Despotism [future]
Chapter 88
There are very few romantic things in Xiao Luozi's mind. Even if he tried his best to think of one, he couldn't implement it, and he was defeated by his own inferiority complex.
He always has no courage, no matter whether the people around him are friendly or disgusting.Later, Luo Zimo, who shared the same body with him, once said that he himself had a lot of responsibility for becoming that way.
"And your cowardice is really annoying to people." Luo Zimo said this sentence directly to him at that time.He admitted that after listening to it, he felt as uncomfortable as being pricked by a needle, but he also endured it as usual.
At first, he thought that Luo Zimo was his second personality. Judging from the plots in the TV series he saw, this was the best explanation.Although there are many strange places in it, he also doesn't understand things like split personality.It's just that the timing of Luo Zimo's appearance was really good. He appeared when he wanted to commit suicide and avoid the world, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and put away everything that should have been faced by him. , All thrown to Luo Zimo.
He originally thought that this would make him feel a lot more relaxed, and in fact he did.It's just that in the depths of his consciousness, he watched the "other self" perform better, with a completely different attitude towards life, methods, attitudes, etc. when facing everything... He couldn't help but think, It's better to let another person live, right?Because the other self has a better life and is more eager to survive.It is completely different from a person like him who gave up his life because of repeated blows.
I don't know why, but Luo Zimo's strength makes Xiao Luozi feel at ease, and Luo Zimo handles all the mess that originally belonged to him very well, which makes him very happy to watch, unknowingly... He seemed to regard the suddenly extra self as a family member, or something else that he couldn't explain clearly, the kind of existence that he could use as a shield to face all malicious things in the world.
I became more and more at ease, more and more greedy, and gradually forgot some of the sadness in my heart. At that time, my heart was as dead as ashes, and it seemed that it had disappeared as time went by.Until that day, I saw my "other self" killing me.
……
It was a very painful time, as if the whole person was being torn in two, and he didn't know how he persisted. When he woke up, he found that he had become another person.
The same useless gene level as him, about the same age, and possibly worse living conditions than the original him.The biggest difference is probably... that is a boy who desperately wanted to live, but was defeated by fate.
The boy lives on a desolate garbage planet, the sky is always gray and dark brown, and three stars hang in the sky to scorch the earth.During the hottest period of the year, the surface garbage on the desolate star will be ablaze with flames, and any living beings will not be willing to stay outside.So the characteristic of life here is that everyone lives in the space dug out under the huge garbage dump.Only at night, would someone be willing to come to the surface of Desolate Star, and pick up some potentially useful things to return for exchange, decoration, or food, etc., at least as a garbage star, there is never a shortage of garbage on Desolate Star.And the human beings living on this planet already know how to find food that is not much.
Well, if there is too much garbage, there will always be some bugs or moss.
The boy was said to have been born on the wild star, he didn't know who his parents were, and his name was Wildfire.
Yehuo is the people on the barren star, the collective name for the flames that burn on the surface of the barren star from time to time. Yehuo hopes that one day, he can live like these wildfires, so vigorous and unstoppable.He was thrown away when he was born, and he has lived until now, but finally died of an increasingly severe cold.
After being a Wildfire for a year and adapting to life on the desolate star, Xiao Luozi's whole thought has undergone an earth-shaking change.If you ask him what he misses the most, it is probably the house that was not very good in the past, where he could sleep peacefully in it, without worrying that half of the house collapsed and crushed him into the garbage Part of it, or some strange bug suddenly appeared and ate him, or he was infected by some bacteria.
On this planet, occasionally wanting to bask in the sun outside is a very extravagant thing. Even if it rains, no one feels like going directly to the surface of the planet to have a good shower, except for those who are desperate people.
It was also during this year that Xiao Luozi figured out a lot of things, and was forced by the life here to not care so much about the genetic level of his useless wood, and he also made many friends.
