Dingjiangshan

——Once again, he broke Ning Huaijin's bottom line again, making his intentions exceed what Ning Huaijin could imagine.

Ning Huaijin felt that he should be happy, but for some reason, he followed Ning Yan's strength and clenched the edict in his hand, feeling like crying.

His eye sockets were tight, and there were fine and dense pains in his chest, and he needed all his strength to restrain himself so that he would not tremble, nor would he shed tears in front of Ning Yan.

But even so, Ning Huaijin still couldn't restrain her gaffe.

His hand holding the imperial edict trembled uncontrollably, even if it was tightly held by Ning Yan, it would not help.He clenched his teeth tightly, and his eyes were already red.

Ning Huaijin only felt that several sharp knives had been stuffed into his heart for no reason, and the sharp knives unscrupulously disturbed his heart, turning his rationality into a mess, leaving him with an unspeakable moment of indescribable pain. pain.

Ning Yan's mind was too heavy, heavier than all the burdens he had put on him over the years.He doesn't know what kind of friendship is needed to match Ning Yan's deep love, he just feels that he is incompetent and cowardly, and even his love is three points inferior to Ning Yan's.

Although Ning Yan always said that as long as Ning Huaijin was willing to respond to his feelings, he would have nothing to ask for, but Ning Huaijin couldn't accept Ning Yan's obsession with him with peace of mind.He is clumsy and dull in matters of love. Although Ning Yan is always one step behind, he also wants to respond to Ning Yan well, making this secret and immoral relationship "fair".

From the moment she responded, Ning Huaijin knew that even if this invisible relationship really came to light, it wasn't Ning Yan's fault alone.Today, Ning Huaijin is no longer "trapped" in Ning Yan's feelings and cannot escape. He clearly knows that he has acquiescence, indulgence, and even an upright and clear response.

——He also loves Ning Yan, just like Ning Yan did to him, that affection has long since surpassed the monarch, minister and nephew, and has become entangled and ambiguous and secretive.

Ning Huaijin couldn't deny her love for Ning Yan, but she suffered from the shallowness of her love, which was not even one ten-thousandth of the other's.

——How can I love him enough, Ning Huaijin suddenly thought, to be worthy of his heart for me.

Ning Huaijin held Ning Yan's hand backhand, choked up for a moment, and said nothing.

He wanted to say a thousand words in his heart, but as soon as he moved his lips, his eyes felt hot, as if tears would fall before he could say the words.

Ning Yan was taken aback by Ning Huaijin's reaction.

This edict was prepared by Ning Yan long ago, and he wanted to give it to Ning Huaijin on this day, so as to make him feel at ease and happy.

He guessed that Ning Huaijin would be moved, and also wondered whether Ning Huaijin would refuse to accept this edict, and even guessed whether Ning Huaijin would teach him to behave foolishly.

But Ning Yan never expected that Ning Huaijin would react like this. He seemed unable to speak a word, his brows were tightly frowned, his eyes were fragile and helpless, and his teeth collided lightly, making a small noise. The sound, it sounded like he was about to shake himself apart.

"Huaijin, Huaijin?" Ning Yan clenched his hand worriedly, hesitated for a moment, then called softly, "Uncle Emperor?"

Ning Huaijin could hear him calling her, but couldn't speak.He shook his head slowly, as if looking for support, he lowered his head and rested his forehead on the hands they held.

"Huaijin...does it feel bad?" Ning Yan was a little apprehensive: "If Huaijin has something on his mind, you can tell me."

"It's not bad." Ning Huaijin said in a hoarse voice, "It's just... such a great trust, I feel panic."

"One has to trust one or two people in this life. It has nothing to do with business and has nothing to do with the community." Ning Yan said with a smile: "If a person doesn't even have unreasonable and bottomless trust in his life, wouldn't he live in vain? .”

That's right, Ning Huaijin thought.

Even if he can't give Ning Yan the same love for a while, he can still give him trust.He could entrust all of his wealth, the glory of Prince Gong's family, and Ning Huaijin to Ning Yan—anyway, these belonged to him.

In fact, until today, until now, although Ning Huaijin acquiesced to Ning Yan's intentions and intimacy from the bottom of her heart, and responded to him as close as she could, she still had some indescribable uneasiness in her heart, and she was always worried about him. What is the future of the two.

Prince Gong's mansion and courtier's duties are divided into two mountains on him. While Ning Huaijin is worried that he will make a mistake, he will inevitably think that Ning Yan is young now, and he is prone to impulsiveness in words and actions. If Ning Yan regrets it after handing it over, he may have no way out.

But at that moment, Ning Huaijin suddenly felt relieved.

Perhaps the word "relieved" is not the same-it is called enlightenment at a good level, and broken jars at a bad level.

Those concerns still existed, and the pressure on his shoulders did not ease at all, but Ning Huaijin somehow broke free from that shackle, feeling a strange sense of relief.

