The Lost of Flying Tiger's Stealth Extreme Battle
Chapter 73: Abandoning Love
Lu Guobin's hands were covered with blood, and the suit on his body was also soaked in blood. This was Kenny's blood. He couldn't believe that the blood flowed from Kenny's body. It was so hot that he was at a loss what to do.
His brain was in a mess, until now he couldn't believe that scene, couldn't believe that what happened just now was real, he couldn't accept such a fact.
He recalled it over and over again, thinking uncontrollably, every time he thought about it, his heart was torn apart.
……
He saw Kenny running towards him with a smile, and he could immediately hold him in his arms and rush towards the life they yearned for.
He smiled and opened his arms, only one last step left, only one last step Kenny would hug him...
There was only one last step left before he could hold Kenny in his arms...
A bullet pierces Kenny's body from behind...
A few drops of blood spattered on his face with warmth, and he closed his eyes...
Opening his eyes, Kenny fell into his arms...
He couldn't wake Kenny up, no matter how loud and heart-piercing he shouted, he couldn't wake Kenny up...
He kept running, running, and running with Kenny in his arms...
The blood stained his hands and the delicate suit on his body...
……
Scene after scene, repeated indefinitely, and repeated.
He told himself more than once that this was an accident, this was an accident... But he still hated himself, he watched Kenny fall down with his own eyes, but he was helpless!
He hated himself for not being able to protect him!
This is indeed an accident, but such accidents may happen around him every day. Both he and the people around him will often face such crises. He can go through life and death with his brother, but he cannot see his lover die in front of him.
He held Kenny in panic and ran forward, watching Kenny's blood soak his chest, but no one helped him, he couldn't do anything, he could only watch Kenny's life draining away.
That was the person he loved, but he couldn't save him. At that moment, he couldn't think of anything except helplessness and hating himself.
Now he was standing at the door of the emergency room in a daze, about to suffocate and die. He looked at the blood on his hands and body, and felt the heartache that Kenny was about to leave him.
He thought of Gusca, the woman who loved him, agreed with him, and followed him, the woman he had grown to love but didn't dare to love, and she left in the same way at the Nawaz base of the Pakistani terrorist organization He, he grabbed her body, but he couldn't grasp her life, he could only watch her die.
The reason why I dare not love is because I am afraid that this day will come...
Do you want him to suffer this pain again?
Will Gusca's ending be Kenny's future?
He was suddenly terrified of losing Kenny forever!
He remembered Du Laishan's words: "If you can't guarantee his safety, what kind of love is it?"
What love!What love!He questioned himself over and over again...
Love, at least two people must live first!
If life is gone, does love still have meaning?
Even if it was Kenny standing here and himself lying in it, Kenny was still suffering from anxiety like himself now, how could he bear it?
The door opened a crack, and he rushed over. A doctor came out in a hurry. He pulled the doctor to ask Kenny's situation, but the doctor shook his head hastily.
The operation is still going on, the doctor said, let him be mentally prepared!
Lu Guobin wanted to swear, he wanted to expose his emotions roughly.
Fuck!Fuck your mental preparations, Kenny won't die...Kenny won't die...You guys have to revive him for me...
He is such an elegant person that the word rough has never been involved with him.
The heart was shaking, the hands were shaking, and even the voice was shaking...Fear, buried him at the bottom, raised his head, and couldn't see Kenny.
That was supposed to be hope, and Kenny was hope!
"You haven't lost Kenny, so you won't be afraid. I lost it, so I won't risk Kenny again. Don't you have to try it yourself before you know you regret it?!"
He regretted it, he didn't want to lose Kenny!Don't want to never see him again!
If he had met Kenny sooner, maybe none of this would have happened, and he wouldn't have been shot if he hadn't agreed to elope with him.
If he could choose, he would rather not have been to the Golden Triangle. Even if Kenny and Kenny couldn't become each other's lovers, he could at least live.
He makes a lot of assumptions...
A liar, and said he would never leave again... Cursing Kenny over and over again in his heart.
Now, he really wanted to grab Kenny's wandering soul and stuff it back into his body heavily, and then tell him fiercely, you bastard, wake up quickly and live well for me!
you wake up...
I am still waiting to see the scenery along the way with you, welcome the dawn and the sunset together hand in hand, watch the great rivers, watch the neon lights, go to the Mongolian grassland for horseback riding, go to Russia to experience the severe winter and snow, and go to Iceland to see the beautiful scenery Northern Lights...
……
When William arrived, he saw that Lu Guobin was covered in blood and was already crying at the door of the operating room.
He picked up Lu Guobin and punched him in the face, and only said one word to him: "Are you going to let Kenny die by beating me?"
Lu Guobin was knocked to the ground by his punch, and he curled up against the wall, unable to stand up again...
