Xiao Lang Jing

"It's unreasonable! It's too much to deceive people!" Song Xincheng slapped the table, almost knocking down the glass teacup on the desk.He is a skilled politician, he has always spoken and acted calmly, and the city is quite deep, but at this moment he was almost naked and was rushed to his head by anger.

After receiving the phone call from Wei Xiaolong and hearing about Song Qiran's receipt of the CD from Yue Lan, his first reaction was to completely make that damned search plan disappear from the world, no matter whether it was using any legal or illegal methods. He doesn't care about the means, he will never allow anyone to do anything that may threaten his nephew's life!

But it's too late to say anything now, Song Qiran has already got the CD.And all Zhao Meng could do was to persuade him to take a good rest first, and then pick a suitable time to watch it after his mental state recovered.

During this period, Zhao Meng contacted Song Xincheng, and without further ado, Song Xincheng sent a special car to take him to the private doctor who had served the Song family for many years.

When Dr. Li arrived in the provincial capital, Song Qiran had already fallen asleep at his home.He did not suffer any trauma as he said, he just choked on a few mouthfuls of cigarettes and was very tired.

Doctor Li stood outside the bedroom door, closing the door for Song Qiran with a peaceful expression.

When he first arrived at the Song family, the young master of the Song family was just a little meat dumpling at the age of two or three who would fall over a few steps. For many years, he almost watched Song Qiran grow up.In addition to his care for patients as a doctor, he also has the kindness of elders for younger generations towards Song Qiran.

Zhao Meng called him to sit down in the living room, took out the disc, and asked him directly if he knew what was in it, and if he could estimate the risk of Song Qiran watching it directly.

Dr. Li did not answer his question directly.

"Officer Zhao, I have been in the Song family for more than 20 years." He told Zhao Meng, "I am a general practitioner, but psychology has never been my strong point. This matter is because I am not good at learning, and it is also my biggest regret. In the past few years, I have often thought that if I could provide some more effective treatment suggestions, the young master would not have been sent to the rehabilitation center. So since then, I have been learning and looking for information in related fields Thesis, asked many students who were studying for a doctorate in medicine, and asked them to help introduce experts in the domestic psychotherapy industry. Like our general organ disease, it is related to both physical function and emotional state, which requires both drug treatment and psychological intervention, and it cannot be closed-loop only by doctors and patients. More often , the closest person to the patient is the key to healing.”

Dr. Li took a sip of water and smiled at Zhao Meng.

"I can see that the person closest to the young master at this stage should be you."

Zhao Meng looked nervous.

"So what should I do?" he asked.

"Young master's symptoms should be classified as a type of post-traumatic stress disorder, which is referred to as PTSD in psychology. Every PTSD patient will be involved in corresponding stressful events and stressful scenes, and the young master should correspond to the 11.4 gun-wielding hostage back then. The picture of you being seriously injured and dying in the case remained in his brain. Neuroimaging studies on PTSD have shown that this stress disorder mainly affects the frontal cortex, hippocampus, and amygdala of the human brain, causing these areas to function Sexual abnormalities. The prefrontal cortex is in charge of cognitive behavior and personality expression, and the amygdala is responsible for generating and managing emotions. I believe these are the reasons why the young master has abnormal emotions and even develops violent tendencies. And the last hippocampus, it is responsible for It is responsible for the storage of long-term memory. Before, we have asked the young master to ensure the stability of this area by insisting on taking medicine. But, as you know, due to the scene similar to the stress scene some time ago, we recognized him again. After that, the young master began to resist the drug, which is why his memory has always shown flashbacks without warning. Once all the memories including the stress scene are restored, the above mentioned The three brain regions that have been visited will still further influence each other, changing his mental and emotional state, and this second change is almost irreversible."

When the doctor said this, he helped the frame on the bridge of his nose, looked at Zhao Meng seriously and said:

"This is related to the young master's future life, so I hope you will take every word I say next seriously."

Zhao Meng's lips were tightened, and he nodded solemnly.

"The process of memory formation involves a process in the brain, which we call 'memory solidification'. The solidification itself is just a preparation stage that needs to last for a certain period of time. Before the solidification is completed, people's memories are easily misled, just like You try to recall a passer-by on the way, you have no impression of this person at first, and when another traveler tells you that the passer-by is wearing a red hat, the vague memory will also be biased , in the memory, it will seem that the person is really wearing a red hat. Therefore, before the memory is solidified, it can be shaped. But once it is solidified, the memory will form a picture and be stored in the brain for a long time. And it will be retrieved and recalled again and again when needed. This process of continuously extracting memory is called "re-solidification". Only in this "re-solidification" process, the originally formed memory will return to its original fragile state. state, and, after that, the next time you recall that memory, you will actually only be able to recall the resolidified version. Using 'resolidification' to eliminate the adverse effects of PTSD is currently A new mode of medical exploration. It may be a mouthful for you to listen to my explanation, but the principle of the actual operation process is easy to understand. For example, if I show you the blue color every time I prick you with a needle After forming a solidified memory, it will make you feel as if you have been pricked by a needle when you see a blue film. To reverse this process, you must not go to the next time you see a blue film. instead of stabbing you, and changing to gentle comforting, and repeating the process until you no longer feel the strange feeling when you see the blu-ray disc. So if you want to ask me whether you should watch that disc now, I My suggestion is that you should not only read it, but also read it carefully, and take every memory node in it seriously. My assistant will also arrive in the provincial capital tomorrow, and in the next few days, we will monitor the young master's condition at any time , to stabilize his hormone level by administering medication every time a memory point appears, and you must stay by his side every step of the way and cooperate with us at the same time."

