room without view

A few days ago, Yuan Yinzhi went back to his family.Now that Qin Lan has moved out, it is said that before he left, he just brought the old man a cup of tea, and told the matter by the way, the old man gave a low "hmm" without any difficulty, so when Yuan Yinzhi returned to the big house, It was very quiet all around, only the old housekeeper came to welcome him.

"The master dismissed all the helpers, saying that the hourly workers are not in the way now, and he is the only one living with Master Zhen. It would be a waste to raise too many people in the house."

The old butler said so.

Yuan Yinzhi was a little surprised. His grandfather probably came from a poor background, and he always admired the ostentation of the big families in the old days. After the policy was loosened, he happily picked it up and used it. He raised a bunch of helpers and renovated the house. The old-fashioned four-way entrance also set up a stage in the back garden, which was left empty all the year round. Qin Lan always said that the place looked weird.

Such a grandfather actually allowed the eldest daughter-in-law to move out and pretended to be quiet. Yuan Yinzhi didn't think it was a good thing, he always felt that he was doing it for others to see.

Sure enough, after he was brought into his grandfather's study by the old housekeeper, the first sentence that the old man with white beard and hair but strong spirit said: "I heard that you put Anan in charge of the warehouse? Everyone wanted to fly out, It’s not as good as a crow that knows how to feed back.”

Anan was the deputy, who had clearly come to monitor Yuan Yinzhi, but Yuan Yinzhi ignored him and found an excuse to transfer him away within an hour.

"Grandpa, the warehouse is understaffed these days, so I'll ask Anan to take care of it for two days." He said it lightly, ignoring the second half of the old man's sentence.

Yuan Zhengbang squinted his eyes, and felt that this grandson was very similar to him when he was young, he snored like a horse's mane, and he was so stubborn.

"Yin Zhi." He sighed, "It's not that grandpa wants to hinder you, I just don't feel relieved, the family property is entrusted to you, look at your second uncle and the others, don't they feel very unconvinced? One day Zhouquan, I can't control it when I leave, I'm still here, you have to let me rest assured."

"If grandpa is worried, isn't uncle back?"

"What are you talking about!" Yuan Zhengbang slapped the table violently, the lid of the teacup almost fell off, Yuan Yinzhi narrowed his eyes and remained silent.

"Yin Zhi, tell me the truth, what is your plan? Yuan Zhen said that there was something wrong with the account books you handed over to him. It wasn't that there was a shortage of money, it was that there was an excess! And the hole on your second uncle's side was also yours. For filling, where did you tear down the east wall to fill up the west wall?"

"Naturally, it's Yin Zhi's own western wall." Yuan Yin Zhi stood up as he said, "Since grandpa doesn't intend to whitewash the peace, Yin Zhi also doesn't want to be an unfilial son who deceives his superiors."

As soon as he finished speaking, he knelt down.

When he was a child, he knelt a lot. His grandfather taught him that there is gold under his knees, and at the same time threw away the knee pads that Qin Lan had prepared for him. When he grew up, he was never taught this way, because he would no longer make mistakes, nor would he Doing things that hurt the face of the Yuan family, he looks very good, that naughty and naive little boy has long shrunk into a ball, almost invisible.

Yuan Zhengbang was so frightened by his kneeling that his cup was swept to the ground.

"Yin Zhi has a bad character and can't be the head of the family. My uncle is only two years older than me, and his education and vision are better than mine. He has the ability to take the helm until the youngest child of Yin's generation grows up. At that time, there will be more capable newcomers."

"Bad character?" Yuan Zhengbang repeated, getting up to get the whip hanging on the wall.The whip has been with him for many years, and it has always been hung on the wall like a medal, but his children and grandchildren are gradually leaving home. There was a cold daughter-in-law in the family before, and a few servants who would show fear when they saw the whip. Concerned about his medals, Yuan Zhen has been influenced by imperialism to a great extent. He once said that he is so fierce that no one wants to go home.So he changed it, at least at such a troublesome time, he had to learn to take care of the younger generation and stabilize the young man's ineffective temperament, but he begged for everything, and begged Yuan Yinzhi to kneel down so heartbreakingly.

