixuan, the more he feels it.

When it came out, Qiu Zixuan had lost his sight, but the man's hand was getting faster and faster. After a while, Qiu Zixuan couldn't hold back and ejaculated, making Lu Xuming's hands full, and he fell on Lu Xuming panting heavily.

Xu Ming's arms.

Lu Xuming admired his appearance when he was in orgasm, and saw that he was panting weakly with his bright red mouth open, his eyes were slack, but his expression was very satisfied. Finally, he couldn't help it, and took off his clothes, probably the things underneath were not as developed as before. Body shape is directly proportional, his body is bigger than Qiu Zixuan

Tall and mighty, the one below is also higher than Qiu Zixuan's. Qiu Zixuan glanced at his already towering thing, and his expression changed.

"You..." Qiu Zixuan's face fell, "I'm afraid."

"It's only now that I know I'm afraid," Lu Xuming kissed the corner of his mouth, "It's too late."

Lu Xuming grabbed back the man who was almost scared to run away, pressed him down again, leaned down and kissed his lips, "Don't be afraid, I will be very gentle...'

"Then take your time."

"Ah."

Lu Xuming stripped off his clothes. He had done his homework before and knew how to do it. Lu Xuming put his finger to his mouth and said, "Good boy, lick it wet."

Qiu Zixuan glanced at him quietly, and then really stuck out his tongue to lick Lu Xuming's fingers. Lu Xuming was so teased by him that he wanted to tear him apart and eat him right away.

It wasn't until Qiu Zixuan licked his index finger and middle finger wet that he stuffed a pillow under him, and impatiently reached behind him.

"Be patient."

Lu Xuming gently kissed Qiu Zixuan's temples, hoping to divert his attention, but when the first finger entered, the people under him still tensed up, resisting his entry, Lu Xuming

Ming coaxed and touched, and finally tricked the person under him to relax, and Lu Xuming's first finger was able to enter smoothly.

"Well, I'm uncomfortable." The person under him said unhappily.

"Be good, you'll feel better in a while, don't move, be good." Lu Xuming has never been so gentle and patient in his life, but the movements of his hands didn't stop, until finally the third finger could go in together

When they were together, both of them were like pulling the old one out of the water.

Lu Xuming opened his legs and lifted his lower body firmly between Qiu Zixuan's legs. He bent down and exchanged a kiss with the person under him, "I'm going in."

"Yeah._" Qiu Zixuan's hand gripped the bed sheet nervously, feeling an object much larger than his fingers touching the place that was still a little empty because of the fingers' separation, and it went in little by little.

Try to relax your body and accept him.

However, after only one head in, Qiu Zixuan couldn't take it anymore, and resisted: "I hurt you, don't come in."

Lu Xuming didn't know whether to laugh or cry, wouldn't it be fatal to stop at this moment, he could only try his best to comfort the person under him, soothe his weak front, kiss the sensitive two points on his chest, wait until he felt the pain under his body

The person turned his back and diverted his attention, and then he went straight to the bottom in one go.

"You!" Qiu Zixuan's face changed, probably because of the pain, his eyes filled with water, he cursed, "You, you, you liar, didn't you say that you will be gentle and not painful, take your time

Well, you are a liar, I will never do with you again. "

"Yes, yes, I'm a liar." Lu Xuming kissed the corner of his eyes.

"You go out, I hurt."

"It'll be fine in a while, bear with it, I won't move." Lu Xuming continued to appease, patiently waited for the people under him to get used to his presence, and then started to move shallowly, seeing that Qiu Zixuan didn't resist much

The movements began to increase little by little, and after an unknown amount of time, the people under him finally got used to his presence, so Lu Xuming pinched his waist and began to move quickly.

Slow down, slow down, uh... ah. "

Qiu Zixuan suddenly let out a sweet voice, Lu Xuming knew that he had bumped into the place that made him happy, so he slammed into that place with all his strength, and he was able to rub against that place twice out of three times, Qiu Zixuan was still biting his tongue just now. Yelling, being teased by Lu Xuming like this,

In an instant, all consciousness was knocked apart, only moaning and begging for mercy remained.

Lu Xuming's time was very long, Qiu Zixuan came out for the second time, and the people under him were still coming in and out tirelessly, Qiu Zixuan was knocked into unconsciousness by him, and he didn't know whether it was comfortable or unbearable, feeling ups and downs all night, I don't know when Lu Xuming came out, how many times I asked for it...

***

After graduation, the two of them met not as convenient as when they were in college, but at least they didn't separate, and they were still very happy. The dormitory where Lu Xuming lived was single, which was very convenient. Qiu Zixuan often went there, and this relationship lasted until... Qiu Zixuan's stomach became more and more serious. The older she was, the older she became abnormal and went to the hospital for an examination, and was found to be pregnant with a 7-month-old child.