Although there are some competing situations on this planet, it is more that everyone unites with each other and strives to survive.Because here, it is really not easy to live.
In just one year, Xiao Luozi had already forgotten the name of that scumbag he once liked.He even felt that he, who was so cowardly before, was really like a fool, and he would not lose if he died.At the same time, there was that time that stimulated him and Luo Zimo to separate.
He gradually figured it out, Luo Zimo's existence was totally different from the personality he thought he was self-righteous at the beginning and split up to face everything outside.Although he still doesn't know what Luo Zimo is and where he came from, he feels that if one day he can meet Luo Zimo again, he should thank Luo Zimo for doing it for him. At the same time, he said sorry, he shouldn't have accused Luo Zimo in the depths of his consciousness that day, as if the things Luo Zimo did had nothing to do with him.
Although...he still can't fully agree with Luo Zimo's actions, the two of them are really, completely different people.And what exactly has Luo Zimo experienced to have such means and cruelty?
Probably... a very painful past...
At least on this planet, Xiao Luozi sometimes sees some extremely extreme scenes. Everything is just to survive. In order to prevent this place from becoming a real hell, the people on this planet struggle to survive.
It is said that a long time ago, this planet was a place where criminals were exiled from many countries. Later, it experienced many wars and various changes, including some changes on the planet itself.This planet has now become a garbage star in the public domain of many countries.The environment is particularly harsh, and the people here can't find any records related to them in the whole world. Those who still remember their existence are those interstellar pirates.
Those interstellar pirates contributed a lot to the current situation of this planet. Aren't most people here thrown here by interstellar pirates?And when these interstellar pirates needed them, they would come to capture another batch. Those who left, I heard that they never came back alive.
The people on the desolate star hate the interstellar pirates. It is the interstellar pirates who have brought them heavy pain, but they also long for the arrival of the interstellar pirates, because the interstellar pirates are the only way for them to leave this desolate star.
Xiao Luozi also wanted to leave here, and his wish came true soon. He was taken away by the interstellar pirates and became a member of the interstellar pirates, and he was the most low-level part, perhaps better than those who were taken by the interstellar pirates. The ones the pirates play around with and kill are a little better.
As for the interstellar pirates, Xiao Luozi heard many things, the most lively of which was "the man who hunted and killed the entire area of interstellar pirates".
They defeated several interstellar pirates who occupied a corner of the empire, took the original interstellar pirates and used them for themselves, and forcibly transformed them. With a lot of connections, the most important thing is that this sudden force has risen rapidly in a very short period of time, which is frightening.These things sound like legends that only exist in stories, but they actually exist.
Because of the rise of this force, all the interstellar pirates are not having a good time, and Xiao Luozi feels an inexplicable sense of familiarity the more he listens to it, until Luo Zimo's name is called out, he still hears it from others. A rough idea was pieced together in his mouth.
It may be because of his separation from Luo Zimo, he is not the only one affected, Luo Zimo is the same, and the series of things that happened later are like legends.Later, he also heard those interstellar pirates say bitterly or mockingly that Luo Zimo had rumored that all the interstellar pirates under him had been dragged to the Imperial Academy for Star Gold Plating.
Then came the Zerg invasion, and a series of miraculous things, including new energy sources, new mechas, new martial arts, new recipes, and the newly-appeared national male god-Luo Zimo.
The face that should have belonged to him now looked so strange that it was already somewhat unrecognizable.Only at the corners of the eyes and the brows, there are still some original shadows. That person became so dazzling, and later came together with His Royal Highness the third prince of the empire.Xiao Luozi did not expect that the embarrassed man who was picked up by Luo Zimo would have such an identity.
Everything is so unbelievable. The Devil's Cult that Luo Zimo seemed to always talk about back then has really grown stronger and become more powerful now.Things like "incorporating" interstellar pirates have still not stopped.Then one day, the interstellar pirate group that Xiao Luozi belonged to was recruited.
