Romantics always die under the tongue of realists

In memory, it is everyone's.Her father Xu Gang, her favorite Ye Ying, her good friend Yuan Du, and me now.

I don't want to be included at all. Axia thinks that I am out of the group and always stray away from the friendly. This appearance is intentional.

I don't want to continue this conversation with her.I want to ask how and why she died, but the strange thing is that I can't.

This is by no means exposing scars, but I really wanted to ask but couldn't. I asked my subconscious mind, how did Axia die?

Isn't this ridiculous?

I don't think the Axia in front of me came from a dream. On the contrary, I prefer that she comes from an Axia imagined by my brain itself.

She is a fictional character.

I hesitated for a long time, but still didn't speak, Axia asked me about Yuan Du instead.

What should I say?

A-Xia said: "Pick up what happened recently."

I said, "He's been fine recently, nothing happened."

Axia stared at me, then sighed again, and said, "That's good."

I asked her, is there anything else I want to ask?for example…

I was hesitant to tell her about her father. On the one hand, I felt that she should know everything. She is a fantasy in my mind. I don't need to explain everything to her clearly. As long as she wants, she To hack into my brain and know all my unspoken words and doubts.

Axia shook her head. When I asked why, she said that she could actually think of it.

Axia and I continued to chat about other things. She basically didn't mention Ye Ying much, most of them were Yuan Du. If I didn't talk about her father, she wouldn't mention it.

Axia talked a lot about Yuan Du's childhood. She said that she knew Yuan Du liked her since she was a child.

She also said that she thought about it, but later she met Ye Ying.

Axia went on to say: "People are not fools, they know everything." I always feel that these words are insinuating, and I don't know who they are alluding to.

I said, "Actually, I haven't had much contact with you."

Axia said: "I know, you don't want to have contact with me."

I was a little embarrassed, but I still answered: "It's not all like that..."

Axia smiled, patted my shoulder and said, "Forget it, I won't care about this either."

For no reason, she blurted out "You seem to be real..." I don't know why I said such words, her behavior exceeded my prediction, making me feel that this is not a fake character that was constructed.

Axia froze, she suddenly stretched out her hand to touch my face, leaned forward, I almost instinctively stepped back, as she approached step by step, I backed up step by step until my back was against the wall, she and I The distance between me is nothing more than the touch between the tips of my noses.

I felt the pain on my face, and she said: "Tell Ye Yingshao to go to my dad's place. If Yuan Du is free, tell him to go and see it when he has time. My dad will never forget me, and he will feel uncomfortable when he thinks of me. Seeing Yuan Du makes me feel better, thinking about my good times and my present times. He will really hate himself when he is alone."

I listened to her words and nodded in response. She pinched my face harder and harder. I was in so much pain that I pushed her away.

She will stick it up again, her hands are more forceful than last time, her eyes become sinister and terrifying, my face is torn apart by her, the flesh and bones are separated, blood splatters, and the eyeballs are still in the eye sockets.

Immediately, I grabbed her face too, trying to tear her apart.

The moment I touched her skin, she turned into a rotting liquid, exuding an unpleasant stench. For some reason, I took advantage of her death and asked her loudly: "Do you still hate your father?"

She didn't respond to me, the dark green viscous liquid covered my whole body, she was quickly dissolved little by little in front of me, and the smell of corpses in the air made me vomit all over the floor.

Red, white, green, yellow, colorful dripping on the ground.

I ran to the living room, and I had to pay attention to Yuan Du who was sleeping on the sofa, I couldn't let him find the marks on my body, I moved as quietly as possible.

I held a few bottles of August [-]th disinfectant and poured them into my room. The corroded "sizzling" sound was especially loud in the silent night, so I couldn't hear the footsteps.The unexpected greeting made me shake my hands and throw a whole bottle of August [-]th disinfectant on the ground. A few drops of the liquid splashed on my trouser legs, killing the green liquid and leaving a white spot.

I still have a large area of ​​green on my body, but the little white on the trouser legs is not conspicuous.

"What are you doing?" Yuan Du asked.

I said, "I'm disinfecting."

Yuan Du looked very surprised. He said, "Did you spray the room with August [-]th disinfectant?"

I nodded, and he picked up the leaking empty bottle from my feet, and said to me, "Are you sleepwalking? Is it okay to sprinkle this in the room?"

I took the empty bottle from his hand, and he shot me an annoyed look, picking up the few bottles he had used up earlier.