The whip was no longer on the wall, but Yuan Zhengbang heaved a sigh of relief, so he didn't have to worry about getting it off.He turned around and stared at Yuan Yinzhi bitterly: "Tell me, why are you so stubborn?"

"I don't want to be responsible, I just want to live my life well."

"That's all?" Yuan Zhengbang walked up to him, "Your stinky habit of playing with the rabbit, do you really think you are not scolding you, or you are letting you get worse? You have a bad character, I am, stinky shit."

Yuan Zhengbang took a deep breath, so as not to let other swear words come out, he is also a person who has been re-educated, "Tell me, do you not want to be in charge because you are afraid that your family will force you to marry?"

Yuan Yinzhi lowered his head, and after a while, he nodded.

"Did you know that your mother almost separated from your father when you were 15 years old?"

Yuan Zhengbang changed the subject and suddenly said that, the grandson who was kneeling in front of him immediately raised his head and looked at him in shock.

"Yuan Heng is really nothing, I'm sorry for your mother, so I didn't plan to take care of them when they got divorced, but your mother stayed in the end because she knew she couldn't take you away, you are the only one in the Yuan family. grandson."

Yuan Yinzhi looked at his grandfather, and heard a hint of guilt from his tone.

"Women are most afraid of marrying the wrong man. You have been single all these years. Don't talk about those who don't know. People who know you are a stinky shit want to marry their daughters. The girls are young and beautiful, and there are doctoral students. What's wrong, why should I send it to you to spoil, unless your prodigal son turns back one day, otherwise I won't let you get married."

Yuan Yinzhi didn't expect his grandfather to say that at all. This old man is unpredictable. He didn't cause trouble when he came out of the closet, but he had seen through himself long ago.

But before the astonishment and joy in Yuan Yinzhi's eyes surfaced, the old man's next sentence made him freeze in place.

"You don't need to get married, but you can't leave it to the original family, let alone give up. Your brother-in-law is not as good as you. You have done a good job in the past few years, so you have to keep working."

Yuan Yinzhi frowned and was about to refute, but Yuan Zhengbang rushed to say: "Now the technology is so advanced, you don't have to worry about getting a test tube or a surrogate, if you don't agree to this, don't blame grandpa. "

"I don't." Yuan Yinzhi lowered his head, frowning tightly, exactly the same as when he was wronged when he was a child, "Marriage is irresponsible to women, and if you have a child, are you responsible to the child?"

"Your grandfather and I were brought up by your great-grandmother alone. It is impossible for a person to have no children, not to mention that the original parents and grandchildren will never be born. I have no face on the tombstone for you! (Genealogy is engraved on the tombstone)"

Yuan Yinzhi stood up silently.

"Why, you can't kneel anymore after a while?"

"Grandpa, I..."

"Stop talking." The old man waved his hand, "I'll take care of you for the last time, as long as you take good care of the original family, give me a great-grandson, what do you like to do, discuss with your uncle if you have anything to do, I'm old, I'm tired too, don't be mad at me anymore."

Yuan Yinzhi watched his grandfather turn around and sit down on the chair, and put on the reading glasses beside the table with his withered and old hands. Hard resistance and soft retreat intertwined in his heart, and he felt at a loss for the first time.

When Yuan Yinzhi came out of the memory, he felt his chest was still astringent, and his mood was even worse.Glancing at the person sitting beside him, Cheng Dong was peeking at him out of the corner of his eye, and when he saw him looking over, he turned around and stared at him.

"Your jealousy...is a bit too much." Cheng Dong said hesitantly, "Zhou Yu is my idol."

Yuan Yinzhi squinted his eyes, and he felt more and more that this sounded like a clumsy lie, and he didn't even seem qualified to be deceived seriously.It really is too indulgent, Cheng Dong has called that man's name in a dream before, but now he can say it in front of his face without pain.

He has never been single-minded towards others before, but this is the first time he has devoted himself to meeting such a person who is not lovable.

Yuan Yinzhi didn't say a word, as if he couldn't listen to what he was saying, Cheng Dong had no choice but to shut up.The driver drove the car to the underground parking lot of Palm Apartment, Yuan Yinzhi got out of the car in silence, Cheng Dong followed, after the elevator door opened, Yuan Yinzhi stretched out his hand and pushed him, he ran forward a few steps unsteadily, just now After touching the inner wall of the elevator, Yuan Yinzhi pressed up from behind.