In these years, Xiao Luozi didn't suffer a lot in this interstellar pirate gang, except for the beginning.Because of the interstellar pirates, there was also a martial arts craze.
It is said that Luo Zimo announced the martial arts for the people of the whole country to learn, and there are special explanations on the star network and TV, which are very popular, and the same is true for Interstellar Pirates.After seeing these things, Xiao Luozi remembered a lot, the so-called martial arts that Luo Zimo had practiced when he and Luo Zimo were still together.Then Xiao Luozi practiced according to his memory and what he felt at the beginning, and he practiced very well.
He discovered that when he was on the desolate star, he had already started to contact his inner strength and mental methods. No wonder he survived many bad situations. Martial arts are indeed a good thing.And after his life got better, Xiao Luozi also kept trying to find a way to provide some help to his friends who were still on Desolate Star, until those from the Devil's Cult came here.
The cosmic pirates who were rampant in this star field all surrendered obediently and let the Demon Sect take care of them. Some became preliminary members of the Demon Sect, and some disappeared forever in this world.
Xiao Luozi also entered the preparatory period of the Devil's Cult, and the people on Desolate Star were also picked up by the Devil's Cult.
Due to the history and geography of Desolate Star, it is not easy for the empire to directly intervene in its affairs, but it seems very good to let the Demon Cult do it.
It was many years later when Xiao Luozi really saw Luo Zimo again, and he has been paying attention to Luo Zimo all these years.He found that Luo Zimo had actually changed a lot, and he was no longer the same as the Luo Zimo he knew at first.Although the current Luo Zimo is still so self-willed, the current Luo Zimo is also very gentle, a kind of gentleness that may not be obvious.
Xiao Luozi just kept looking at it like this, he thought, maybe his thank you and apology don't need to be said anymore, Luo Zimo didn't need those thanks back then, and neither does Luo Zimo now.It's not bad to let the former Xiao Luozi disappear, but now the wild fire will live better.
Luo Zimo is good, Joshua is good, Empire is good, people are good, and Wildfire is good.
【End of full text】
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He always has no courage, no matter whether the people around him are friendly or disgusting.Later, Luo Zimo, who shared the same body with him, once said that he himself had a lot of responsibility for becoming that way.
"And your cowardice is really annoying to people." Luo Zimo said this sentence directly to him at that time.He admitted that after listening to it, he felt as uncomfortable as being pricked by a needle, but he also endured it as usual.
At first, he thought that Luo Zimo was his second personality. Judging from the plots in the TV series he saw, this was the best explanation.Although there are many strange places in it, he also doesn't understand things like split personality.It's just that the timing of Luo Zimo's appearance was really good. He appeared when he wanted to commit suicide and avoid the world, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and put away everything that should have been faced by him. , All thrown to Luo Zimo.
He originally thought that this would make him feel a lot more relaxed, and in fact he did.It's just that in the depths of his consciousness, he watched the "other self" perform better, with a completely different attitude towards life, methods, attitudes, etc. when facing everything... He couldn't help but think, It's better to let another person live, right?Because the other self has a better life and is more eager to survive.It is completely different from a person like him who gave up his life because of repeated blows.
I don't know why, but Luo Zimo's strength makes Xiao Luozi feel at ease, and Luo Zimo handles all the mess that originally belonged to him very well, which makes him very happy to watch, unknowingly... He seemed to regard the suddenly extra self as a family member, or something else that he couldn't explain clearly, the kind of existence that he could use as a shield to face all malicious things in the world.
I became more and more at ease, more and more greedy, and gradually forgot some of the sadness in my heart. At that time, my heart was as dead as ashes, and it seemed that it had disappeared as time went by.Until that day, I saw my "other self" killing me.
……
It was a very painful time, as if the whole person was being torn in two, and he didn't know how he persisted. When he woke up, he found that he had become another person.
