room without view

Yuan Yinzhi felt his heart constrict suddenly

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know." Cheng Dong's eye circles were inexplicably sore, and the words he just said were more or less outrageous, but they forced himself to make up his mind, "We ended Yuan Yinzhi."

"It's up to you." Yuan Yinzhi clenched his palms tightly, without even realizing it, no matter how tense his face was, his hands trembled uncontrollably.

"Can't help me?" Cheng Dong smiled wryly, "This is the reason, I will never let you have such thoughts again, I am not yours, I can let myself be."

Yuan Yinzhi closed his eyes, restraining himself.Cheng Dong was standing there, but it seemed too far away to be grasped. He was restraining himself not to tie up the young man or fuck him right here. His remaining rationality told him that it would not help.

"Brother Cheng Dong." The immature childish voice that suddenly appeared broke the atmosphere that was about to break. The two turned their heads and saw a little boy with a watermelon head holding the door frame. His big eyes looked back and forth between the two of them nervously. .

Egg Yolk ran in after him, stuck out his tongue to look at the child and at Cheng Dong.

"Ah." Cheng Dong pressed his forehead angrily, "I'm sorry I forgot, let's go now."

"Where are you going?" Yuan Yinzhi frowned, their matter has not been resolved yet.

Cheng Dong walked over to pat the watermelon head's big schoolbag, motioned him to go to the yard first, then turned to look at Yuan Yinzhi, "You go, I won't go back with you."

Yuan Yinzhi endured it, finally swallowed the bad words, and said: "There is no ferry at this point, I can't go."

Cheng Dong looked at the sky outside the door, the sunset glow was thin, and the wind blowing from the sea was very gentle.Seeing that they were about to go out, Egg Yolk circled around Cheng Dong joyfully a few times, then ran to scratch Yuan Yinzhi's leg.

Yuan Yinzhi ignored it, just looked straight at Cheng Dong.

"Then have a meal, and then I'll take you to the inn."

After Cheng Dong finished speaking, he waved to Egg Yolk, and Egg Yolk ran to the yard wagging his tail. Seeing Cheng Dong come out, Watermelon Head picked up the huge toolbox that was seriously out of shape with him, and staggered forward. Let's go, egg yolk took his head to the bottom of the box, trying to help him share the weight.

Cheng Dong also ignored Yuan Yinzhi, and confessed: "You lead the door." He chased after him and took Xiguatou's toolbox.

Yuan Yinzhi took out a cigarette and lit it, took two puffs before he recovered, closed the door of the house and the courtyard, and followed behind the big and small dogs.

Before Yuan Yinzhi came, someone did a hasty check. Li Weiqin had an eight-year-old son named Li He, who was probably the watermelon head.Cheng Dong was walking ahead, holding the toolbox in one hand and holding the little boy in the other. The two were talking while walking. The little boy looked shy, but kept talking to Cheng Dong with his head up, smiling shyly and enthusiastically, It seems that the two have a good relationship.

In this regard, Cheng Dong is similar to Yuan Yinzhi. To achieve the goal, he knows to start with children, but Cheng Dong obviously needs to do better.

Li He is studying painting recently, and he has to practice sketching every day. He made an appointment with Cheng Dong to go to the beach today and paint the beach in the evening.Cheng Dong has been with him for several days, he is a gentle big brother, and the dog named Egg Yolk is better than his classmates at school, making him feel that he also has friends.

"Brother, is the uncle behind you your friend?"

"No."

"Then he has been following us?"

"He has nothing to eat, let's take him to have a meal."

"Oh." Li He answered obediently, then quietly turned his head to look at Yuan Yinzhi. He was not stupid. Although Yuan Yinzhi looked haggard, he didn't look like he had nothing to eat.

Then he should be the person that my brother hates but can't get rid of, just like Ah Chun who bullied him at school, he would always follow him to his house, tell his father that he had nothing to eat, and then sit down with him logically. He opened a table and swayed his legs under the table while eating, kicking him on purpose.

Ah Chun is most afraid of being bored, and he gets bored after trying to keep him sketching once, so he spends his quiet time with Cheng Dong and Egg Yolk every day.

But today there is an uncle who looks like a bad guy.

The sunset glow doesn't last long, not to mention it's winter now, it's late and early, and it gets dark suddenly. Li He sat in front of the easel and just finished laying the background color, feeling a little depressed.

"Otherwise, let's eat first. The weather is good today. There should be stars at night. After dinner, come to draw the night sky?" Cheng Dong patted his head.

