Light and Shadow and Flying Dust

He looked carefully at Cen Fei.

"Please sit down." The air conditioner in the Internet cafe was set to a high temperature. Cen Fei took off his jacket gracefully, took Shi Shi's scarf and down jacket, and hung them on the hooks on the wall. Pulling out the chairs, it seemed that the two of them were not in an Internet cafe, but in some high-end western restaurant.

Shi Shi sat down on the chair in a daze, looked up and saw the all-in-one desktop computer in front of him, and suddenly said "oh", as if he was a little stunned, after entering his personal information to log in to the computer, he took out a USB flash drive from his pocket and inserted it. Skillfully click and operate, staring at the screen without squinting: "Mr. Cen, I don't know why you found me, this project is in charge of Brother Zhao, I'm just an assistant, responsible for drawing drafts and so on. And there is no need Come to the Internet cafe, of course I can show it to you here... Like your studio, we mainly consider the following points when designing..."

"Let's not talk about work first." Cen Fei interrupted him, reached out and turned off the computer in front of Shi Shi, and moved it half a meter to the side to make the table in front of him empty, and then he dragged the chair and sat down at Shi Shi's table On the opposite side, the small cubicle of the Internet cafe seems to have really become a restaurant box.

Shi Shi looked up at him and said nothing.

Cen Fei maintained a decent smile, and looked at Shi Shi with burning eyes: "Mr. Shi, don't you have anything to ask me?"

Time pondered for a while, and said, "I didn't know that you were the person in charge of this photography studio. The gentleman I contacted before was named Wei."

"Mr. Wei has something to do at home, so now I will take over the project."

Shi Shi nodded, and looked away uncomfortably.

"What else? Is there anything else you want to ask?"

"Nothing."

Cen Fei hummed lightly, like laughing, but also sighing: "Xiao Guang, you haven't changed at all, you're still... not honest."

Shi Shi looked back in surprise, stared at Cen Fei for a long time, and frowned unconsciously: "You knew me before?"

Cen Fei blinked his eyes, and lowered his shoulders slightly, as if he was relieved.

"Sure enough." Cen Fei said, "Since this is the case, how are you doing first? How have you been doing these years? Has your body recovered? Did you go to university later? Did you go to a major related to art that you like? Yeah?"

"I'm attending night school." The gap between Shi Guang's eyebrows couldn't help but deepen, "How do you know..."

"Know what?" Cen Fei asked.

"Know that my interest is art, and...know that I like strawberry cake." Time paused, "Who are you?"

Say cake, and it arrives.

The network manager knocked on the door of the small room, and handed in a cup of coffee and a cup of water, as well as a piece of strawberry cheesecake, a piece of black forest cake, and a piece of mango mille-feuille cake... Probably because he was embarrassed to accept such a large tip from Cen Fei, he took the initiative to buy more A few other tricks.

Cen Fei glanced at the cakes, and pushed them all to the front of time calmly: "I don't like sweets, you eat."

Shi Shi didn't answer, he stared at Cen Fei's face endlessly, but couldn't see anything, but suddenly felt a little dizzy.

He hissed, lowered his head and shook his head, and when he raised his head again, he had returned to normal.

"Don't force it, I'll help you remember it, or it doesn't matter if you can't remember it." Cen Fei pushed the water glass in front of him, "Drink some water first, and eat cake."

Shi Shi didn't speak, picked up a plastic fork and stuffed a small piece of strawberry cake into his mouth, waiting for Cen Fei to continue with his shining eyes.

Cen Fei simply didn't want to be a joke, and started to talk.

"Is the cake delicious? When I passed by just now, I saw that this dessert shop is still there, and I thought it was amazing. Almost no shops are open for long these days."

"Do you remember this place? This place used to be a coffee shop with two floors. The decoration is very stylish, and the price of coffee is naturally not cheap."

"But this is a university town, and the other side across the street is my alma mater, S University. It is not suitable for this type of coffee shop to open here. Sure enough, it closed down later."

"You probably don't remember. At that time, you were working as a waiter here. I like to come and sit for a while every afternoon when I don't have classes. It's at the window on the second floor."

"Later, when I got to know each other better, you still specially reserved a seat for me, and you would leave a soft and hard cushion on the seat. Every time you serve coffee, there are different garlands on it. It is very beautiful, and it was made by you. drawn."

Cen Fei took a sip of the cup of coffee without latte art in his hand, and frowned, apparently dissatisfied with the taste.

"But we haven't really known each other, although I know you like me. At that time...you didn't look at me like this now."