——Even if Ning Yan wants to turn back later, it doesn't matter, Ning Huaijin thought.Even if Ning Yan's intention was only a flash in the pan, just relying on this "discovery" alone was enough for him to feel his deep gratitude and entrust him wholeheartedly.

Just relying on the scene tonight is enough for Ning Huaijin to remember it for the rest of his life.Even if Ning Yan really regretted it in the future, he would remember what happened tonight, and the unforgettable sincerity that Ning Yan had given him.

Whether Ning Yan's sincerity will be taken back in the future, Ning Huaijin is still not sure.But the only thing he understands is that his sincerity, after this moment, will never be taken back from Ning Yan.

Ning Huaijin calmed down, folded the imperial edict in her hand carefully and put it away in her chest.

This was Ning Yan's wish for him, and Ning Huaijin would not refuse.But he also made up his mind, no matter what happens in the future, he will not use this imperial edict.That being the case, even if he accepts this thing, it will not affect Ning Yan in the slightest.

"It's my birthday, can I make a wish?" Ning Huaijin asked suddenly.

Ning Yan finally waited for him to speak, how could he say no, even if Ning Huaijin wanted the moon in the sky now, Ning Yan would have to find a way to pick it up for him, let alone such a trivial matter as "making a wish".

Anyway, based on Ning Huaijin's character, he would not make any wish to embarrass Ning Yan.

"Huaijin, let's talk." Ning Yan smiled, stretched out his hand to stroke his temple hair, and said in a low voice, "I will try my best to do whatever Huaijin says today."

"Can Your Majesty..." Ning Huaijin seemed to find it difficult to talk about it, so she paused, and then said, "Don't like me any more."

Ning Yan was stunned for a moment.

He had calculated thousands of times, but he never expected that Ning Huaijin would say such a sentence.Ning Yan only felt a thump in his heart, and panic surged in an instant.

——I used too much force and scared him?Ning Yan thought in surprise.

After Ning Huaijin finished speaking, he also felt that the words were quite ambiguous. Seeing that Ning Yan's expression was not good, he quickly pulled Ning Yan's hand to signal him not to think about it.

"Last time you told me that you liked me enough and you don't want to like me any more... But now it seems that you still contradict yourself every time." Ning Huaijin smiled helplessly and said: " What should be less, nothing less."

Ning Yan felt his heart pounding back to the original place, he let out a deep breath, sat down on the soft grass by the lake in this posture, and put his arms around Ning Huaijin's waist.

"...I was scared to death by you." Ning Yan complained.

Ning Huaijin smiled, touched Ning Yan's face, and sat down with him.

The continuous lights in the lake illuminated this small world as bright as day, and the warm yellow candlelight fell on Ning Yan, as if a layer of gold had been plated on his delicate and beautiful eyebrows and eyes.The corners of Ning Yan's eyes were curved, and his beautiful pupils were sparkling by the candlelight. Ning Huaijin looked at him for a while, and couldn't help reaching out to touch his eyes.

Ning Yan closed her eyes obediently, feeling Ning Huaijin's cool fingers lingering on his eyelids for a while, then reluctantly touched his face, and took it back.

"Actually, I said that at the time, but later I found out that I can't help it." Ning Yan smiled helplessly and said, "It seems that as long as the emperor uncle is in front of me, I can't control myself."

"Today's... no, these days, I have seen His Majesty's intentions." Ning Huaijin spoke slowly, as if every sentence had been carefully thought out: "Actually, Your Majesty has done enough—even It's too much."

"I hope that from now on, His Majesty can put more thought on himself, and it doesn't matter if he acts recklessly." Ning Huaijin said, "You don't have to be cautious about accommodating me."

This is a good word, it sounds ironic and sensible, but Ning Yan always feels that something is wrong when he hears it.

"Maybe I'm used to it?" Ning Yan said: "I always think about Uncle Huang. After thinking about it for so many years, I finally got it, so I want to be careful and hold on tightly... so as not to lose you again."

"No." Ning Huaijin answered quickly: "There is still me."

Seeing that he was so talkative today, Ning Yan couldn't help thinking a little bit, and teased him: "Then if I do something wrong later, I will upset the emperor."

"It's all the same." Ning Huaijin said earnestly, "It's a blessing in my life that Your Majesty is willing to treat me like this. No matter what happens to Your Majesty in the future, whether or not your friendship is still as deep as it is today, based on everything today, I will—"

Ning Huaijin pursed her lips and paused for a moment.

He seemed to be talking in his heart, and after a long silence, he looked away, looked at the bright lights in the lake, and said softly: "Your Majesty has always said that you can't ask for more than my sincerity...isn't it?"

"Yes." Ning Yan said, "I have nothing else to ask for."

"Your Majesty is really easy to support." Ning Huaijin curled her lips and said softly, "I don't know that for me, the easiest thing to give to Your Majesty is my sincerity."

As Ning Huaijin said, she took Ning Yan's hand and placed it on her heart.

"I'll give it all to you." Ning Huaijin said: "There is a long way to go, no matter how good you are or whether you like me like today, I will leave this sincerity to you, and I will not take it back."