The Lost of Flying Tiger's Stealth Extreme Battle
Chapter 53: Ideal
Before finishing the news, Kenny turned off the TV directly, and he was still lying on the sofa motionless, as if in a daze.
Lu Guobin couldn't see his face, standing behind the sofa, he only saw half of his back and half of his profile, silently feeling a little lost.
"Kenny..."
Hearing Lu Guobin's voice, Kenny shook his body slightly, then turned his body back and glanced at him.
Lu Guobin was stunned for a moment, he saw a layer of resentment and indifference in Kenny's eyes, but only for a moment, Kenny smiled again.
"What are you doing? Why do you look listless?" Lu Guobin asked, he took Kenny's hand, rubbed his thumb on the back of his finger, and squeezed it hard.
"If you don't accompany me, I'm so bored..."
"I have business to do...I saw you staring at the TV news in a daze, so fascinated, how about it, what do you think?"
Seeing that anti-terrorism was mentioned in the news, Lu Guobin asked casually. Kenny was puzzled and didn't understand what he meant for a while.
"You seem to be very touched by the news just now, and you thought you would think something..." Lu Guobin recalled Kenny's fleeting resentment and indifference just now.
"about what?"
"About anti-terrorism, about eradicating evil, about... anything..." Lu Guobin said with a slight frown.
Kenny's tense nerves suddenly relaxed again. He thought that Lu Guobin had found something important from him again, so he took a breath in his heart. About that person, he still refuses to mention a word, and maybe he hasn't forgiven him for the past. Maybe he knows that even if he forgives, he can't go back to the past, because his heart is dead, and he can never get back the original one.
In fact, Lu Guobin didn't deliberately look for topics, but just happened to see this news, and chatted with Kenny casually on a whim.
Kenny leaned his head on the back of the sofa, his eyes rolled, and after serious thinking, he tilted his head and said:
"Don't you think it's ridiculous?"
"How do you say it?" Lu Guobin became interested when he heard what he said, and wanted to hear what he would say, so he walked to the sofa next to Kenny and sat down.
"Evil will not disappear and can only be transferred. Even if it is temporarily eliminated, it will grow in a new place. This world is so bad that there is no way to save it..." Kenny said with his mouth curled up, and the lines on his forehead jumped to his chest. On the forehead, "Terrorism is not the only way to create evil. In this world, there is no one who does not live with evil. As long as there are people, evil will always exist!"
It is a rare opportunity for two people to calm down and talk about ideals and world views, but the atmosphere of this topic is more like an artist and wise man discussing philosophy.
"Your point of view... seems very pessimistic!" Lu Guobin was a little surprised, but also a little depressed.
Even though Lu Guobin has seen too much of the broken world, he still feels that the world can be saved, but Kenny is different from him, Kenny is full of despair about the world.
I often see him giggling and cynical, but he ignores the fact that Kenny’s heart is extremely dark. Kenny is a double-faced person, and the two extremes of angels and demons are concentrated on him. The demon in him has been waiting for the balance to tilt , the moment of weightlessness, that's when it starts to devour and destroy.
Only those who don't have any hope will be unrestrained and uninhibited, and treat life as a game!
"Why do you think so?" Lu Guobin asked.
Kenny flicked his pupils and looked into the distance, then moved his eyes to Lu Guobin, as if thinking, he blinked lazily, and drew a circle in the air with his fingers.
"Humans are very lowly animals. The more they suffer, the more they know what happiness is. The greater the disaster, the more they yearn for peace. Therefore, human beings need pain, and the world also needs evil..." Kenny sneered, full of contempt.
Lu Guobin feels that his perception of the world is very pessimistic, but it seems to be very reasonable.
In fact, Lu Guobin wanted to tell Kenny that his ideal is to eliminate all injustice and evil in the world, and make this world a truly peaceful and clean world. He felt depressed because Kenny’s words coincided with his ideal. Running in the opposite direction, but he couldn't give any reason to refute, so he didn't know how to say it for a while.
No matter what he said, Kenny would find it ridiculous, right?
So don't mention it!
Not just Kenny, he himself sometimes finds it ridiculous, and the growing sense of powerlessness wears him down.
Like Kenny, he has experienced life and death for countless times, and he has seen all kinds of ugliness in the world. He has witnessed too many injustices, such as racial discrimination, economic injustice, and endless political conflicts. Endlessly, countries plunder each other's resources and territories, and civil wars and wars between countries have never stopped.
