unforgiving

"Because I'm an omega, so I can't marry an alpha? But, why? Why can't an omega marry an alpha? An alpha can marry an omega, and an alpha can marry a bate, so why can't an omega marry anyone when it's his turn? It's not fair."

When Mander was very young, he shocked everyone at the family gathering with this sentence.

After three seconds of silence, the adults started to laugh, treating this as a foolish thing that children would say a few times in their lives.It’s as if Mande is asking why the sun can’t be blue, it’s just full of fantastic ideas that are absolutely impossible to happen, the kind of “I didn’t expect that Mande, who has always been a small adult in our family, would be so naive.” On the one hand, it's so cute." The sense of sight came to my face.

There is no irony in this, at least, adults feel that they are full of kindness.

But the young Mande in a small formal suit sat on the seat with a look of bewilderment on his face. He didn't understand why the adults were laughing, and he didn't feel that he asked a naive and stupid question.

"I was serious."

Mander said so, but no one listened to his words.

Only Mande's omega father calmed Mande temporarily with an adult's omnipotent sentence, and he said, "You will understand when you grow up."

When Mande grew up, he still couldn't understand why omega couldn't marry alpha. He only knew that what his omega father said back then was just perfunctory him, telling him not to dig into the horns.

But this is not a dead end, but a normal problem in Mander's view.

"It's like on the ancient earth, when there were only two genders, male and female, if a girl asked 'why didn't I grow up and marry someone else, someone else married me', everyone would laugh at her asking a stupid question, they Will say, where did it come from, how can a woman marry a man?

"However, from our perspective today, there are a large number of women who marry men, so of course women can marry men!

"Right?"

In college, Mander stood up in a public class and asked this question.

Mande studied in Bloodstained, a new comprehensive military academy that allows omega and alpha students to study together. This kind of education policy was called a cult by many people at the time, and it was obviously deviant, bold and out of place that would not be recognized by the mainstream the behavior of.The naive Mande once thought that if he was admitted to this place, there would be someone who could understand him.

In fact, at the beginning, before the question that Mander really wanted to ask was asked, there were quite a few people in the public class who supported him.

"Yes, the ancient earth is so strange that there are patriarchal ideas."

So, immediately after, Mande threw out his confusion from childhood to adulthood: "Then the problem is, when I was a child, I asked my parents, 'why can't marry a', but no one stood up and told me o Of course you can marry A, why is that?"

Everyone was stunned, whether it was the omega, or even the professor, there was a brief pause.

In the end, this problem also ended in nothing, but everyone remembered that freshman in that class.There is an omega who is sharp and beautiful, but has a very weird personality.

"This is probably the reason why I didn't have many friends when I was in school." Mander, who has now been promoted to major general, said to Karl at a private dinner.

Mander is no longer working in the intelligence bureau, because with his military rank, if he continues to work in the intelligence bureau, he will replace Li White's alpha father, Li Stan, as the top leader of the intelligence bureau.And let an omega command a group of alphas, this is definitely not the situation that the above want to see.

So Mander can only be transferred, but because of his status as an omega, he must be given a decent reason - to be promoted.

Mande was transferred to the military department, in charge of the information department of the entire galaxy. It seemed that he was much more powerful, but he rose up and down. He was in the information department. He could only be the minister in charge, that is, the second in command, and he didn't say anything. Quan's honorary second in command.

So, on the night he got the promotion, Mander invited his only friend Carl to his house for a few drinks and complained.

"Do you regret it?" Karl is not a person who is good at words, because he has positioned himself as the deputy and assistant of his younger brother Gu Aili since he was a child.This makes the circle of friends he can sincerely associate with very narrow, and Mander is definitely the most important one among them.

"What do you regret?" Mande was looking at the man he loved so much through his drunkenness.The other party wore an abstinent dress that would always be buttoned up to the neckline, which made Mander a little dry, and his pheromones were a little difficult to control.

Don't get me wrong, it's not the kind of pheromone that wants others to fuck you, but the sexual impulse to want to fuck the person in front of you.

Mander can be said to have fallen in love with Karl the first time he saw him in the army.Mander can't say why, maybe it's Karl's temperament that stands out among a group of army rookies, maybe it's because Karl is particularly suitable for the loyal dog, or even just because Karl's appearance just caught Mander's eyes... Anyway, Mander I clearly remember that at that time he had the urge to "take off his tightly wrapped military trousers that outlined his buttocks, fuck him frontally, and fuck him until he cried and begged for mercy".

Of course, Mande dared to think about this kind of thinking, he kept telling himself, you have to be patient, you are now a harmless omega in the eyes of the other party, you can't suddenly transform into a cute little girl , This surprise will be saved until after marriage.

I have to say that at that time, Mande still had a lot of confidence in himself. Although he didn't want to think this way, the reality of society still involuntarily affected him, making him feel that as an omega, when he wanted to go after an alpha It is easy to grab at your fingertips.Maybe he doesn't even need to do anything, just a little hint, and the other party will propose.

It's a pity that Mande's favorite person is destined to be a little different.

This made Mander not know whether to cry or laugh, and finally he summed it up as a mockery of reality. He always wanted to find a lover who was different from others, but when he found it, his lover was also because of this. It is different from him, which makes it difficult for him to easily get the other party according to the general social status quo.

Carl is different from the alpha who always becomes extremely anxious when he sees an omega. He is like a fast log. No matter what Mander expresses or hints, he can't understand what Mander really means. He is so slow that he is terrifying.

