The actor "study scum" has fallen again

After returning from the hospital, Xu Wen was still in a very bad mood, always shutting himself in a room with the curtains drawn, neither eating nor sleeping.

This time, Tang Lin took away all dangerous items in the room, and checked that the anti-theft window outside the window was still secure.

The doctor said that Xu Wen felt very weary of the world and committed suicide.Be sure to pay special attention.

From time to time, Tang Lin would open a small crack in the door and peek inside. As long as she saw that Xu Wen was still alive, she would be very happy.

Xu Wen didn't eat much today, Tang Lin looked at Xu Wen who was getting thinner and thinner, and was terrified.If this continues, Xu Wen will go to the hospital again.

At this moment, Tang Lin had no idea what to do.As long as she appeared in front of Xu Wen, Xu Wen's emotions would collapse.

She can't do anything.As Xu Wen's mother, she can't do anything, she can only be a part of Xu Wen's emotional breakdown.

Tang Lin sat in the living room blankly, she looked at Zhou Shao's phone number on her phone, and wept silently.She once called to ask Zhou Shao to meet, and personally asked Zhou Shao to break up.But now, she finally understands that only Zhou Shao can save Xu Wen.After thinking about it, Tang Lin finally dialed the phone number.

At that time, Zhou Shao was in class, and he was staring at Xu Wen's vacated seat in a daze.As soon as he saw that the caller was Xu Wen's mother, he had a strong premonition, an uneasy and worrying premonition.

Zhou Shao didn't care about Wang Jun who was teaching at the podium, and rushed out of the classroom with his mobile phone.

"Hey! You Zhou Shao, you are becoming more and more lawless! Do you still have me as the class teacher in your eyes!"

Wang Jun lost his temper, threw down the chalk, and planned to chase Zhou Shao back.

"Teacher!" Zhao Ziyu stood up hastily, rushed over to grab Wang Jun, and begged, "Just let Brother Shao go, the only one who can save Xu Wen is Brother Shao."

Wang Jun looked puzzled.

Zhao Ziyu cried and said, "Teacher, you don't want Xu Wen to have an accident, do you? Please, let Brother Shao go."

Wang Jun was confused by Zhao Ziyu's sudden tears, so he didn't rush out and walked back to the podium resentfully.

Zhao Ziyu wiped away his tears, looked at the direction Zhou Shao was leaving, and prayed silently in his heart.

Everyone thinks Zhao Ziyu is a fool, but Zhao Ziyu is not stupid.Living in the dormitory with Xu Wen and Zhou Shao for nearly a year, Zhao Ziyu could see something was wrong no matter how dull he was.What's more, that night, when he was copying English words, he clearly saw in the mirror the lips of Zhou Shao and Xu Wen, who were diagonally opposite, touching each other.

These days, Xu Wen didn't come to school for some reason. Although Zhou Shao didn't say anything, his expression suddenly dawned every day.

Zhao Ziyu already had some feelings in his heart, and then he went to ask Xu Wei, and got an incredible answer, Xu Wen and Zhou Shao were discovered by their parents.

Zhou Shao found a quiet place to pick up those cell phones.

"Hi, Aunt Tang, hello."

Tang Lin on the opposite side was silent for a few seconds, sighed a long sigh, seemed to have finally made a decision, and finally said, "Zhou Shao, can you come and save Xu Wen?"

Tang Lin's voice was so desperate, if she was not helpless, how could she come to beg Zhou Shao.

Zhou Shao naturally understood, he knew that Tang Lin must be desperate.So Xu Wen... what happened to Xu Wen...

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Shao's hands were still shaking, he rushed out of the school, took a taxi and rushed to Xu Wen's house.

Along the way, Zhou Shao's heart was clenched, he didn't dare to think, what happened to Xu Wen, why didn't he come to class suddenly?Are you in conflict with Tang Lin?

I haven't seen him for more than ten days, he misses him so much.

He wanted to rush up and give Xu Wen a hug.

But Zhou Shao never thought that when he saw Xu Wen again, Xu Wen would be in such a state.

Lifeless.

A person hiding in the dark, desperate, lonely.

The scars on Xu Wen's wrists were clearly visible and terrifying.It was enough to show Xu Wen's determination when he cut it off.

Zhou Shao's heartache was unbearable, he was torn, squeezed and squeezed so hard that he couldn't breathe.He wanted to rush in and hold Xu Wen tightly in his arms.

