don't let me go

The next day Lin Guo still woke up early with Duan Xu, and after taking a shower, he sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed and listened to Duan Xu with his eyes lowered.

Duan Xu habitually walked around the room while carrying the book while reciting it. Lin Guo's eyes were always on his ankles, staring at him all morning.

It wasn't until Duan Xu stood still suddenly and the room became quiet that Lin Guo came back to his senses.

He raised his eyes slowly, and met Duan Xu's eyes——

"Finished?"

Duan Xu responded lightly: "En."

"Is it cold?" It's not officially winter yet, and the heating isn't turned on. It's the coldest time of the year indoors in the north. Duan Xu only wears cropped trousers and a thin T-shirt to stay awake.

Duan Xu asked back while changing his school uniform: "Are you cold?"

Lin Guo nodded slowly, and said honestly, "It's cold..."

Before leaving, Duan Xu patted his head, "From now on, you will sleep with me, and don't worry about me. The third year of high school is hard, and you are tired enough to go to work."

He had said this before, but this time Lin Guo felt suddenly empty in his heart.

Knowing that Duan Xu is feeling sorry for him, knowing that Duan Xu is not wrong, but it is uncomfortable.

He felt that Duan Xu was pushing him away, and the recognition of this person made him frown, not understanding why he had such ignorant thoughts.

Duan Xu didn't come back at noon, probably because he was too busy studying.

Lin Guo was sitting on the sofa in a daze, now he needs to think about what to have for lunch, and more importantly, he needs to worry about whether Duan Xu has eaten well at noon.

But before he could think about anything, the phone rang first.

He quickly ran to the bedroom, picked up Duan Xu's mobile phone on the table, stared at the caller ID for a few seconds, and then his brain responded to the word "Mom" - Duan Xu's mother called, and he Do you want to pick it up?What did you say?

The ringing sounded urgently, Lin Guo gritted his teeth and connected.

"Ah, auntie, I'm Lin Guo, brother Duan Xu hasn't come back from his school review yet."

Without waiting for Duan Xu's mother to ask, Lin Guo first reported it himself.He was very nervous because Duan Xu's mother never liked him.

Sure enough, the other side was quiet for a while, and then Lin Guo heard Duan Xu's mother sigh softly and say, "I know he's not at home, Auntie has something to tell you."

Lin Guo's heart skipped a beat, he swallowed, and the hand holding the phone began to sweat in the room where the temperature was less than fifteen.

He unconsciously repeated: "Looking for... me?"

Duan Xu's mother didn't answer, but just reported the name of a nearby beef noodle shop.

Lin Guo was familiar with that beef noodle shop, the one where he invited Duan Xu to dinner for the first time after he started working part-time.

Walking into the slightly familiar environment, the storefront is quite large, but Duan Xu's mother is sitting in a rather conspicuous position, and Lin Guo saw it as soon as he entered.

Seeing that Duan Xu's mother was slightly lowered in thought, with an obvious seriousness on her face, Lin Guo was very sad at this moment that he was not nearsighted, seeing so clearly that his heart sank before he got close.

Lin Guo opened the chair and sat down, Duan Xu's mother only slowly raised her head when she heard the obvious noise.

Lin Guo swallowed nervously, "Hello, Auntie."

Duan Xu's mother nodded, and the waiter just happened to come over with two bowls of steaming hot noodles, "Please take it easy."

"Thank you..." Lin Guo took the chopsticks, put a pair on the opposite bowl, then lowered his head and picked up a chopstick and blew on it.

Duan Xu's mother said without waiting for him to eat the hot meal, "Auntie has something to talk to you about today."

Lin Guo stopped with his chopsticks, and he put the warm noodles that had touched his lips back into the steaming soup. Lin Guo put down his chopsticks, moved the chair uncomfortably, and adjusted the position: "Auntie, tell me."

"Duan Xu..."

