Reborn ghost superstar

He Jingwen won the annual championship without any surprise that night.The media got 55 votes, and the audience support rate was as high as 73%.

The annual grand ceremony lasted until midnight.The nearly five-hour performance was a veritable marathon for the actors, audience and staff. After the performance, everyone was exhausted and couldn't think of anything else, so they went home to rest.It was close to 4 o'clock in the morning when Jiang Feng got home, took a hasty shower and threw himself into the big bed, falling asleep almost as soon as he touched the pillow.

The next morning he was awakened by the hot sun.Dazzling golden rays shot in obliquely from the side of the window, making his back a little hot from the sun.He struggled to open his eyes and stared blankly at the sky outside the window for a long time, only to feel that the blue sky was deceiving.

The bright blue made his eyes sore. Jiang Feng blinked a few times, turned over and freed his arms that were sore and numb due to improper sleeping position.

It was only 6:45 in the morning, and he couldn't sleep anymore.

It was not surprising that he was suffering from terminally ill insomnia, so Jiang Feng lay on his back and sighed, and simply got up to wash up.

The National Day holiday that Cheng Lu had planned a long time ago finally officially arrived.Originally, it was to set aside time for traveling with He Zhan, but the only plan the two of them had for this was just that one sentence - the domestic attractions will be full during the Golden Week, and the destination should be set abroad. After the ECHO incident, the two of them broke up completely, and they had no contact with each other for a month. Jiang Feng could only read a few words about He Jinglin occasionally in the news automatically subscribed by his mobile phone.

He never thought of himself as someone who would be emotionally dependent on others.No one really can't live without anyone, not to mention that even when they are together, the existence of this person does not occupy a large proportion in his life.He has always walked on his own path, with twists and turns, but never deviated.

Now that the water dragon has been resolved, there is no reason to be together.

The feeling at that time was very subtle, as if life hadn’t changed much, recording and staying up late as usual, eating and sleeping as usual, dealing with fanatical fans as usual, listening to Cheng Lu’s latest gossip news on the Internet, seeing Lin Yaohui and He Shengyu as a decorative sound should use the front leaning The pitch or the portamento is in full swing...

...It is obvious that there is no change, but everything is different.

I was so busy before that I didn't even care about these things, but now that my work has come to an end and I am suddenly free, the not-so-severe but lingering sense of loss has become especially obvious.

Jiang Feng brushed his teeth with a toothbrush in his mouth for more than 20 minutes, squinting his sleepy eyes, swallowing a lot of toothpaste.As a result, when I had breakfast, the Xiaolong Tangbao and the purple rice porridge both tasted a unique and strong mint flavor.

Cheng Lu had asked him about his holiday arrangements several times before, and Zihong's supernova had been ambiguous all the time. The translated meaning is probably: at home, sleeping.

The girl made no secret of her regret and contempt: "Brother Feng, do you know how long it took me to grit my teeth and give you such a five-day vacation? The commercial performance invitation that I rejected, even if those brands It’s enough to screen out all those who don’t have enough sincerity, and it’s enough to wait until two years later. If you’re in a hurry, you can pick up two shows at random in commercial performances, sing for 10 minutes and say three or five sentences, it’s a small 100 million The income. Sleeping at home during the good times, isn’t the opportunity cost a bit high?”

Jiang Feng glanced at her, then leisurely looked up at the sky.

"The last time I had a chance to sleep well at home, it seems to be back to the time when I fell ill with a fever..."

One sentence made Cheng Lu's heart soften instantly. She bowed her head and hesitated for a long time, then said in a low voice, "I mean, what, it's rare to take a vacation, isn't it too deserted to be alone... By the way, some of my college students My buddies are eager to climb Fragrant Mountain, or Brother Feng, you will go too?"

After she spoke, her tone brightened again, and she blinked fiercely at Jiang Feng.Jiang Feng's expression froze, and he declined politely with a smile. In his heart, he saluted for a minute the brave warriors who dared to go to Fragrant Hills during the Golden Week holiday.

Strictly speaking, although Jiang Feng wasn't lying, at least he didn't tell the whole truth.Staying at home and sleeping is indeed the vacation plan B he carefully planned for this vacation, and, compared with plan A, he actually likes this alternative more.

Plan A is much more complicated to implement. It needs to prepare a bunch of miscellaneous materials and procedures, and it takes time to do things in the already crowded schedule, and it also costs a lot of money.Most of all, although he felt the need to make such a trip, he didn't know whether he should.Emotionally, he probably didn't want to.

So he just prepared the visa materials with a negative attitude of giving it a try, thinking that with the usual procrastination style of the embassy and the huge tourist flow in China during the peak tourist season, the National Day holiday would have passed long after the visa was processed.I don't know when the next holiday will be, but at least it can be justified and procrastinated for another year or a half.

Unexpectedly, the process went smoothly beyond imagination.The original owner has signed Schengen and the United States before, and the record is good, so he can directly avoid the interview, which greatly shortens the review period.As early as a week before the National Day, his passport with the visa page stamped had already been mailed back home.

There is absolutely no excuse not to go.On that day, even the weather was unbelievably good, as if he was afraid that he would go back on his word.

It was like Jiang Feng made a bet with himself.Now that the visa has been completed in time, I am willing to gamble and admit defeat, but there is nothing to say.Jiang Feng dressed up in front of the mirror after breakfast. The GA suit was the most meticulous classic business style, and the dark blue tie was tied with an elegant double cross knot. After blowing out his hair, he sprayed a lot of gel on it to make it fluffy The soft side parted hairstyle is well-regulated and vaguely full of vigor.

