They say my husband is a bad guy

Yin Li left and returned, Zhang Xinyuan was dumbfounded, it was already nine o'clock in the evening.

"What are you doing with such big pockets?"

Yin Li smiled and put two big bags on the table and laid them out one by one: beer, cocktails, snacks, dried meat, cooked food...

Gudong.Zhang Xinyuan swallowed his saliva, and immediately rushed over: "Damn Yinli, you are my angel~"

Yin Li had a good time, opened two cans of beer, handed Zhang Xinyuan a can, and drank a can himself.

Zhang Xinyuan watched Yin Li gulp down a can of beer with his head up, and finally realized something was wrong belatedly.

Zhang Xinyuan was well aware of Yin Li's drinking capacity.Seeing this, Zhang Xinyuan rushed over and took the beer can in Yinli's hand.Said: "What's the matter with you?"

Yin Li didn't reach out to snatch it, just smiled and opened another bottle of Ruiao: "I'm not happy."

This answer was straightforward enough, and Zhang Xinyuan felt that it probably had something to do with Yin Li's family—otherwise, why would Yin Li come back from home again?

"Well... don't get drunk. It's very uncomfortable to be drunk." Zhang Xinyuan didn't know how to persuade him, and finally he slapped the table: "Okay, let's drink with you until you're happy!"

Yin Li laughed and clinked glasses with Zhang Xinyuan.

Wuda will not turn off the lights during the final exam period, and it is impossible to say when this tradition was left.Yin Li and Zhang Xinyuan drank until eleven o'clock in the evening. This time, Yin Li had an amazing capacity for drinking. Both of them drank all the wine, and Yin Li still sat there without falling down.

Zhang Xinyuan was also a little dizzy - Yin Li actually bought a bottle of red wine, and he drank it with Rui Ao, the taste was too sour.Fortunately, Yinli can't buy it, so the stamina is not great.

"Let's rest?" Zhang Xinyuan's tongue was a little big, he looked at Yin Li, and Yin Li also looked at him, didn't speak, and behaved obediently.

Zhang Xinyuan: "..." It's over, definitely drunk.

At this moment, Yin Li's cell phone rang.The mobile phone was placed on the table, right next to Yin Li's hand, but Yin Li didn't have the slightest intention to pick it up.He glanced down at his phone, then lowered his head and began to take off his shoes.

Zhang Xinyuan: "..."

Reluctantly, Zhang Xinyuan supported his drowsy head to answer the phone. It was Jing Rong who called.

"Yin Li, are you asleep?" Jing Rong's voice came in a low voice, the method carried an electric current, which stimulated Zhang Xinyuan to have goosebumps all over his body.

Zhang Xinyuan trembled, and then said at the top of his voice, "Hachigong, Yin Li...can't answer the phone, he's drunk."

Jing Rong: "...Yuanzi? Where's Yinli?"

Zhang Xinyuan turned to look at Yin Li.Yin Li took off her shoes and didn't sleep, so she crawled on the bed and squatted.

Zhang Xinyuan: "He squatted on the bed."

Jing Rong: "...how much did you drink?"

"I don't know, I'm dizzy."

Jing Rong sighed: "Then I'll come over. Don't sleep yet, take care of Yin Li."

"Okay!" Zhang Xinyuan nodded, and then sat at the table and 'watched' Yin Li.

When Jing Rong opened the door wrapped in the cold, Zhang Xinyuan snored while lying on the table wrapped in a quilt.Jing Rong looked at the various food bags and wine bottles in the room, and sighed again.I really don't know what kind of nerves these two people have today.

Jing Rong put the hangover medicine he bought on the table, took off his gloves and walked to Yin Li's bedside.Seeing the scene on the bed, Jing Rong was in a bad mood...

Yin Li didn't sleep or lie down.He took off his shoes and squatted on the corner of the bed facing the wall.The head was pressed against the corner of the wall, and the body was still shaking.

"Yin Li." Jing Rong sat on the edge of the bed, reached out and patted Yin Li lightly.

Yin Li moved, turned around slowly, and then shrank back to the corner of the wall, looking at Jing Rong quietly with her legs crossed.His expression was calm, his eyes were still wide open, and he didn't look like he was drunk at all.

Jing Rong: "...what are you doing?"

Yin Li: "I am a mushroom."

Jing Rong: "..."

Jing Rong secretly took out his phone and started recording, holding back a smile, he continued to ask, "What kind of mushroom are you?"

Yin Li ignored him, picked up another topic and said: "I'm very good."

"Oh, tell me about it?" Jing Rong stared at the screen on the phone.

At this moment, Little Mushroom stretched out a hand, and began to gesticulate: "I am No. 1 in the primary school exams. I am the class monitor, I am also a study committee member, I have also been the captain of the Young Pioneers, and I have been a flag bearer. I took I have won many certificates and awards, and I have almost never asked them to buy stationery for me, and I have won the awards myself."

Yin Li raised her head and stared at Jing Rong with wide eyes.

Jing Rong finally realized something was wrong, he put down his phone, rubbed Yin Li's head: "Well, it's very powerful."

Yin Li nodded, happy: "I was also the class monitor in junior high school, and I won many awards, but my classmates didn't seem to like me very much. I didn't curse or hit anyone. They didn't like me either. I got No.1 in the exam. They go to parent-teacher conferences, and they never come."

"That's what they shouldn't have done. They did something wrong." Jing Rong vaguely understood who Yin Li was referring to as 'they'.

