Xiao Lang Jing

Zhao Meng felt that he was a bit ruthless this time around.He is almost 36, and he is also a policeman. He can even play Tai Chi with local gangsters with peace of mind.

He was originally a person who was far less mature than his appearance. After graduating from high school, he applied for the police academy because he liked watching Hong Kong police and gangster movies of that era. It’s not enough to just say yes, sir and yes, madam; I stayed in the army for a year and didn’t realize my sexual orientation until I was shot at the age of 26 and was rescued from life and death with heavy bleeding. Later, I realized that my inability to be tough on women was not because I couldn't do it myself.He even felt inferior for a long time because of that.He was so dull and innocent that even the matchmaker in the village would be shy and at a loss for words to introduce girls he wasn't interested in, and because he couldn't figure out how to confess the truth to his family, he didn't dare to make friends with the same sex. It was only at the age of 35 that I stepped into the door through dating software for the first time. Although I was a late bloomer, I was an out-and-out older magician. I haven’t had a formal relationship so far. Rather, I haven’t even had time to figure out a real one. What kind of lover should be like, and met Xiaolangjing.

He planted on Xiaolangjing's body, which was actually very pure and simple, not because of Xiaolangjinglang, but because he liked it.

He really likes it.

Just as a person who lives inland sees the sea for the first time, so a color-blind patient sees colors for the first time.Before I saw it, I had no specific concept or imagination, but at the first sight, I was sure that it was love at first sight.

He sometimes thinks that if Xiaolangjing is not Xiaolangjing, but just a good-looking young man he met by chance on the road, or if his actual conditions are slightly better than the current one, he feels that there is a high probability that he may be Use the most old-fashioned way to strike up a conversation in TV dramas and go forward to say the first opening sentence.

However, they can only be regarded as friends with benefits at best.This is a very wonderful relationship, skipping all the preludes and directly entering the drama, you can already pick up all the bridges between the closest lovers before you are familiar with each other, just treat it as a game and add fun.That's why Xiaolangjing looks extra cute, extra considerate, and makes him want to stop.It is also because of this that his shyness and nervousness, his restlessness, and even the unconcealable loss after waking up for a moment, also seem extraordinarily redundant.

Not only superfluous, but also childish.Even the friends in the rainbow group who kindly wanted to comfort him couldn't squeeze out a few words.

"Forget about Lao Meng, just treat it as being bitten by a dog."

"Your analogy is not right. If you want to bite, it is Lao Meng who bit the dog."

"What are you biting, Lao Meng, did you give in to that prodigal?"

"I told you at the beginning that you can't handle this kind of goblin, but now it's hard to get rid of it."

"It's hard to ride a tiger, how many times have I said it, Lao Meng is 1, it is 1!"

"I'm sorry, I haven't really enlightened 1 about this kind of thing, so I don't know how to find words."

"That's right, in our circle, there are a lot of ruthless people. The night before, I called you to be a little bitch. Then tomorrow, I found a woman who tricked me into getting married and became a grandson. Who remembers who?"

"Yeah, looking at it this way, although Lao Meng has been a bachelor for half his life, at least he didn't cheat on marriages. He is much better than those wild women who don't know where they came from."

"Lao Meng, although it's silly to have a relationship with a date, but at least you have a high moral character! Are you happy?"

"...You guys better shut up."

After Zhao Meng finished cursing, he was so angry that he wanted to drop his phone.

They haven't been in touch for nearly a month since they were splashed with cold water at Xiaolangjing's house last time.In the beginning, it was Zhao Meng himself who was at odds, he was a little scared, he had seen Xiao Lang when he was not good, and he acted resolutely and unreasonably, he was afraid that he would be seen by the other party, or cause trouble to others, or To be hated, either way is enough.Therefore, in order to avoid the worst ending, he even took the initiative to reject an invitation from Song Qiran on WeChat.Of course, that was the beginning, and within a month, he regained his strength, and fell into lovesickness again, which was very hopeless.

He babbled about someone once in the chat bar, but he meant to call me if necessary, to ensure that he was on call.But Xiaolangjing was also straightforward, and only replied that he was busy with work recently, so he didn't make an appointment for the time being, so there was no more text.

