Zun Xun

This is not the first time that Baomu Qianxun met a guy like Zhou Fangzun. He didn't know what the other party had experienced, which made him lose the courage to live.

Baomu Chihiro has never understood why people have such a strong desire to destroy.All the beautiful things, the things worth cherishing, and the precious things can be easily destroyed.To deprive others of their treasures, to rejoice in their misfortunes.When she was a child, she really didn't understand.

At that time, my mother would show the kind of smile that Chihiro is used to, and say to her, 'Because human beings need to compare the cognition of luck and misfortune before they can draw conclusions.The so-called equality simply cannot exist in the real world.Only by seeing the misfortune of others can we be sure that our own life still has happiness. '

The meaning of this sentence, in the process of growing up, she began to understand slowly.However, the more you know, the more uncomfortable you feel.Obviously it shouldn't be like this, that kind of behavior is obviously wrong.Regardless of the perpetrator or the victim, both parties are obviously very uncomfortable, but no one is willing to face up to the problem.

A person's anger, in essence, is an emotional projection of his inability to do anything about his status quo.Afraid of this world, wanting to escape but having to live on.In the end, they can only close their hearts, put on armor, and choose to hurt each other in order to survive.

Baomu Qianxun saw a kind of talent and a possibility in Zhou Fangzun.

It's not that she hasn't met people who want to challenge secular ethics or change the rules. Based on the special nature of her family, she has been in contact with various talented people who have been criticized by society since she was a child.Because her mother was also one of them.Later, when I met my father, I saved some of my mother's ideas and slowly reintegrated into society.

She felt that Zhou Fangzun was not suitable to be restrained by others. Such a person should live freely and be admired by others.That should be Zhou Fangzun's original appearance, running freely on the grassland like a mighty lion.

She seemed to see many invisible chains tightening Zhou Fangzun's body bit by bit. Above him was the sky covered with dark clouds, and the land under his feet was rough and barren.Behind him are those people who yearn for him and look up to him. For them, he cannot fall down and moves forward step by step.The chains rubbed against the fur of his body, and slowly pulled into the flesh. The blood slowly left behind. The blood color from shallow to deep wetted the beautiful mane, and slowly gathered at his feet, finally forming a small bend. , blood red pond.

That might be Zhou Fangzun's past, Chihiro guessed.If this is the case, it is really a very sad thing.Whether it's Zhou Fangzun in the past, or those people who depended on him and looked forward to him, it's pathetic enough.

People cannot live forever depending on others, and your self-worth cannot be attached to the existence of others.Everyone needs to grow up, and growing up will face harm and pain.You can help him up when he is young, but he has to walk through this long life step by step by himself.

People cannot be strong forever, everyone will have a vulnerable side.You can't be a protector forever, you're not a god, and you make mistakes.The existence you tried your best to protect has already deteriorated in the process of your hard work, it is something other than tenderness.

Qian Xun didn't know if Zhou Fangzun was aware of this fact.

Baomu Qianxun wanted to convey an idea to Zhou Fangzun.But I don't know how to express it, how to describe it to better express it.

You can trust me.This is what Baomu Chihiro wanted to say to Zhou Fangzun.

She has said this sentence to different people since she was a child.Some people will take it seriously, and more people think she is just joking.Takaragi Chihiro is very smart, and her clumsiness in some aspects will be more clearly reflected by this smartness.

She knew that trusting this kind of thing didn't mean that the other party would believe it if she said it herself.

Every scarred person she saw had a question in her heart.

Someone you can trust.

Will there really be in this world?

Many things are like people drinking water, knowing whether they are warm or not.In Baomu Chihiro's world, she was saved from such despair.Although the man only said that he was on a whim at the time.Since then, Baomu Chihiro began to understand the value of life.

Today, Baomu Qianxun felt the same temperament as that person in Zhou Fangzun's body.The latter's aura may not be as strong as the former's, a little weak.But she won't admit it, such a unique and distinct feeling, if it is this person, maybe it can be achieved.Set off a revolution to the world, ride the wind and waves against the times, and stand above everyone else.Zhou Fangzun, like him, has the aptitude to become a 'king'.And, like that person, Zhou Fangzun has the same sadness as him.That is the sadness of losing the most precious person, but unable to cry out.A piece of emotion is missing, the soul is no longer whole.