At this moment, Mander began to question his own charm as an omega.

Carl's gay younger brother Eli thinks that this is actually because Mander had cast an indelible shadow of fear on Carl when he was Carl's instructor.

But no matter what kind of speculation it was, it couldn't make Mander happy.

Mander even thought that maybe he should find a way to hook Carl to have a shot, and let Carl go to him one time, then Carl, who is full of responsibility, will definitely marry him. As for the relationship between them after marriage, they can definitely leave it to discuss after marriage. .

However, with the same sentence, Mander dared to think about it, and he would not force Karl to do anything.

"I didn't expect you to be so noble." During the private discussion between Man De and Ai Li, Ai Li, the current head of the Gu family, expressed enough surprise.

"How low am I in your heart?"

"Uh, you know, because of some historical reasons, the intelligence agency really didn't leave a good impression on me." Eli's biological alpha father and omega father both served in the intelligence agency, and both died directly or indirectly from The Intelligence Agency and even Avery himself have experienced a period of ignorance and surveillance. His friends were even handed over in this state. He himself almost lost his young life because of this use. His attitude towards the Intelligence Bureau can be imagined.

"You are right. The Intelligence Bureau is essentially a female cousin. I have served her, but I will never be as low as her. And you can't deny that the Intelligence Bureau protects the security and stability of this country. It has also paid a huge price and effort, you can call the Intelligence Agency mean, but you can't say that those who serve her."

"Even if this female cousin is about to kick you out?"

"Even if this female cousin is about to kick me out."

During that conversation, Mander and Avery already knew Mander's future well, and soon, their prophecy was fulfilled.

Mander will never be a negative person. Even if he does fall into a trough, he will plan ahead and turn the corner.

In the arrangement for this transfer, what Mander is looking forward to most is to take advantage of this frustration, get Karl's comfort, and increase the chance of contact with this wood by the way. As long as you work hard, an iron pestle can also be ground into a needle.

Carl, the dull star, was actually not completely insensitive when facing Mander's fiery eyes.It's just... Carl always felt he wasn't good enough for Mander, because he had a dark secret, a secret he didn't even tell his brother - he was wounded once in the field, which led to his death. Erectile dysfunction.

Although it is said that love is not equal to sex, it seems that there is no sex at all.

Therefore, Karl who was able to do that in the early years really didn't know Mande's mind. When Mande waited impatiently and directly pointed it out, Karl who was no longer able to do that chose to continue pretending not to know.He admits that he is a bit despicable and greedy. Even if he knows that he can't give the other party the affection he wants, it is still hard to refuse to be friends with Man De.

Carl used his own way to comfort Mande who was frustrated in the workplace, he said, in addition to the way of love, he began to try to divert Mande's attention: "If you didn't ask that in the public class, maybe you would I have a lot of friends."

"In that case, I won't necessarily choose the Intelligence Bureau, and I won't necessarily meet you."

Although both Mande and Karl are nobles from second-class stars, they are not on a second-class star, and their social circles rarely overlap. It is really possible that sentient beings will not know each other, or if they do, they will only Passing by at the banquet, nodding politely and restrainedly when seeing each other, and smiling reservedly.

Mande even had a similar dream, and then was directly awakened by the strange and terrifying each other.

"I don't want to miss you, do you understand?"

Maybe it's because of the upsurge of alcohol, maybe it's because this is Mander's home, there is no one but them, it's very safe, maybe it's because Mander's patience has reached the limit again, he can't tell why, so he just Gathering up the courage, I confronted Karl once again, without giving Karl any chance to continue pretending not to know.

Because after he said that, he directly pushed Carl down on the wool carpet in the living room, bowed his head and kissed his lips, the kind of fierceness between lips and tongue.

Holding the silver thread, under the ambiguous and dim light, he said: "I think you should understand what I mean."

Karl can only tell the truth because of Mande's indomitable strength this time, he would rather be underestimated by Mande for the rest of his life than lose his friendship with him.

Mande was dominated by alcohol at the time, so he couldn't really understand what Karl said. His eyes were only on the other party's red lips, and the extreme sweetness that those lips brought to him just now. He followed what Karl said. , like a siren's whispering temptation: "It's okay, honey, you can't do it, and I still have everything, just close your eyes..."

……

Later, when Mande understood what Carl meant, it was unknown. All Avery knew was that Mande became his legal "sister-in-law" not long after he was transferred to the military.

"Why do I think my brother's steps are weird?" Avery turned his head and quietly asked his lover, [Qi Shu] Brigadier General.

[Qi Shu] The brigadier general wisely decided not to express any opinion on this.

On the contrary, Mande said to Avery with a satisfied face: "My dear brother, do you know what oa love is?"

"I know." Avery is an out-and-out homosexual, and his best friend Li White is an o-sexual, so he is naturally familiar with some minorities who are still in a disadvantaged position.

"Then what is your attitude towards this?" Mander asked tentatively.

"Nice job!" Ellie, who is still not very sensitive to the real relationship between his eldest brother and his sister-in-law, said his thoughts truthfully, "O can also be very strong, why can't he suppress A? Although I am an A, I can't If you don’t admit it, some A’s in the galaxy really take themselves too seriously, and they’re really annoying. As long as you really love each other, what’s the relationship between up and down?”

"Yes, you are absolutely right." Mander meaningfully glanced at his lover beside him.

Lover: "..." Brother, you are not as deceitful as you!