[Qin Xiaoxian] Superior

This time the program recording ended in an inexplicable atmosphere.After recording the show, Mei Jiuliang suddenly called Qin Xiaoxian to stop.

"Xuan'er, I want to talk to you." Mei Jiuliang smiled, looking like a faint sun.

Qin Xiaoxian turned around and looked into his eyes with no expression, as if he wanted to see Mei Jiuliang's heart through those eyes.

Meng Hetang pursed his lips, took Qin Xiaoxian's hand and said, "Xuan'er still has something to do, you..."

"Okay." Qin Xiaoxian said suddenly, he looked at Mei Jiuliang with a half-smile: "We haven't seen each other for so long, I also want to hear what you have to say."

Meng Hetang froze in mid-air when he held Qin Xiaoxian.He looked at Qin Xiaoxian with some displeasure, but found that the other party didn't look at him at all.

Gee.

Meng Hetang licked his teeth.Sure enough, the most eye-catching thing was Mei Jiuliang.

"Let's go eat roast duck? Your favorite." Mei Jiuliang seemed to have not noticed the sarcasm in the other's expression, and said to him with a smile, "It's still the old Beijing restaurant."

"Roast duck." Zhou Jiuliang smiled casually, and said, "Xuan'er, don't you like western food now? Roast duck...you must be tired of it."

Qin Xiaoxian blinked, and there seemed to be a faint sigh in his voice: "Yeah, I'm tired of eating."

Those were all things he liked in the past, but now he is not the same as he used to be.

Mei Jiuliang's eyes gradually turned cold. He glanced at Zhou Jiuliang and continued, "Then let's go for Western food. I'll decide which one you like."

"It's all right." Qin Xiaoxian nodded: "It's not too late at this time, let's go to the nearest one." There is a western food restaurant at the end of this street.

"Okay." After Mei Jiuliang finished speaking, she subconsciously wanted to hold Qin Xiaoxian's hand, but Qin Xiaoxian avoided it directly, leaving Mei Jiuliang in vain.

Both of them were silent for a while, and then ignored the matter in unison.Qin Xiaoxian took out the car keys: "I'm going to drive."

They kept silent along the way, and everything about the feasting and feasting outside had nothing to do with them.Obviously, there is a sea of ​​people outside the car window, but inside it looks like two people standing at the poles, strange and never intersecting.

When they arrived at the door of the restaurant, Qin Xiaoxian gave the key to Mei Jiuliang without saying anything.This is what they used to do, whoever drives, the other person stops.It was only when he put the key into Mei Jiuliang's hand that Qin Xiaoxian came to his senses, his movements stiffened for a moment, and he entered the restaurant as if nothing had happened.

Mei Jiuliang looked at his back with a smile.Those warm eyes were as cold as a snake staring at its prey.

He finally won.

He finally came back.

Qin Xiaoxian walked into the restaurant, feeling very annoyed by his actions.But there's no way, it's all over.

He sat at the dining table and ordered a few dishes for himself before Mei Jiuliang came in.

When Mei Jiuliang sat in, Qin Xiaoxian was already enjoying his steak quite gracefully.

He smiled wryly: "Xuan'er, at least help me light it up."

"I don't know what you like to eat." Qin Xiaoxian said without hesitation, "Order yourself."

Mei Jiuliang was silent for a while, and said seriously: "Really, do you really not know what I like to eat?"

Qin Xiaoxian froze for a moment, not looking into his eyes, "Should I know?"

The atmosphere between the two became delicate again.

"Xuan'er, let me tell you a story." Mei Jiuliang put down the menu and said, "I have a friend who has a very loving lover. But one day he found himself sick, and it was very serious. He was really at a loss and didn't know what to do."

"But his lover is still young, and he doesn't want her to live in nostalgia and pain all the time. So he decided to break up with her, using the most ruthless way to make her hate him."

"He thought, at least this way he won't keep remembering and being sad all the time."

"I didn't expect him to be cured and he came back. You said, if his lover knew his difficulties, would he forgive him?"

Mei Jiuliang looked at Qin Xiaoxian deeply.

Qin Xiaoxian lowered his head, his expression confused.He was silent for a long time before he looked up at Mei Jiuliang: "The plot of a vulgar novel."

"You...what does he think, he thinks it's for the good of others? He thinks he's great? Selfless?"

"It's disgusting to make selfish decisions under the guise of doing someone else's good."

The sarcasm in Qin Xiaoxian's eyes became stronger and stronger: "It's so disgusting that I don't even want to eat it. I'll treat you to this meal, and you can go back by yourself after eating."

He got up and walked out without hesitation.

Mei Jiuliang looked at his back and couldn't help touching the scar on his left wrist.Those few scars were engraved on his wrist like a centipede, ferocious and terrifying.

That was the first thing he did after gaining control of this body. On the one hand, it was to make that hateful guy feel his mistake, and on the other hand, it was also to prepare for his return in the future.

When he was dying, his only spiritual support was Qin Xiaoxian, who deeply loved another him.He has been watching, greedily and jealously, the young man who fell in love with "himself".

It wasn't until the other self abandoned Qin Xiaoxian that all his emotions broke out completely.He suppressed another personality mercilessly, such a cold and disgusting guy did not deserve to live in this world.

It was a tangled and distorted emotion, maybe it was love, maybe it wasn't, he couldn't figure it out himself, but what he knew was that Qin Xiaoxian was the whole reason why he really became a living person.

——At least in this world, he only came here for Qin Xiaoxian.

Once Qin Xiaoxian left, Mei Jiuliang lost her appetite.He has stayed abroad for many years, and he is really tired of eating western food.He didn't order any more food, but picked up Qin Xiaoxian's used knife and fork with heavy eyes, and ate some of the other's leftover food.

He knew something was wrong with him.

He knew it was disgusting.

But he couldn't control it, he had tried very hard to control himself not to hurt Qin Xiaoxian, so at least for now, he would have the illusion that he was kissing Qin Xiaoxian.

Mei Jiuliang bit the steak viciously.

He doesn't like He Jiuhua, doesn't like Liu Xiaoting, doesn't like everyone around Qin Xiaoxian.He wished he could lock the other party up, in a place without even a window, just the two of them.

Only him can be seen in those eyes.

Can only see him.