Tang Lin grabbed Zhou Shao, closed the door gently, and brought him to the living room.

Zhou Shao stared at Tang Lin with red eyes, and asked, "What happened to Xu Wen?"

Tang Lin was sitting on the sofa, clasping her hands on her forehead. Tang Lin knew in her heart that at this moment, Zhou Shao might be the only one who could save Xu Wen who had fallen into the abyss.

"The day you broke up..." Tang Lin began.

"Breakup? What breakup?" Zhou Shao interrupted with a blank expression.

Tang Lin raised her head and glanced at Zhou Shao. She checked Xu Wen's mobile phone, and Zhou Shaoming sent five words in vain on WeChat.She couldn't be wrong, and Xu Wen couldn't be wrong either.

But Zhou Shao took out his mobile phone, opened his WeChat, and said: "My mobile phone was confiscated by my father. I just bought it. I secretly reissued the phone card."

In the new mobile phone, the re-login WeChat does not have any chat history.When Zhou Shao found that Xu Wen was not in his friend list, he sent an application to add him as a friend, but he has not received a reply so far.Zhou Shao called, but couldn't get through.

"It wasn't you who sent the breakup message to Xiao Wen, who sent it?" Tang Lin was puzzled.She originally thought that after she met Zhou Shao, Zhou Shao figured it out after he went back, and then sent Xu Wen a text message to break up.

"It must be my dad..." Zhou Shao quickly thought of the answer.

It turned out that when he was locked up, his father had already helped him break up.

After figuring out the matter of the breakup, Tang Lin couldn't care about her face, she quarreled with Xu Wen and her without any concealment. Informed Zhou Shao.

"Auntie, Xu Wen already has stress disorder, and his emotions are more likely to lose control than others..." Zhou Shao's eyes were red. He was sure that Tang Lin, a mother, must not know that her son had stress disorder.

As expected, Tang Lin was shocked after hearing this.Xu Wen has always looked normal. As a mother, she didn't realize that Xu Wen's psychology went wrong very early.

"Xu Wen, he... must be very scared, very desperate. He was abandoned by the whole world... His world is a deception..." Zhou Shao's heart ached.

Zhou Shao has completely understood Xu Wen's mood, he can feel Xu Wen's collapse and despair.

Everything started from the breakup, Xu Wen was already in hell, and every step after that, just pushed Xu Wen down another level, and the culprit was all him.It was Zhou Shao who crushed Xu Wen.It was he who swore that he could protect Xu Wen, and it was he who swore that he would always be with Xu Wen.But he didn't do it.

If he could have been by Xu Wen's side at that time, everything could be salvaged.

Zhou Shao gently opened the door of Xu Wen's room. Xu Wen who was sitting on the floor in the corner of the room was lifeless, his eyes were empty, and his whole body exuded a sense of despair that he just wanted to die.

"Xu Wen, I'm here." Zhou Shao walked to Xu Wen's side, squatted down, stared at Xu Wen, trying to recall his thoughts.

Xu Wen's body trembled, and after a while, he said in a hoarse voice, "What are you doing here?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm late..." Zhou Shao stretched out his arms to hug Xu Wen, and said softly with red eyes.

Xu Wen's eyes gradually changed from empty to endless abyss, he raised his hand and pushed Zhou Shao away forcefully.Zhou Shao couldn't hold on, and fell to the ground.

"Get out, we've already broken up, I don't want you to be pitiful, and I don't want to see you either." Xu Wen said calmly.

The calmer and ruthless he was, the more he exposed the abyss of despair Xu Wen was in at this moment.

Zhou Shao climbed two steps forward and hugged Xu Wen again, "I won't leave, I will never leave you in my life."

"If you don't leave, I'm going to attack." Xu Wen's eyes were very indifferent, not like a simple threat at all.

Zhou Shao still didn't let go.

So Xu Wen really stood up and started.

Again and again, Xu Wen mercilessly hit Zhou Shao's body and face heavily.Xu Wen was really ruthless, indifferent, ruthless, with a cold expression.

"Let go! Let me go!"

Zhou Shao was kicked heavily to the ground, but he always got up immediately, hugged Xu Wen, and said over and over again, "I will not leave. I will never leave you again. I swear, I It will definitely become stronger, and I will definitely be able to protect you."

Unfortunately, Xu Wen was not moved at all.

