Bohemia

"How long will it take...?"

"I don't know, it might be early in the morning."

"Hey, that's right, there is a girl who looks very beautiful, not like a whole girl."

"Dude, you're still too young..."

The two photographers who took time out to catch their breath were talking in a low voice. They stood where Yan Huan and Xie Xiunan were kissing half an hour ago.At this time, Yan Huan and Xie Xiunan were hiding in the corner on the other side, and they could only pray that these two strangers could go back quickly.

Xie Xiunan started to get nervous again, hugged Yan Huan from behind, turned his head and slowly kissed his neck and earlobes.

Yan Huan whispered, "Do you want to die?"

Xie Xiunan smiled lightly, and said, "I just...to fulfill your wish?"

Yan Huan didn't look back, stretched out his hand and twisted Xie Xiunan's ear, Xie Xiunan felt the pain and begged for mercy: "Hey, hey, it hurts..."

He calmed down for a while, and finally he didn't torture Yan Huan too much.The two hid in the dark, and it really felt like a tryst and elopement.

The two photographers were smoking, and Yan Huan could smell it.After a while, they left, and Yan Huan immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's too dangerous," he said.

Xie Xiunan lowered his head to kiss him again, Yan Huan hid for a while, and said with a smile: "Don't make trouble, this is outside."

Xie Xiunan raised his eyebrows and said, "You said this is outside again? You just want to torture me, right?"

Hearing this, Yan Huan was also a little embarrassed.He didn't know what was wrong, maybe he was really a bit obsessed just now, but luckily there were two uninvited guests, otherwise Yan Huan really didn't know how he and Xie Xiunan would end up.

"So..." Xie Xiunan said, "Shall we go back to the hotel? Or sneak back again."

"Oh, that's right." Yan Huan suddenly remembered, "Is there a masquerade party up there?"

"Prom?" Xie Xiunan said, "Looks like disco."

Yan Huan said, "I'm a little thirsty."

Xie Xiunan nodded and said, "Then let's go back and drink some soda."

Yan Huan walked beside Xie Xiunan, and the two sneaked up the stairs dedicated to the staff, but this time they went upstairs, Yan Huan was a little tired walking.

"Wait a minute." He stopped in the corridor and took Xie Xiunan's hand, "I'm a little tired, take a rest."

Xie Xiunan jumped in front of him, smiled and said, "Yan Huan, you need to strengthen your physical training."

"Exercise?" Yan Huan said, "I do it every day."

Xie Xiunan wanted to punch him and said, "It's not that kind of exercise!"

Yan Huan smiled and said, "Oh."

The windows in the corridor were still open, and they could see the lively street not far from here.

Shanghai never seems to fall into a dreamland.

It keeps spinning, lighting up, and raving.Tall buildings, rivers, and countless people coming and going, Yan Huan seems to be able to hear the songs coming from the sea here.They smiled in front of the camera, but no one knew how long Yan Huan and Xie Xiunan could last.Internet celebrity is a profession, but it is not a complete profession.It depends too much on the outside, and people's interests change too quickly.

Xie Xiunan asked from behind: "Duo Duo, what are you thinking?"

Yan Huan sat on the steps and said, "It's nothing, I'm just thinking about my home."

Xie Xiunan was a little surprised, because this was the first time Yan Huan mentioned his home to him.

"Where is your home?" Xie Xiunan asked cautiously.

"In the north." Yan Huan didn't look at him, and continued to look out of the window. "It's not a bustling place. I remember that there is only a very small river in our place. I only saw the sea in magazines before."

"and then?"

"My family lives on the sixth floor, all houses in the 90s. At that time, the units were divided into houses. Those houses were built very low, unlike the current commercial houses. The corridors are dark, full of gray houses, row by row. ...my house is in the innermost row."

"In summer, there is an old lady surnamed Jin who sells cold drinks. Here..." Yan Huan pointed to his front teeth, "Her teeth fell out a long time ago, and then she always speaks out of breath. We all like to laugh at her , she has a bad temper and often yells at us."

"Compared with Shanghai, my home is like a sinking ship..." Yan Huan frowned, "The ship."