Li He thought it was a good idea, wrinkled his nose and smiled, jumped off his chair and followed Cheng Dong to the grilled fish stand next to him.This fishing village has also started to develop tourism in recent years. There are a few grilled fish stalls on the beach, seafood and traditional sauces salvaged that day, and some local snacks. Cheng Dong comes every day, and he is not tired of eating.

The proprietress is also familiar with him, and when he gets busy, he will let him do it himself. He distributed bowls and chopsticks to everyone, and put away his own food box for the egg yolk. Cheng Dong opened his mouth to throw a food box.

Li He soon joined in, concentrating on feeding the egg yolk, and Cheng Dong had to remind him not to let the egg yolks cool down in his own bowl.

Yuan Yinzhi didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and the atmosphere was strangely peaceful.

It's a pity that before Li He finished eating, Ah Chun came and dragged Li He away, only Cheng Dong who was silently picking thorns, and Yuan Yinzhi who started smoking again were left on the table.

Cheng Dong glanced at Yuan Yinzhi, who didn't know what was going on, he had never smoked in public, and now he looked decadent.

"There will be a ferry at seven o'clock tomorrow morning." Cheng Dong said.

Yuan Yinzhi lowered his eyes and threw the cigarette butt into the teacup.

Both of them watched the spark go out when it met the water, and the clear water in the cup was stained with soot.

Cheng Dong put down his chopsticks and stood up: "I'll take you to the inn after you finish eating."

Yuan Yinzhi stretched out his hand and grabbed his wrist, the palm was not as strong as in the daytime, Cheng Dong felt that the palm was still a bit cold as usual, so he instinctively wanted to hold it back, trying to warm him, and moved his fingertips to think It looks different today, but in the end he didn't break free.

"What do you want me to do?"

Yuan Yinzhi said, putting his hand to his lips, and gently stamping on it.

Cheng Dong nervously looked left and right. Although their position was on the periphery and the light was not good, it was inevitable to be embarrassed to be seen.He wanted to break free, but Yuan Yinzhi firmly held his hand, raised his head and looked at him: "You tell me, I will obey you."

"I don't want you to compromise, what I want is not a compromise." He paused, "I don't want anything, because I know you can't give it to me."

"What can't you give?"

Cheng Dong gave up breaking free from him, and said seriously: "Treat me as an independent person, not something that is attached to you and at your mercy."

Yuan Yinzhi looked deeply into Cheng Dong's eyes.

Tonight is indeed a fine day, the stars are gradually flashing, the night is reflected behind Cheng Dong, the young man bends his neck towards him, his eyes are only illuminated by the dim incandescent light, but they are brighter than the stars.

Yuan Yinzhi knew how much he wanted him.

He opened his mouth and said hesitantly and jerky: "You teach me."

Cheng Dong opened his eyes wide, showing a surprised expression, and soon, Yuan Yinzhi saw some kind of flustered and warm light in his eyes, which was probably something called hope.

Any sentence, any expression, is an auxiliary means to achieve the goal, Yuan Yinzhi thought, but at that moment, he blurted out the words without thinking, whether he lowered his posture or compromised, the most important thing is to let Cheng Dong don't refuse him anymore, he feels the pain in his heart, he wants to get even a small smile from Cheng Dong.

Just like he once had.

"Let's go to the inn first." Cheng Dong twisted his wrist awkwardly, Yuan Yinzhi reluctantly let go.

"Aren't there several vacant rooms in your house?"

"The landlord doesn't allow me to bring people in." Cheng Dong felt that his level of lying had become higher. In such a big house, the landlord actually told him that he could find a roommate to live with him to share the rent.

Yuan Yinzhi lowered his head, remained silent for a while and said, "Okay."

The two found Li He who was painting, and Ah Chun who was bored kicking sand next to him, and sent the two children home before going to the inn. When parting, Cheng Dong glanced at the egg yolk who was following him, and asked Yuan Yinzhi: " How's the preserved egg?"

Yuan Yinzhi gave the hand of the ID card to the front desk a pause, and turned his head: "I forgot."

"Forgot?!" Cheng Dong couldn't help raising his voice.

"Forget it when you come out."

"Yuan Yinzhi!!!"

Yuan Yinzhi laughed lightly, and put his fist on the tip of his nose.

Seeing him like this, Cheng Dong realized he had been fooled, and stared angrily.

"I really forgot when I came out. I called Zhai Jie the next day and asked her to go home to pick it up."

Cheng Dong felt relieved, but suddenly realized that what Yuan Yinzhi just said was "home".

He was in a daze for a while, turned around quickly as if to cover up, and walked away without looking back with the egg yolk.

Yuan Yinzhi watched the man and the dog, people are more ruthless than dogs, Egg Yolk turned his head to look at him so many times.