It's not difficult to guess that Duan Xu's mother had nothing to say to him except Duan Xu.

But Lin Guo was most afraid that Duan Xu's mother would tell him about Duan Xu.

Although he is a semi-literate person who dropped out of school after not studying for a few days, this does not affect his keen perception of Duan Xu's mother's emotions, and a clearer understanding of his inner worries.

"He's in his third year of high school." Duan Xu's mother said.

Lin Guo nodded: "Mmm..."

"Very busy..." Duan Xu's mother also seemed to feel a little uncomfortable opening her mouth, always jumping out a few words.

Lin Guo was not in a hurry, he wished Duan Xu's mother could speak more slowly, and more slowly.

"Yes, very busy." He responded.

"Duan Xu has treated you...so good that his father and I dare not interfere." Duan Xu's mother smiled as she spoke.

Lin Guo accompanied him with a smiley face, now he can almost guess what Duan Xu's mother is going to say, laughing is too difficult for him.

"Actually, when he wanted to pick you up to live with him, his father and I disagreed. After all, he is also a child, and we should worry about him taking care of himself.

If we have to take care of you, we are afraid that he will be too tired, or he will not be able to study well, or his body will not be able to carry it. "

Duan Xu's mother said: "Because his father and I are working, we can only be stuck there, and we can't help him.

It's okay to mess around like this in the first and second grades of high school, but now in the third year of high school, my aunt and uncle are... afraid that he will be too tired. "

Lin Guo bit a piece of dead skin on his mouth, this piece of dead skin was so big that he didn't dare to tear it off several times, it would definitely bleed.He has been spoiled by Duan Xu for the past two years, and he is afraid of this kind of pain.

"Auntie heard that you can get 2000 yuan a month now, why don't you find a place to rent a new house, the cheaper one is about [-] yuan a month." Duan Xu's mother was heartbroken, and she said it very simply .

Lin Guo tore off the dead skin with his teeth.

Sure enough, it was bleeding.

He froze for a long time, licked his lips, and trembled in pain.

Then he nodded heavily: "I see, I will go, I will definitely not delay Brother Duan Xu, I recently...

I'm going to look at the house now. It's okay, auntie, you and uncle don't have to worry, I will definitely go.I know, I know I've been dragging him down..." Lin Guo couldn't continue.

Duan Xu's mother also felt embarrassed when she heard him say that, "Why don't you read it for me?"

Lin Guo shook his head: "It's okay, auntie, don't bother me, I can do it myself."

He can do it himself.

It shouldn't be a big problem for him to take care of himself now, but he is a little worried about whether Duan Xu can take care of himself.

No, very worried.

It was past eleven o'clock when Duan Xu came back in the evening, he subconsciously found Lin Guo who was sitting on the sofa waiting for him in a daze, and explained: "Evening self-study."

Lin Guo rubbed his eyes, "Are you back?" He glanced at his watch, "It's past eleven o'clock, brother, let's go to bed, is it cold outside?"

Duan Xu went into the room and put down his schoolbag. Seeing Lin Guo following in, he took off his coat and said, "It's okay, I'm wearing thick clothes, and it's not too cold."

Change clothes, wash up.

The two tacitly did not mention the embarrassment of last night, but Duan Xu was not used to Lin Guo consciously keeping a distance when lying together.

But he didn't say anything.

But Lin Guo kept tossing and turning, Duan Xu still couldn't hold back and raised his hand to touch his forehead.

Lin Guo flashed back and quickly explained, "I don't have a fever."

Duan Xu withdrew his hand and asked a little funny: "Then you are like pancakes."

"I'm just..." Lin Guo didn't know what to say, he was really bad at lying, "I was just thinking about the daytime things."

Duan Xu was silent for a moment, rarely asked him "what happened during the day", just said: "Go to sleep."

Lin Guo puffed his mouth a little sad, after thinking for a long time, he still asked: "Brother, if I leave, will you miss me?"

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