He loves this world, but can only watch it being devastated, slowly dilapidated, and destroyed; he hates this world, watching it go to destruction, but there is no way to save it.He has lofty aspirations in mind, but unfortunately he has not yet found a channel to realize his ideals.
He thought that Kenny would hate the evil and filth of this world as much as he did, and wanted to save the world, but he was wrong.
Kenny has no ideals, he just wants to live, or to prove that he is still alive!
In fact, Kenny does not hate evil, and even takes the initiative to create evil. He needs to be on the verge of life and death from time to time, looking for pleasure in despair and rebirth. Kenny has been in the seal for so many years, and has carried out countless large and small missions , experienced all kinds of war disasters, and saved countless lives, but these are hard to compare with the sense of existence achieved when killing or being killed. Only at this moment, only when his life is threatened, he will feel I am alive.
This abnormal psychology once made him evolve into a bloodthirsty pervert...
He has always wanted to find himself through normal channels, but obviously the effect is not significant.
Kenny knows that his current desire is bloodthirsty and perverted, but he never minds it and enjoys it. It is not easy for a person to live, why should he suppress his desire?
"Kenny, do you have ideals?"
Lu Guobin found that he didn't know Kenny very well. There were a lot of things that he deliberately concealed and didn't reveal easily. He remembered that the contents of Kenny's file and his experience before joining the SEALs were all blank. Even his real name, Ken Ni also never said, like, like this is a man with no past.
Kenny leaned back on the back of the sofa and looked at the chandelier on the top, thinking for a long time, finally stood up straight and looked at Lu Guobin very seriously and said: "It didn't exist before, but now it does..."
"...?"
Lu Guobin was very curious about Kenny's ideals. He looked at Kenny in surprise as if he was asking, expecting him to speak.
Kenny leaned forward with a wicked smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were shining brightly again.
"It's you..." As he said that, he threw himself on Lu Guobin again, giggling non-stop.
Lu Guobin hugged his neck and smiled, thinking he would talk about such a great ideal, but he overthought, and finally turned into a joke by Kenny.
……(To be continued)
The author has something to say: In fact, I don’t want to use “ideal” as the title of the chapter, because the continuation seems to have a section with the same name, but after changing several, I still feel that this is the closest to the content and artistic conception of this section. The continuation seems to be mainly Lu Guobin’s ideal , this section is mainly Kenny's ideal, this ideal is not that ideal!
Lu Guobin couldn't see his face, standing behind the sofa, he only saw half of his back and half of his profile, silently feeling a little lost.
"Kenny..."
Hearing Lu Guobin's voice, Kenny shook his body slightly, then turned his body back and glanced at him.
Lu Guobin was stunned for a moment, he saw a layer of resentment and indifference in Kenny's eyes, but only for a moment, Kenny smiled again.
"What are you doing? Why do you look listless?" Lu Guobin asked, he took Kenny's hand, rubbed his thumb on the back of his finger, and squeezed it hard.
"If you don't accompany me, I'm so bored..."
"I have business to do...I saw you staring at the TV news in a daze, so fascinated, how about it, what do you think?"
Seeing that anti-terrorism was mentioned in the news, Lu Guobin asked casually. Kenny was puzzled and didn't understand what he meant for a while.
"You seem to be very touched by the news just now, and you thought you would think something..." Lu Guobin recalled Kenny's fleeting resentment and indifference just now.
"about what?"
"About anti-terrorism, about eradicating evil, about... anything..." Lu Guobin said with a slight frown.
Kenny's tense nerves suddenly relaxed again. He thought that Lu Guobin had found something important from him again, so he took a breath in his heart. About that person, he still refuses to mention a word, and maybe he hasn't forgiven him for the past. Maybe he knows that even if he forgives, he can't go back to the past, because his heart is dead, and he can never get back the original one.
In fact, Lu Guobin didn't deliberately look for topics, but just happened to see this news, and chatted with Kenny casually on a whim.
Kenny leaned his head on the back of the sofa, his eyes rolled, and after serious thinking, he tilted his head and said:
"Don't you think it's ridiculous?"
"How do you say it?" Lu Guobin became interested when he heard what he said, and wanted to hear what he would say, so he walked to the sofa next to Kenny and sat down.
"Evil will not disappear and can only be transferred. Even if it is temporarily eliminated, it will grow in a new place. This world is so bad that there is no way to save it..." Kenny said with his mouth curled up, and the lines on his forehead jumped to his chest. On the forehead, "Terrorism is not the only way to create evil. In this world, there is no one who does not live with evil. As long as there are people, evil will always exist!"
