Mister's Feeding Guide

01.

It was a few days after I saw the two of them at the airport, and I did a long time of mental preparation to find Li Mengyang.

Everyone in their company seems to know me. It's really easy to see Li Mengyang... It's just too easy.

"I just heard from the secretary that you came to see me, which surprised me."

It would be great if Li Mengyang was really like this, but he is not what I remember.

Xiaobai said that I have been stupid in reading and studying all these years, my emotions are dull, and I am a little naive.

Although what he said is a bit exaggerated, I still agree with the essence.Some people just change, and they can't be said to be "unrecognizable" and they are completely different from before.

"I'm here today... I actually want to ask you something."

Li Mengyang smiled gently, but I felt that there was an abyss in front of me.

After being torn apart...will it look different?

I don't know, but I won't say no.

He said, "Huh? You can ask."

"You and He Fang know each other, maybe, there is nothing to say. Brother Meng Yang, I like Jiang Jinnan very much."

"You...you know, don't you?"

I understand what he said and nodded.

"But obviously I came first."

He smiled and said this.

I don't want to tell him that first come, first served does not determine love or not.I met him when I was a teenager, maybe he told me when I didn't understand the relationship, it might be me and him standing together.

But that's just hypothetical isn't it?

The reality is that I love Jiang Jinnan, and there is no possibility of being with this bamboo horse. I have to sort it out. In my heart...Jiang Jinnan is the one who came first.

"I didn't come here to ask Brother Meng Yang to bless you. I also know that you were behind the first news. Of course, I can't make you give up easily."

I also fall in love with people who were unrequited love before, so I can understand him naturally.

Li Mengyang is not stupid, he knows what I mean.

After a long silence, he said: "I won't be unhappy because of this, you are right, I can't bless you."

"Then can you not take the initiative to interfere?"

He asked me back: "Can I line up first?"

"What line?" I asked him.

"If one day you don't like him, can it be me."

I knew I couldn't promise, but I finally nodded.

02.

Many people might think that Li Mengyang would not let it go so easily.

However, I was wrong.

His purpose may be Xu Yan.

Maybe they want to break up Xu Yan and Jiang Jinnan.

However, he loves him.

Although he hoped that it was himself who could give Xu Yan happiness, he wanted Xu Yan to be happy.

Maybe he wasn't a good suitor, and he was too extreme once, but as long as Xu Yan said it, he would stop.

I love it so much, but if you miss it, you miss it.

03.

When I was about to leave, I didn't dare to look Li Mengyang in the eyes anymore.

I have rejected so many people since I was a child, and this is the first time I feel so bad.Of course, it's not that I can't bear it.

"You...and He Fang, if it's true, then..."

"I'm not responsible for your rival in love, let Jiang Jinnan help, after all, you solved it yourself."

"...No, I'll just say it."

"It's not true, we just use each other." He looked at me "What? I feel weird, or... bad?"

I shook my head.

I wondered if he was tired, but didn't ask.

Everyone has his own choice.

"If you have someone else you like, hurry up and pursue it."

"I know, I can't experience the same thing a second time."

04.

I didn't tell Jiang Jinnan that I went to find Li Mengyang.

When I came out of Li Mengyang's company that day, he happened to call me.

During the phone call, I wanted to talk to him many times.

In the end, I didn't say anything, and it was resolved.Although he will know sooner or later, I don't want to talk about it.

"If you come back, can I pick you up?"

"Of course you can."

"Well."

"Speak."

"Ok?"

"I always feel that there is still something between us...how should I say it, let's talk. After we come back, let's have a good talk...is it okay?"

I answered him.

You really need to have a good chat, no matter who you are with.