unforgiving

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This is what happened to the students after they returned to their bodies under the instructions of a peaceful parallel world: What can I do in ten years?

As far as [Gu Yuangui] is concerned, ten years is actually very short, as if it passed in the blink of an eye.He graduated from the undergraduate degree of the Department of Architecture all the way to the master's degree, and now he is working in a well-known local private architectural design company... He has not yet obtained the right to design a building independently. He wanted to build a building of his own when he was a child. The dream of a home is still to be fulfilled.

"I said, if you want, I can give you the design of the new building of the company's headquarters."

"Thank you. As the legal owner of half of your property, I don't feel at ease to hire myself. But I strongly recommend our BOSS to you." [Gu Yuangui] smiled and looked back at the man who was hugging him from behind. spouse.

Five years ago, [Gu Yuangui] graduated from university, and after the graduation ceremony, his neighbor [Qi Shu] confessed to him.And not long ago, the two who had been in love for five years officially registered their marriage in the casino in the United States, and the wedding is in urgent preparations.

[Gu Yuangui] rarely had any particularly impulsive moments in his life, and there were three times in his life, one was to escape from the nightmare ten years ago, and the remaining two times were all related to [Qi Shu].

Five years ago, he agreed to [Qi Shu]'s confession out of a whim. A month ago, after getting drunk, he and [Qi Shu] registered as legal couples in the casino.

Fortunately, [Qi Shu] never made [Gu Yuangui] regret these impulses.

"It's not impulsive, it's a step-by-step necessity. Can you imagine? Five years ago, I was still hesitating whether to confess to you. I was afraid that you would disagree. Heck, I really don't know why I was so stupid at that time. "

"Is it really okay to despise your past self?"

"If I go at the speed I used to, it is estimated that we are still pure neighbors now."

"You were wrong, remember? I moved away when I was in graduate school."

"You were wrong, remember? I have a previous record of being your neighbor."

"..." Can we stop being so straightforward?

"I love you." [Qi Shu] suddenly took [Gu Yuangui]'s hand affectionately, and kissed it gently, as if touching a rare treasure, "Five years ago, at the moment you opened the door , I fell deeply in love with you."

"Why not when you met me at school ten years ago?" [Gu Yuangui] was very puzzled.

"I don't know if you believe me? Obviously I knew you earlier, and I also felt that I fell in love with you at first sight at that time, and I was full of joy. But I still think that only the day five years ago was the beginning of true love. "[Gu Yuangui] The moment he agreed to him, it seemed that the whole person became different, became, uh, literary and artistically speaking, it became more so that he couldn't extricate himself from love.

[Gu Yuangui] nodded: "I believe it." Because he is the same, how strange.

When sleeping at night, [Gu Yuangui] poked the big tall man beside him: "Aren't you going to tell me the real reason why you are so abnormal today?"

[Qi Shu] who was lying on the side froze: "Hey, whoever was released early after serving his sentence."

"Who?" [Gu Yuangui] wasn't pretending, but there was a moment when he couldn't think of anyone in his life who could be described as early release from prison.After being stunned for a while, [Gu Yuangui] realized, "You mean He Xi?"

"Well. Will you meet him?"

"Why do you want to see him?"

"What if he comes to see you?"

"I don't make assumptions that don't make sense."

Unfortunately, this assumption has come true.He Xi, who seemed to be 30 years old with white hair, suddenly appeared in front of [Gu Yuangui]. He was well-groomed, but his whole body was covered with a lingering haze.

[Gu Yuangui] It's not pretentious, since we met, I simply sat down and planned to speak clearly with the other party.

"Long time no see, how are you?" He Xi pondered for a long time, and chose the most vulgar opening remarks.

[Gu Yuangui] He didn't interrupt He Xi, listening to him say all he wanted to say at once, what happened in these years, how he missed him, and: "I'm sorry, can you forgive me?"

"Are you finished? Very well, it's finally my turn.

"I'll only say this once, and leave after I finish, I hope you won't pester me again in the future.

"I don't want to see you at all, no matter how long I haven't seen. I'm doing well now. I'm married and have a deep love. As long as you don't show up, I think I will be better. I don't want to know Are you having a good time, but if you're not, I'm probably happier."

"Because of that Qi Shu? Yes, he is indeed much better than me, rich, powerful and handsome, but if you hadn't sent me to prison back then, I would have..."

