Christmas

"It's bad news. Mizi's family can't hide it anymore. Her parents have already started to suspect."

Xu Wen walked to Xia Yao and the others holding the phone, and said helplessly.

"Sooner or later, this kind of thing can't be hidden. Mizi hasn't come home for such a long time, her family will definitely find something is wrong. Then we don't need to explain anything, we will go to Mizi's home to investigate now."

Han Hao stubbed out the cigarette butt, stood up straight, his tough face was full of seriousness.

"Cousin, don't worry, Shi Xie, Captain Han and I will go and have a look. If there is any news, I will contact you immediately

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Xia Yao patted Xu Wen on the shoulder, and after asking about the address of Mizi's home, he didn't stay long, and set off to Mizi's home with Han Hao.

Sitting in Han Hao's car, Xia Yao turned his head and looked at the scene passing by outside the window, his brows were full of worry, he always felt a little uncomfortable

Ann.

"Tell me, where is Mizi now? Could it be..."

Shi Xie glanced at him and didn't answer, but reached out and took Xia Yao's hand, comforting him silently.

When they arrived at the community where Mizi's home was located, they found Mizi's home smoothly according to the address given by Xu Wen.

Just as Han Hao pressed the doorbell, a middle-aged woman opened the door as soon as it rang, looking at them in panic.This woman is a little fat, and looks somewhat similar to Mizi. This should be Mizi's mother.

"Hi, I'm a police officer. Is this Miko's home?"

Han Hao first took out his police officer card and opened it to reveal his identity. The middle-aged woman's complexion instantly turned a little pale and her figure was a little unstable.

Han Hao quickly supported her, and the woman stood up straight with the wall, and said a little weakly.

"Comrade police, come in first."

After finishing speaking, the woman walked into the room while leaning on the wall. A middle-aged man came out and nodded at them, helping the woman to sit on the sofa.

"You sit down first."

The middle-aged woman leaned against the man's body weakly, with an unconcealable sadness on her face.

"You probably know the purpose of our visit, and please cooperate with us in the matter of finding the secret child." Han Hao sat across from them and said with a businesslike face.Maybe it was because his tone was too serious, Mizi's parents nodded, and their expressions were not very good.

"Comrade police, please find my daughter, I have only one daughter!"

Mizi's father, Lin Xi, embraced Mizi's mother, Yao Qin, and said anxiously.

"Okay, we'll do our best."

Han Hao nodded and stood up from the sofa, and Xiao Ji hurriedly stood up too.

"We need to check Miko's room now, please take us there."

After Han Hao finished speaking, Yao Qin wiped away the tears from her face and stood up to lead Han Hao and the others, talking to them about Mizi while walking.

situation.

"Mizi has been independent and sensible since she was a child. His father and I are busy with work, and she never makes us worry."

Saying that, Yao Qin took out a large bunch of keys from his pocket and found one of them and inserted it into the lock hole of the door.

Xia Yao looked at her curiously, Yao Qin forced a smile and began to explain.

"Mizi always locks the door when he is an adult, and sometimes even his father and I won't let him in. Probably because the little girl has grown up and has a little secret^"

After speaking, the door lock was unlocked, and Yao Qin pushed the door open. The room was dark and the curtains were still drawn.

Yao Qin went to the window and opened the bed curtain, the dazzling sunlight poured in and illuminated the whole room, only then did everyone see the room clearly.

"Mizi draws the curtains every day, and I don't know why."

Yao Qinxu was chattering while arranging the somewhat messy desk.

There are a lot of things in the room, but they don't look messy, and they are organized in an orderly manner.There are some ornaments that little girls like and some anime peripherals everywhere.

Xia Yao looked around and came to a bookshelf, and saw all kinds of books on it, most of them were review materials and textbooks.There are also a small number of comics and novels. Xia Yao opened one of them. It was a hot-blooded comic. Xia Yao had read it before. It was full of cute graffiti and complaints.

Smiling and putting the comic in his hand back on the shelf, Xia Yao saw another comic book that seemed different from other comics.He raised his hand and pulled it out, only to see that there were actually two disheveled men on the cover, the scale was very large, Xia Yao blushed immediately.

Putting the book back on the shelf in a panic, Xia Yao patted his hot face and was about to leave the shelf, but when he turned around, he suddenly saw a black thing protruding from the bottom corner of the shelf.Xia Yao frowned strangely and squatted down to pull out the thing. It turned out to be a book with a black cover.

