Let go of the past

Li Ziqing, who didn't fall asleep until after one o'clock in the morning, stayed in bed until the middle of the morning the next day. He yawned and walked out of the bedroom door and turned into the bathroom. The moment he turned on the faucet, he seemed to hear the doorbell ringing.

He turned off the water and listened carefully for a few seconds, but it was quiet and he didn't get any movement.

Hallucination.

He thought so, and then turned on the tap and began to wash.

After leaving the bathroom, Li Ziqing went back to the bedroom, changed out of his pajamas, and opened the curtains to ventilate.

After everything was tidied up, he came out again and headed straight for the kitchen.

Ding dong, the doorbell rang again.

This time it was very clear, because Li Ziqing happened to walk to a position not far from the entrance.

"Who?"

Ji Bing's deep and powerful voice came in: "Ziqing, it's me."

The door opened, and Li Ziqing looked at the well-dressed and energetic man in front of him in surprise, and asked him, "Did you come early?"

Ji Bing nodded, "No one answered the phone, I thought you were still sleeping, so I just waited for a while."

Li Ziqing remembered that Lin's phone was left in the living room before going to bed, and said apologetically, "Come in first."

Ji Bing followed him into the house, and seeing him turn around to go to the kitchen, he asked, "Have you had breakfast yet?"

"Just woke up." Li Ziqing took a glass of water and held it in his hand, and walked back while drinking, his lips were soaked in water, a touch of moist red.

Ji Bing's eyes fell on the two lips, covered his mouth with his hands and coughed twice, met Shang Li Ziqing's suspicious eyes, smiled at him, and started to talk about business: "Do you have any plans for today?"

Li Ziqing stared at him for a few seconds, then shook his head, "There is no arrangement."

"Can you leave it to me to arrange?"

Li Ziqing hesitated a bit: "What?"

"Just follow me, I won't sell you."

When Ji Bing's car drove into the very familiar asphalt road, Li Ziqing finally guessed what the other party was going to do.

"What are you going to No. [-] Middle School for?"

"Join the high school reunion."

"...Why didn't I know there was such a thing?"

Ji Bing tilted his head to look at him, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was unpredictable: "You will know when you go."

During the summer vacation, the teaching building was extremely quiet, but there was a group of boys playing football on the playground not far away. The cheers and whistles were sent far away by the summer wind, which was enthusiastic and vigorous.

Li Ziqing followed Ji Bing along the plastic track and walked towards the stands. The weather was beautiful, the sun was hidden in the clouds, and everything in the world that had been exposed to the sun for days was allowed to survive.

"Isn't it a class reunion? Where's the person?" Li Ziqing looked around, but didn't see anyone else.

"Isn't the two of us enough?" Ji Bing looked back at him and said with a faint smile, "If you think the wording is inappropriate, you can change it to a date."

Li Ziqing: "..."

Walking to the stand, Ji Bing turned around and took Li Ziqing's hand quite naturally, leading him up the stairs, climbing to the highest point in one breath.

The two stood side by side, looking down at the vast playground in front of them, but it was Li Ziqing who spoke first, saying with emotion: "The playground hasn't changed much."

"The grove over there is gone." Ji Bing answered.

Li Ziqing looked towards the east following his words, and smiled: "Then there will be no place for young couples to date."

Ji Bing: "If you want a date, you can find a place no matter what."

"There's always an excuse, too."

Ji Bing choked again for no reason, and shut his mouth obediently.

However, Li Ziqing suddenly turned his face away, looking calmly with doubts, and fixedly looked at Ji Bing.

Ji Bing met his eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"

Li Ziqing was straightforward: "Did you remember something?"

Ji Bing paused, stared into his eyes for a few seconds, and then nodded again, "En."

He turned his face away and looked into the distance of the playground, as if he didn't dare to continue looking into Li Ziqing's eyes, "I remember a lot, but I dare not tell you, when I think about the past three years now, I feel like I'm dreaming. "

Li Ziqing said in a lukewarm tone: "This kind of self-slapping feeling must be wonderful."

