ban [entertainment circle]

There is a small garden under the window of the ward, it is very small, and it takes less than 5 minutes to go around it.There are many trees in the garden and few flowers. At this time of year, the flowers are all withered, and there are not a few leaves left. On the contrary, other evergreen plants are still green. Looking around, although they are not as beautiful as spring and summer, they are also more dull than the atmosphere. Good in the ward.

The garden is paved with cobblestones. Elderly patients like to walk on them. The cobblestones are uneven and stimulate the acupoints. Young people like Su Yun, who think the cobblestones hurt their feet, avoid them.Unfortunately, the path was narrow, and there were no cobblestones for him to walk, so Lu Qin had to walk on the cobblestones. Fortunately, his leather shoes had thick soles, even so, occasionally he would grin his teeth and hiss if he stepped on a particularly sharp one.

The two walked into the small garden side by side. Although Lu Qin had been inquiring about Su Yun's recent situation on the phone, he couldn't avoid asking again when he saw him.Su Yun answered one by one, starting from what time in the morning, what he ate, which book he read today, and what thoughts he had.In fact, the two of them only separated for a day or two. Most of the things that happened were routine. After Su Yun said a few words, there was nothing new to talk about. He fell silent, and Lu Qin also fell silent.

After a long time, Lu Qin asked: "I went to Germany these few days, did Yue Lin tell you?"

Su Yun's shoulders tightened slightly, and he thought to himself, finally the point of the conversation was reached.

He nodded: "Tell me. He said you went to Germany to hire an expert and come back to treat me."

Lu Qin glanced at the small flower bed by the roadside. The fallen leaves were swept into a small pile by the workers and piled under the tree.Before coming, he considered many ways, how to speak to Su Yun, when the matter came to an end, he forgot all the ways and decided to let nature take its course.

"I have seen the expert. His name is Wineberg. He is a bit strange, but his medical skills are very good. It is said that a patient he treated before was a celebrity and was sentenced to death by several major hospitals because of cancer. In his hands, he managed to save the man's life. Now the man is alive and well, and he wants to watch operas, operas, dramas." Lu Qin said, "I'll give him all your medical records. Look, he is willing to try, but there are a few things he needs to explain to us in advance."

Lu Qin paused, but did not continue.Su Yun waited for a long time, unable to wait for the next sentence, couldn't help but turned his head and cast a urging look, but saw Lu Qin frowning tightly, falling into hesitation.

It was obvious what he was hesitating about.

In the process of cancer treatment, in order to avoid emotional fluctuations of patients, relatives often choose to hide the disease from patients.But this matter came to Su Yun, because he knew his illness well from the very beginning, and his psychological defense line had already been built strong enough in the early recurrence of the illness, so Su Yun's illness development and treatment plan, Lu Qin from Do not hide.Su Yun didn't understand that the two of them were honest with each other before, but why Lu Qin was so rude this time.

He was puzzled and said, "What do you mean? Why, it's hard to say?"

Lu Qin shook his head, smiled, and nodded again: "A little bit." He said, "Professor Wineberg told me that your condition deteriorated rapidly, and there were several obvious recurrences in the middle. Logically speaking, your The cancer cells should have already spread, but in fact, not only did the cancer cells not spread, even the lung tumor showed no signs of enlarging. Professor Wineberg has his own team, which has been working on cancer treatment for many years. They have a A new therapy, the professor said, you can try it."

"Isn't this great?" Su Yun smiled and turned her head, "We have another way."

"It's not as simple as you think." Lu Qin's brows were full of worry, "Professor Wineberg said that this treatment is still in the experimental stage, and it cannot guarantee a cure for your disease. Of course, lung cancer cannot be cured. Controlled. But he said something else."

Su Yun was tired from walking, and Lu Qin sat with him on a wooden bench, and continued: "This therapy can control the cancer cells in your body, and even kill some of them, but these cancer cells will still be like ticking time bombs." It lies in ambush in your body. You need to take medicine for life and check regularly, not to mention regular work and rest. But the advantage is that you don’t have to be threatened with death from time to time. As long as you cooperate, you can live steadily To sixty or seventy, there should be no problem."

"So good?" Su Yun didn't believe it, "But what?"

"However, judging from the current experimental results of this therapy, the success rate is less than 60.00%, that is to say, more than [-]% of the people have failed." Lu Qin said.

