Han Yu's Wu Shixun, send me flowers!

Then, the wind blew through the clothes, Lu Lin supported Shixun's shoulders, secretly, like a ballet dancer stepping on a light beat, like a pilgrim kneeling devoutly, and gently printed a kiss on Shixun's forehead.We talked and laughed, we kissed on the street, we had a hard time, we couldn't help ourselves.

"Deep in Sally's Garden, my love and I once met."

The author has something to say: I am the manuscript depositor~!

Strolling in Sally's Garden - William Butler Yeats

Deep in Sally's Garden, my love and I once met.

She walked through the garden of Sally with snow-white feet.

She told me to love lightly, like a new leaf on a branch.

But I was young and ignorant at the time, and I did not agree lightly.

In the field by the river, my lover and I used to stand.

She put her snow-white hands on my slightly tilted shoulders.

She told me to live lightly, as grass grows on the banks.

But I was young and ignorant then, and now I am in tears.

Four times · Part6

She is a thief, and she can only approach the target with silent steps in the middle of the night. Lu Lin helped Wu Shixun to sit on the stool, took off her makeup and handed in the script after the scene was over. Take my underpass.

On the way home, she was only accompanied by a low-pitched TV sound, and her empty brain gave her some old images from time to time. About her parents and younger brother, Xianjing and Shixun, teachers and classmates, and Lu Lin's soul wandering outside her body is a viewer who cannot pause playback.Everything is passively accepted. Fortunately, it is all information that mobile phones cannot provide.

Suddenly, in a flash of inspiration, Lu Lin saw a girl with low eyebrows squatting by the window and stuffed a cloth bag into the locker. The square corners were probably a hardcover book!

The first thing she did when she ran home was to find the window and the cabinet. Her parents were upstairs watching TV. She had a long time to look for the diary. Lu Lin never thought that the diary could be hidden in the kitchen. In the locker, it turns out that the creativity of young people is infinite.

The following is an excerpt from Lu Lin’s diary——

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

The first day of school is still a day when I am anxious to go to class.Everything in No. [-] Middle School made me feel at a loss, and I couldn't even like its clean school roads.I hate myself in the crowd, full of hypocrisy, and everything that can reflect my appearance, I have the desire to destroy it.

There has never been a moment when I can sit down with peace of mind and make irrelevant jokes with the people around me like a brainless school girl. That will make people look friendly and approachable. Do I really want these so-called classmates?

No need!

Apart from reminding my parents that my younger brother is a good boy and I am a burden, who am I as a friend?No, I'm just an object they use to set off.

……

Lu Lin digested a lot of announcements in the second year of middle school. She is not a dedicated actor. Fortunately, she found out early or she would be exposed by people she knew well. Be still.

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

It turns out that people like me have the opportunity to meet a good friend. I'm so glad that fate didn't treat me badly.My current deskmate, Cha Xianjing, has taken care of me and helped me since the first day of school. She has an impeccable appearance and figure. At first I thought it would be a vase, but she is unexpectedly capable.

She probably has a natural face that is good at talking, and I will unconsciously want to talk, which has never been done before.I am willing to tell her about my suffering at home, I am willing to tell her about my love and hatred for my brother, and even...

So far, it's the only thing I've been satisfied with in high school.

……

Sentimental and cynic, sensitive, suspicious and slender nerves, are you sure she can successfully perform this role?Cha Xianjing's role in the life of Lu Lin's classmate is light, basically she is other than her family, but there is no way to accurately explain that Cha Xianjing is a true friend.

Curiosity urged her to read on.

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

The long vacation is over, and when I go back to school, I'm just tired, and I can't help dozing off every day. Fortunately, Xianjing will help me cover up.She helped me with the homework that was left behind. If there was no help from her for the accumulated homework, I really don’t know if I would be picked up by the school committee and scolded by the teacher.

My parents were disappointed with my grades.Especially my dad, every time he goes home, it seems to be to scold me bloody.

And my younger brother finally won a place to be an exchange student in Singapore, and my situation became even more difficult.

But it's nothing, I have survived for so many years, there is no reason why I can't survive now.

I couldn't understand it before, but now I understand that the glory of my younger brother's grades indirectly brought our whole family, while my mediocre grades and even failing grades were their unspeakable shame.