Xu Wen couldn't feel happiness anymore, and likewise, he couldn't feel pain anymore.He didn't know if he was in pain or not, and he didn't know if Zhou Shao was in pain.

Zhou Shao's nose was bruised and his face was swollen from the beating, and he couldn't stand still, but he still struggled to get up and hug Xu Wen again and again.The two of them were beaten back and forth like this, hugged, beaten, hugged, and after half an hour of tossing, Xu Wen finally gave up.He was tired and couldn't move.

At this time, Zhou Shao, whose nose was bruised and face swollen from the beating, could finally hug his Xu Wen tightly, holding the most precious gift in the world to him, and he would not be pushed away by Xu Wen again.

With a hoarse voice, Zhou Shao whispered softly in Xu Wen's ear: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...it's all my fault. If you beat me to vent your anger, you can hit me as much as you want, but promise me, don't be stupid anymore Is it okay? Don't hurt yourself anymore..."

Xu Wen didn't speak.After beating someone, he returned to his closed thoughts.Since you can't drive him away, let him go.

Zhou Shao let go of Xu Wen. He observed the room and found that the food hadn't been touched. No wonder Xu Wen's strength was a lot weaker just now, and he couldn't move it when he hit it.

Zhou Shao was careful and prepared to help Xu Wen from the ground to the bed, but Xu Wen did not refuse, which made Zhou Shao very happy.

After helping Xu Wen to the bed, Zhou Shao went to warm up the food.

"Shall we go to eat?" Zhou Shao tried to get Xu Wen to leave the room, but Xu Wen was very resistant.Zhou Shao had no choice but to bring the food to the room, and carefully fed it to Xu Wen's mouth mouthful.

Xu Wen's mouth was tightly shut, not intending to eat.

Zhou Shao didn't urge him, just waited patiently holding a spoon, staring at Xu Wen, 1 minute, 2 minutes, 5 minutes, 10 minutes... Xu Wen finally opened his mouth.Zhou Shao happily fed it in, "Well, it's so cute."

After feeding, it was already past two o'clock in the afternoon.Zhou Shao asked Xu Wen to lie down and sleep.He had just heard from Tang Lin that Xu Wen hadn't slept all night for the past few days, and just lay in a corner alone in a daze.

Xu Wen looked at Zhou Shao, not knowing what emotion was in his eyes.

Zhou Shao touched his hairy head and said, "I won't leave, I'll stay with you here, can you sleep peacefully for a while?"

"Liar." Xu Wen's voice was very calm and indifferent, without any popularity, "I don't believe you, not a single word."

Zhou Shao coaxed patiently, "I'm a liar, you can beat me and scold me, but how can you beat me if you don't eat or sleep? Sleep first and then get up and beat me, okay?"

Xu Wen's logic is very confused now, he has no feeling or thinking ability.There is only one thought in my mind that I can be freed by leaving this world.But his body instinctively believed in Zhou Shao, it was the part of his subconscious that wanted to live and made him obey Zhou Shao's words.

Finally, Zhou Shao coaxed Xu Wen to sleep.

Zhou Shao sat by the bed, silently watching Xu Wen's peaceful sleeping face.His gaze unconsciously moved to Xu Wen's left wrist.That cut was so shocking, the cut was to the bone, how desperate Xu Wen must have been to cut such a deep cut.

Zhou Shao scolded himself as an asshole in his heart.If he hadn't been an asshole, Xu Wen wouldn't have endured all this alone.

After a while, Zhou Shao got up, ready to help tidy up Xu Wen's room.Xu Wen is such a clean person, how could he be willing to let Xu Wen live in such a messy environment.

While tidying up the desk, Zhou Shao saw a book with a dark blue cover. In the dormitory, Zhou Shao often saw Xu Wenhui writing some essays on it.

Oddly enough, Zhou Shao opened the notebook.

There, Xu Wen recorded many bits and pieces of his thoughts.Xu Wen didn't write much on each page, just some essays, but every word, between the lines, one could see Xu Wen's process from a closed heart to a bright one.

Xu Wen tried his best to get out of the shadows of the past, lived hard, and embraced the world bravely, but he didn't know that the world gave him the heaviest blow.

"what!!!"

Suddenly, Xu Wen, who was sleeping deeply, let out a cry of horror.

Zhou Shao, who was seriously reading Xu Wen's notes, was taken aback, left the notebook and rushed to Xu Wen's side.