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They spent the whole day doing big purchases, ranging from large RVs to small clothes and bedding. After shopping for housekeeping, the two finally sneaked in for dinner.

Ning Linfeng was so exhausted that he could eat anything, Lin Ran happily took him to eat at a private restaurant, made a phone call on the way, and was immediately led up to the third floor by the boss.

The boss is in his twenties, with his hair in a small braid behind his head. He doesn't look like someone who runs a restaurant, but he looks like a rock youth. He and Lin Ran look familiar. When they came in to say hello, they gave Ning Linfeng a meaningful look, and said teasingly: "You boy, your taste has been rising very fast recently."

Lin Ran immediately cleared his throat, glanced at Ning Linfeng, and said solemnly: "Shut your beak, let me tell you, this is my patron, I dare not say anything if he says one, I dare not kneel down when he says Get down, tell you, tell me carefully, do you hear me?"

It was the first time for the boss to hear Lin Ran speak like this, so he couldn't help but look at him more.

It was also the first time Ning Linfeng heard him speak like that, and couldn't help but look at him more.

Seeing this, Lin Ran immediately felt that he was a little out of character, so he quickly put Ning Linfeng on his arm, and introduced him to him: "Brother, this is Chen Fu, my friend, who runs a restaurant and has nothing to do with you. Just call him Chen Er." Then he said to Chen Fu, "What is my brother's name, you don't deserve to know."

Ning Linfeng stretched out his hand towards Chen Fu, and said, "My name is Ning Linfeng." After speaking, he asked very seriously, "Has his mind always been this abnormal?"

Chen Fu chuckled, took his hand, and said, "It's true that there has always been something wrong."

Both of them laughed, Lin Ran angrily went up and pulled Ning Linfeng's hand out of Chen Fu's, and said, "If you have something to say, don't take advantage of my brother." Chen Fu pushed it out and said, "Hurry up, we are all exhausted to buy a house or a car this day, and I will serve you the most delicious dishes."

Chen Fu looked back at him, his eyes were like looking at an alien.

Lin Ran couldn't help showing off: "Don't look, it's useless to look, and no one will buy you a car. Did you see the one I drove downstairs? My brother bought it for me!"

That tone of voice, that imposing manner, the proud tail is going up to the sky.

Chen Fu was surprised and said: "What's the matter, are you so miserable in the entertainment circle now? Have you become a softie? You have no money recently? You don't even have money to buy a car? The star of the entertainment circle We are all like ducks in water, you prodigal son, entered the circle for a year, and lost all your money?"

When Lin Ran heard that his career was being questioned, he immediately said angrily, "It's your mother! If you talk so much, get the hell out of me! Am I fucking short of money? I'm fucking doing this for love!" After finishing speaking , Lifting his foot is about to kick someone.

Chen Fu didn't wait for him to kick, he leaned forward and ran away.

Lin Ran clenched his fists, gestured twice, then let go, turned his head, looked at Ning Linfeng's fresh eyes that finally saw your true face, touched his nose, and hummed, "He, he's a bastard, I owe you a lot of scolding."

Ning Linfeng couldn't help laughing, and asked, "Aren't you and others called brother?"

Lin Ran first used a very high questioning tone: "I call them these bastards?" After thinking for a while, he lowered his tone and said, "Why should I call them, I just call you brother. Really , Today, my brother's hair is also shining!"

Ning Linfeng was helpless, and said: "With your exaggerated acting skills, I think you will lose everything."

Lin Ran leaned over with a smile, took advantage of Ning Linfeng's inattention, kissed his fingertips, and quickly let go, saying: "You are right in everything you say."

After eating, the two went back together. The house had been cleaned and tidied up by the auntie. Ning Linfeng watched Lin Ran's puppy patrolling his territory and checked each room, and came back and said to him: "Very good, very good, I am very satisfied. .”

This is wagging its tail at its owner.