"Will that cure him?"

After hearing Zhao Meng's question, Dr. Li sighed.

"Mental illness is a kind of disease, but it is also a kind of trauma. The human body has an immune system, but the mind does not. Many times we ignore that in addition to treatment, self-healing is also needed. If you can't learn to draw strength from yourself, what will you do? Such pain is difficult to heal.”

That day, Zhao Meng chewed the meaning of that sentence and sat alone in the living room until dawn.

After dawn, the birds outside the window began to come to life one after another. It was the first time Zhao Meng noticed the birdsong in the morning after living here for so long.He gently pushed open the door of Song Qiran's room, and saw that the little guy was sleeping soundly wrapped in a blanket, and the pale golden sunshine and gold foil stuck to his profile, giving him a sense of warmth.

Zhao Meng went to the bed and sat down, covering the pale gold with his palms.Song Qiran's eyelashes trembled, he knew it was Zhao Meng, from the smell to the body temperature, he knew it, so before he opened his eyes, he smiled.

"Get up." Zhao Meng said softly, "Want to take a shower first?"

"No." Song Qiran rubbed his cheek with that hand, "I'm hungry, I need to have breakfast first."

Zhao Meng's eyes were soft.

"it is good."

He straightened the man who was sleeping like a boneless person from the bed, and stroked Song Qiran's hair covering his eyebrows and eyes two or three times with his big hand.Song Qiran licked his lips, feeling dry, and took advantage of Zhao Meng's opportunity to tidy his hair so close at hand, and bit his mouth like catching insects.He tasted a bit of bitterness from the corner of Zhao Meng's mouth, and avoided it mischievously.Song Qiran originally thought that Zhao Meng would catch him and teach him a lesson, or that he would be very happy—when he occasionally got so excited that he couldn't help but provoke Zhao Meng, the other party would always react in the same two ways, or both at the same time, to cover up Can't hide it either.Song Qiran likes to see him happy, and also likes to be taught by him.

But Zhao Meng is very calm today.He still just smiled, and pulled Song Qiran back who was trying to retreat, smoothed out the wrinkles of his T-shirt, grabbed a long-sleeved shirt from the bedside and put it on him, from the back of the collar to the front, Fasten his buttons one by one.Song Qiran sat like a doll, a little ashamed because of Zhao Meng's behavior of taking care of children so meticulously.

"I can wear it myself...I'm almost 30," he muttered.

"Fart." Zhao Meng replied to him.

Song Qiran was not convinced.

"A difference of two years to thirty is also almost 30 years old, and it is not a minor."

"It doesn't matter how old you are, I'm still your brother." Zhao Meng glanced at him, "Brother."

Song Qiran pressed his eyebrows.

"Brother, Brother Meng." He called twice, and as expected, he saw Zhao Meng showing a satisfied expression.

Zhao Meng came closer and responded softly: "Hey, daughter-in-law."

The sound flew past the tips of his ears, and the warm air hit his face. Song Qiran seemed to be burned by that name, and looked at Zhao Meng with wide eyes in surprise.

Zhao Meng had already buttoned the last button for him, and found Song Qiran's two slippers from under the bed, and put them together.

"Why? Don't you like it? How long have we been together like this, can't we still be considered an old couple?" Zhao Meng squatted on the ground to put on his shoes,

"I, a kid who grew up in the countryside, can do all kinds of rough and tiring work. I've lived alone for a long time, and I can cook. I haven't served people much before." He glanced at Song Qiran, "But I like serving you very much. I will serve you alone in the future, okay?"

Song Qiran was flustered, he looked decent when he wanted to flirt with Zhao Meng, but it was rare for him to say that in person, and he became himself ashamed instead.

"Daughter-in-law." Zhao Meng called him, "Look at me."

Song Qiran still shrank his shoulders.

Zhao Meng sighed.

"I'm here." He grabbed Song Qiran's hand and put it in his own, rubbing the lines on his palm, "Don't worry, I'm here, I won't disappear."

Hearing this, Song Qiran blushed and looked at Zhao Meng intently. He looked at Zhao Meng for a long time before he nodded like a chicken pecking at rice.

It was a sunny day, Zhao Meng chose the most comfortable afternoon after drinking and eating, hugged Song Qiran, and leaned against the soft bedroom bay window covered with a woolen blanket, the sun was shining on his back, it was warm, and he tightened his grip Song Qiran's waist between his hands pulled him closer to him.Song Qiran had a laptop on his lap, and he copied the contents of the CD onto it.

"Will I see myself in it?" Before clicking on it, he asked Zhao Meng anxiously.

"Your second uncle said that when he sent you to the rehabilitation center, he used fake information. What name did they change for you?"

Song Qiran thought for a while.

"I do not remember."

"Then let's have a look." Zhao Meng poked Song Qiran's waist.He poked Song Qiran into a laugh, and the nervousness disappeared from his eyes.

"Okay."

Then the video on the screen starts playing.

In the picture, a group of people lined up, wearing uniform clothes, passed a small window one by one, handed in a card, and took away a bundle of bundled things.Every time a person is dealt with, the guard at the door will call out the person's name and number.

Zhao Meng saw Song Qiran with his head down in the picture.A person behind him leaned over and craned his neck to look at the card in his hand.

"Song Xi?"

The man called him, and he turned his head.

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