I saw that the cover of the book is very simple, the whole body is black, only a string of cursive words are written in red fonts in the center of the book, which seems to be Latin or maybe not.

Xia Yao looked left and right, like ghostly drawn symbols, but didn't understand what it meant, probably some professional terms or something.Gently flipping through the book, the first page is still black, and the red font spreads like blood on the black page, forming four large characters:

'Are you desperate? '

Xia Yao frowned, feeling depressed for no reason, and then he turned to the second page, which was a normal white page with black typefaces on it, and a poem was written on it.

' Melancholy, please don't blame me,

I sharpen my quill to sing your praises,

I lowered my head to my knees,

Sitting on a tree stump like a hermit singing your praises.

You have seen me often, many times yesterday,

Sitting in the hot morning sun:

The vultures call greedily into the valley,

It dreams of rotting corpses on dead stakes.

Wild bird, you are mistaken, though I rest on my block like a mummy!

You don't see my eyes, it's still full of joy,

Turning around, haughty and triumphant.

Though it cannot reach as high as you,

Can't look at the most distant sea of ​​clouds and waves,

For this it sinks still deeper, in order to light up like lightning the abyss of its being.So I often sit in the deep desert,

Ugly bent like a sacrificial savage, and always thinking of you, melancholy,

Like a penitent, in spite of my youth!

So I sat and watched the vultures fly,

Hearing the roar of the rolling avalanche,

You have no hypocrisy in the world, and you tell me the truth, but your face is horribly serious.

You stern goddess of rocky wildness,

Your girlfriend, love to appear beside me;

You pointed me threateningly at the vulture's whereabouts and the avalanche's desire to destroy me,

Grinding murderous intent floats all around:

A painful longing to take life by force!

On the hard rocks, the flowers miss the butterflies there, like a temptation,

All this is I - I feel with trepidation - the seduced butterfly, the lonely flowering branch,

The vulture and the rushing icy stream,

The roar of the storm---all for your glory,

Glorious goddess, I bend over to you,

With head on her knees, humming a dreadful hymn,

It is only for your glory that I long for life, life, life, unwavering!

Malicious goddess, please don't blame me,

I make up beautiful verses to wrap you up.

Whoever you approach with a fearful face trembles,

Whoever you stretch out your malicious right hand trembles.

Here I am trembling, humming one song after another, jumping tremblingly in a rhythmic posture:

The ink is flowing, the sharpened pen is swiping—

O Goddess, Goddess, let me—let me do my own thing! '

Xia Yao frowned and read each word, feeling a little dull.The typefaces on the paper are like fine cat hairs, which are itchy and painful when stuck in the heart.

Then he turned to the next page, and as soon as the picture on the book was revealed, Xia Yao flicked his fingers while turning the page, his pupils dilated suddenly, and a chill slowly rose above his head.

I saw a bloody human corpse painted on it, so realistic that Xia Yao could clearly see his skin texture.A large hole was seen in the stomach of the corpse, and internal organs and intestines were scattered around the corpse.A pitch-black vulture stood by, holding a whole bloody heart in its mouth.The whole scene is very bloody, and there is a sharp sword stuck in the middle of the stomach of the corpse.

The corpse opened its mouth wide, its pupils dilated and stared forward in horror, but from Xia Yao's perspective, the corpse looked more like staring at him through a page, expressing his fear And die with peace.

Xia Yao's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and suddenly found a small line of English at the corner of the page.Because the picture is too shocking, Xia Yao only noticed it at this time.

With half-closed eyes, Xia Yao carefully identified the line of small English characters.

--WeIcometoheII〇

Welcome to hell orgy.

With the words like this and the picture, it is a little too scary. Holding the book in his hand, Xia Yao wondered why there is such a book in Mizi's room.

The subordinates then turned to the next page, only to see that this page was also a picture, but it was a little better than the scene on the previous page.The whole picture is black and white, but it is more depressing than the previous picture. I saw a child-like person sitting on a tombstone with his legs slightly upturned. The strangest thing is that he has no face. .

And on the tombstone under him was a photo of a boy with empty eyes, as if his soul had been taken out of him, like a walking dead.

There is also a line of small English characters under the image, Xia Yao squinted at it.

--Look, he finally becomes you〇

See, he ended up becoming you.

□ Author gossip:

This poem is selected from Nietzsche's "Ode to Melancholy".

Erbei, I really like Nietzsche's poems very much, he is really a person with character.