room without view

Yuan Yinzhi was not so free that he could spend the whole afternoon here, and got up annoyed by Zhai Jie's life-threatening serial calls. At this time, Cheng Dong and the others just took a break to replenish water, so Yuan Yinzhi left involuntarily. He went over and pulled Cheng Dong's arm.

"Come out, I have something to say."

Cheng Dong broke free from Yuan Yinzhi almost as soon as his hand touched him, and his reaction was a little too aggressive. Situ Qing, who had no eyesight, turned his vigilant eyes over, as if he had decided that Yuan Yinzhi was nothing. Boy friend.

Yuan Yinzhi's hands were still frozen in the air, and his expression changed instantly. Cheng Dong forced himself to calm down, and said to Yuan Yinzhi, "Let's go." He left the practice room first.

Yuan Yinzhi followed, his eyes wandered over Cheng Dong's ears, the nape of his neck, and the slightly curled hair, feeling a little sore in his heart.When the two came to the quiet corridor, Yuan Yinzhi said: "If you want to be a band, renting such an unprofessional place will delay the progress too much. Go back to Bocheng."

Cheng Dong was a little surprised that he was so straight to the point, but the tone of his words was not surprising at all, and Cheng Dong took a light breath: "I will not sign a contract with Bocheng."

Yuan Yinzhi frowned slightly: "Then where do you want to sign?"

"The signing of the contract is not something we can consider yet, the band has just been established."

"Cheng Dong, there's no need for you to give up the opportunity in front of you just to quarrel with me. When you gather these people together, you should also consider them."

Yuan Yinzhi originally thought that these words should hit Cheng Dong's weakness. After all, young people have always had a sense of responsibility, but Cheng Dong replied without thinking: "If I want to continue my previous life, then it is meaningless for me to come back. That’s right, it’s my selfishness, if they don’t agree, they won’t agree to join me.”

Yuan Yinzhi caught a sentence that made him frown deeper: "What kind of life was it before?"

Cheng Dong nodded, maybe he had written the manuscript, maybe these days, he was thinking about how to say these words to Yuan Yinzhi: "I want to start again... I mean restart my career, This time I don't want to go heresy anymore. Yuan Yinzhi, Bocheng is a heresy to me, and you are a heresy to me. I don't want to rely on others anymore, I want to go on my own." He paused, Finally raised his eyes to look at Yuan Yinzhi, as if mustering up his courage, he said, "And I've thought about it for a long time, dependence requires trust, I can't trust the person who pushed me down with his own hands, naturally I can't help it rely on you."

Yuan Yinzhi choked for breath, and reached out his hand involuntarily to hold Cheng Dong's hand, Cheng Dong froze, and finally did not shake him off.

"I apologize to you." He was not used to saying such words, and it was difficult to continue halfway through the speech. He looked at Cheng Dong's slightly lowered eyelids, with a calm demeanor, unlike himself, who felt his heart was being grabbed and hurt. He wanted to bend over a little.

Yuan Yinzhi held onto Cheng Dong's hand like this, and couldn't speak for a while, before Cheng Dong had no choice but to say, "I accept your apology, but..."

"No but! No but!" Yuan Yinzhi pulled Cheng Dong into his arms with all his strength, opened his arms and hugged him tightly, lowered his head and almost wanted to bite Cheng Dong's neck.He lowered his voice, trying to hide his trembling, "I know what you want now, no, I never knew what you wanted. I used to be bad, I patronized myself, I won't do it in the future, I will restrain myself , will consider for you, you can... trust me."

Cheng Dong felt Yuan Yinzhi's hand tightly around his waist, and the man's extremely low voice and posture in his ears, his nose was so sore, he forcibly held back the wetness in his eyes.

"if……"

After these two words were uttered, Cheng Dong knew that his success was in vain. The patience and escape for so long fell apart in this familiar embrace, disintegrating like an old wall. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't gather his determination.And Yuan Yinzhi strangled him nervously when he made a sound.

"If I were like you, I mean, no matter what happens, I don't have to rely on you and don't have to be wary of you..."

He didn't finish his sentence, but Yuan Yinzhi understood.

He is a businessman, no matter how arrogant and indifferent his personality is in private, he will not refuse to go down the ladder in front of the right bargaining chip.

"I will promise anything you want, as long as you give me a chance." Yuan Yinzhi stretched out his hand, as if to appease, but also as if to beg, and stroked Cheng Dong's hair.

Cheng Dong stretched out his hand, but still didn't encircle Yuan Yinzhi's back, but pushed him away gently.

"I'll try," he said seriously. "I'll try to be like you. But until then, I don't want you to meddle in anything I do, especially my band."

Yuan Yinzhi looked at him carefully and said "OK", the almost paralyzing pain in his heart still remained, but the young man in front of him had given him a chance to breathe, and he knew better than ever what he should restrain.

Cheng Dong looked down at his toes, pursed his lips, raised his head and said with a normal expression: "Then you go to work, Zhai Jie seems to be in a hurry."

"Will you answer my call?" Yuan Yinzhi looked straight at him.

Cheng Dong nodded, not hesitating on this question, but looked at Yuan Yinzhi with a slightly strange look.

Yuan Yinzhi didn't notice it, but was anxious to ask for benefits for himself: "I'll go to your house, will you open the door for me?"

Cheng Dong could bear this level of overachieving, so he nodded.

Yuan Yinzhi smiled lightly, but Cheng Dong felt that slightly shy smile was very dazzling, and hurriedly lowered his head.

"I will try my best." Yuan Yinzhi said, and came closer and kissed Cheng Dong's hair. Cheng Dong was still a little stunned by what Yuan Yinzhi said, and the man's next words made him wish how far away this man was. How far to go.

"I can't take it any longer."

However, when he raised his head, he saw that in the depths of Yuan Yinzhi's narrow eyes, there was still the uneasiness that had appeared for a long time.

At that moment, Cheng Dong almost wanted to ask, just like when he met Yuan Yinzhi alone with other women, he asked simply, without any skills, if Yuan Yinzhi was still alive when he was with him. Shane or someone else.But he immediately realized that these two times of equally uncontrollable jealousy were different. At the beginning, he didn't have such deep feelings for this person, and he thought Yuan Yinzhi's sweet words and childish behavior were unique to him, but now it's different , he didn't want to show that he cared too much, and he was worried that he would get an answer he didn't want when he asked.

He can only pin his hopes on himself, if he can control him a little while not being controlled by Yuan Yinzhi, that would be great.