"Prodigal stuff." Staying up late at night and playing with the August [-]th disinfectant, isn't this a disease of the brain?

I was annoyed when I heard him muttering there, and I couldn't help choking him: "I'm happy!"

Yuan Du said coldly: "It's not that you don't sleep at night and suddenly say 'Do you still hate so and so?', I ignore you."

I was shocked, how could he still hear what was in my dream?

Seeing that I ignored him, Yuan Du asked me what was wrong.

I also want to ask him what happened?Am I dreaming?

Yuan Du turned on the light in the corridor, and the orange light hit my face. I saw that my room was in a mess, and there was no dark green liquid on my body. There was only a strong smell of August [-]th disinfectant in the room.

I looked at him in horror, my back was soaked.

Yuan Du asked abruptly: "You don't want me to sleep with you, do you?"

I thought for a while: "Hmm..."

Yuan Du immediately stuffed the empty bottles in my arms, ran to sleep on the sofa by himself, and ignored me.

I think there is no need to resist so much.

I sat on the armrest of the sofa, only sat a little bit, and asked him very carefully, did he sleep?

He ignored me, and I couldn't find any other way to make him talk to me.

I could only look at him aggrieved, and when I was aggrieved, I remembered that I was obviously the owner of this house, why did I still act like a farmer who was bullied by a rich man?

I also know that he thinks I'm having an illness. I don't know if Ye Ying has explained my matter to him, but at the moment, if I don't explain, this matter may become very difficult in the future.

I had to go over in my mind how to explain the matter clearly to him, so that he can clearly know that I am a normal person without any other unknown diseases.

Yuan Du told me not to talk, he just wants to sleep now.

I thought it was perfunctory, so I told him that I dreamed of Axia.

He asked me, then what?

I said that Axia looks very happy now.

Yuan Du didn't say anything, and closed his eyes again.

I looked at his eyeballs trembling through the moonlight. It turned out that he also had doubts and anxiety.

For this reason, I secretly laughed and didn't dare to show my emotions, as if I had discovered a little secret of his.

I put away my smiling face and said solemnly, "Go and see her father when you have time, it's pitiful for such an old man."

Yuan Du gave a soft "hmm", I patted his shoulder and sang him a lullaby on a whim.

Who knows, the fucking Yuan Du kicked me off the sofa, and I begged him to sleep with me, crying and begging him to sleep with me, and it took him a long time to agree.

I can't sleep in my room. Fortunately, the sofa is foldable and can be turned into a bed when unfolded. Two big men sleep on a 1.5-meter bed, which is really a bit cramped.

I didn't get up earlier than Yuan Du, and there was breakfast prepared by him in the living room, so I made do with two mouthfuls and went out.

I went to Axia's house, and it happened that Xu Gang was not at home. I was about to leave when I met Ye Ying who came to the door.

I dragged Ye Ying to the small playground in the yard. She was sitting on a marble bench, looking very depressed.

She asked me why I came, and I said, nothing, I just wanted to know about Axia.

Ye Ying said, then you can come to me.

She seemed disgusted that I went to Xu Gang.

Ye Ying said, don't come next time, he won't see you.

Xu Gang will not see Ye Ying.I suddenly realized this matter, and I asked Ye Ying: "Did Axia tell his father about the two of you?"

She didn't answer, but I already had the answer in my heart.

Xu Gang found Ye Ying when he was walking from Building 6. He pretended not to see Ye Ying and walked over. I saw Ye Ying's head was lowered, which was guilt.

Ye Ying feels guilty towards Xu Gang.

I asked Ye Ying: "Are you still looking for him?"

Ye Ying said: "Not today, next time."

I asked, "Did Axia really commit suicide?"

Ye Ying asked me in turn: "Don't you know all about it?" Her eyes were very cold, with contempt and sarcasm, and there were many complicated emotions in it.

Instead of going with Ye Ying, I turned around to find Yuan Du, who was still in class at that time.

I went to his school, which was only half an hour's walk from Axia's house, and only 15 minutes' drive by bus.

At 45:[-], I was at the door of his office. Since it was a middle school, we had to go out early to eat. The restaurants near the school were very popular. The school cafeteria opened on time, and there was still a queue. Being cut short, we had a quick lunch.

During this time, I still haven't forgotten to ask him about Axia.

Yuan Du added a lot of details, which sounded like trivial things, Axia didn't seem to have told him too much about Ye Ying.

Perhaps in his impression, Axia dated a teacher, who was also a teacher at the same school.

No wonder when