Let go of the past

For Li Ziqing, who has been used to living and studying in school since middle school, the changes brought by university to his life can be said to be minimal.At the beginning of his freshman year, he declined the olive branches offered by various clubs and student cadre organizations, and went to and from the dormitory, classroom and library every day, continuing the boring life of asceticism in high school.Fortunately, he has a gentle personality and kindness, and his roommates have a good relationship with him. On several occasions, he even handed him some love letters from girls from different departments, but all of them ended without a problem. The image in my heart was labeled as a handsome guy who is hot on the outside and cold on the inside, such a fixed label that makes people laugh and cry.

Until one day, Li Ziqing was bumped into by his roommate while answering the phone in the corridor of the dormitory. At that time, his tone was gentle and his smile was sweet, as if he was immersed in love.The next day there were rumors that Li Ziqing had long been famous, and the hearts of the girls who handed over the love letters were broken, while the boys who helped deliver the letters were all secretly happy.

Since then, Li Ziqing's mysterious lover has become the talk of the dormmates, and some even asked him to send photos for everyone to appreciate. After being rejected many times, everyone gradually began to joke that Li Ziqing's lover is not Said the secret.

There is no secret that can't be told, but I'm afraid to tell you and scare you.

Once at home on a weekend with Ji Bing, Li Ziqing casually told him about it as a joke, but the other party was actually very serious, and vowed that he must know those roommates who were eager to help deliver love letters.

Li Ziqing said casually as he typed: "Let's talk about it when you can come back."

"Are you going to be on vacation next month?"

"Well, the summer vacation will start at the beginning of next month."

"Oh," Ji Bing said slowly and regretfully, "then I won't be able to see them."

Li Ziqing suddenly stopped typing on the keyboard, moved the mouse to bring up the minimized video window, stared blankly at the smiling Ji Bing on the screen, and asked uncertainly: "...What do you mean?"

"I'm going back to China next month." Ji Bing asked slowly, "Are you happy?"

The sudden surprise rushed into his brain, and Li Ziqing couldn't find a suitable language, so he froze for more than half a minute, and finally asked in a bewildered way: "What are you doing back?"

"I don't know." Ji Bing suddenly moved closer to the screen, and his handsome face instantly magnified, and the green stubble that appeared on the sharp chin that was close at hand, mixed with childishness and maturity across the screen. The bewitchment, combined with the master's deep and magnetic voice, made people's heart beat faster and their breathing difficult.

"Anyway, after returning to China, I will be yours, and you can arrange it as you like."

On the international arrival floor of S City Airport, a tall and thin boy stood outside the crowd with his hands in his pockets, looking up at the flight information on the electronic screen. He took off the silver BOSE noise-cancelling headphones from his ears and hung them around his neck. , exuding a clean and elegant temperament, but the expression on his face concealed a bit of impatient anxiety.

The airport announced that the XX flight from Boston, USA to S City was arriving on time. Li Ziqing followed the slowly moving crowd, looked towards the exit, and waited for the first batch of passengers to appear.

After waiting for almost an hour, the crowd in front of him changed from swarming out in groups to two or three sparsely, and the crowd picking up the plane also changed to another wave, but Ji Bing was still nowhere to be found.

The anxiety and tension in her heart magnified and faded in the ups and downs again and again, until the airport broadcast sounded again, and began to remind the arrival information of the next flight. Strangers are immersed in the joy of meeting relatives and friends, and involuntarily feel a great loss and depression in their hearts.

Ji Bing didn't know that he was coming to pick him up at the airport. A small surprise between lovers can only get real happiness when it works, and once it fails, the ensuing frustration is equally terrible.

Li Ziqing let out a long breath, and his shoulders, which had been tensed for a long time, relaxed. He took out his mobile phone and found Ji Bing's number. He was about to send someone a message to ask, but as if telepathically, the screen in front of him flickered , The other party's call came in first.

He hurriedly walked out, until the automatic glass door shut off the background sound of the airport broadcasting behind him, and he finally picked up the phone and held it to his ear.

"Reached?"

"Just got off the plane." Ji Bing's voice was filled with a smile: "Where are you?"

"at home."

"Oh." Ji Bing said disappointedly: "I thought you would give me a surprise, and you came to pick me up and didn't tell me on purpose."

"..."

Ji Bing smiled and asked again, "Are you really not at the airport?"

Li Ziqing raised his head and searched back and forth, but he didn't see Ji Bing's shadow, so he continued to lie: "You think too much."

"Oh, then when can we meet again?" Ji Bing dragged his long, lazy voice. This guy has been immersed in foreign culture for so many years, and his tone of voice also tinged a bit coquettish. When it rains, the airport is blocked into a parking lot.”

"Isn't it sunny?"

"It's sunny where you are, but it's raining at the airport."

"It's also sunny at the airport."

Li Ziqing reacted instantly, but it was too late.

There was a burst of uncontrollable laughter over there, and when it was over, he put on a pose and said: "Okay, then look ahead, is there a car with double flashing lights parked more than 100 meters away? Wait for you for 2 minutes, no Come on, I'll go first."

