Han Yu's Wu Shixun, send me flowers!

Come, the warm light shrouded Shixun's body, he squinted his eyes and felt a little unaccustomed to the sunshine of the long-lost reunion.

Lu Lin turned her head to look at him, the sun shone on the long and tall body of him, the sluggish, dark and damp smell on the gray shirt was washed away by the sun, the pale face and thin red lips, skin It seems to be shining like it has its own skin smoothing effect, a bit like a vampire, a weak vampire.

He slowly walked to the sofa farthest from the balcony and sat down, resting his chin on the armrest with his hand, his amber-like pure eyes fixedly staring at one point, sinking into the prehistoric universe, thinking about something.

Lu Lin put down the curtain cloth in her hand, and took the ingredients she just bought in the supermarket downstairs to the kitchen.I remember that the last time she went back in time, cooking was also included in the things she did, but the heroine cooking was to wash her hands and make soup. She was born to be a nanny.

Turn the egg over, sprinkle salt on it, look up at Shixun inadvertently, as if he was in a painting, the person has a strong sense of unreality, lower his head, pick up the pan and lightly mix the olive oil, I don't know why at this moment, Lu Lin hopes that everything can be stopped. She doesn't like the unknown plot to pierce the illusion of her painstaking efforts like a knife piercing through the air.The meaning of this space is probably to pass the time for creators like Huang Zitao to pass the time in their long years.

Pour the chopped radish and ham on top of the egg, then slowly roll it into a roll and fry it slowly, and serve it with the simmered millet porridge. Don't worry about the problem of not connecting the front and back plots.After everything was in order, she left.

Six Degrees Of Separation

The first stage

The worst is just a broken heart, he is sitting on the sofa but his mind is no longer here, he doesn’t know who followed his footsteps and floated to the distant starry sky, the sun, moon and stars are all taken away, leaving only the gloomy sky, Has the world where the stars could be picked up in the past gone with her?

Shixun tried to blink his eyes, but it seemed like he was going to run out of energy, and the eyes had been reduced to the point where they lost the ability to shed tears?

The sunlight mottled on the wall inch by inch, and then gradually disappeared in front of me. Did I hang a painting on that blank space? Did I draw it for her? Why did I forget her along the river of time? Standing up and resisting, trying to describe the gentle and quiet smile on the corner of her mouth.

He stood up, his empty stomach reminded him that it was time to eat, his stiff feet seemed to have forgotten where the kitchen was, and he ate the cold food on the table at random, no matter how delicious it was, it was useless, and the sensory memory was cut off with him.She had already left, so why did he stick to his spot.

Why did the relationship go to the end without even saying goodbye?

second stage

He thought he could forget it.

Lying in bed listening to old CDs, too many lyrics have been covered with dust, at this moment like old friends came out of memory one by one, couldn’t wait to say hello, and described in detail the mood of that song at that time, he was friendly asked him, where is she?

Shixun can only shake his head with a wry smile, and leave without saying goodbye, but there is no such person.

He remembers her smile, her squinted eyes when eating ice cream, her focused and lovely expression when she was playing with potted plants, the way she stood on tiptoe when she couldn't reach something, her voice of speaking, her angry expression, the temperature of hugging, The way you say you love me...

What to do, it’s really useless, I have never been able to forget you until now, I have always used memories as a golden bell, thinking that as long as I keep these and those, I can pretend that you never left.

While pulling the CD, a photo album fell from it, and Shixun couldn’t remember when it was posted. Reason told him to avoid this high-energy trap, but his instinct pushed him to open this Pandora’s box...

Memories began to choke his throat, and he couldn't breathe. Her appearance became clearer when the brain was hypoxic. She sank deep into the heart like a dagger and was gently pulled out by Void's hands, bloody and fleshy. He clutched his unscathed heart, his eyelashes stuck to his eyelids, and his attack on tears was nothing more than a mantis' arms.

The third stage

The wall that can be touched, the temperature that can be felt, the wind blowing from the window and flipping the pages of the book on the table, the sound of "cracking" can be stopped as long as he stretches out his hand, he touches his face a little slowly, but why does all this seem So unreal?He raised his eyes, the light refracted into his eyes and turned into brown eyes, and his skin's sensitivity to the outside world began to become dull. He closed his eyes and sank into the bathtub. It took a long time for the temperature of the water to reach his brain center. The oxygen in the air is reduced little by little, and the scene is both real and illusory.