"I also got a scholarship in high school. My living expenses were 50 yuan a week. They said that my family was poor. I got the scholarship. I didn't want to buy clothes and painting utensils. I gave them the money, but they were still not happy. Then the woman died. Obviously she got the cancer herself, but they all scolded me, saying that I used too much money from the family, so that woman could not use the money to treat the disease. It was obviously her own cancer... Didn’t I do enough? Why did they always Not satisfied?"

"It's not your fault." Jing Rong wanted to reach out to hug Yin Li, but Yin Li shook his head and avoided it.

Yin Li looked down at the mattress, then shrunk back to the corner of the wall, turned his head into the wall, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to be a human anymore, I want to be a mushroom, and I don't need to worry about anything. Whatever I do is wrong , they don’t like me anyway.”

"I like you." Jing Rong gently combed Yin Li's hair, and murmured, "I like you."

Yin Li turned her head slowly, blinking her eyes in surprise.Jing Rong smiled: "I like you."

Yin Li understood and understood, but he shook his head and smiled lightly: "You are Jing Rong."

Yin Li said, with red eyes: "But you are Jing Rong."

You are Jing Rong, not the Yin family, not his relatives.

Jing Rong understood the despair and pain in Yin Li's words.

"I'm Jing Rong, but I'm your Jing Rong. You still have me." Jing Rong took Yin Li's hand, slowly pressed it to his face, and said softly: "If you want to be a mushroom, you can Grow on me. I will take you wherever you like, and hide in my arms when you are unhappy. I will cook for you what you like to eat, and I will never leave you. I am your scene Rong, without you on me, I would die. I need you, Yin Li."

Yin Li was ignorant, his nerves numb by alcohol seemed unable to figure out the logic, but he grasped two words: "Mine?"

"Yes, yours." Jing Rong looked at Yin Li's wet eyes and tried hard to smile.

Yin Li seemed to understand, he grinned happily, then suddenly landed on all fours, and crawled towards Jing Rong like a baby.Jing Rong leaned back on the bedpost, watching Yin Li climb up his body.

Yin Li stretched out both hands to hold Jing Rong's face, and then slowly pressed her whole body against Jing Rong's body.

"It's so warm." Yin Li hugged Jing Rong and fell asleep contentedly.

Jing Rong felt that the person in his arms had fallen asleep, so he looked down at Yin Li's face.He stretched out his fingers across the corners of Yinli's eyes, and there were wet marks on his fingertips.

— Am I not doing enough?Why are they never satisfied?

This is what Yin Li has always wanted to ask, and he has always wanted to say these words.He worked hard to grow up to be the template of an excellent child in the mouth of adults, but he realized after he grew up that no matter what he became, his family would not give him the love he craved.

What happened today, Jing Rong will not ask, the shackles left by the Yin family in Yin Li's heart must be untied by Yin Li himself.The shackles that have grown in the flesh for more than [-] years will be very painful when they are removed. The flesh and bones are removed, and the flesh is peeled off and torn alive.

Jing Rong couldn't share anything for Yin Li, and couldn't understand the heart-piercing sadness.He can only accompany him like this, appearing by his side when he needs company most.

Yin Li had a fever in the middle of the night, but luckily Jing Rong kept a common medicine box in his dormitory, which contained antipyretics.

When Yin Li woke up the next day, it was snowing outside.Zhang Xinyuan was sniffing his nose while holding a cup of cold medicine.

"Wake up." Jing Rong appeared in Yin Li's sight, he was only wearing a bottoming sweater, the sleeves were rolled up at the elbows, and he was holding a rag in his hand.Only then did Yin Li notice that the dormitory was tidied up and smelled of incense.

"Drink some porridge first, and then take the hangover medicine." Jing Rong came over after washing his hands, helped Yin Li up, and wrapped him in a down jacket.

Yin Li was stuffed with a bowl of warm soft glutinous rice porridge, scattered with shredded ginger and green onion, and boiled preserved eggs.Yin Li took a sip before asking Jing Rong hoarsely, "When did you come?"

"Last night." Jing Rong smiled and pointed to Zhang Xinyuan: "I called you, and Yuanzi answered. He said you are traveling in space, let me come and see."

Zhang Xinyuan turned his head, his face haggard: "I swear, I will never drink red wine in my next life. I have a headache."

Yin Li grinned, he vaguely remembered that Jing Rong did come last night, he seemed to be crying, but he couldn't remember exactly what he said, some memories were directly fragmented.

Yin Li faltered for a while, then laughed twice: "I'm just in a bad mood, I didn't expect to drink like this. I didn't say anything, did I?"

"You told me you were a mushroom, and I told you to lie down and sleep. If you didn't move, you would die if you moved."

Yin Li: "..."

Jing Rong grinned, and rubbed Yin Li's soft messy hair: "I'm lying to you, finish eating while it's hot, and take sober medicine after eating."

After Jing Rong finished speaking, he looked at Zhang Xinyuan again: "Aren't you the bus today? Let me call a car for you to go to the station."

"Well, thanks. I have a two o'clock ticket." Zhang Xinyuan covered his head, sitting on the bed and said, "Fortunately, it's a bus, so I can sleep all the way back."

Jing Rong looked at Yin Li again: "What about you?"

Yin Li smiled: "I'll stay with you for a few days."

Jing Rong nodded: "Okay."

Jing Rong didn't ask, Yin Li didn't tell, but Yin Li knew that Jing Rong understood.This is their tacit understanding.