Li Ziqing: "..."

He hung up the phone, took a deep breath, and with extremely complicated emotions in his chest, he slowly walked forward. When he was two or three meters away from the car, the rear door clicked and was pushed from inside. opened.

Two slender legs are wrapped in khaki slacks. In addition to being taller, the other person has completely faded from his youthful and childish appearance. The beautiful and strong chest muscles are looming, and the facial features are becoming clearer and deeper. Outlined, with a warm smile on the corner of the mouth, gentle and affectionate eyes, a kind of thick and straight aura that belongs to a mature man's mountain peaks emerges from the eyebrows and eyes, with a light that makes it difficult to look away for a while.

Li Ziqing stopped involuntarily, and stared at him a few steps away. Perhaps the joy of reuniting after a long absence was too magnificent, and his brain was violently beaten by the waves, leaving only a chaotic mess of complicated thoughts. Unable to convey a clear emotion into words, they remained silent, looking at each other with uncontrollable emotions surging in each other's eyes.

Ji Bing looked at him, opened his arms suddenly and generously, raised his sword eyebrows slightly, his eyes were warm and kind, and simply said a word: "Come."

Li Ziqing only hesitated for half a second, and couldn't bear it any longer, took a step forward and rushed forward, his body collided, and the two breaths that had been separated for many years finally reunited and lingered together, the tighter the hug, the more turbulent the yearning.

"You're finally back." Li Ziqing still couldn't restrain his emotions, and his voice began to choke.

"Well, I'm back." Ji Bing put his broad palm on his back, caressing his lover's thin butterfly bones, and sighed after a while: "It's still so thin, it hurts to hold it."

Li Ziqing withdrew from his embrace, sniffed, and argued softly: "I still have some muscles, and I'm also taller."

"Really?" Ji Bing smiled with narrowed eyes, stretched out his hand to measure the height difference between the two, touched his chin and said, "It seems that he has indeed grown taller."

Li Ziqing squeezed his arm, feeling the real muscle touch, he curled his lips and refused to admit defeat: "...I can do this too."

Ji Bing couldn't help but hugged his shoulders, stretched out his hand to open the car door, looked at him sideways and said, "It doesn't just depend on practice."

Li Ziqing leaned over and sat in the car, looked around, and suddenly noticed that there was another person sitting in the back row of this luxury business car.

A well-dressed middle-aged man with a grim face.

Ji Bing came in sideways and said casually, "Dad, you can go."

The middle-aged man made a slight gesture to the driver, and the other party ordered him to step on the accelerator to drive the car, and drove towards the circular elevated road not far away.

In the car, Li Ziqing looked at Ji Bing in panic and astonishment for help, but the other party gave a relieved smile, then turned his body, slightly raised his voice and introduced generously to his father behind him: "Dad, this is Li Ziqing, I am from high school. classmate."

Father Ji's eyes didn't move half an inch, and his thick voice gave a cold and perfunctory answer: "Yes."

Li Ziqing felt like sitting on pins and needles, followed by a trembling greeting: "Hello, Uncle."

Ji's father cast a calm gaze at him, obviously it was just a light glance, but it made Li Ziqing feel as if his whole body was being illuminated by a strong light, and he instantly shuddered.

"Hello." The voice was cold and hard, like the aftershock of a knife unsheathed.

Li Ziqing nervously looked at Ji Bing again, who met his gaze and said to him with his mouth: Don't be afraid, it's okay.

He then turned to his father, "Dad, I will get off halfway in a while, and I have something to do with my classmate."

"Ah."

For the rest of the journey, the car was always silent with the sound of falling needles. Li Ziqing huddled in his seat awkwardly, feeling wrong no matter how he sat.

However, Ji Bing acted like a normal person, except that he didn't continue to chat with Li Ziqing, and behaved more naturally and naturally in other places.

The car drove off the elevated road and stopped at the side of the road. Ji Bing pushed the car door and walked down. Li Ziqing followed swiftly and stood still on the side of the road. He watched Ji Bing bend over to talk to his father, and then hurriedly realized I was so nervous that I forgot to say goodbye to my elders.

The car gradually drove away and disappeared into the hustle and bustle of traffic. Li Ziqing finally lost his mind, frowned slightly and looked at Ji Bing: "Why didn't you tell me that your father was there?"

"Tell you, do you still dare to come?" Ji Bing's answer was well-founded and irrefutable.

"Then you shouldn't let me come over." Li Ziqing was a little worried and afraid: "What if your father finds out?"

"Sooner or later you will know." Ji Bing said in a relaxed tone, "Get a vaccination first."

Li Ziqing heard his implication, looked at him blankly and asked: "So, you are ready?"

"It's still halfway up the mountain, but it's coming soon." Ji Bing winked at him confidently.

Li Ziqing looked at him steadily, and asked seriously: "Then have you thought about the consequences?"

"If I wanted to be reckless, I would have come out to them 800 years ago."

"Then have you ever thought that even if you are fully prepared, there will still be the possibility of bad results waiting for you?"

"Then we have to quote an old saying," Ji Bing said with a free and easy smile, "Let's do our best and know our destiny."