Ji Bing smiled wryly, then sighed heavily, retracted his gaze from a distance, and looked back at Li Ziqing, with complicated emotions in his eyes that couldn't be resolved: "You really have changed a lot."

He reached out and stroked his thin side face, his voice was low and filled with years of regret: "It's all because of me."

Li Ziqing looked at the person in front of him quietly, with a seemingly calm expression, but his eye sockets turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"You should be lucky," he choked up, looked down at the ground, took a deep breath, and then raised his head again, "I'm not that kind of person with backbone, or I would have left you long ago."

"Thank you," Ji Bing stroked the corner of his eyes with his thumb, a drop of tears fell on his fingertips, and his heart began to tingle.

Li Ziqing lay on his stomach with her head on his shoulder, feeling sore and aggrieved in her chest after such a long-lost feeling.

"Don't think that I will promise you to move back to live in this way," he said abruptly, "What I said will not change."

"..." Ji Bing sighed softly: "When it's time to be smart, you are not confused at all."

"But today I can borrow it for one night." His voice suddenly became sticky and seductive, and it was even worse when it stuck to Ji Bing's ear, "I kind of miss that big and soft bed..."

When Li Ziqing was picked up from the porch and fell into the long-lost double bed, he finally felt a little upset.

Ji Bing stood by the bed, watching him condescendingly, and while undoing his tie with one hand, he raised his eyebrows and smirked: "What? Are you scared?"

Li Ziqing propped up his body and struggled: "...do you want to take a bath first?"

The high-quality shirt was waved and discarded on the floor, Ji Bing leaned over and pressed the person back again, with the flame of desire burning in his eyes, "I'll wash it after I'm done."

Li Ziqing took a deep breath, then stretched out his hand to catch Ji Bing's neck, rubbing his chest against his chest, put his mouth next to his ear and whispered, "Then come."

One after another of quick gasps echoed in the air, and with the last fierce moan that changed its tone, Ji Bing smiled lightly and kissed Li Ziqing's blushing cheek, teasing viciously: "It's so fast, baby, you've held it in for too long right?"

Li Ziqing, who had been released, was a little distracted for a moment. When he met Ji Bing's gaze, he subconsciously turned his face away, and raised his arms to cover his eyes in panic and embarrassment.

Immediately afterwards, both legs were folded, and there was a feeling of foreign body invasion from a certain part of the lower body, and Li Ziqing's slightly calm breathing became rapid again.

"Look at me." Ji Bing took his arms away and lay on top of his body, looking ready to go.

"Who am I?" He looked at the defeated Li Ziqing with a calm expression.

Li Ziqing panted slightly with his mouth half open. Just after he was released, he was immediately invaded by a new huge sense of emptiness. He was afraid and horrified to realize a serious problem. His body was so hungry and thirsty. Looking forward to Ji Bing's request.

"Ji Bing..." His eyes were red, he looked extremely aggrieved, and his expression was extremely shy, but he still couldn't struggle to be guided by the original desire: "...Hurry up..."

"Am I just Ji Bing?" The other party looked like a demon, watching him indulge in the abyss of what he couldn't get, and continued to seduce: "Who am I to you?"

Li Ziqing stared at him blankly, shook his head slightly, his mind was in chaos.

"I'm your partner, your man." Ji Bing kneaded his lips with his thumbs, looked into his watery eyes, and bewitched him further: "Do you want it? Call me husband, and I'll satisfy you." .”

The only remaining sanity floated in his mind, struggling on the last trace of spiritual bottom line, he shook his head and refused: "...No, I am also a man..."

"You are a man, and I am the man who protects you. There is no conflict." Ji Bing pressed his hotness to the entrance, rubbed against the entrance, and continued to seduce patiently: "Hey, you want it so much, and you are still insisting on it." what?"

