The eight-year-old canary flew away

He put his hands on Duan Chen's shoulders, tentatively trying to push him away, but his body was suddenly hugged tightly again.

Duan Chen didn't believe it at all: "Don't lie to me."

"I'm not lying to you." Ye Baisi felt powerless in his heart: "I swear, every word I say now is true, I don't love you, every minute and every second with you is to me It’s all suffering, I’ve had enough.”

Duan Chen's breathing was disordered, his eyes were drooping, and the eyelashes on his lower eyelids became moist. He hugged Ye Baisi more forcefully, and said slowly, "I don't understand."

Ye Baisi's hand rested on his shoulder again, and he pushed Duan Chen with all his strength, finally pushed him away, and immediately took a step back to distance himself from him, looking at each other, Duan Chen couldn't believe that his expression could be so peaceful , Ye Baisi even smiled, he tilted his head, and gave Duan Chen a positive look, "If you really don't understand, then leave it to time... I'll go back first."

While paying attention to prevent Duan Chen from making another sudden move, he turned around slowly.

The man stepped forward to catch up, Ye Baisi suddenly looked like a furious cat, reflexively backhanded, and slapped the hand that was grabbing at him again.

"Pa——" There was a crisp sound, and Ye Baisi leaned sideways against the wall beside him, as if avoiding some snake, scorpion, and beast. He raised his eyes unbearably, and his voice trembled slightly: "Enough, don't provoke me again, I will I really hate you."

Duan Chen was really stunned this time.

Ye Baisi looked at him with eyes full of boredom, and he said almost disgustedly: "Don't touch me again... I just need to think that you are trying to keep me at this point, I feel disgusted, it's so ironic, Duan Chen ..."

He forced himself to calm down, repeating allusively: "It's so ironic."

Duan Chen's gray pupils gradually dilated, as if struck by lightning.

Ye Baisi turned around without looking back, and returned to the restaurant.

When he sat in front of Ye Baiyu, he regained his former peace, "Let's eat."

Tai Hongguo looked out thoughtfully, and gradually felt a little sympathy in her heart.

Duan Chen didn't come back until the end of the meal.

After the meal, Ye Baisi bid farewell to his younger brother and siblings, and drove away.

Tai Hongguo also called her younger brother to get into the car. Yin Xu turned his head to see her expression and said, "I thought you hated him."

"Who?" Tai Hongguo came back to his senses, smiled and said: "I don't like it very much, but...we grew up together after all, he is probably going to be really frustrated this time."

Duan Chen didn't know what he was thinking. He left the driver behind and drove to the suburbs alone. The cold wind poured in from the wide open window, and the fingers holding the steering wheel gradually became cold.

Outside the restaurant just now, Ye Baisi's expression, tone, and every word he said flashed through his mind over and over again.

That's not Ye Baisi.

How could it be Ye Baisi?

How could Ye Baisi say such words to him and look at him with such eyes.

The car stopped next to the reservoir after a sudden brake, and the cold wind howled by the water without any buildings to block it. Duan Chen slowly put his forehead on the steering wheel.

Emotions told him that it was not Ye Baisi.

But reason told him that it was Ye Baisi.

He doesn't want him anymore.

He couldn't think about what went wrong, he just felt embarrassed, a little ashamed, a little dazed, and more, suffering.

"Disgusting, so ironic..."

With these words circling in his mind, he faintly realized that Ye Baisi was looking down on him, as if he was not worthy to stand in front of him like that.

How could it be like this...Ye Baisi, so obedient, so obedient, so gentle and considerate... In the past, when Ye Baisi looked at him, his eyes were always bright.

When did that ray of light disappear, along with that shallow dimple?

Duan Chen's eyes were red.

He has never experienced this kind of thing before, as long as Ye Baisi is around, everything around him will be fine. He never thought that one day, Ye Baisi would despise him, loathe him, reject him, and even...disgus him.

It was too much to bear.

Duan Chen tried hard to calm down, but his body trembled unconsciously.

He had to admit that he was afraid, he had to admit that he couldn't live without Ye Baisi.

But he didn't dare to look for him anymore, he was afraid that Ye Baisi would look at him like that again, and say something that would make him feel ashamed and run away.

The car was quiet, the cold wind blew away the occasional aggravated breathing, until the noisy mobile phone rang, Duan Chen was stunned for a moment, only to realize that he was already cold all over, and when he took out the mobile phone, his fingers were so stiff that it hurt.

He rolled up the windows and turned on the heat in the car to regain his composure.

Then turn on the speakerphone.

"Duan Chen?" It was Qi Zhi, he said: "I have called you several times, but you have not answered, I thought something happened to you."

Did you hit several times?He did not hear at all.

"I was driving just now."

"What's the matter with your voice, it's so dumb?"

Only then did Duan Chen realize that his voice was even hoarse than before, and he didn't think about how to answer this question for a while.

Qi Zhi said again: "Where are you, I'll go find you."

Duan Chen heard himself say: "Bring a few bottles of wine."

When Qi Zhi came over, he found that he had calmed down, he boarded the car, sat down on the other seat, put the wine in his hand between the two of them, and said: "Red, white, beer, all brought."

Duan Chen tore off his tie, grabbed a bottle casually, opened it and looked up to drink it.

Qi Zhi drank with him for a while, and Duan Chen quickly crushed several soda cans.Going on like this is not an option, Qi Zhi started to find a topic: "Remember you comforted Tai Hongguo before, life is like an equation, there is always a solution, even though she said it was the most nonsense comfort she has ever heard...why, this time I met Ye Baisi, Can't make it through?"

Duan Chen drank the canned wine again, he wiped his mouth, and looked through the front window of the car.