Jiang Feng had never tried to dress so formally before.The top-level suit exuded a deep air amidst the minimalism, which made his figure look taller and taller. He was already thin, so even if he put it in such an orthodox suit, the heroic spirit unique to youth could not be concealed.Coupled with a British-style hairstyle and bright red, it looks like an orthodox academic young musician.

Until now, his official identity is still a student of the Department of Western Music Composition, studying at the most prestigious old music academy in China, and he is truly in the center of the most elite circle of serious music.This would have been the most appropriate attire for him if he had gone down this road.

However, Jiang Feng looked at himself in the mirror at this time, and the extremely sharp strangeness even made his stomach slightly chill.He has been staring at himself in the mirror for a long time, but he can't imagine what kind of future this person will have.

The trip went well.For the first time, the notorious international flight was not delayed for one minute, and the customs inspection was extremely fast, almost just going through the motions, so that Jiang Feng officially stepped on the land of this Western European city that has experienced many winds and rains in history, standing on the ground that carries the whole world. When I was in front of the gate of countless magnificent buildings that top musicians hoped for, I still couldn't figure out whether I secretly hoped that I would be three or five hours late.

Germany, Berlin Philharmonic Hall.

Before that, he thought that maybe the plane would be delayed, maybe Berlin would be stormy and thundery, maybe he would go the wrong way because of the language barrier and couldn’t find the place—maybe there would be a thousand reasons for him to miss this concert.

The truth is, nothing happened.Like all the most ordinary spectators, he dressed up and entered the venue on time, waiting for the start of the concert amidst quiet enthusiasm, everything was in an incredible order.

Jiang Feng had long remembered the program by heart - Bach's chromatic fantasies and fugues, Beethoven's moonlight, enthusiasm, and pathos.The performers are also very familiar to him. He chose the box next to the stage on the second floor. It is not the location with the best acoustics in the concert hall, but it is the closest to the stage. He can see the performers from the clearest angle. Every move, every slightest look.

This person really hasn't changed at all - Jiang Feng thought so the first moment he saw him.The leisurely smile when facing the huge stage, the elegant greeting, the passionate performance, the pair of big hands that can transform countless magic from the black and white keys, the clean and powerful movements, the focused and intoxicated eyes - all have not changed , the memories that have disappeared, are all at this moment, and they are very fresh again.

The only difference may be...he is no longer a person from the same world.

Once this person's stage, there will always be a place for him.In the messy and dim little corner, they were raving, roaring, singing songs that no one could understand, sharing the whole world with each other.Even in that small world, the territory he occupies is far larger than that of the other party. He is always standing in front of the stage, and his voice is always dominant. The only barren attention they can receive in their world , almost all fell on him.

No one knew better than Jiang Feng how much the people behind him deserved more attention, how much the audience applauded unreservedly, and how much they deserved the ecstasy, tears, comfort and redemption for his music.

Now that all this has come true, he has a stage that belongs only to him.Even though there is no room for the slightest disorder, any wanton noise, disorder, madness, or a 2B youth who plays rock music and sings heavy metal - Jiang Feng still thinks that this is really good.

This is so good.

After the last piece of music was played, the young rock singer and all the audience who loved classical music clapped wildly with all their strength.

The enthusiasm of the scene not only did not subside after the three sketches performed, but became even higher.When the performer bowed to the audience around him, the eyes of the two intersected for a moment. At that time, the people on the stage frowned slightly, and the expressions on their faces turned into unconcealable eagerness after the confusion disappeared.He even opened his mouth, as if eager to say something.

All this is just a matter of a moment.A moment later, the girl who came up to present flowers made him have to look away and restore the elegant and perfect smile from beginning to end.

The author has something to say:

I'm really sorry for stopping for so long, I feel like I have a lot to say, but it might be longer than the main text _(:з」∠)_

I have experienced too many things in the past month or so after returning to China. It seems that everything is a fast-forward version. I originally planned to stay at home for at least three to five months to write essays and learn to drive. In the end, I only stayed for three days. Up to now, the company's interviews have been coming to Beijing non-stop, and I joined the job in the second week.Rented a house and met an excellent landlord. I signed a one-year contract and paid more than 1 yuan in three deposits. As a result, I was forced to move out after only staying for a week. Fortunately, I finally got most of the rent back after a lot of hard work. , The suffering during this period is hard to describe, and it has not been completely resolved until now. It seems that I have lost more than 1000 inside and outside. Although I am still looking for a house near the company, I have to be more cautious this time after suffering the previous losses.Now I live in my aunt’s house in the suburbs of Beijing. It takes about 5-6 hours to commute to and from get off work by bus and subway every day. I leave at 6:9 in the morning and arrive home at [-]:[-] in the evening.Originally, I thought I could write something on the road, but when I got busy with work, I was really overwhelmed. At the end of the day, I was often in a state of hypoxia in the brain. I just wanted to be in a daze while sitting in the car, and I didn’t even think about playing mobile games. Taiyou is still trying to adapt to this rhythm, trying to find a balance between work and writing as soon as possible.In short, I am really sorry for making everyone wait for so long. I may not be able to make daily updates in the future, but I will still work hard to make more updates within the scope of my ability. Fortunately, this article is almost over QUQ