He saw the end of the field, the train tracks, and the quiet and quiet face by the window, and she looked at him.Slowly walking away from the front along the railroad track, the vast grassland continued to the gray sky, he was still slow, silent, and did not chase, was he fulfilling his promise to let her go?

Then the whole scene starts to fall apart like a jigsaw puzzle, and the world starts to fall apart.

He left the bottom.

The fourth stage

"Slap..." His wet face was slapped heavily, his head was thrown aside, and it took him a while to feel the pain.

Shixun looked at the person belatedly. Lu Lin stood in front of him against the light, with half of her body silent in the dim light. He seemed to see contempt, anger, and, sadly, in her eyes?

Shixun's eyes have lost the brilliance when she first met, like a fallen star falling at its most shining moment, with his mouth pursed and straight, he treated the saddest story with the calmest expression.If she hadn't taken the key from the table before leaving, what would she see now?

Things that would scare her just thinking about them had nothing to do with her own safety. Lu Lin worried about him, just like a friend.

She took a towel to wrap his head, and dried his hair like a child. How could she not understand the feeling of falling out of love? If you do it yourself, you will hesitate, be cowardly, shrink back, and evade.

Helpless like a child, Shixun's warm eyes looked up at Lu Lin through the gap in the towel. For some reason, his heart was so soft that he couldn't bear it. No matter how beautiful the words are, it would be useless to comfort them. There is no such thing as empathy in the world.

But a reassuring gesture is worth a thousand words.

There was a steady stream of heat gushing out of the opponent's thin and thin body, Shixun felt as if he had swum underground for a round and returned to the world just now, and the feeling of breathing air again was not bad.

He held her hand holding his, and said in a low voice, "You can let go, I just want to wake up."

Lu Lin threw away Wu Shixun like an electric shock, pretending to be angry and said: "Shability! Is this the way to wake up, really." He stood up and walked out of the bathtub, the off-white shirt clinging to his tall and thin body On her body, she could faintly see a strong figure inside, Lu Lin blushed unconvincingly, and immediately left the bathroom when she realized it.

If she stayed any longer, she wouldn't guarantee that she would do anything to him and worsen the matter of Wu Shixun leaving the shadow of broken love.

Shixun stood in front of the mirror and looked at himself. The mirror that had been fragmented in his eyes could be seen from the light, but he inside was perfectly fit and unharmed.

It turned out that he could mend the broken self.

Stage [-]

After a change of clothes, Shixun finally washed away his previous decadence, and when he was reborn as a human being, he had a sense of sight. Before he stood still, Lu Lin stopped him and said, "Let's go to the movies!" She was holding "Teddy Bear" in her hand. Shaking the movie ticket, Shixun looked at it and said, "Is it also provided by my friend?"

"Yes!" Lu Lin didn't even deny it, "Don't disappoint your brother." This is the only reason she can stay by Wu Shixun's side openly, non-violence will never give up this excuse!

He nodded "Yeah" and said, "Let's go then!" Or take away his soul from sinking into the deep ocean of nostalgia through the joyful and laughing movie.

——I’m watching a movie dividing line——

"If it weren't for this overwhelming noise, I wouldn't feel like I'm a silent outlier."

The lights were turned on at the end of the movie, and the audience immersed in the warm atmosphere of the movie left their seats unsatisfied, and left in twos and threes with their friends or lovers around them. Only Shixun was still lost in thought, and he remained silent throughout the whole movie. So, Lu Lin couldn't help wondering if her decision was wrong, would it evolve into a happier atmosphere, reflecting his aloneness?

Lu Lin naturally took his hand and said softly, "Let's go!"

"Let's go."

Just now in the dark, he seemed to hear Xianjing's familiar voice, she happily smiled and shared movie jokes with the boys around him, how much he wanted to numb himself, it was just a fantasy, but at the moment when the scene ended, the moment she stood up For a moment, the sub-yellow light hit the face, the curve of the side face was a line that he had never been able to perfectly describe, and her hand was placed in the other's.

Finally came to the point where I had to let go.

Sixth stage

Shixun stood on the square at the entrance, under the caress of the moonlight, the skin burned by the sun yesterday was healed, and the suffocation in his chest vomited out along the traces of the wind.

Maybe, when Xianjing said goodbye, when he saw her smiling and watching a movie with the newcomer, time had already said it for her, and he also made a choice for him, no matter how cruel it would be