"Boat?" Xie Xiunan came down and squatted in front of Yan Huan, like a docile and loyal dog, "But you jumped off the boat."

"Yeah." Yan Huan said, "I didn't sink."

Xie Xiunan said, "You won't sink."

"With me here, even if you sink, I will fish you up." Xie Xiunan looked at him, "I..."

"what?"

He licked his lips nervously and said, "Duoduo, I want to ask you, or you will be with me after the end..."

He almost said it.

Xie Xiunan wanted to say, otherwise you will go back to Seattle with me after the end, right?But a series of hurried footsteps interrupted them, someone rushed down from upstairs, Yan Huan and Xie Xiunan raised their heads together, and saw that the person was actually Wang Wei.

The three people's eyes met, and they all saw a trace of consternation on each other's faces.

The clothes Wang Wei wore tonight were very exaggerated. They were all sequined, and they jingled when they ran.The exaggerated make-up on his face was also somewhat smudged, obviously he had cried before.

Yan Huan and Xie Xiunan looked away almost immediately.

"Hmm..." Xie Xiunan said hesitantly, "You..."

Before he finished speaking, a man on the stairs roared, and his voice echoed in the stairwell: "Wang Wei, you really think you are a fucking thing, don't you?"

"Boss Li has a crush on you, so you should kneel down and thank your ancestors, let me tell you! What the hell! Is it interesting to make yourself like a strong woman? Fuck."

"Go away! A fucking bitch!"

Yan Huan opened his eyes wide, unable to believe his ears.He glanced at Xie Xiunan, and Xie Xiunan's expression was also a bit complicated.

This is... Li Guoxing?

Wang Wei's face was so pale, he waited until Li Guoxing finished scolding, and he said: "Have you heard enough?"

When he said this, Yan Huan felt as if he was dead.

Wang Wei forced a smile and said, "Look, this is life."

Wang Wei wanted to avoid them, Xie Xiunan grabbed his arm and said, "Wait, he has no right to make you... like that."

"No right?" Wang Wei sneered, and shook off Xie Xiunan's hand, "Not everyone has a choice! If I want to be popular, I want to make money, I have to do things I don't like. You think I like this ? Male or female? If possible! I don't want to be like this, but do I have any other choice?"

At the end, Wang Wei's voice was a little broken. He knelt down with his head in despair and said, "I can't do it...it's too difficult."

Yan Huan walked over and pulled him up from the ground, and said coldly, "Go, no one can force you."

Wang Wei stared at him blankly, and finally just shook his head and said, "I'm different from you."

"Just pretend you didn't hear anything." Wang Wei withdrew his hand.

"Hello!" Yan Huan was a little anxious, watching Wang Wei leave.

Xie Xiunan took his hand and said, "Don't."

"Let him solve it by himself." Xie Xiunan said.

Yan Huan always felt a little unbelievable, he said: "Why?"

But no one could tell him.After a while, Xie Xiunan sighed and asked him, "Do you still want to drink soda?"

"Ah."

"You wait for me here." Xie Xiunan touched his face, "I'll get down after I get the soda."

Yan Huan nodded, he suddenly fell into an indescribable silence, and Wang Wei... Wang Wei just tore off a little bit of the skin of this ugly world.He hugged his knees, and suddenly missed Xie Xiunan, even if he only separated from him for a minute, and just went upstairs to get him a soda.

"A lot." Soon, Xie Xiunan ran back.

Yan Huan stood up immediately, Xie Xiunan gave him the soda, Yan Huan took a sip, and there was a nice smell of orange in his mouth.

"I'm sorry." Xie Xiunan looked at him and said suddenly.

"What?" Yan Huan didn't understand.

Xie Xiunan was a little disappointed, and said, "If only I had gone back to your room with you just now, you wouldn't have encountered such a thing."

Yan Huan still didn't understand, but just looked at Xie Xiunan.

"Forget it, let's go." Xie Xiunan didn't insist much.

It will be a long, long time before Yan Huan will understand that Xie Xiunan so much hopes that he will be happy forever, that he even wants to swallow all the ugliness of the world into his body.

I just want Yan Huan to be beautiful, just purely beautiful.

And this kind of love, how many times can a person meet in a lifetime?