Near the end of the month, Zhao Meng’s parents in his hometown called him and asked him about his girlfriend’s situation. Pretending to be a coward that he couldn't afford to play, he suddenly heard the old voice of his parents telling him to pay attention to his body, and he felt very sad all of a sudden.

After hanging up the phone, he sat there for a while, then went to the canteen downstairs to buy two or two small bottles of white wine, and drank it silently until midnight.He doesn't hold a lot of alcohol and doesn't like to drink. He frowned after taking a sip, and drank until there was only a dry and bitter taste in his mouth. Then he went to the bed in a daze and swiped his phone.

You're kidding, he said to himself.

Dad is counting on you, mom is counting on you, younger brothers and sisters are counting on you, they all say to stand at [-], but he is better off, hiding in the city half dead, afraid that when he goes back to his hometown, his father and fellow villagers will find out that his family will poke him. Backbone gossips behind your back.He should be honest, save his money from his job, wait until his younger siblings have finished college, and then apologize with death, and go to the ancestors of the old Zhao family to learn lessons one by one.

But he was nestled in the quilt thinking about men, and while thinking about men, he grabbed his own bird and dreamed about Qisi in front of the photos in his mobile phone. A pair of eyes sparkled on his neck, and he slammed into his ears with a whimper, like a kitten scratching an itch, itching so much that water sprang from the tip of his heart.

Zhao Meng, you are such a fucking bastard, he cursed bitterly, turned over and pressed into the bed, gritted his teeth and shot.

Zhao Mengcai woke up the next day and found that he had sent Song Qiran a message in the middle of the night.

He didn't know what he was thinking, but he might still give in to his desires, thinking that a friend with benefits should be a friend with benefits, and he didn't even want to lose face, so he asked people subserviently, "My parents asked someone to bring some souvenirs from my hometown, do you have any?" Is there anything you need?"

It has been more than ten hours since the message was sent out, but it shows as unread and no one replied.

"I made an appointment and said I'm not available, but I sent a message and didn't reply? Shit! This person is hanging on to you!"

Before it was time to eat at noon, the group became lively again.Zhao Meng felt that this group of people might have been busy recently, and they had to gossip about him and Xiao Langjing if they had nothing to do, and they talked endlessly.

"I said earlier that this person has deep tricks!"

"Then what should we do, with Lao Meng's way of doing things, we won't be tricked to death."

"Old Meng, you can fight for our group. Next time someone hooks you, you should be tougher, and he can save a piece of meat in the air!"

"No, no, it's a shame to pretend to be aloof in this matter, why not let it hang out, we are frank and open, and we haven't been sorry to anyone!"

"That's the way it is! Fuck off, at worst, have a good time, can't you just treat that slut as a dick?"

"Hmph, you don't pretend to be innocent."

"You can't believe Lao Meng even if you pretend to be innocent."

"Speaking of which, it should be about the time. The tricks of the coquettish bitch are all the same. At most half a month, I reckon it's time to come out to be a demon again. Lao Meng, you can be prepared."

"At most half a month? Are you serious?"

After Zhao Meng asked that sentence, the group became quiet.A group of people froze for a while, and sent him a ton of ellipses to express that Lao Meng, you are in a daze, and we can't save you from this matter.When it was over, a voice message popped up from an unknown source.

Lao Meng clicked on it, and the volume was so loud that the walls of the office shook.

"Fuck me! What kind of innocent young man you are! If you like prostitutes so much, fuck me! I will support you for the rest of my life!"

Fortunately, the other police officers on duty had already gone to eat earlier.Zhao Meng covered his ears and eyes and put away his phone, too lazy to argue with this group of people.The sun was shining brightly outside the window, making him feel a little drowsy from the heat. A thrush flapped its wings and landed quietly on the window sill of the police station.

"Knock knock", there are two knocks on the glass window.

Zhao Meng put his legs up on the desk and narrowed one eye.Song Qiran stood outside the window, knocking on the window opposite Zhao Meng with his knuckles. He bowed his body and poked his head into the room. Because of the light behind him, he couldn't see the scene in the room clearly, so his eyes were a little blurred, as if seeing After seeing Zhao Meng, it seemed that he was not sure if it was him.The old-fashioned glass windows framed the scene, which looked as good as a screenshot from a TV series.