Li Ziqing sobbed with a crying voice: "Ji Bing..."

"What did you call me?" Someone continued unmoved.

Li Ziqing finally completely surrendered, "...husband, ah!"

Almost at the same time, the final sound of sobbing was still in the air, and Ji Bing forcefully pushed open the soft entrance, sending the scorching heat into the opponent's body completely.

He picked up the opponent's neck with one hand, bit his rosy lips while making strong movements, and blocked all the moaning sounds.

The white and slender hand was tightly clutching the bed sheet, but it was not long before it was grabbed by the other bony palm, and it was placed on the lips for an affectionate kiss.

Li Ziqing raised his neck slightly, panting violently with his mouth half-opened, his moans were cut into pieces by the violent impact, and finally began to cry and beg for mercy.

However, begging for mercy in bed has always been a good way to aphrodisiac, Ji Bing not only turned a deaf ear to it, but instead tried harder to tease her.

"Stop...stop..."

"Why stop?" Ji Bing gasped and said, "You run when you feel comfortable. How can there be such a good thing in the world?"

Li Ziqing cried and complained: "Why don't you ejaculate?"

"What's the matter?" Ji Hooligan spoke dirty words without any shame or bottom line: "Are you going to give birth to me?"

Li Ziqing didn't forget to yell back when he collapsed: "I gave birth to you... ah...!"

Li Ziqing didn't know whether he took a bath or not, because in the end, he was not so conscious.

However, when I woke up the next day, my whole body was dry and refreshed, and the air conditioner was turned on comfortably. Although a certain part of my lower body was burning hot, it didn't feel sticky.

On the bedside table was a post-it note with someone's familiar handsome font on it.

——Baby, there is an impromptu meeting in the company, and I have to go.Remember to call me when you wake up. I put our medicine box on the desk in the study. If you feel unwell, take medicine quickly.I'll be back at noon, don't run around.

"..." Li Ziqing crumpled the post-it note and was about to find a place to throw it away when he remembered that there was no trash can in this bedroom.

He supported the side of the bed, and slowly rolled over and got out of the bed. After landing, his legs were indeed sore and weak, but he was able to walk slowly.

"Fuck..." He cursed in a low voice, but his words of courtship last night echoed in his mind instantly, and his cheeks instantly became hot.

buzzing-

Just halfway on the way, the phone on the bedside table rang suddenly, Li Ziqing turned back and picked up the phone, thinking that Ji Bing probably called.

But when he saw that it was He Leiwei who was reminded of the incoming call, he was taken aback for a moment, and then suddenly realized that today is Monday.

"Boss, did you ask for leave today?" He Leiwei's loud voice was startled, "There is a project report meeting in the afternoon, and we need to discuss the plan."

"I have something to do in the morning." Li Ziqing cleared his hoarse throat, "I'll be there in the afternoon."

"Boss, do you have a cold?"

"Well," Li Ziqing followed his words, "so I took half a day off."

"Oh, pay attention to your body over there, this project is pointed at you."

"Well, then I'll hang up first, see you this afternoon."

After hanging up He Leiwei's phone, Li Ziqing looked at the phone and hesitated for more than half a minute, and finally decided not to make a call, but to send a text message to tell him.

Li Ziqing: The company also has a temporary meeting, I have to go, this is not called running around, it is called going to work.

It was close to [-] o'clock in the evening when he got off work. Li Ziqing dragged his tired body out of the meeting room. The project report went smoothly, but the vicissitudes were that he was tossed hard all night last night, followed by a high-intensity report meeting Brain and body exhausted.

Throwing the documents on the desk, and then picking up the phone, as expected, there were several missed calls from Ji Bing.

Li Ziqing looked at the time and guessed that the other party would be leaving get off work soon, so he turned around and walked towards the tea room, and called Ji Bing.

"Hello?" Ji Bing was picked up after two rings, and Ji Bing's voice was low and serious: "Why did you call?"

