Christmas

It was so long that it seemed like a century had passed, Shi Xie dragged his tired body and ran aimlessly in the darkness

Anxiety, panic and sleepiness constantly flooded his mind and body.After shaking hands, a trace of fear flashed in Shi Xie's eyes. Not long ago, the red thread wrapped around his fingers suddenly lost its light and became dim. Shi Xie couldn't imagine if it was Xia Yao on the other side. what's going on.

He could only run in the direction led by the red line like crazy, he must find Xia Yao as soon as possible.The throat cavity was very dry and aching.

The air that poured into his nose seemed to be getting thinner and thinner, Shi Xie could only open his mouth and breathe continuously, and after a while the thin protective film in his throat was torn open, a gust of warm rust The smell filled Shi Xie's mouth, but Shi Xie didn't care about it, he could only let a red blood flow from the corner of his mouth, staining his shirt red.

summer affairs.

Xia Yao...

Little demon.

Where are you……

Where are you!

little demon...

After insisting on running for a while, Shi Xie finally couldn't support himself and fell to his knees on the ground. The Ye Mingzhu beside him had disappeared without knowing when, and the surroundings returned to darkness. Shi Xie lay down on the cold ground in a panic. On his face, his blood-red eyes were full of decadence and sadness that he had never seen before.

Shi Xie's face was pressed against the ground, and the cold feeling made his cheeks a little numb, but Shi Xie didn't seem to feel it. He looked at the endless darkness with empty eyes, only feeling a coldness in his heart.

'You can't find him. '

'nonsense!I can find him. '

'Don't lie to yourself, you can't find him, give up. '

'I... I can find...,

'You hesitate, you look at what you look like now, give up, you know it yourself, don't you?You should give up. '

Shi Xie turned over and lay down, listening to the voices from all directions in a daze. The unknown and misty voice made people unable to grasp. Shi Xie felt that the person sometimes seemed to be whispering in his ear, and sometimes it seemed to come from afar.

His wide-open eyes could only see a piece of darkness, and that unknown voice was like a spell, constantly bewitching Shi Xie's already weak will.

'give up……,

'Give up and you don't have to stay in this place anymore. '

'You can get out of here. '

'The outside world is so beautiful. '

'There's sunshine and anything you want. '

Shi Xie slowly closed his eyes, and the outside world kept appearing in his mind, with warm sunshine, delicious food, and all kinds of people.

Shi Lin, Bailiqianyan, Lin Xuanran, Qiuya...

By the way, he seems to have a family. Although both of them are men, he still feels very happy. Recalling this, Shi Xie subconsciously evoked a smile.

They also have a son named Xiaocan, but it seems that he was not born because they don't look alike at all.

And he, he is my love, his name is...

The memories came to an abrupt end, Shi Xie frowned, thinking hard, remembering.

My love, I love him very much, his name is...

his name is……

"ah!--,'

There was a stabbing pain in his head, Shi Xie covered his head and kept rolling on the ground, he felt that his heart seemed to be so painful that it was about to burst

Is it because of that person?

But now he can't even remember his name.

Who is he……

who is my lover...

'Don't think about it, you have forgotten him, so he is not important in your heart. '

That voice came into Shi Xie's mind again, as if he was really bewitched, Shi Xie slowly let go of his hands and lay flat, his heart seemed to have been ripped off a big piece, empty and cold, he raised his hand to touch Touching his cheek, he felt the moisture in his hand in confusion.unimportant……

It doesn't matter why my heart hurts so much...

It doesn't matter why I cry...

my sweetheart--

my love, he...

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