Shi Shi's brows were still frowning, and his bright eyes instantly became a little hazy. He was in a daze, as if he had fallen into memory, as if he was outlining his imagination, and more like he was thinking about some ancient problem.

Cen Fei smiled wryly, and continued: "I know what you mean, but I have to pretend not to know. I don't want to cause trouble, but there are some things that are fate and cannot be escaped."

"The chance for us to get acquainted is that once when I was upstairs, I saw you suddenly rush across the street and help an old man who fell to the ground."

"I thought at the time that there is no one more stupid than you. Aren't you afraid that he will touch porcelain?"

"Sure enough, the old man started yelling after he grabbed you, saying that you hit him... Isn't it funny? He said that you went out of the coffee shop and crossed a road to hit him. Some people just don't know what to do."

"But you don't argue, you see that he has injuries on his hands, and you insist on sending him to the hospital."

"Later, I took him to the hospital with you. The old man's hand bone was broken, and the operation fee and post-treatment cost a lot of money. His children cursed at you, saying that you hit him and wanted you to pay for it."

"Later, I handled this matter. That wolf-hearted old man finally admitted that you didn't hit him, but he needs to find someone to bear the medical expenses."

"After the matter is resolved, I asked you whether you will mind your own business in the future. You said that you will still mind the next time you see it... Why do you think you are so stupid?"

Shi Shi turned his head to look at the street outside the window, his eyes were a little red.For a moment, Cen Fei suspected that he had remembered everything, but Shi Shi still didn't say a word.

"Later, we exchanged contact information, and we became familiar with each other."

"We are unconsciously attracted to each other, we approach each other step by step, and then formally communicate. Just like ordinary couples, we go shopping, eat, watch movies, and go to hotels...to get a room."

Shi Shi suddenly turned his gaze back, and just stared at Cen Fei with surprise and pain in his eyes.

"Yes, until the time we separated, it was a relationship. We didn't break up, never before, now, and never will."

"But!" Time suddenly said, but he didn't know what to say, he just said again in a daze: "But..."

"But what?" Cen Fei saw that Shi Shi didn't answer for a long time, so he had to continue, "I left for a few months, and when I came back, I found that you had left without saying goodbye, and even this coffee shop closed down."

"I tried to find you, but I didn't dare to find you again. I was afraid of hearing some bad news... In fact, I had a hunch and didn't want to admit it."

"I have no position to accuse you of leaving... Before that, my attitude was indeed a little hesitant. You probably have a feeling, knowing that I don't want to accept you into my life."

"It's my fault, considering my family, parents, career and future development... I dare not beg for your complete understanding, but now, at least now I can tell you that these are no longer obstacles."

"Xiao Guang, do you really not remember anything? When your life was hanging by a thread, did you miss me at all?" Cen Fei's calm mask suddenly showed a crack, he grabbed Shi Shi's hand, looked at me Looking at the other party's eyes that were also filled with emotions, his voice trembled slightly, "Wei Dacheng and I went to Tibet for a trip to shoot. We encountered heavy rain on the way and the road collapsed. We rolled down the road with our car and got stuck on the mountainside. The food and communication we brought All the equipment fell into the Yarlung Zangbo River. Wei Dacheng struggled to get out of the car to call for help, while I was stuck in the car with my head covered in blood and could not move. I stayed up like that for a day and two nights, waiting for him Come to save me, all I can think about is you. I dare not sleep, I am afraid that if I fall asleep, I will not wake up, just thinking, if I can survive this time, I must take you home and share my love with you My bedroom, my parents, my secret, my future..." Cen Fei clenched Shi Shi's hand so tightly that it hurt him, and his eyes were a little crazy, "Xiao Guang, tell me, when I was on you What were you thinking about when you were on the operating table? Did you think of me? Or is it just your brother?"

Shi Shi shuddered, and suddenly recovered from the unspeakable emotions. He tried hard to withdraw his hand, but in vain.

"Let go...you let go..." Shi Shi's eyes were reddened, his nose was a little sore, and his heart was even more so, "I forgot...I forgot, let me go, I don't know you now."

"You know me." Cen Fei refused to let go, and said word by word, "I was in your company just now, and I knew from the first time you saw me that you knew me."

"I..." Time was speechless.

"I know what you're running away from. It's because of your brother, right? You're together, right?" Cen Fei sneered, leaned forward, and with a push of his hand, he pulled Shi Guang to his feet. Cheek to cheek, only one breath away from each other, "Do you want to leave me alone?