The same useless gene level as him, about the same age, and possibly worse living conditions than the original him.The biggest difference is probably... that is a boy who desperately wanted to live, but was defeated by fate.
The boy lives on a desolate garbage planet, the sky is always gray and dark brown, and three stars hang in the sky to scorch the earth.During the hottest period of the year, the surface garbage on the desolate star will be ablaze with flames, and any living beings will not be willing to stay outside.So the characteristic of life here is that everyone lives in the space dug out under the huge garbage dump.Only at night, would someone be willing to come to the surface of Desolate Star, and pick up some potentially useful things to return for exchange, decoration, or food, etc., at least as a garbage star, there is never a shortage of garbage on Desolate Star.And the human beings living on this planet already know how to find food that is not much.
Well, if there is too much garbage, there will always be some bugs or moss.
The boy was said to have been born on the wild star, he didn't know who his parents were, and his name was Wildfire.
Yehuo is the people on the barren star, the collective name for the flames that burn on the surface of the barren star from time to time. Yehuo hopes that one day, he can live like these wildfires, so vigorous and unstoppable.He was thrown away when he was born, and he has lived until now, but finally died of an increasingly severe cold.
After being a Wildfire for a year and adapting to life on the desolate star, Xiao Luozi's whole thought has undergone an earth-shaking change.If you ask him what he misses the most, it is probably the house that was not very good in the past, where he could sleep peacefully in it, without worrying that half of the house collapsed and crushed him into the garbage Part of it, or some strange bug suddenly appeared and ate him, or he was infected by some bacteria.
On this planet, occasionally wanting to bask in the sun outside is a very extravagant thing. Even if it rains, no one feels like going directly to the surface of the planet to have a good shower, except for those who are desperate people.
It was also during this year that Xiao Luozi figured out a lot of things, and was forced by the life here to not care so much about the genetic level of his useless wood, and he also made many friends.
Although there are some competing situations on this planet, it is more that everyone unites with each other and strives to survive.Because here, it is really not easy to live.
In just one year, Xiao Luozi had already forgotten the name of that scumbag he once liked.He even felt that he, who was so cowardly before, was really like a fool, and he would not lose if he died.At the same time, there was that time that stimulated him and Luo Zimo to separate.
He gradually figured it out, Luo Zimo's existence was totally different from the personality he thought he was self-righteous at the beginning and split up to face everything outside.Although he still doesn't know what Luo Zimo is and where he came from, he feels that if one day he can meet Luo Zimo again, he should thank Luo Zimo for doing it for him. At the same time, he said sorry, he shouldn't have accused Luo Zimo in the depths of his consciousness that day, as if the things Luo Zimo did had nothing to do with him.
Although...he still can't fully agree with Luo Zimo's actions, the two of them are really, completely different people.And what exactly has Luo Zimo experienced to have such means and cruelty?
Probably... a very painful past...
At least on this planet, Xiao Luozi sometimes sees some extremely extreme scenes. Everything is just to survive. In order to prevent this place from becoming a real hell, the people on this planet struggle to survive.
It is said that a long time ago, this planet was a place where criminals were exiled from many countries. Later, it experienced many wars and various changes, including some changes on the planet itself.This planet has now become a garbage star in the public domain of many countries.The environment is particularly harsh, and the people here can't find any records related to them in the whole world. Those who still remember their existence are those interstellar pirates.
Those interstellar pirates contributed a lot to the current situation of this planet. Aren't most people here thrown here by interstellar pirates?And when these interstellar pirates needed them, they would come to capture another batch. Those who left, I heard that they never came back alive.
The people on the desolate star hate the interstellar pirates. It is the interstellar pirates who have brought them heavy pain, but they also long for the arrival of the interstellar pirates, because the interstellar pirates are the only way for them to leave this desolate star.
Xiao Luozi also wanted to leave here, and his wish came true soon. He was taken away by the interstellar pirates and became a member of the interstellar pirates, and he was the most low-level part, perhaps better than those who were taken by the interstellar pirates. The ones the pirates play around with and kill are a little better.