Ning Linfeng thought about it like this, felt it was a bit amusing, stretched out his hands and rubbed Lin Ran's hair carelessly, and said, "Just be satisfied."

So Lin Ran rushed forward and gave Ning Linfeng a more satisfactory service in their new home.

The service lasted a bit too long, and it was already late at night when it ended. Lin Ran cleaned up for the two of them, and fell asleep together in their arms.

Ning Linfeng was so tired that night, but slept so easily, he didn't think about anything, not about Qinzhou, not about the past, not about those ten years.

In Lin Ran's arms, he fell asleep peacefully.

And Qinzhou guarded their empty house, suffering from insomnia every night.

There was not a single light turned on in the house, and the sparks of the lights were faint, and a small area near the window was illuminated. Qin Zhou sat in the dark and smoked a whole pack of cigarettes.

He remembered when he was young, at that time he felt that life was so long, and the night was so hard, hatred and reluctance sharpened his minions, just waiting to climb up to kill and suck blood, so that those who look down on him can see His ability in Qinzhou.

But later, he handed over all kinds of evidence of his father's crime of bribery to the court. After seeing that family was dismantled, he had not felt this way for a long time.

He thought of the later days, which were happy and happy. Sometimes Ning Linfeng was at home—it could be anywhere in the house, reading in the study, answering emails on the sofa, basking in the sun on the carpet beside the bed, and suddenly he didn’t know where he came from. Come out and exchange a kiss with him.

When that person is not at home, of course, he will send him a message, video, and tell him where he is and what to do. Sometimes he will not drive his car after drinking, waiting for him to pick him up.He complained about why he was drinking again, but Ning Linfeng thought he was talking too much, so he pulled him over and gagged him.

They sometimes cook at home, and Ning Linfeng doesn't know how to do this, and Qinzhou doesn't want him to learn. Occasionally, he asks him to help him wash dishes. At first, Ning Linfeng washed the dishes, but later, to be lazy, he bought a dishwasher and didn't use the dishes. They wash.

Ning Linfeng didn't need to do anything, as long as he was at home, Qinzhou felt safe and secure. No matter how far he went on a business trip or anything, he always thought about home, and he didn't think about any big things. It was the same as still being by Ning Linfeng's side.

He has to worry about everything about Ning Linfeng, he is so big, he has to worry about everything, they have three rules, even if they are angry, they are not allowed not to answer the phone.Ning Linfeng always answered the phone quickly. He called and asked what he had eaten, what he was wearing, whether he drank, when he would go home, what time he would go home, and whether his clothes had been thrown into the laundry basket. The person would answer the same thing. .

Now that the person is gone, when he is working, he wants to ask if the gas stove is turned off, if the laundry basket is full, and if the windy windows are closed today, and he has no one to ask.

He wanted to worry people, he wanted to ask people what they had eaten, whether they had slept, whether they drank hangover soup after drinking, whether they were out of the service area if they were called, if they were turned off if they were called again, and if they were temporarily unavailable if they were called again.

Facing the empty house alone, he opened the cell phone address book with hundreds of thousands of contacts, but no one could talk to him about the gas stove and the laundry basket, no one could drink alcohol for him to pick up, no one When someone came close, he suddenly gave him a kiss.

He used to love going home the most. Wherever he went home, there was Ning Linfeng's shadow, the wine cabinet he leaned against, the sofa he lay on, and the chair he sat on.

But now, he is most afraid of going home, returning to an empty home where there is no one else.The silence and coldness were like the sharpest sword in the world, piercing his whole body.

He couldn't bear to go back, he could still smell that person's scent and see the past of that person's life when he came back, and he would have nothing if he didn't come back.

He didn't dare to turn on the light, and he was still outside during the day like a human being, but when he came back at night, he suffered from insomnia all night, smoking pack after pack.

In the past, Qin Zhou always felt that Ning Linfeng lived like a young master all his life, and after taking care of him for so many years, he still didn't know anything and couldn't live without him.

Only now did I understand that he couldn't live without Ning Linfeng.

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