This incident was immediately taken seriously, or the people in the hospital panicked when they encountered this incident for the first time, but at that time, someone from another powerful Zheng family in City A was sick and hospitalized, and heard about this incident Afterwards, he suppressed this matter that caused social panic, and Qiu Zixuan was saved from the fate of being imprisoned as a test product or a monster.

But this matter can't be hidden from the people of the Qiu family. The matter of the two of them was exposed. How could the Qiu family allow the heir chosen by their family to be gay? People were on the verge of collapse, but Lu Xuming's mother was still ill, and the critical illness notice was issued, so Lu Xuming could only rush back temporarily, but after this separation, he never reconciled.

Qiu Zixuan finally gave birth to a baby boy. When he woke up, his family made a choice for him, whether to continue his official career or choose Lu Xuming. If he continued his official career, Lu Xuming could take the baby with him and they would not move. Lu Xuming acted as if this incident never happened.

But if he chooses Lu Xuming, Lu Xuming's official career will definitely be gone, and he will never have a foothold in City A in the future, and they will never see his children again, and Lu Xuming's family members, etc., they can't guarantee that there will be any accidents for him At that time, Qiu Zixuan was disheartened because of Lu Xuming's letter of confidence, and his family asked him to choose, but in fact he had no choice at all. At this time, love is nothing, everything is more valuable than love, and he has no ability to compete with his family.

Qiu Zixuan only hated himself for not taking action when he wanted to kill himself last time, otherwise he wouldn't be in this situation, where even death would implicate others...

After going through this kind of thing, Qiu Zixuan would never get married again in his life, but his family did not allow him not to get married, so he had no choice but to find a woman who was also gay and entered the palace of marriage. He knew that his family would definitely Let Lu Xuming know the news of his marriage, but it has nothing to do with him.

His love was buried as early as the moment the child was born.

Then he heard that Lu Xuming resigned and went to S city, and then he got married, gave birth to a daughter, a son... After that, he didn't bother to care about his news, because all of this had nothing to do with him Yes, as long as he knows that his child is doing well, he is already satisfied.

Let's be like this in this life, at least he once loved deeply, and he has never regretted it in this life...

***

Ever since Lu Xuming got into a car accident and told the truth successively, Qiu Zixuan has been preparing to resign. He has lived enough for others in his life. It is impossible for him to wear a mask and live for others. Qiu Chengzhi has been soaring with the support of his family. Not surprisingly, it is easy for him to sit in his position or even surpass him at his age.

So in July, he submitted an application for resignation. This incident caused a great commotion. His uncle who settled in City J even called him into his study and scolded him directly. The stick almost hit the floor. It's bad, but Qiu Zixuan has the same attitude. Anyway, he is not afraid of them. Now that Lu Ningjing is with Zheng Heng, he won't be afraid of them. Lu Xuming doesn't dare to touch him because of Lu Ningjing, so they can't be threatened by them. Qiu Zixuan Nothing to worry about.

Seeing that persuasion, pleading, and threats were all useless, everyone realized that Qiu Zixuan had made up his mind to go, and there was no room for change. They could only let him go. As a result, Qiu Zixuan resigned and came down before the National Day. The burden was finally let go, and he fell seriously ill immediately.

Qiu Zixuan refused everyone's visits. Qiu Chengzhi, his three brothers and Xiaopei came to show their faces, and he sent them back. Now he has no strength to deal with people. Lying on the hospital bed, Qiu Zixuan can't help but think of Those things when I was young, even though nearly 30 years have passed, I still remember those things very clearly. The days with Lu Xuming are like a movie, frame by frame, in my mind, every frame is sweet And beautiful.

At this time, he especially misses Lu Xuming, Lu Ningjing, and An An. He hopes that a miracle will happen, and they will appear in his ward in the next moment, but he knows that the rift between Lu Xuming and Lu Ningjing is gone. People have also accepted Zheng Heng. The family must celebrate the National Day with great joy. He is the only one here, so lonely as if abandoned by the world.

This is the result that he had to bear when he asked Lu Xuming to be with him so extreme back then.

On the 6th, Qiu Zixuan was discharged from the hospital. Instead of going home, he went to the small suite—this suite was located in the dormitory that Lu Xuming lived in when he was assigned, but it was demolished and rebuilt later. After buying a suite, Qiu Zixuan bought this apartment.

Here are the best and warm memories of his life...

The 10th is An An's birthday. Qiu Zixuan called Lu Ningjing at 8 o'clock in the morning. An An was still sleeping and did not wake up. An An's birthday was with his family. They still haven't come back in City D. Lu Ningjing's tone was very Cheerful, Qiu Zixuan heard that there was a lot of excitement at his side. It should be An An's birthday and invited people to talk to Lu Ningjing for less than 10 minutes. Lu Ningjing found an excuse and hung up.

Qiu Zixuan held his mobile phone and smiled wryly. In Lu Ningjing's heart, he was always just a friend of Zheng Heng. He didn't have any burdens now, but he didn't dare to recognize Lu Ningjing. He was afraid that if he did, the other party would ignore him. He knew that When Lu Xuming was his father, he would be ruthless enough to ignore him for half a year, let alone his father who abandoned him as soon as he was born.

