[Qin Xiaoxian] Superior

In the evening, Qin Xiaoxian did not agree to go back with He Jiuhua, but walked aimlessly on the street with Zhang Jiutai.

He Jiuhua was unwilling, but Qin Xiaoxian was not someone who would care about other people's feelings.He just smiled, and didn't agree to what He Jiuhua said at all.

Zhang Jiutai watched them quietly from the side.

When there were only the two of them left, Zhang Jiutai grabbed Qin Xiaoxian's arm and pressed him against the wall.The cold air from the wall permeated through Qin Xiaoxian's clothes, making him shiver uncontrollably, and his expression that seemed to have always been bright became a little fragile at this moment.

Qin Xiaoxian lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes flew across Zhang Jiutai's heart like a fluttering butterfly.Zhang Jiutai looked at him, remained silent for a long time, then half sighed and half helplessly said: "Xuan'er, you did it with him."

Qin Xiaoxian said softly "Yes".

"Do you like He Jiuhua?" Zhang Jiutai put his warm palms behind him, and hugged him towards himself, his already chilly back gradually warmed up under the constant stroking of Zhang Jiutai's palms.

It was a caress without sex, which made Qin Xiaoxian so dazed that he wished he could drown in that warmth.

He opened his mouth and said after a long time, "I don't like it."

"What about Meng Hetang, Shang Jiuxi, those people around you, which one do you like?" Zhang Jiutai's hand ran across his neck and put it on the soft hair, "Xuan'er, choose someone you like Bar."

Dealing with people he doesn't like hurts not only those who chased him, how could Qin Xiaoxian not be tired.Especially none of those Qin Xiaoxian provoked was anything to worry about.

"Why do you like me?" Qin Xiaoxian was silent for a while, then raised his eyes with sharp and complicated emotions, "Then who do you think really likes me?"

"He Jiuhua just likes my body, Shang Jiuxi likes pure white things, Meng Hetang is purely possessive, Zhou Jiuliang is just slightly interested in me."

Qin Xiaoxian's petal-like lips judged everyone's feelings for him mercilessly, "Mei Jiuliang? Heh, what do you think late affection is? If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be what I am now."

In the past, Qin Xiaoxian and Mei Jiuliang were a couple that everyone admired and blessed. At that time, Zhang Jiunan and the others teased that they were a destined match.

The results of it?

The result was Mei Jiuliang's flirty "I'm tired of it" and his new love who came to show off.

the person I like?

Qin Xiaoxian's eyes flashed: "Who likes me? Where does anyone like me?"

Zhang Jiutai looked at him deeply, and after a long time, he said, "Then what about me."

Originally, he allowed Qin Xiaoxian to flirt everywhere because he thought Qin Xiaoxian would feel more comfortable doing this.As long as Qin Xiaoxian is happy, even just a little bit, it doesn't matter how many people he hurts.

But Qin Xiaoxian was not happy.

He clearly knew that no one loved him sincerely and purely.

"What about me, Xuan'er?" Zhang Jiutai turned away his face that was suddenly turned away trying to avoid it, and looked deeply into his beautiful eyes, "You know, I like you, only you."

It is also because of this that no matter how much my heart hurts, I have to endure it, even if I see Qin Xiaoxian holding hands and kissing with others, I have to endure it.

None of them are right.

Because of such things as feelings, they all became wrong.

"At the beginning, you introduced me to Mei Jiuliang." Qin Xiaoxian held Zhang Jiutai's wrist, "Actually, I have always been angry with you..." Somehow.

So no matter who he has been with these years, it will not be Zhang Jiutai.

Why didn't Zhang Jiutai know.

If he hadn't stubbornly pulled Qin Xiaoxian to meet the so-called "good brother he met recently", then nothing would have happened afterwards.

Qin Xiaoxian originally didn't want to know Mei Jiuliang.

He is very possessive, so he naturally doesn't like a guy who is talked about by his best brother all day long after he just met.

But Zhang Jiutai just wanted them to meet.

It wasn't for anything else, it was just that he was probably in love at the time and wanted everyone around him to know the existence of Qin Xiaoxian.

He also didn't expect that Qin Xiaoxian would be with Mei Jiuliang.

Zhang Jiutai had long forgotten how he felt when he heard the news, but he still remembered that they were in the Northeast that day, and it snowed heavily that day. He was lying on the bed, but he still felt terribly cold.

The most sincere love when I was a teenager should have been the most splendid page in time.

Qin Xiaoxian was let down.

And Zhang Jiutai missed it.

After so many years, he has not been able to say the phrase "I like you" to Qin Xiaoxian, just like when Qin Xiaoxian stood in front of him and told him with a smile that he and Mei Jiuliang were together many years ago.

He has not been able to speak out.

Until now.

When he knew that Mei Jiuliang had scummed Qin Xiaoxian, he was always by Qin Xiaoxian's side.However, it is undeniable that when he looked at Qin Xiaoxian who was devastated, while feeling distressed, he also had a subtle sense of excitement in his heart.

Maybe he has his chance.

He is not reconciled, he has never been reconciled.

He was the first to know Qin Xiaoxian, and he was also the first to like Qin Xiaoxian.But it was also him who never got a chance from the beginning to the end.

Or maybe he was scared.

Qin Xiaoxian broke away from Zhang Jiutai's palm, and said coldly, "I know."

How could he not know.

"But I won't be with you." Qin Xiaoxian said, "I won't like you either, Zhang Jiutai."

He is no longer the Qin Xiaoxian from before.Now he can easily fall in love with a certain person, and also quickly get bored with a certain person.What he covets is momentary joy, but he also knows that it is definitely not love.

Zhang Jiutai is different.

He can love someone very well, he is gentle and patient.He will regard the person he likes as the center of the world and protect him from wind and rain.

——Then, he will also receive the same hot love.Someone will be his armor and take up arms for him.

But Qin Xiaoxian couldn't do it anymore.

He once loved another person deeply, and now he can't completely forget the shadow of that person. He has suffered too many injuries, and he has no strength to protect others.

"Jiutai." Qin Xiaoxian smiled suddenly, the soft look with curved brows and eyes made Zhang Jiutai seem to see the boy from long ago coming through time in a trance.

His expression is the gentleness that he no longer has in these years: "Don't like me anymore, you have to live a good life."

Live well, love seriously, and be loved.

Qin Xiaoxian has to let go of this person who has been unwilling to let go all these years because of his selfishness.