"What does failure mean? Like now, continue to wait for death?" Su Yun asked with a smile.

Lu Qin gently put his arms around his shoulders: "It's better, just keep it as it is. The worst experimenter, he got on the operating table and didn't get off."

Su Yun turned his head and said "huh?" in confusion.

"That is to say, the professor and the team cannot control what will happen if it fails. The worst result is accelerated death. This is why the professor has always been cautious about this therapy, and even all cancer treatments—— He can't make fun of anyone's life, so if the patient has no chance of being cured, he doesn't recommend that the patient waste his life in the hospital in vain." Lu Qin said, "So Professor Wineberg let us choose whether to Willing to give it a try. If he is willing, he will do so at his own risk, and he cannot guarantee the results of the treatment; if not, he can also recommend another doctor to us, who is also an authority in the field of cancer treatment in Europe. "

After Lu Qin finished speaking, he turned his head and asked Su Yun, "Su Yun, what do you choose?"

The garden was quiet, and occasionally a few people hurried past them along the other road.Su Yun lowered her head quietly, her forehead resting on Lu Qin's shoulder, after thinking for a while, she asked, "What about you, how do you choose?"

"I didn't give him the answer right away." Lu Qin sighed, "Su Yun, I don't know how to choose."

He took a deep breath: "Of course I hope you can cure your illness. Even if you can't cure it, you can control the illness and stop it from getting worse. It would be good to let us spend more time together. But no one can guarantee that we will succeed." , I dare not take this risk. Watching you comatose into the operating room, I feel like my heart has been burned several times by someone, if you... I will definitely not be able to bear it. "

Su Yun bent down, put his right arm on his knee, looked him up from bottom to top, and deliberately asked with a smile: "So reluctant to part with me?"

Lu Qin pulled him back into his arms by his collar, and reprimanded him in a low voice: "Don't make trouble, let's talk about business!" After the reprimand, he softened his tone, "Continuing the treatment with the current treatment plan may It cannot be cured, but at least we can delay it for a while. Maybe one or two years, maybe three to five years, maybe ten or eight years. But once you agree to accept Professor Wineberg's treatment, let alone the final result, halfway Stopping the drug will cause huge side effects to the body, and with your current physical condition, I'm not sure you can bear these side effects."

"But, I want to give it a try." Su Yun stuffed his hands into Lu Qin's arms, covering them warmly, "The success rate of 100% is actually not low. After all, we are facing a terminal illness. It is impossible to ask for a 30% cure. Unrealistic. Lu Qin, I think we can give it a try. If it succeeds, we will have [-] more years. If my hair grays faster, we will grow old together; if it fails, it’s just that the day comes a little earlier... ..."

Su Yun laughed shortly and silently. When he mentioned that day, he subconsciously rejected it: "What's more, I think we will succeed."

Lu Qin still hesitated, Su Yun gently wrapped his arms around his waist, pressed his chest against his chest, raised his head, and blinked his eyes.

"Brother, my own life is my own decision, I want to take a gamble, you support me, okay?" He pursed his mouth and puffed up, "Brother, I want to live, I am not afraid of death, but I also want to live. I am 30 years old, and I have only known you for ten years. I think we can have another ten years, 20 years, 30 years. I want to have more time to do what I have always wanted to do but never had time to do. Try them all. In the past 30 years, I lived carelessly. If I could live again, I would like to live a more serious life. For these wishes, I am willing to bet that I can get off the operating table, bet that I am less than [-]% One of the lucky ones. Brother, you support me, okay?"

Lu Qin hugged him tightly, and after a while, he nodded.

The sun is warm and warm.Su Yun and Lu Qin sat side by side on the bench for a while, then got up and walked back.Walking into the ward, Su Yun took off his suits one by one and carefully hung them back in the closet. Lu Qinyi watched by the door and suddenly said: "By the way, Professor Wineberg said that if we agree to accept his Heal, he has a condition."

"What conditions?" Su Yun closed the closet door.

"He said that during the treatment process, we must cooperate unconditionally and resolutely fulfill any request he made." Lu Qin said while recalling the professor's serious tone at that time.

"Isn't this what it should be?" Su Yun was puzzled, "Shouldn't the treatment of a disease be based on the doctor's orders? Why are you emphasizing it?"

"I don't understand either." Lu Qin shrugged, "Maybe the patients in Europe have more personality?"

"Hehe." Su Yun said.