It is a rare opportunity for two people to calm down and talk about ideals and world views, but the atmosphere of this topic is more like an artist and wise man discussing philosophy.
"Your point of view... seems very pessimistic!" Lu Guobin was a little surprised, but also a little depressed.
Even though Lu Guobin has seen too much of the broken world, he still feels that the world can be saved, but Kenny is different from him, Kenny is full of despair about the world.
I often see him giggling and cynical, but he ignores the fact that Kenny’s heart is extremely dark. Kenny is a double-faced person, and the two extremes of angels and demons are concentrated on him. The demon in him has been waiting for the balance to tilt , the moment of weightlessness, that's when it starts to devour and destroy.
Only those who don't have any hope will be unrestrained and uninhibited, and treat life as a game!
"Why do you think so?" Lu Guobin asked.
Kenny flicked his pupils and looked into the distance, then moved his eyes to Lu Guobin, as if thinking, he blinked lazily, and drew a circle in the air with his fingers.
"Humans are very lowly animals. The more they suffer, the more they know what happiness is. The greater the disaster, the more they yearn for peace. Therefore, human beings need pain, and the world also needs evil..." Kenny sneered, full of contempt.
Lu Guobin feels that his perception of the world is very pessimistic, but it seems to be very reasonable.
In fact, Lu Guobin wanted to tell Kenny that his ideal is to eliminate all injustice and evil in the world, and make this world a truly peaceful and clean world. He felt depressed because Kenny’s words coincided with his ideal. Running in the opposite direction, but he couldn't give any reason to refute, so he didn't know how to say it for a while.
No matter what he said, Kenny would find it ridiculous, right?
So don't mention it!
Not just Kenny, he himself sometimes finds it ridiculous, and the growing sense of powerlessness wears him down.
Like Kenny, he has experienced life and death for countless times, and he has seen all kinds of ugliness in the world. He has witnessed too many injustices, such as racial discrimination, economic injustice, and endless political conflicts. Endlessly, countries plunder each other's resources and territories, and civil wars and wars between countries have never stopped.
He loves this world, but can only watch it being devastated, slowly dilapidated, and destroyed; he hates this world, watching it go to destruction, but there is no way to save it.He has lofty aspirations in mind, but unfortunately he has not yet found a channel to realize his ideals.
He thought that Kenny would hate the evil and filth of this world as much as he did, and wanted to save the world, but he was wrong.
Kenny has no ideals, he just wants to live, or to prove that he is still alive!
In fact, Kenny does not hate evil, and even takes the initiative to create evil. He needs to be on the verge of life and death from time to time, looking for pleasure in despair and rebirth. Kenny has been in the seal for so many years, and has carried out countless large and small missions , experienced all kinds of war disasters, and saved countless lives, but these are hard to compare with the sense of existence achieved when killing or being killed. Only at this moment, only when his life is threatened, he will feel I am alive.
This abnormal psychology once made him evolve into a bloodthirsty pervert...
He has always wanted to find himself through normal channels, but obviously the effect is not significant.
Kenny knows that his current desire is bloodthirsty and perverted, but he never minds it and enjoys it. It is not easy for a person to live, why should he suppress his desire?
"Kenny, do you have ideals?"
Lu Guobin found that he didn't know Kenny very well. There were a lot of things that he deliberately concealed and didn't reveal easily. He remembered that the contents of Kenny's file and his experience before joining the SEALs were all blank. Even his real name, Ken Ni also never said, like, like this is a man with no past.
Kenny leaned back on the back of the sofa and looked at the chandelier on the top, thinking for a long time, finally stood up straight and looked at Lu Guobin very seriously and said: "It didn't exist before, but now it does..."
"...?"
Lu Guobin was very curious about Kenny's ideals. He looked at Kenny in surprise as if he was asking, expecting him to speak.
Kenny leaned forward with a wicked smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were shining brightly again.
"It's you..." As he said that, he threw himself on Lu Guobin again, giggling non-stop.
Lu Guobin hugged his neck and smiled, thinking he would talk about such a great ideal, but he overthought, and finally turned into a joke by Kenny.
……(To be continued)
The author has something to say: In fact, I don’t want to use “ideal” as the title of the chapter, because the continuation seems to have a section with the same name, but after changing several, I still feel that this is the closest to the content and artistic conception of this section. The continuation seems to be mainly Lu Guobin’s ideal , this section is mainly Kenny's ideal, this ideal is not that ideal!
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