……
After several hours of rescue, Kenny was finally pushed out of the operating room and transferred to the intensive care unit, but he was not completely out of danger.
Through the wide glass curtain wall, Lu Guobin looked at Kenny lying on the hospital bed from a distance. His collapsed and helpless appearance moved William behind him. He had never seen Lu Guobin like this before, and the Lu Guobin in his impression would never It is a look of aloofness and victory.
He patted Lu Guobin on the shoulder, hoping to give him some comfort.
"The general asked me to tell you a word, saying that you will understand after listening. He said that people like us don't deserve love, because we don't live for ourselves!"
William saw Lu Guobin's eyes flicker.
He doesn't live for himself, he has his own ideal, which is too big for him to give up.
In the beginning, it was his delusion, and it was because of his hotheadedness that he lost himself in the closed and backward environment of the Golden Triangle. This place full of sins and desires exposes people's true soul.
The beautiful love is what he longs for, and the ideal that is difficult to realize is also what he insists on. It is because he did not consider the long-term. Kenny's love made him lost, and he almost forgot that he still had very important things to do.
Yes, a person like him actually expects to be with the one he loves. It's fine for him to live on the verge of life and death, but let the people around him be in danger.
One day, they would leave here and continue their original life. Even if he took Kenny away, would he let him follow him in the smoke of war and live in dire straits every day?
Was he going to live in this fear of losing Kenny every day?
This is his ideal, but it is not the ideal of others. He has no reason to let his lover give up his life for him. Gusca is like this, and Kenny is even more so.
"You tell him..." Lu Guobin said sadly, "I have decided to leave Kenny!"
The moment he decided to call William, he had already made such a decision. It was the most desperate moment in his life. No one knew how he survived that night from the peak of happiness to the bottom of despair. !
William's heart finally fell together with his chest.
"I only have one request..." Lu Guobin said sadly.
……
William saw that Lu Guobin was wearing a light blue protective suit and a mask and pushed the door into Kenny's intensive care unit. He walked slowly to the bed, sat beside Kenny, and stared at him for a long time. For a full hour, I didn't say a word.
William looked at his watch. For the final farewell, let him spend time with Kenny and give him time to say goodbye.
Kenny was lying quietly now, and the breathing mask could still see his exhaled gas clinging to it. He closed his eyes and seemed to be asleep.
How good he is alive!
Lu Guobin took Kenny's hand and gently held it in his hand. He took off his mask and suddenly lowered his head, leaning close to Kenny's ear, and kept talking in his ear.
……
The author has something to say: tonight also does not accept bad reviews, please keep all bad reviews first, and post them when I feel better
His brain was in a mess, until now he couldn't believe that scene, couldn't believe that what happened just now was real, he couldn't accept such a fact.
He recalled it over and over again, thinking uncontrollably, every time he thought about it, his heart was torn apart.
……
He saw Kenny running towards him with a smile, and he could immediately hold him in his arms and rush towards the life they yearned for.
He smiled and opened his arms, only one last step left, only one last step Kenny would hug him...
There was only one last step left before he could hold Kenny in his arms...
A bullet pierces Kenny's body from behind...
A few drops of blood spattered on his face with warmth, and he closed his eyes...
Opening his eyes, Kenny fell into his arms...
He couldn't wake Kenny up, no matter how loud and heart-piercing he shouted, he couldn't wake Kenny up...
He kept running, running, and running with Kenny in his arms...
The blood stained his hands and the delicate suit on his body...
……
Scene after scene, repeated indefinitely, and repeated.
He told himself more than once that this was an accident, this was an accident... But he still hated himself, he watched Kenny fall down with his own eyes, but he was helpless!
He hated himself for not being able to protect him!
This is indeed an accident, but such accidents may happen around him every day. Both he and the people around him will often face such crises. He can go through life and death with his brother, but he cannot see his lover die in front of him.
He held Kenny in panic and ran forward, watching Kenny's blood soak his chest, but no one helped him, he couldn't do anything, he could only watch Kenny's life draining away.
That was the person he loved, but he couldn't save him. At that moment, he couldn't think of anything except helplessness and hating himself.
Now he was standing at the door of the emergency room in a daze, about to suffocate and die. He looked at the blood on his hands and body, and felt the heartache that Kenny was about to leave him.
He thought of Gusca, the woman who loved him, agreed with him, and followed him, the woman he had grown to love but didn't dare to love, and she left in the same way at the Nawaz base of the Pakistani terrorist organization He, he grabbed her body, but he couldn't grasp her life, he could only watch her die.
The reason why I dare not love is because I am afraid that this day will come...
Do you want him to suffer this pain again?
Will Gusca's ending be Kenny's future?
He was suddenly terrified of losing Kenny forever!
He remembered Du Laishan's words: "If you can't guarantee his safety, what kind of love is it?"
What love!What love!He questioned himself over and over again...