As for the interstellar pirates, Xiao Luozi heard many things, the most lively of which was "the man who hunted and killed the entire area of interstellar pirates".
They defeated several interstellar pirates who occupied a corner of the empire, took the original interstellar pirates and used them for themselves, and forcibly transformed them. With a lot of connections, the most important thing is that this sudden force has risen rapidly in a very short period of time, which is frightening.These things sound like legends that only exist in stories, but they actually exist.
Because of the rise of this force, all the interstellar pirates are not having a good time, and Xiao Luozi feels an inexplicable sense of familiarity the more he listens to it, until Luo Zimo's name is called out, he still hears it from others. A rough idea was pieced together in his mouth.
It may be because of his separation from Luo Zimo, he is not the only one affected, Luo Zimo is the same, and the series of things that happened later are like legends.Later, he also heard those interstellar pirates say bitterly or mockingly that Luo Zimo had rumored that all the interstellar pirates under him had been dragged to the Imperial Academy for Star Gold Plating.
Then came the Zerg invasion, and a series of miraculous things, including new energy sources, new mechas, new martial arts, new recipes, and the newly-appeared national male god-Luo Zimo.
The face that should have belonged to him now looked so strange that it was already somewhat unrecognizable.Only at the corners of the eyes and the brows, there are still some original shadows. That person became so dazzling, and later came together with His Royal Highness the third prince of the empire.Xiao Luozi did not expect that the embarrassed man who was picked up by Luo Zimo would have such an identity.
Everything is so unbelievable. The Devil's Cult that Luo Zimo seemed to always talk about back then has really grown stronger and become more powerful now.Things like "incorporating" interstellar pirates have still not stopped.Then one day, the interstellar pirate group that Xiao Luozi belonged to was recruited.
In these years, Xiao Luozi didn't suffer a lot in this interstellar pirate gang, except for the beginning.Because of the interstellar pirates, there was also a martial arts craze.
It is said that Luo Zimo announced the martial arts for the people of the whole country to learn, and there are special explanations on the star network and TV, which are very popular, and the same is true for Interstellar Pirates.After seeing these things, Xiao Luozi remembered a lot, the so-called martial arts that Luo Zimo had practiced when he and Luo Zimo were still together.Then Xiao Luozi practiced according to his memory and what he felt at the beginning, and he practiced very well.
He discovered that when he was on the desolate star, he had already started to contact his inner strength and mental methods. No wonder he survived many bad situations. Martial arts are indeed a good thing.And after his life got better, Xiao Luozi also kept trying to find a way to provide some help to his friends who were still on Desolate Star, until those from the Devil's Cult came here.
The cosmic pirates who were rampant in this star field all surrendered obediently and let the Demon Sect take care of them. Some became preliminary members of the Demon Sect, and some disappeared forever in this world.
Xiao Luozi also entered the preparatory period of the Devil's Cult, and the people on Desolate Star were also picked up by the Devil's Cult.
Due to the history and geography of Desolate Star, it is not easy for the empire to directly intervene in its affairs, but it seems very good to let the Demon Cult do it.
It was many years later when Xiao Luozi really saw Luo Zimo again, and he has been paying attention to Luo Zimo all these years.He found that Luo Zimo had actually changed a lot, and he was no longer the same as the Luo Zimo he knew at first.Although the current Luo Zimo is still so self-willed, the current Luo Zimo is also very gentle, a kind of gentleness that may not be obvious.
Xiao Luozi just kept looking at it like this, he thought, maybe his thank you and apology don't need to be said anymore, Luo Zimo didn't need those thanks back then, and neither does Luo Zimo now.It's not bad to let the former Xiao Luozi disappear, but now the wild fire will live better.
Luo Zimo is good, Joshua is good, Empire is good, people are good, and Wildfire is good.
【End of full text】
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