In November, it was Zheng Heng's birthday. He invited some good friends at home and set up three tables. Qiu Zixuan was also honored to be invited. He and Lu Ningjing hadn't seen each other for half a year. Lu Ningjing saw him for the first time. I almost didn't recognize him when I was there. The person in front of me lost a lot of weight, and his face was not good. Even wrinkles that were invisible before appeared, and he suddenly felt the vicissitudes of age.

"Qiu, Secretary Qiu?"

Qiu Zixuan forced a smile, "I have already resigned."

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm used to it." Lu Ningjing also knew about his resignation and didn't understand it at the time, but thinking that Qiu Zixuan must have his own ideas, so he didn't pay any attention to it. He admitted that he knew that Qiu Zixuan was his biological father After that, I avoided him a little bit, and even on An An's birthday, when Baba called, they hurriedly found excuses and hung up.

"fine."

At this time, An An, who was already able to walk, walked over with short legs, held up a lollipop that someone gave to him, raised her face and handed it to Lu Ningjing, and said inarticulately: "Open, open."

"Does An An want Dad to peel the candy for you? Come on, grandpa will peel it for you." Qiu Zixuan hugged the little guy over. The little guy glanced at him, but broke away from him with his mouth curled up, and ran to Lu Ningjing again, asking him to peel the sugar. .

"Well, I'm sorry, he is more serious now." Lu Ningjing said in embarrassment.

"It's all right, let's go in." Qiu Zixuan smiled indifferently, covering up the flash of sadness on his face, the older he was, the more sentimental he became.

Several people were already sitting in the living room of the Zheng family, and Lu Xuming was also there. He came in without even raising his head, and chatted with Zheng Heng and the others there. Zheng Heng still respected him when he saw him, and got up and shook hands with him. hand, beckoning him to sit down.

Most of the people invited this time were Zheng Heng's close friends, so everyone ate happily and drank a lot. Qiu Zixuan followed the crowd, drinking wine glass by glass, and after the banquet, he couldn't stand still anymore.

They had a show after the meal, but Qiu Zixuan couldn't do it anymore. He didn't know how to drink very much, and he was so uncomfortable that he finally couldn't help but ran to other people's bathroom to vomit. Looking at himself in the mirror, Qiu Zixuan knew that his old face Lost it all, smiled self-deprecatingly, suddenly felt very boring.

Yes, very boring.

Everyone is happy and happy, he is an unhappy person, why does he force himself to smile among them, Lu Xuming ignores him, his son avoids him, now he doesn't even want his grandson to hug him, he looks haggard in the mirror Something strange appeared in the eyes of the person.

Those are the things called tears that he has never shed for more than twenty years, no matter how hard or tired he is.

It must have been too much wine, Qiu Zixuan hurriedly washed his face with a handful of water, and when he raised his head to look in the mirror again, he found that there was someone more in it.

"You, when did you come in?" Lu Xuming quietly startled him.

"It started when I saw you cry." Lu Xuming said mercilessly.

"Haha, I drank a little too much and felt a little uncomfortable. I didn't cry. Don't slander me. I still want my old face." Qiu Zixuan said incoherently, and was in a hurry to take out a tissue to wipe his face, but put the one on the table Something came across a piece, Qiu Zixuan went to pick it up at a loss, but found that his hands were shaking.

At least Lu Xuming saved him some face and closed the bathroom door. Lu Ningjing who heard the voice from outside asked, "Uncle, are you in there? What happened?"

"Oh, I accidentally touched something on the table, I'm fine."

"It's good that people are fine, don't hurt yourself, I will send someone to clean up later."

"it is good."

Feeling Lu Ningjing's walking steps, Lu Xuming squatted down beside Qiu Zixuan, helped him pick up his things, and gave him a tissue.

"Thank you." Qiu Zixuan took it and wiped the water off his face.

"Why did you resign?" Lu Xuming asked with folded arms.

Qiu Zixuan's hands paused, "I have lived for others for more than twenty years, and I want to live for myself."

"Live for others," Lu Xuming seemed to have heard a very ridiculous joke, "How do I remember that when you handed Ning Jing over to me, it was for the future, Qiu Zixuan, don't use that letter as an excuse, I won't believe us The original relationship can be denied with just a letter, and you don't even have a question later."

Qiu Zixuan suddenly felt very angry when he heard this. He sacrificed so much just for the safety of Lu Xuming and the others and to keep the position he fought so hard for. Although it was mostly his wishful thinking, he never regretted it, even now Going back in time, he would still choose this way, because Lu Xuming is the one he loves, and he doesn't want him to be hurt in the slightest.

"Yeah, that letter was just a catalyst." Qiu Zixuan also went all out, anyway, now he has nothing to worry about.