unforgiving

After Gu Yuangui bid farewell to the system, he began to lie on the bed and reflect on one thing - how long had he stopped caring about his life in the main world.

He is not a college student who is powerless to resist, he is not a high-ranking Duke of the Empire, he is not a former world supermodel who has attracted worldwide attention, he is not the next alpha head of the Gu family, he is not a sub-orc who wants to overthrow the orc rule, he is not a generation of virtuous Gu Xing, and of course, he is not Maybe it's the prince of the blood clan, but he's just him, Gu Yuangui, an associate professor in the Chinese Department of A University, a senior homosexual who just found out that his ex was cheating, but had to leave the house by himself.

Now when I think of He Xize again, and the bloody incident of taking mistress and catching mistress, it seems to Gu Yuangui that it happened so far away in the last century.

Compared with He Xize, Gu Yuangui actually reflected more on when the web articles he was determined to write would continue.

In the world where Leslie was a supermodel, Gu Yuangui wrote some stories that he prepared to publish on the Internet based on his personal experiences in different worlds. And sent it to his computer, there are still enough saved manuscripts to ensure the update on the Internet.

But the question is, can Gu Yuangui be able to mobilize his emotions and continue writing before the manuscripts are exhausted.If it doesn't work, it's the end of it.

Fortunately, the stories of Gu Yuangui's various worlds were written separately. He didn't write a series of articles or directly integrate them into one story. Instead, he chose to write several novels that are completely independent, which made Gu Yuangui able to finish it at any time. It will not make readers scratch their heads and want to know the follow-up.

When he was a reader, what Gu Yuangui was most afraid of was the author's abandonment. He could tolerate poor writing; he could tolerate messy narrative; he could still tolerate slow updates.Because as long as he likes it, he can chase after it despite all difficulties.But if he abandons the pit for no reason, it will ignite Gu Yuangui's anger.

He meant that if it was due to illness, accidents at home, and other practical reasons, he would definitely be able to forgive them, and he would even actively support the author's focus on three-dimensional things, but if it was just because the article was not read by many people, the data was poor, and the author was cold The reasons for going to Antarctica are really incomprehensible and unforgivable.It is an extremely irresponsible and naive behavior to cheat people who really like this article for the sake of those who don't like it.

If it is destined not to end from the beginning, then don't release it, don't make people look forward to it, and after giving people expectations, then abandon the pit because of some seemingly ridiculous reasons, such an author will definitely become Gu Yuangui forever blacklist.

No matter how well written it is, I will never read it again in the future!

Cough, anyway, Gu Yuangui would never allow himself to become this kind of author.

When he first started writing novels, Gu Yuangui also realized that writing a novel was far different from what he had imagined.Not to mention the physical fatigue and various sub-health states caused by typing on the computer for a long time, but only the creation itself, which can easily lead to various self-denials. What you want to express is different from what others understand when you write it. Do it anyway. Less than perfect, the more I look at it, the more I feel that what I write is a pile of rubbish...

Gu Yuangui has experienced all these things, but precisely because he has experienced them, he doesn't think that these can be a reason for a person to cheat.

It's as if you created a child, and halfway through raising it, you find that the child is ugly and stupid. At this time, can you let go of it confidently?

Even if it's a pile of garbage, at least it should be a garbage with a beginning and an end!

After such self-persuasion, Gu Yuangui finally had a lot of motivation to start writing the novel he had decided to write again.He set himself a coding task goal to be completed every day. The job of an associate professor at the university is actually relaxed and leisurely. On the premise that he does not hold any teaching duties, he has a lot of free time to complete his tasks. .

After the matter of the novel was resolved, the topic that could not be avoided was once again returned to Gu Yuangui's career.

He Xize.

His ex, who has cheated, can still confidently feel that he is a mysterious scumbag who loves Gu Yuangui.

Gu Yuangui thought back on the history of his seven-year relationship with the other party, and regretfully discovered that the real reason why he was so stupid that he didn't find out that He Xize had cheated many times during the seven years of dating was that He Xize kept cashing out Out of this deep love.He doesn't have the guilt and dodge that ordinary cheaters have when facing their lovers, and he won't perfunctory Gu Yuangui, no longer take him seriously, he will still treat Gu Yuangui as usual, just It seems that he really only came home late because of overtime work.

Yes, this is the weirdest thing about He Xize. He is looking for fun, but he will insist on going home no matter how late, and he will not forget to call Gu Yuangui every night when he is on a business trip. Prepare for surprises and gifts.