……

The sadness in the evening caught her again, so it was so, no wonder it hurt so much.Feelings of grievance are always easy to climb up the skin and soak into the heart. She has no younger brother, but an older brother. She has always been held up by her older brother for doing wrong things. She has never experienced such painful and wet secret resentment too deeply. The calmness at this moment Looking at her dazed and tearful face reappeared.

Girl, a smile is very beautiful.

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

The flowers will bloom in the dream, or one day I will wake up from this beautiful and painful hallucination, but I have no way to forget all the good things I have experienced.

Oh Sehun, nice to meet you.

When I face you, I will be at a loss, my hands and feet will feel out of order, I will worry that my face will not be clean, my hair will be untidy, and even the pimples covered by bangs will be afraid of being discovered by you.

When you appeared behind Xianjing, the wind seemed to have stopped. I have never seen a boy who is more beautiful than you. I was afraid that my heartbeat would betray me, so I hurried away with an excuse.

……

The next few articles are all about the follow-up description of seeing Wu Shixun that day, what an obsessive admiration, Lu Lin is very ashamed, completely idiot attribute, thinking of her kissing Wu Shixun's forehead just now, she feels guilty and detests her endlessly, Can't help but praise: "Awesome acting!"

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

Xianjing was very abnormal today. After class, she ran to the rooftop with red eyes, and I followed with concern.

Her grandma had an operation today, but her family kept it from her and didn’t let her ask for leave. I opened my mouth to try to comfort her, but I couldn’t. I was afraid that I might say the wrong thing, so I could only silently pass tissues aside.

Wu Shixun appeared at this time, his eyes did not stay anywhere else, he took Xianjing away as soon as he appeared, passing my sight like the wind, when I chased them, I could only see them at the corner of the stairs embraced, and then disappeared together.

In the evening, Xianjing called excitedly to tell me that grandma was out of danger. I also breathed a sigh of relief and pretended to casually ask about today's events. She said lightly that Sehun took her to skip school, and they were friends since junior high.She also said that she didn't confirm her feelings until today. I was stunned for a while, pretending to be naive, so I didn't know what to ask her about her feelings.

"My feelings for Sehun!"

I forgot how that phone call was picked up in the end, I just remember that I still cheered her up, like a good boudoir close friend.

……

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

……

All I have is love for you. I don't have beauty, or even courage. I can only secretly chew every bit of you in a place you don't know, a terminal patient.

……

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

……

I'm trying to change for you, even though you can't see it.If you are willing to look back at me, I will be happy all day because of one look!

……

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

The relationship between me and Xianjing has been somewhat different from my point of view.But she is still my best friend, I sincerely hope that she can bring happiness to Sehun, and I will do my best to help her as if I were helping myself.

Today, Shixun and his friends went to rehearse the art report performance for the school celebration, so Xianjing accepted the task of tidying up the music room. At the end, Xianjing was called away by friends from the dance team. Naturally, this matter was left to I.

I helped him organize the CDs according to the code, from A to Z, I also listen to the Adele he listens to, and the Blur he likes happens to be my favorite, so many of the same hobbies, although our intersection point cannot be explained, it is enough to make me excited .

It took me an activity class to sort it out, and in just 40 minutes, I will be able to relish it in the future.

……

I roughly sorted out most of the secret love affairs of classmate Lu Lin alone, and recorded every word and deed about Wu Shixun that she could find. , It is almost to the point where the hearer is sad and the listener sheds tears.The emotion of inferiority complex and self-blame was constantly cut and messed up, and I wrote eloquently for nearly a semester.

Then the winter vacation may have been too good or too bad without saying a word.

There were a few pages left in a thick book, and before midnight, she braced herself to read it.

The following content suddenly caught her eyes——

【XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day】

Today, I got an amazing inside story from the "gossip queen" in my grade. I didn't intend to pay attention to it, but she was sitting behind me, and Xianjing was very interested in it. To be honest, I only listened to it because it was related to Wu Sehun of!

Huang Zitao was dropped out of school again, and Shixun's father helped him transfer from the previous high school. The two people who were originally in a good relationship have been fighting coldly for some reason.