There is no sunset today, and it is a cloudy day. The sky has already darkened at this moment, and everything around is dark.

He spoke with a tearing pain in his throat, and his tone was already a little drunk: "Ye Baisi, it's not an equation."

Qi Zhi's eyes flickered.

Actually speaking, the acquaintance of Duan Chen and Ye Baisi was brokered by Qi Zhi. Of course, the match was not his original intention.

Ye Baisi was praised as a first-class dancer by the dance industry when he was young. At the age of 19, he stood out in China with his outstanding performance and was invited to participate in an international dance competition.

But that year, his father jumped off a building, his mother was in a car accident, and his younger brother was seriously injured in his leg.

Reality is always more bloody than TV dramas.Nine-year-old Ye Baiyu was severely traumatized by seeing her mother die in front of her own eyes, and refused to communicate with anyone except Ye Baisi.

Ye Baisi voluntarily gave up his place on the world stage, and shouldered the heavy responsibility of taking care of his younger brother and cooperating with a psychiatrist for treatment.

This is the previous love.

Qi Zhi has always known Ye Baisi, and has really fancied him. Later, he found out that he regretted not going to the world stage for a long time. Until an accidental encounter, he saw that the person who should have enjoyed the stage handed him a leaflet before.

The Ye family's parents passed away, and the partner of the small garment factory they originally ran ran away with the money. The Ye family is now poor and poor, but Ye Baiyu's medical expenses are a lot of money.

Ye Baisi stopped dancing, because dancing required a lot of time and energy, and even if he went to the theater for a performance, his income would be very little, and running around was not conducive to taking care of his younger brother, so he worked part-time everywhere.

Qi Zhi wanted to give him a hand, but Ye Baisi refused. The two kept in touch intermittently until Qi Zhi happened to have a shopping mall that was about to open. He invited Ye Baisi to the opening party of the mall, and danced a song for ten Ten thousand.

Ye Baisi saw that he wanted to help her, but she couldn't refuse, so she passed.

Coincidentally, Duan Chen had nothing to do that night, so he followed Qi Zhi and sat in the auditorium.

At the beginning of the show, he was drowsy all the time, and he said lightly, "Is this your taste?"

Qi Zhi was noncommittal: "Look at the finale."

Then, the finale came, when Ye Baisi came out, Duan Chen sat up straight, and he asked Qi Zhi, "How did he float in?"

Qi Zhi raised his chin: "It seems that the eldest son is quite satisfied with this program."

Ye Baisi was born in classical dance, and later mixed modern dance. The type of dance does not matter, what is important is that his basic skills are well practiced, his figure is soft and boneless, and his wrists dance like silk. The clothes are not unconventional, just a slightly retro white shirt and white trousers.

The dance that day was chosen by Qi Zhi. It was a dance that Ye Baisi slowly composed during the two years of taking care of his younger brother. It was called 'All Life Is Suffering'.

After the dance, the audience was silent.

Later Qi Zhi often teased Duan Chen in front of Ye Baisi, "Your dance brought our young master Duan from the sky to the mortal world."

People who don't often watch dances, including Duan Chen, have never thought that someone can dance so contagiously.

When the music ended and the people on the stage stepped forward to bow, Duan Chen was pushed by Qi Zhi: "How about it, is the taste okay?"

Duan Chen subconsciously raised his hand to applaud. He had already inadvertently burst into tears, but he just blinked his eyes quickly and didn't wipe it with his hands, as if he was afraid that the hand wiping his tears would hinder the sight of the people in the stands.

Ye Baisi left the stage, Qi Zhi was about to turn his head to say something to Duan Chen, but he had disappeared.

Ye Baisi changed his clothes, put on a scarf, and was about to leave when a voice suddenly came from behind: "Hello."

Ye Baisi turned around suspiciously.

It was already night at that time, the street was lit up by neon lights, behind Ye Baisi was a steady flow of vehicles, and the sound of tires rubbing against the ground was noisy and messy.

Duan Chen heard his own heartbeat clearly, he looked at Ye Baisi quietly, walked up slowly, and said, "I am, Qi Zhi's friend, my name is Duan Chen."

"Qi... Mr. Duan, hello."

Duan Chen was silent for a while, and said, "Can I see your hands?"

Ye Baisi looked puzzled, and after a while, he raised his hand and said, "Looking at a physiognomy?"

Duan Chen smiled: "No, I'm just curious, your arm seems to have no bones...can I touch it?"

Ye Baisi also laughed, and he calmly pushed his hand in front of Duan Chen, his beautiful eyes seemed to be filled with stars: "For Mr. Qi's sake."

Duan Chen took his hand, moved his five fingers up, and gently squeezed his slender wrist.

When Qi Zhi found Duan Chen, Ye Baisi had already left, and Duan Chen was standing in the cold wind, holding his right hand in vain, as if thinking about something.

Qi Zhi stared at it for a long time and asked, "What are you thinking about?"

Duan Chen often said that life is like an equation, as long as you calculate it accurately, you will always get the solution, so he has never had any difficulties.

But that day, he looked at his hand, as if talking to himself, and said in a low voice: "In the precise equation, an illogical flower bloomed."

Qi Zhi has never understood the meaning of that sentence until today, when he thinks about it again, he suddenly realizes it.

Ye Baisi does not belong to an equation, nor is it any number or symbol that Duan Chen is familiar with.

He is that illogical flower, Duan Chen can't add him into the equation, and he hasn't learned how to distinguish this flower from numbers.In order to match his habit, Hua quietly turned herself into a number, making him think he could control it.

But flowers are flowers, he has no logic, he can pretend for a while, but he can't pretend for a lifetime.

Duan Chen didn't know how to be meticulous, and he lost his flowers after all.