Love, at least two people must live first!
If life is gone, does love still have meaning?
Even if it was Kenny standing here and himself lying in it, Kenny was still suffering from anxiety like himself now, how could he bear it?
The door opened a crack, and he rushed over. A doctor came out in a hurry. He pulled the doctor to ask Kenny's situation, but the doctor shook his head hastily.
The operation is still going on, the doctor said, let him be mentally prepared!
Lu Guobin wanted to swear, he wanted to expose his emotions roughly.
Fuck!Fuck your mental preparations, Kenny won't die...Kenny won't die...You guys have to revive him for me...
He is such an elegant person that the word rough has never been involved with him.
The heart was shaking, the hands were shaking, and even the voice was shaking...Fear, buried him at the bottom, raised his head, and couldn't see Kenny.
That was supposed to be hope, and Kenny was hope!
"You haven't lost Kenny, so you won't be afraid. I lost it, so I won't risk Kenny again. Don't you have to try it yourself before you know you regret it?!"
He regretted it, he didn't want to lose Kenny!Don't want to never see him again!
If he had met Kenny sooner, maybe none of this would have happened, and he wouldn't have been shot if he hadn't agreed to elope with him.
If he could choose, he would rather not have been to the Golden Triangle. Even if Kenny and Kenny couldn't become each other's lovers, he could at least live.
He makes a lot of assumptions...
A liar, and said he would never leave again... Cursing Kenny over and over again in his heart.
Now, he really wanted to grab Kenny's wandering soul and stuff it back into his body heavily, and then tell him fiercely, you bastard, wake up quickly and live well for me!
you wake up...
I am still waiting to see the scenery along the way with you, welcome the dawn and the sunset together hand in hand, watch the great rivers, watch the neon lights, go to the Mongolian grassland for horseback riding, go to Russia to experience the severe winter and snow, and go to Iceland to see the beautiful scenery Northern Lights...
……
When William arrived, he saw that Lu Guobin was covered in blood and was already crying at the door of the operating room.
He picked up Lu Guobin and punched him in the face, and only said one word to him: "Are you going to let Kenny die by beating me?"
Lu Guobin was knocked to the ground by his punch, and he curled up against the wall, unable to stand up again...
……
After several hours of rescue, Kenny was finally pushed out of the operating room and transferred to the intensive care unit, but he was not completely out of danger.
Through the wide glass curtain wall, Lu Guobin looked at Kenny lying on the hospital bed from a distance. His collapsed and helpless appearance moved William behind him. He had never seen Lu Guobin like this before, and the Lu Guobin in his impression would never It is a look of aloofness and victory.
He patted Lu Guobin on the shoulder, hoping to give him some comfort.
"The general asked me to tell you a word, saying that you will understand after listening. He said that people like us don't deserve love, because we don't live for ourselves!"
William saw Lu Guobin's eyes flicker.
He doesn't live for himself, he has his own ideal, which is too big for him to give up.
In the beginning, it was his delusion, and it was because of his hotheadedness that he lost himself in the closed and backward environment of the Golden Triangle. This place full of sins and desires exposes people's true soul.
The beautiful love is what he longs for, and the ideal that is difficult to realize is also what he insists on. It is because he did not consider the long-term. Kenny's love made him lost, and he almost forgot that he still had very important things to do.
Yes, a person like him actually expects to be with the one he loves. It's fine for him to live on the verge of life and death, but let the people around him be in danger.
One day, they would leave here and continue their original life. Even if he took Kenny away, would he let him follow him in the smoke of war and live in dire straits every day?
Was he going to live in this fear of losing Kenny every day?
This is his ideal, but it is not the ideal of others. He has no reason to let his lover give up his life for him. Gusca is like this, and Kenny is even more so.
"You tell him..." Lu Guobin said sadly, "I have decided to leave Kenny!"
The moment he decided to call William, he had already made such a decision. It was the most desperate moment in his life. No one knew how he survived that night from the peak of happiness to the bottom of despair. !
William's heart finally fell together with his chest.
"I only have one request..." Lu Guobin said sadly.
……
William saw that Lu Guobin was wearing a light blue protective suit and a mask and pushed the door into Kenny's intensive care unit. He walked slowly to the bed, sat beside Kenny, and stared at him for a long time. For a full hour, I didn't say a word.
William looked at his watch. For the final farewell, let him spend time with Kenny and give him time to say goodbye.
Kenny was lying quietly now, and the breathing mask could still see his exhaled gas clinging to it. He closed his eyes and seemed to be asleep.
How good he is alive!
Lu Guobin took Kenny's hand and gently held it in his hand. He took off his mask and suddenly lowered his head, leaning close to Kenny's ear, and kept talking in his ear.
……
The author has something to say: tonight also does not accept bad reviews, please keep all bad reviews first, and post them when I feel better
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