No matter how you look at it, she is a qualified and considerate lover who is just a little busy at work.

How to put it, it's like a person, even if he loves desserts, he will never miss the main meal, so it is difficult for people to judge whether he has eaten other snacks before eating.

He Xi really never took his little three little four little five seriously, because he thought he had a deep relationship with Gu Yuangui, and he didn't let those people appear in front of Gu Yuangui, didn't he? Because he was ashamed of the affair itself, but because he didn't want those people to disturb Gu Yuangui's mood.

From He Xi's point of view, this is completely normal, because that's how his parents came here. Although his mother would be annoyed by his father's lover every time, she still maintained the marriage.

Therefore, from He Xi's point of view, he and Gu Yuangui are the same, and what he considers to be considerate is to prevent Gu Yuangui from being annoyed by discovering the existence of his lover.

Regarding this kind of thought, Gu Yuangui didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

If it wasn't for the fact that He Xi started wanting an heir as he got older, and the female college student happened to be pregnant again, Gu Yuangui felt that the time he was kept in the dark might be infinitely prolonged.

Fortunately, that female college student is pregnant and is really dreaming of the innocent dream of becoming Mrs. He, otherwise, Gu Yuangui still doesn't know when he will be able to break away from the morbid life circle before.

When he first found out that He Xize was cheating, Gu Yuangui wanted to pretend that he didn't care about He Xize, and wanted to stay away from him, because he didn't know what else he could do; System, with the golden finger that can travel through different worlds and accumulate the ability to revenge, he swore that he would make He Xize pay the price; now...

"I can't even find a reason why I should care about He Xize, do you know what I mean?" Gu Yuangui said to his lover, Qi Shu. He Xize is like a stranger to Gu Yuangui now. It's a strange thing, and it's not worth laughing at in front of the experienced Gu Yuangui, it's not as good as the TV series Dog Blood, "Why should I waste my energy on such a person? Of course, if possible, I I don't mind adding to him, but I object to continuing to make him the focus of my life."

To be honest, in the main world, Gu Yuangui is no longer young. Based on the fact that a person can live to be a hundred years old, the time he can accompany Qi Shu is only a few short decades. It can be said that he has entered the countdown. How can there be that time to share with strangers?

"I am the focus of your life." After experiencing several worlds, Qi Shu has made great progress and confidence in "Gu Yuangui also loves him".

"Yes, our life is the focus and center." Gu Yuangui kissed Qi Shu's still young face, "There are too many things that are more important than He Xi, my dear," like giving me the system The remuneration and bonuses are realized for investment, "We need to go home to meet my parents, and adopt a child who is as cute as Nian Nian..."

After having feelings for Gu Nian, the longing burst in an instant. Gu Yuangui would not find someone to replace Gu Nian, and it would never be possible for someone to replace Gu Nian, but his desire to adopt a child became stronger than ever.

Maybe I can adopt Gu Nian from this world, Gu Yuangui couldn't help but think so.

Qi Shu was silent and didn't speak, because his brain had gone blank after being stimulated by "meeting the parents" and "raising the children". He was not afraid, but excited. He was about to become a full-time professional. feelings!

Even if they got married several times in the parallel world, Qi Shu still couldn't stop his excitement, because those worlds were just their "last life", not this life, and what happened now is real to Qi Shu Yes, it was all the desires that he never dreamed of in this life. He didn't know how he should react at the moment when the dream came true.

Gu Yuangui misunderstood Qi Shu's silence, thinking that Qi Shu still cared about He Xize's affairs, how could he not care, if Qi Shu had an ex whom he had been dating for many years, Gu Yuangui would also care about it, he had to try his best It is possible not to let this concern destroy the deep friendship between the two: "I tell you this because I hope to get your understanding. I won't bother with He Xize any more, not because I still have no love for him. I can't do it, but on the contrary, he is nothing to me, and I don't see any joy in wasting 24 hours a day on a stranger."

Usually when we hate someone, it often means that we can't let go. Maybe we don't love him anymore, but we still pay attention to that person habitually and just can't let go.

Once Gu Yuangui wanted to pretend that he had completely let go, but now when he really treats the other party as nothing, he will understand how vulnerable his pretense was at that time.

Fortunately, only his cousin Le Er was the only one who had seen him like that, and he and He Xi talked on the phone the whole time. The other party didn't know his real journey in his heart, otherwise it would be another trouble.

Yes, trouble.

For the current Gu Yuangui, he really couldn't find a more appropriate adjective than "troublesome" to describe He Xize.