Chihiro knew that the reason that person lived was not to forget his best friend.He once said, 'Everyone forgets him, and this king will remember.This king will not die, he will always live in this king's memory. '

So, is Zhou Fangzun also?

Baomu Chihiro didn't know.At this time, all she could do was to try her best to help him.

Interpersonal relationships are like mirrors, and they must be seen as the same existence.

But the greatest tragedy of a human being is that it cannot shake hands with itself.The world is so vast, races that can kill each other,

Only humans.Cruelty and destruction are unique to human beings.

Zhou Fangzun recalled the ten bundles of Tatara who stubbornly approached him back then. He had warned the other party that approaching him would only hurt him.So, stay away from me, he added mentally.

After slowly getting used to such a person, and the tenderness that ten bundles of Duo Duoliang brought to Zhou Fangzun.Shi Shu was injured for his own reasons and was sent to the hospital to recuperate.When he saw the miserable sound on the bed, his heart twitched, and he kept his expression and told Ten Beams that he saw it, and this was the fate of approaching me.

Leave from my side, so that you can grow up safely, stay away from me.He kept repeating it to himself in his heart, and pulled the grass pheasant who came to visit with him to prepare to go back.Then he was stopped by Shi Shu on the bed, Zhou Fangzun knew the other party's choice when he saw the other party's smile when he turned his head.

He smiled and said, "No, as long as I can be by Wang's side, even if there are many scars, or this life is taken away, I am willing to be ten bundles of tatara." '

Zhou Fangzun was expressionless, and slowly helped Shishu scratch his bandage-bound feet.There were layers of waves in my heart, beating warmly on the atrium.He silently swore in his heart, I will protect this person, and there will be no next time.

After Zhou Fangzun was selected by Shiban to become the king at the age of 19, the first thing he did was to give this power to Kusanagi Izumo and Shishu Tatara.At that time, Zhou Fangzun was full of vigor, and a certain boulder in his heart fell to the ground. With strength, he had the qualification to protect precious things.

24-year-old Zhou Fangzun, after knowing the death of Shishu Tara, the big rock in his heart finally fell to the ground, smashed into pieces, and under the sunshine, he was extremely beautiful.

Zhou Fangzun, who came back from the dead, saw a young girl immediately after waking up.

At that time, Zhou Fangzun thought of ten bundles of Duodara.

Zhou Fangzun is very smart, the kind of smart that can be called a genius.

Zhou Fangzun is very sharp, the kind of sharpness that can be compared with animals.

After getting the general idea of ​​the girl, Zhou Fangzun was a little scared.In this strange place, he had nothing, and he was afraid that his involvement with the girl would bring trouble to the other party.

After Shi Shu's death, Zhou Fangzun also thought about whether he still had the courage to forge bonds with others again.Clearly possessing power, but still lost it.

Now, what can he do for this girl?She can ignore herself, she does not have the obligation to take care of herself.

Words stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak.

He had no way to know that he would be resurrected after closing his eyes in despair.

There was no way for him to tell the girl after being exposed to such warmth, you can leave me alone.

The 16-year-old Zhou Fangzun, who doesn't know what to do, can say such cold words to the 14-year-old Shishu.

Now he can't do it.

Baomu Qianxun's evaluation of Zhou Fangzun was correct.

Zhou Fangzun does have a fragile side, he is also afraid of losing, hurts when he is injured, and has anger towards the world, but more of it is love.

Baomu Qianxun's evaluation of Zhou Fangzun was wrong.

Zhou Fangzun didn't want to die, but lacked the courage to live.

In this world, not everyone is called Baomu Chihiro, no matter what they encounter, they can move forward bravely.

In this world, there is only one Zhou Fangzun who puts his companions above himself, is silent, gentle and considerate.

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