Li Ziqing explained: "Didn't you say there was a meeting?"

Ji Bing breathed heavily, showing that he had endured a lot of hard work, and then changed the topic directly, and softened his tone: "Then how is your health?"

"..." Li Ziqing looked at his colleagues walking back and forth not far away, "It's nothing..."

Ji Bing said meaningfully, "It seems that I haven't worked hard enough."

This time it was Li Ziqing's turn to change the subject: "Are you off work?"

"Still in a meeting and want me to pick you up from get off work?"

Li Ziqing: "..." You have learned to answer quickly.

"I guess it will be seven o'clock in the evening here. If you don't want to wait, just take a taxi and go back to our house."

"Have your meeting." Li Ziqing said as he was about to hang up.

"I'm thinking about you," Ji Bing chased after him, "Can't you give me some medicine?"

"No need." Li Zi said coolly: "In the past few years, I came every time by myself."

Li Ziqing hung up Ji Bing's phone and returned to his seat. Liang Anni had just packed up and got ready to leave work, and when he saw him, he asked, "Are we together?"

"En." Li Ziqing nodded, he was anxious to go home to catch up on sleep and recover, and he didn't want to stay longer.

The two left the company gate, Liang Anni saw that Li Ziqing hadn't gone to the garage to pick up the car, and said knowingly: "Is there anyone coming to pick him up today?"

"No, I'll take a taxi."

Liang Anni was surprised: "Where was that... overbearing president last time?"

Li Ziqing was embarrassed: "He has something to do today."

Liang Anni looked suddenly enlightened, but then cautiously asked tentatively: "...Ziqing, so are you...the one?"

Li Ziqing turned to look at her, and nodded calmly after a while, "Yes."

"No wonder!" Liang Anni clapped his hands, "I'm just saying, how could a girl be so fierce, and she would directly gnaw on your neck to bleed, it really was a man who did it."

Li Ziqing took a few steps back and said in embarrassment, "Keep your voice down."

"Oh." Liang Anni stuck out her tongue, "I'm sorry, I speak loudly when I get excited."

Li Ziqing touched his nose: "It's okay."

"Ziqing." Liang Anni suddenly stared at his exposed collarbone, and said meaningfully: "I know why you asked for leave this morning."

Li Ziqing: "..."

I can't talk anymore today.

"I'll go take a taxi first." Li Ziqing was about to go ahead, "There will be more people in a while."

"Bye bye." Liang Anni stood on the steps and waved to Li Ziqing who was walking away.

Li Ziqing avoided the vehicles coming out of the garage, and walked straight to the side of the road. In summer, the days are long and the nights are short, and the sun at five o'clock is still dazzling.

He squinted his eyes slightly, and crossed a large open space in front of the office building, and in the blind spot of his sight, a white car suddenly approached obliquely from behind, like an arrow leaving the string, full throttle and heading towards him.

"Ziqing!"

A sharp female voice pierced through the air, and the second Li Ziqing realized the danger, the crazy car had already touched his body.

Liang Anni's brain froze for a moment, and his body shook twice before he came back to his senses and rushed down the steps. Immediately afterwards, other off-duty colleagues in the office building surrounded him.

The noise and discussion buzzed everywhere, and the vehicles involved in the accident were trapped.

"Why do you drive so fast here? Did you bump into someone on purpose?"

"Call an ambulance, there's a lot of blood."

"Call the police, this is a vicious accident."

"It really is a female driver."

"It's nothing to do with gender, a murderer is a murderer."

"I've been watched, don't let her run away!"

An ambulance, with its alarming siren, sped past the city's main road. On the top floor of a skyscraper not far away, Ji Bing, who was explaining the details of the plan, suddenly felt his heart tighten violently, which made him I had to stop, meeting the surprised gazes of the people in the room, my palms were slowly sweating.

"Sorry." Ji Bing took a deep breath, and smiled calmly again: "Let's continue."