When he heard this, Gu Yuangui suddenly felt that he was a big fool for agreeing to sit down and have a good talk with He Xi. He Xi was always He Xi, the guy who only had eyes for himself, and he never really reflected on himself.

"Oh, do you think it was wrong for me to send you to prison? Did I fabricate the criminal evidence? Or are you saying that I forced you to do those whose families were ruined and whose wives were separated by your 'smart' means? Do you still remember the deputy manager of the sales department who was framed by you for misappropriating company property and almost went to jail for five years? He is truly innocent! You never reflect on yourself, and you always feel that the wrong is always someone else.

"But I can tell you right now that you have today, and everything is your own fault!

"You don't treat others as human beings, so how can you blame others for not going with you? The servants are divorced, the parents abandon you, and me, you deserve it all.

"To be honest, I really can't face you calmly. I used to think that sooner or later I would do it, but the facts tell me that no matter how much compensation you have made and how much retribution you have suffered, I still hate you. It's not hatred, it's physical disgust. You imprisoned me for a few years, and I sent you to prison for ten years. We are both clean.

"I won't find fault with you again, and please don't give me any more reasons to find fault with you. Don't believe me, I really have the ability to do it now. I don't think I need to pretend to be calm and magnanimous at all. to you, because...

"...No need."

You are nothing more than an insignificant person. I hate you like a pest. There is really no need to hide it.The other side of hate is love. Sometimes hate is hate. It’s not that complicated. Do you hate mice and cockroaches because you subconsciously like them?Stop being funny.

"The last sentence, I have always wanted to say it to you before, but unfortunately no matter what I say, you can't listen to it. I hope that you today can be different from the past. I don't love you from the beginning to the end, but it doesn't It cannot be the reason for you to illegally imprison me and bring me infinite pain! I will not forgive you, even if I die! I hope that we will never meet again in this life."

After finishing speaking, [Gu Yuangui] got up and left. He breathed a sigh of relief and felt relaxed.

...This is the continuation of Gu Yuan's return to the main world...

When he opened his eyes again, Gu Yuan returned to his room in the main world. In the dead of night, the pointer still stayed at the moment he left.This is the third day since he and He Xize broke up.

Gu Yuangui found that he still had a very clear memory of the whole mission, but he no longer had any sense of substitution.Whether it's anger at He Xi's selfishness, or something else.

uh, is there anything else?

Gu Yuangui was stunned.

[If you want to get the feelings that have been taken away, the host can exchange it with five completed tasks. 】The system opened suddenly.

"I don't want to." Gu Yuangui didn't feel at all that there was any emotion worth redeeming in that repressed memory that pretended to be crazy, and it would be great to be able to pull it out.

After the emotional separation, five years is really just a moment for Gu Yuangui.It's like reading a book. When you read it, you wander in the protagonist's soul-stirring ten-year life. After reading it, you are still you. When you look up, it's only a few minutes.

[Now we are scoring the host's first practice mission, the score is being counted, please wait a moment. 】3 minutes.

[All the statistics for the five years have been completed, and now the final grade is announced - C-, barely passing, rating opinion: too much external force beyond personal ability was used in the completion process, there is an element of luck, and the individual does not have the ability to complete the task independently , easy to develop dependence, it is recommended to abandon the system. ] "..." What does it mean to have too much external force?Gu Yuangui was stunned, because he asked Li Huaite for help?Shouldn't this be considered teamwork? "What happens if you give up?"

[Eliminate the memory related to the host, break away from the system, and search for a new host in the parallel world again. ] "What if I don't want to give up?" Gu Yuangui didn't know where he made a mistake in the middle of completing the task, but he believed that he would try to change this situation next time.As a top student since childhood, it was really difficult for him to accept such a score of C-.

[In view of the fact that the original plan designed by the host is practicable and does not have subjective dependence, and it is an emergency in the later stage, the internship task can be released again as appropriate. ] To put it simply, make up the exam.

The system asks, do you want to take the test, boy?

Test!

……

At the same time, Qi Shu’s [purely accidental] and [inadvertently destroyed Gu Yuangui’s evaluation without knowing it] woke up from his dream at Qi’s residence on Nanshan Banpo, blinking expressionlessly, trying to recall the dream The reality of being splashed with water.