The moment the elevator door closed, Cheng Dong seemed to hear the sound of a shutter.

But the movement was so light that there was no time to doubt it, not to mention that Yuan Yinzhi had already ripped off his pants.

"Yuan Yinzhi!"

"To shut up."

Cheng Dong hadn't heard him speak in such a cold voice for a long time, and Yuan Yinzhi's fingers had already reached his buttocks in a daze.

"Why are you crazy!" Cheng Dong was a little angry, trying to turn around, Yuan Yinzhi pressed his shoulder, and slammed him against the wall, his shoulder and chest hurt so much , Knocked his head, and within a few seconds of dizziness, Yuan Yinzhi thrust his finger into it brutally.

The elevator had arrived long ago, and Yuan Yinzhi had already heard the sound of the egg yolk, as if he was locked on the balcony.

However, without lubrication, it is difficult to proceed to the next step. Yuan Yinzhi pulled out his fingers and hugged Cheng Dong horizontally.

Cheng Dong closed his eyes to relieve the dizziness, and when he opened them again, he saw Yuan Yinzhi's cold and hard face, and then he was thrown on the sofa.He looked at Yuan Yinzhi and glanced around hastily, but didn't find anything, so he approached him again.

"Yuan Yinzhi, calm down..." Before he could finish his sentence, the man grabbed his vitals, and his hands moved impatiently and rudely, but he still reacted immediately.

From the beginning to the end, Yuan Yinzhi didn't look at him, nor did he kiss him. The liquid forced out by the slight pain and pleasure was wiped by Yuan Yinzhi on his back acupuncture point, and he realized that Yuan Yinzhi didn't find lubricant just now. .

Cheng Dong's waist and legs were sore and weak, and Yuan Yinzhi suddenly entered from the place where the expansion was not enough, the pain was even more numb, and his whole body was exhausted.

"Yuan Yinzhi..." He gritted his teeth and stretched out his hand weakly to push him away.

"Yes, call me by my name." Yuan Yinzhi stretched out his hand to pinch Cheng Dong's chin, "Don't feel wronged, I just spoil you too much. From the beginning, I let you run away again and again. You want to finish the show so much, yes Because of that man?"

"No." Cheng Dong just uttered a sound, and Yuan Yinzhi suddenly pulled out from under him, and rammed in mercilessly, he felt torn apart.

"I don't know what to do." Yuan Yinzhi let go of his chin, buried his head and slammed fiercely as if venting his anger, his brows and eyes were sharp, and even the mole seemed to be scarlet.

He has been spared no effort to outline the future, and he thinks it is a picture full of warm light, although it is a bit ridiculous, it makes people feel at ease.He will lose a lot of things he once owned, and even hurt people he didn't want to hurt. He is tired and guilty, but he hasn't slowed down a bit, even if the person who should hold his hand in that picture is here He was just watching from the sidelines, and he convinced himself to be patient.

He has no tolerance, all he can do is patience.

And this kind of precarious patience is too fragile, it will be crushed easily.

He felt that he had always put the youth in a warm and safe place, allowing the youth to taste the sweetness comfortably.But he is not a philanthropist, he always asks for something in return.

He used to hesitate about why he wanted more, but this timid worry has long since disappeared. Now that he has made a decision, there should be no further concessions.

a concession to anyone.

The corners of Cheng Dong's eyes were filled with tears because of the pain, and his lower lip was bitten with teeth marks, Yuan Yinzhi touched it with his thumb.

"I said I wanted me, and I gave it to you, so why cry."

He ejaculated inside Cheng Dong's body, but the pleasure of physical intimacy was separated from the cold expression on his face.This feeling is strange and familiar, Yuan Yinzhi thought, it seemed that he hadn't experienced it for a long time, he looked at Cheng Dong, saw the young man's eyes finally focused, and when they met him, they were wandering in resentment and sadness.

He remembered what it felt like, to be in control, to dominate, to look down upon—it was so nostalgic.